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hopeless-babydoll · 3 years

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I agree with the message but?! this is tone deaf coming from one of the elitist, most prestigious fashion events in the world. you are rich to even be invited, an event where the ticket is literally $30,000.... I’m gonna eat YOU

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hopeless-babydoll · 3 years

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How many more times must you hurt me. I have given you everything I have to give and more. How can you break my heart in so many pieces and not care that it's me you're hurting. You keep telling me that I am perfect in your eyes, that you don't need anyone else. But I see you searching for others, looking and I see your want in your eyes. And it's not me, it's not my body, it's not my company you crave. I keep forgiving and forgiving and my heart can't take it anymore. I want a life with you, I want to love you until my last breath. I pictured our wedding, our life, little moments in the future where I turn and I see you with me. But every time you break my trust I can feel those hopes and dreams dying. You keep saying that I could either trust you or not, but you have done nothing to earn back the trust you broke. It's hard to love this body that I am stuck in. It's even harder to love myself, when you stray and I see how different i am to the beautiful women you look at. Because I am nothing like them, i am nothing compared to them. And you tell me I am better, i am enough, i am perfect, but it's hard to believe your words when your actions whisper something else. I have no one I can talk with, you're my best friend and I can't talk to anyone the way I talk to you. So I am stuck with words left unsaid, feelings I can't express, tears I can't let go, screams I can't voice. All just inside my soul, rotting me, destroying me, and I don't know how much longer I can go on, i just want someone to love me, to hold me and not let go, to wipe my tears, and kiss the scars and imperfections until I can't feel them anymore. I'm not worthy of that love, and I don't know that I'll ever be.

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hopeless-babydoll · 4 years

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You tell the prettiest lies 🥀

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hopeless-babydoll · 4 years

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I try and I try to become the one you want. I have come to hate little parts of myself, because they are not what you desire.... Is it possible to love someone so much, there's no more love in me for me? When will I be enough? When will you love me as I deserve to be loved? Or maybe... I don't deserve it?

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hopeless-babydoll · 4 years

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My love for you consumes me in ways I never thought possible. I desire you physically, intellectually, and spiritually. I await the day when our days start and finish with each other.

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hopeless-babydoll · 4 years

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I need comfort, I need someone who will talk to me and appreciate me and not leave me hanging.... I'm sorry for asking too much

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hopeless-babydoll · 4 years

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Prometiste amarme siempre... Sin tan solo alguien me hubiera explicado que "siempre" tiene sus excepciones, y que no todas las promesas se cumplen.

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hopeless-babydoll · 4 years

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As I bare my soul to you, how can I be angry at you for leaving? I wish to keep you by my side, but not at the expense of my truth. What a bittersweet sensation... I wonder... If you'll come back... Is it wrong of me to hope for your return after you left?

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hopeless-babydoll · 4 years

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Another morning without your smile.

Another afternoon without your voice.

Another night without your touch.

How long can I keep this up? I don't know.

How many more tears will I let fall? I don't know.

How many more seconds will I lose to the memories of us? To the future we could have? I don't know.

But what I do know, is.. that I love you enough to try again. And by the gods I hope that's enough.

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hopeless-babydoll · 4 years

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I never understood what love meant. I thought I did. I mean, I watched the movies, I heard the songs, I read the stories... I thought that I knew what it meant to fall in love. And then I met you. You changed me in ways I never thought I could change. But you didn't MAKE me change, you transformed me, you helped me evolve, mature, grow.

I thought I knew what pain felt like. I scraped my knees, I failed tests, I saw my favorite characters die... I thought I knew what hurting was. And then you weren't there anymore. You didn't leave, but we drifted apart. Like two pieces of wood in an endless ocean. And now, now I just miss us. I miss who I was with you. I miss you.