honeykenzz

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unrequited love fucking sucks

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perhaps this is what lovers are.

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if it’s meant to be it will happen. I will not rush it and I will not be anxious about it. deep breath and let it be.

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a few things about me <3

- she/her

- gold jewelry

- loves light blue, pink, and white

- silk dresses and doc martens

- only drinks almond milk matcha

- takes her bike to find the best reading places

- loves pretty ethereal clothing with a tad of grunge

- studies french

- writes love letters in her journal that she’ll never send

- the star is her favorite tarot card

- glossier lip gloss

- lime green pothos

- angel/goddess statues/art

- dream is to own a small cafe in a french village by the sea

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guilt is hard. when guilt sets in place you almost want to beg for the torment, as if succumbing to it will make it go away. guilt eats you up inside until the walls of your heart are scraped of rage, leaving only regret. i am the cause of so much heartache for the people who love loved me.  why do i break and sabotage my bonds with the people i love? what is this thing inside me that craves the guilt and the regret and the burning sadness? how do i get it out? 

#i feel so guilty #why why why #broken bonds #i hurt my friends #help me be better #guilt

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won’t you play me one more song ,,,? 🕯🩰✨

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angel fit 👼🏼🪞🕊

#fashion #light acadamia aesthetic #soft aesthetic #angel aesthetic #angel baby #pastel blue

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pretty painted skies 🕯☁️🎨✨🍓

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skyborn by david dalglish

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i want to live like she would

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happy moon 🌙

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⚜️ a touch of gold ⚜️

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i wish i was a starling

Lilac clouds behind the cloud of starlings

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happiness is never something you realize until one day you’re driving home after visiting a friend and make a trip to the grocery store to buy bread and pesto because you’re making a panini when you get home and you decide to get a cup of the iced coffee you used to drink when you were severely depressed and the old fall out boy song you used to scream comes on the radio and you realize: “wow, life isn’t perfect and nothing is how i expected it to be but here i am smiling in the sunlight and i’m happy”.

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do you ever just want to live in a small town by the ocean. to go ice skating with the whole village in the dead of winter as the sun sets over the sea. warm sunny afternoons in flowy dresses, to walk along a warm stone sea wall with calm crystalline water babbling along the edges. to be under peach tree groves with sticky fingers as we nap in a lush meadow dotted with wildflowers. a small townhouse with a little garden in the back and a view of the sea. to be in a hot bath with the windows open as it starts to drizzle on a cold blistery morning. fresh flowers on our windowsill. a house full of old furniture painted with little flowers and bright wooden floors with scuff marks and dents. to bike to the village market every sunday. to read poetry together, our arms tangled like vines or is it just me?

[honeykenzz]

fuck it’s nearly midnight and i’m eating strawberries trying to get the smell of cigarettes out of my hair.

#cigarette #fuck im sad #it’s 12am

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But persons (rational beings) have unconditional worth; they are ends in themselves.

Immanuel Kant

#philosophy #self love #kant #immanuel kant #morality #self worth #self hate #suicide #you are enough #you have worth