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ok atlas' new blog is @sonnevater which i cant tag yet lmao but i'm getting things set up!!!

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as i think of new urls for atlas' new blog i also think about how i want his character development to go and that is ... a lot that i need to organize so bear with me ... all my brainpower has gone to a dnd campaign im in

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me thinking about how for as heroic as atlas is, at his core he is not only razmir the very not well adjusted alchemist-mage, he's also poros, god of the mountains and neither of those 2 (razmir and poros) are necessarily heroic figures,

they're protagonists of their own stories and legends, but razmir was a selfish fuckass who ran off into the forest and somehow transmuted his own soul enough to gain the love of the goddess khrosteia, and poros' legends all sorta circle around how he somehow ended a great battle by literally wiping out both sides with brute force (only to then 'die' and leave his corpse as the Great Mountains), like dang one of those is just really selfish and the other is VIOLENCE,

atlas gets a gold star for being himself but also very much being both of those disasters i love him so much

#hc tag

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♡   9  people  i  want  to  get  to  know  better  ! ♡

last  song  i  listened  to  : levitating - dua lipa 

favorite  color  :  purple

currently  watching  : regular show (again) 

last  movie  /  tv  show  i  watched  : not counting regular show which i am doing on loop bc it's great, uh... i did a re-watch of my adventures with superman!

spicy  /  savory  /  sweet  :  maybe sweet???

relationship  status  :  taken, and it's going wonderfully!

last  thing  i  googled  : cyberpunk outfits

current  obsession  : gotta say my brain always sorta hyperfixates on resident evil now, but also general worldbuilding, and arven from pokemon hes my new son

#writing is hard ╱ out

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I will never turn my back on people who need me.

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Excalibur (1981) | dir. John Boorman

#HUAUGHEHDUDHDHDVHUE #weeps into my hands

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tumblr also forgot all my tags and that's like the sign where it's like MOVE YOUR BLOG sigh ... i'll probably convert a blog i haven't used in ages ... i also have to consider if i will keep this url or go for something different ...

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something something the amount of times atlas has to re learn what it means to be a hero, how he has to find himself like a million times and it's a constant process of breaking and mending because he's not perfect at all, he's an idealist and he's been seen as an ideal by other people and he had to learn to put his own happiness on the priorities list, how to find freedom, he's balancing a past life with his current self and also then has to deal with apotheosis as the star eater / god of the mountains / god of strength

what i'm saying is atlas is the same energy as kintsugi

#adhd brain go vvbbbrrrr #bangs hands on the table i want mh comfort muse to work with me goddamn

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ok soon i will be moving atlas' blog just to clean up everything i will keep you all posted on when the new blog is up :) i'll be able to focus more and whatnot. i have some more lore to drop about razmir and poros and also atlas through the ages (being immortal is so much) and im excited to get my adhd under control in some way :)

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2024 IS GOING TO BE THE YEAR I LEARN TO BALANCE MY TIME ON BLOGS... also happy new years my guys gals and nb pals! i know i haven't been on atlas' blog as much as i would like to be, my life became very hectic and i bear the curse (covid) again,

but it doesn't mean that i won't be back here, because for many years atlas has been my comfort character! from his start in "im rewriting sacred star of milos" to "he's legit my oc now", he is a character who reminds me to do good, to choose to be kind, and when i'm sad, i think to myself "there are people who are like that in the world, and that makes the world beautiful"

i'd like to thank you all for sticking with me even through my inconsistencies in where i've been! i will be back with new lore come 2024 which is literally tomorrow (even if my brain is SOUP!)

#writing is hard ╱ out

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i am looking to find myself. [ . . . ] arven of pokemon scarlet & violet. by percival (he/him, 30+)

#sp #hey

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characters cleaning blood off their partner's face is just PEAK romance actually. bonus points if it's someone else's blood

#atlas and qissy

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She speaks of power, and perhaps it is true- perhaps he holds a power over her / fitting for that which he was at his core (still, the people praised the God of Strength- Poros' power lay in his veins, just as much as the mystic secrets of Razmir). Power, he had learned, was something that could not be taken without care- it was a give and take, an equivalent exchange that few could truly master. Atlas liked to think that he had gained that. Maybe Razmir had, but it mattered little when they were one in the same.

