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#👀👀👀👀👀 #obi wan kenobi #star wars #Star Wars art

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Anakin the weighted blanket

#star wars #star wars art #obi wan kenobi #anakin skywalker #obikin

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Normal ways to interact with your father

(📸 Life as a House redraw)

#YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS #star wars #obikin #Star Wars art #anakin skywalker #obi wan kenobi

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Text conversations with the love of my life

#obikin #tag times

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didn't get to do this yesterday so get booped lmao 😈

THANK YOU FOR THE EVIL BOOP WILL!!!!

#thank you guys for the boops it had me giggling like a kid 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

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Help I don’t get on tumblr for a few days and I miss an entire cultural moment of booping

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The Acolyte | June 4th, 2024 #I AM SO FUCKING READY #LET'S GOOOOOOOOO #LOOK AT THOSE LIGHTSABER FIGHTS #LOOK AT THAT GORGEOUS SCENERY #LOOK AT MANNY JACINTO #AND LEE JUNG-JAE #AND CARRIE-ANN MOSS #AND AMANDLA STENDBERG #AND DAFNE KEEN #THIS CAST IS FUCKING STACKED #AND WE'RE GETTING AN AVALANCHE OF COOL FIGHT SCENES #JUNE CANNOT COME SOON ENOUGH!!!!

#star wars #the acolyte

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Newly released alternative take of the Han/Leia kiss scene STAR WARS: THE EMPIRE STRIKES BACK

#god you can so tell Carrie and Harrison were fucking nasty #like Jesus Christ 😂 #han solo #leia organa #Star Wars

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AHSOKA 1.07 Dreams and Madness

#anakin skywalker #star wars #ahsoka series

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making some bad decisions!!

#👀👀👀👀👀👀 #obikin #anakin skywalker #obi wan kenobi #star wars #star wars art

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@topwan-obikin submissions revealed so I can share the first chapter of my submission Like Mine

#part 2 coming soon! #unfortunately been pulling 60 hours between my two jobs so this was by the skin of my teeth #obikin #my fanfic stuff

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#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #obikin #star wars #star wars art #obi wan kenobi #anakin skywalker

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ELI VANTO!

#baby boy #star wars #star wars art #eli vanto

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“Of course I didn’t want you!”

Anakin recoiled like he had been slapped.

The anger he had felt only moments before towards the man in front of him dissipated and reformed into the keenest hurt he had ever experienced.

He had known this, of course—had known it forever, and he had prepared himself for the day the truth finally came out, building walls around his heart and forcing distance between himself and Obi-Wan for this very inevitability—but actually hearing it, actually hearing Obi-Wan say those words aloud? 

Nothing could have prepared Anakin for this moment.

I didn’t want you. 

Obi-Wan was still talking, ranting, but his words seemed far away, distant, like he was standing at the end of a tunnel, miles away from Anakin, who felt lightheaded, unsteady on his feet.

“—ster had just died, the Sith were back, and here was this boy,” Obi-Wan’s voice, tight and forceful, floated in and out of the air, “This boy for whom my master discarded me without a second thought, this boy, who was now my responsibility to raise and train.”

Anakin couldn’t look at him. Didn’t want to see the resentment in the set of his mouth, the long-buried hatred in the furrow of his brow. 

“My responsibility—me, a barely knighted Jedi, practically a padawan myself.”

Obi-Wan let out a bark of disbelieving laughter, a sharp edge to it that sliced Anakin to his core.

“I could barely take care of myself in the days after Qui-Gon died, let alone another human being. And now I had the duty to fulfill my master’s dying wish to train this boy on the off-chance that he would save the galaxy.” 

Do not cry.

Anakin willed himself to keep looking down, to stay impassive, to not raise Obi-Wan’s ire higher than it already was. If he betrayed how much these words cut him, how deep a wound they inflicted on his heart, then the magnitude of his attachment would be revealed, and that would only make Obi-Wan hate him more. 

And Anakin didn’t think he could take any more of Obi-Wan’s hate.

Do not cry.

He heard Obi-Wan take a steadying breath, audibly reigning himself in. When he spoke next, his voice was softer, yet reverberated through Anakin's mind as if he had screamed them.

“So, no. I did not want you.” 

He sensed Obi-Wan, his accursed, beloved former master, take a step towards him. Anakin stilled, a horrible thought overtaking him.

