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today was a bad brain day and it's taking so much effort to actually eat dinner...

#042124

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its so brave that you have such a 2012-coded url in this 2024 world

would you call a bear brave for standing in a new construction suburb or would you recognize the unfamiliar world they built around him

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I started working out again on April 1st so i'm in week 3. and if I'm being really honest, I felt my tendencies start creeping back that first week-- wondering if i should skip a meal or eat less. sunday i had a blood donation and i always like to treat myself to a nicer meal afterwards but in the days leading up to it, i was like reticent becaue i know there's a lot of sodium in the brussel sprouts and i didn't want water weight.

i have a goal not to have sugar/takeout really but i checked this local vegan restaurant's ig story and they have a cookies n cream cake today, which is my favorite and also they don't have it a lot so now i kinda wanna get takeout from there for dinner and my head is just going around in circles between yes get it like it doesn't have to be that deep and no stick to your goals because otherwise you literally will never reach them.

i ran for a half hour this morning and was planning to go for a long walk after work and just have avocado toast for dinner but now the other option is to get (all vegan ofc) their friend chicken sandwhich with fries and a slice of cake for dinner. it's a nice day and i like putting a podcast on while i drive there and tbh i went for an 8 mile walk yesterday and think i only had around 1000 calories so idk if i'm trying to rationalize the choice or if it really is okay to have it....

i know i sound so insane but while my workouts have been good and i'm trying earnestly to develop consistency (and i'm enjoying them) i'm so terrified of falling off the wagon and messing up and in my head, like i've been trying to heal over 3 years of therapy, is insisting that this one meal tonight will cause me to totally fail and gain 10 pounds overnight and tomorrow's workout will just suck if i get the meal i want...... i just don't know what to do because the smart choice is plan 1 with avocado toast and a walk but I haven't been to this restaurant in a couple of months and while it's expensive i'm just tired and want to treat myself and eat dinner while i watch txt content... like maybe this could be a bit of a rest day?

#41624

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Trying to watch hannibal without subtitles:

Hannibal: Mmmbdmsnn, Will? Did you sjduk mmfndm hdudhebjsbj jdjdinsk?

Will: I don't even know who I mnfmmd dmdjndm sndmnd even when shhsmmdi ajsjdjdm mcmcmcm... ndjdnmd mind.....

The music:

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I’m not a tit for tat person. Don’t care if it took you 5 hours to respond. Probably been busy. Texting you back right away cuz I’m available n I miss you.

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Black Swan - Seokjin

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young artist posting your work online, heed my warning. im holding your face so gently in my hands, you have to stop caring about numbers right now and start caring about making the weirdest and most self-indulgent art you possibly can

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do not understand people who get bored of seeing common animals. understand even less when they act with annoyance or hostility just because they're common animals. a deer or a sparrow or a field mouse is like a sunset to me

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newbie fic authors, shooting themselves in the foot: This fic is bad haha I suck at writing lol I am being mean to myself in the hopes that you will be nice to me but actually am dissuading anyone from even clicking on my fic because all I have done to advertise it is tell you why you shouldn't read it

me: I am King Big Dick of Fanfic Mountain and I have arrived in your fandom with the Express Intention of writing my Very Favorite Fics, which I will generously allow you to read. You're welcome.

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don’t ask me why I made this

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This is the money Marge. Reblog for good fortune

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honestly fucking fascinating that people will pretty universally understand that thin people can be naturally predisposed to thinness regardless of what they eat or their activity level, but that so many of the same people cannot possibly fathom that fat people could have similar dispositions or that there could be any factors more complex than a "lack of self control."

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no words just look at taehyun

#my cuteness aggression is outta control #taehyun