Here, he has relinquished his power to his goddess, to Qistina- Qistina who calls him the sun, and to him, she is the moon and stars. Were they not a legend reborn? It was Khrosteia who gave Poros the star to devour. It was Khrosteia who led Razmir to the Eternal Bloom- ❝ My darling, ❞ comes his whisper, low and warm, (and perhaps he's enjoying this more than he should- there's something dangerous and beautiful, and he sees stars) ❝ it is a power that you have granted to me, time and time again. In this life and in the lives that came before, all that I am, I owe to you. ❞

❝ Are we not two halves of a whole? It is not so strange, then, to hold this power- certainly not when you hold just as much over me. ❞

lyrical starters | @hmrtia

" You’re my sun, the one and only in this world. I bloom for you, but you make me so thirsty. " steady hand wraps tenderly around a thickly strong neck, digging in once clean and sharped nails until bits of bubbling pebbles came peeking from the flesh. " You are the one who is strange, Hero. You who holds a power over me. "

#mundmutter #atlas lettin qissy choke him and hes sorta horny about it #he lets his hot witch wife do whatever she wants to him its CANON

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ORG.EST. 6/2011. REMADE 11/2023   || Private  +  Selective  QISTINA LEOTA-HAWTHORNE from the novel & visual novel THE BELLADONNA  with original lore built together with @hmrtia  ||    Triggering  topics  present  and  tagged  +  Multiverse  friendly  ||    AS  ADORED  ETERNALLY  BY  KOSM. 25+

Due to the nature of this muse, mun does not follow first.

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happy birthday you sweet, wonderful, amazing person

IM LATE ON THIS BUT THANK U SO MUCH!!!!!!! I LOVE U!!!!

#› send me your battlefield love letters ❞ #deathleads

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how his heart breaks to know that she has been placed in such a position. perhaps he had been naive to think that they would be able to continue their affair in peace, and as the days turned into weeks, weeks into months, he considered more and more the option of simply stealing her away. the king's demands had grown rather bizarre; whispers went about the castle of strange happenings, and atlas wanted to believe that he was still ... still what? doing the right thing?

evidence had started to point to the opposite. here sat his beloved and her chimera in a room where they could not escape without causing quite a scene- where he was not so free to give his affections, much as he wanted- and oh, he wanted desperately! ❝ no, no campaigns ... there's nothing - for now, ❞

❝ my darling, you must know that this is not what i wanted for you- for us- ❞ gentle, sorrowful. the guilt has eaten at him. sleep no longer comes so easily. doubt plagues him, because this cannot possibly be the answer! and he is so very weary and lonely without her, as if the moon and stars have vanished from the sky. and in many ways, they have. at least, for him. ❝ i think, ❞ he speaks, taking a seat beside her, moving to pull her into his arms, ❝ we should run away together. ❞ words whispered so that no one standing guard outside would hear. ❝ i will build us a home. one in the forests, just like before. do you remember, my moon and stars- when we lived in peace there? ❞

atlas knows that he has sworn an oath to the king, but perhaps the king was not the person he had first thought. as he'd learned, not everyone had noble intent, and this... how could this be noble? when he was sent out to ... to what? people suffered when he had promised to protect them- ❝ i will steal you away under the cover of night; i would do anything you asked of me, my love. say the word, and it will be so. ❞

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―  🜛  ―  " Ah, Ser Hawthorne. "    a captive alchemist hard at work with a handknit woolen blanket, deep purples and golds, resting nearby the fire with Basker snoring just behind her. The two had remained cooped up in her small room for a few days, whose only guests had been handmaids and . . . and Atlas. However difficult it was to remain cordial in public, it was nothing compared to the difficulty when they were alone together.

  " Is there. . . another campaign? I would have thought that the raze of our previous journey could keep us safe for a fortnight, at least. "

#› she‚ the moon & stars ❞ ❨ & deathleads ❩ #deathleads #MY GOD i almost cried writing this he is so in love and so emotional and #its probably added to byt he fact ive got a soft piano medley of ocarina of time music on which #is also emotional but yeah ohhh myg od

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atlas is 6'3.

razmir was like ... 5'11 when he finally actually was an Adult and not some teenager boasting about his alchemy and magic to everyone who would listen.

poros was large enough that one of his arms became a giant mountain range, and idk but it also speaks to gods not having mass that is remotely congruent to their size. i'm sure poros could also be large enough to punt the entire earth like a soccer ball, because the gods aren't bound to any laws of the universe

#› the hero they deserve ❞ #we are talking about heights i see