Would he strike him? Obi-Wan had never—would never—but he had also never said anything like this out loud to Anakin before. He had finally crossed the line.

Done the un-take-back-able.

Anakin had always walked a thin line with Obi-Wan, pushing and prodding, bringing out Obi-Wan’s frustration, his rolled eyes, dry jabs, and sometimes disappointed frown, but he had somehow avoided tipping the scales all the way over—at least, not until now.

Now, when he had finally pushed too far. 

Fuck. 

Do not cry. Do not cry—

A hand fell on his shoulder. It took everything in Anakin not to flinch.

“But don’t you ever think,” Obi-Wan said, the fierce passion back in his voice and Anakin’s stomach sank, sank sank. “Not even for one second, that you were not the best thing to ever happen to me.” 

Anakin’s head snapped up in shock. The very thing he had wanted to avoid doing at all costs, but surely he had misheard, surely Obi-Wan had not just said what he just said—

“You are the best friend I have ever had,” Obi-Wan said, and there was still that hard edge to his words, but now that Anakin was looking at him, he saw that his master's eyes were not filled with anger-hate-bitterness like he had feared, but simple determination.

A serious expression, but one that was interlaced with a gentleness that Anakin could only describe as fond.

“It has been… the honor and delight of my life to teach you,” Obi-Wan said, and Anakin couldn’t move because the truth of it was ringing in the Force, unmistakable and passionate and firm. “And now to fight and live beside you as equals.”

Was Anakin dreaming?

A flicker of a smile crossed Obi-Wan’s face, like he was lost in remembrance and, oh, Anakin’s heart couldn’t take it, couldn’t handle this emotional whiplash, his greatest fear and most secret hope come to life over the course of a single conversation.

“It only took you about a day and a half to win me over. I was petrified every day that I would mess you up, leave you worse than I found you, let you down, Qui-Gon down, the galaxy down—but not once did I regret you. Not once would I have traded you away from anything.”

Obi-Wan squeezed Anakin’s shoulder and Anakin shuddered, letting out a choked whimper that he immediately wished he could take back, but Obi-Wan’s eyes softened, and through their bond Anakin could only feel kindness, affection, maybe even—

Obi-Wan's expression shifted once more, for the first time his steadiness in the force wavering, and he swallowed, appearing nervous, if Anakin didn't know any better.

"I do not always find it easy to express myself with words, like this. It is... difficult for me. But it appears that it is necessary today."

Anakin stared at him helplessly.

“I am unbearably sorry that I have ever made you believe otherwise. That you could ever think that you are not my favorite person in the world.”

Anakin could not stop the tear from falling down his cheek. And Obi-Wan Kenobi, high general of the Republic Army, one of the strongest, most respected masters in the Jedi Order, and Anakin's former teacher, gently caught it with the pad of his thumb and wiped it away.

"You are," Obi-Wan's voice came out rough and tinged with something that made Anakin's breath catch in his throat. But then just as quickly, Obi-Wan gave him a small smile, his voice clear once more, even dry and teasing.

“I hope that's alright with you.”

Anakin's answering smile was watery, but it could have lit up the entire galaxy anyhow.

#brb sobbing #obikin #ficlets

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i don't want to be too horny on some random gifmaker's post but that series of gifs of hayden christensen and kevin kline in life as a house is driving me insane actually. hayden gets ALL the way into kevin's personal space, he tangles his fingers in his tshirt, and yanks himself up against his neck, panting "fuck you" against his skin, speaking in an open mouth kiss, lips dragging as he shapes the words, his eyes fluttering closed, head tipping back and gasping like he's letting him fuck inside him before tearing himself away. that's supposed to be his FATHER. what are you DOING hayden. kevin looks vaguely shell shocked afterward and honestly he's valid for that, if hayden treated me like he treats literally any older man in a film, i would melt into a puddle.

#I don’t even know what to tag this as but this exactly #I was like ?!?!?! FOR REAL?!?!? #he’s literally that sound bit of ‘you kiss your dad on the mouth?’ #hayden christensen #thirst tag

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#star wars #obikin #anakin skywalker #obi wan kenobi

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The sound of Obi-Wan Kenobi choking on his tea echoes in the distance.

#obikin #star wars #anakin skywalker #star wars art