So this is going to be one long post... Its about my mom. Me and my mom have a great relationship and I just can't imagine to live through a day without hearing her voice.
It all started about a year ago when my mom told us that she has breast cancer. She kept it a secret for almost a year before. It was the worst day of our life... From that day on our life changed. It all got so dark that we had no idea what was going on with us. We reached out to doctors and found that there was a proper treatment for this through medication. So we started the treatment immediately... We started in August last year and it was going great like she was really recovering quickly and getting so better until March, when this corona thing happened and her treatment stopped. Neither could we get the medicines through the postal services as the doctor lives in different city, nor we could go and get the medicines by ourselves due to lockdown. Her treatment stopped for almost five months and due to which it all got so bad. She was in so much pain at that time, I can't even tell. She used to cry a lot and got so depressed. It was and still is very hard for us to get chemotherapy done as our financial state isn't good at all to be honest. We somehow got the medicines after those five long months but this time she was not recovering at all.
She's so in pain right now and I can't see her like this. Her haemoglobin is 3.5 units as of now which is super low due to which she literally has no energy in her body. She cries a lot... She says such negative things. She has lost the will to live.
All this has affected me a lot mentally... I just can't concentrate on my studies, I always have these negative thoughts in my mind which break me down. I try to do some sketching to divert my mind but now it isn't helping me either. All I want is my mom to get all well... I curse myself for not be able to help her in anyway. Our financial state isn't good at all.
I really hope Taylor sees this... I just can't imagine my life without my mom. She's my everything. Seeing her in this condition is killing me.
Hey @taylorswift I really really really hope you see this. Please help us... :'(
Also I made this drawing after such a long break and it took me so long to finish it.
I was really fortunate that the store near my house carried more CDs today & I want to give one away bc I know everyone wasn’t as lucky: @taylornation @taylorswift
-Follow me
-Reblog
-Tag a friend who DIDN’T get the CD
-Love/respect Tay and don’t take it if you have one❤️
This drawing is inspired from the amazing day when I met the queen @taylorswift herself in the Lover Secret Sessions I went to in one of my Wildest Dreams 😂😂 I hope one day, one day this happens and it'd be everything!!! 🥺
Honestly, this didn’t turn out as perfectly as i wanted it to. But, i did my best. But i didnt wanna give up and here i am posting a little bit of failure😂😬💛. I hope you guys like it. 😥♥️💕
@taylorswift You are so gorgeous i cant even- 😍✨🥺♥️ I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. @taylornation ❤️❤️
@taylorswift Thank you so so so much for shaping me into the person I am today. You have made me believe in myself and in my abilities. You have given me the courage to do what I love without being afraid of others’ opinion about me. You are an inspiration and I love you. Thank you for everything. Your words have given me power to be myself even more. 🥺♥️ They have given me the power to keep going on and doing what I love. ♥️💓💕 @taylornation ♥️💕
Okay, so I finally did the recreation of 1989 album looks and it was the most fun i have ever had. 😍😍🤩🤩
I am obsessed with these polaroids and i recreated as much as i could. 🙈♥️♥️I hope you guys love it. And i would also want to thank you guys for being so encouraging and for appreciating my efforts. ♥️
@taylorswift I feel like i am reliving the old times with you and it feels so good. I love you so much and i would love if someday you check these out. 🥺♥️
I know there are quite some flaws in this pic, but still im supper proud of it😭😭 This is the first time i EVER drew Tay,... Scratch that, this is the first time i ever made a potrait😭😭 and I. AM. HAPPY., that it atleast looks like her, and didnt turn out to be like someone else, which i feared... Being a first-timer❤❤
Taylor Swift I love you endlessly, and dream to meet you one day, and give a painting of mine to you❤❤ THAT IS MY BIGGEST DREAM❤❤ I LOVE YOU TAY😍😍😍😍
Ilysm @taylorswift ♥️ You are best and omg THE MAN MV is WOW... I was bamboozled at the end... I just couldn't guess it was you the whole time wow! Amazing !!!!!!!!!!!!! (I did not just typed 13 exclamation marks... It was pure coincidence 😂🙃)
Anyway I hope you see these ☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️