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Made a moodboard for one of my WIPs! It's currently just titled "Young OCD Sam" and I started it as a form of catharsis for my own intrusive/obsessive thoughts. I have no idea when (or if) it's actually going to be finished, but I felt like sharing this scene, so here you go. Sorta dark.

He watches Dean, laser-focused on his food as he shovels sausage and eggs into his mouth, sloppy. Sam glances down at his own fork held limply in his fist. He grips it tighter and imagines driving it into his own neck, imagines the shockingly red spray of his arterial blood painting his brother’s horrified face, and the diner erupting in screams before he blacks out and pitches face-first into his untouched plate of pancakes.

What would Dean have to say about that?

“Hey, earth to Sammy!” Sam jolts as Dean snaps his fingers in front of his face. “What’s your deal, dude?”

“Um,” Sam says helpfully. He eases his sweaty, white-knuckled grip on his fork and sets it aside with the rest of his unused silverware. “Nothing.”

Dean leans back in his seat and sighs, long-suffering. He waves a hand at Sam’s food. “You gonna eat?”

Sam looks down at his soggy pancakes and all he can see is blood, soaking the stacks red and pooling, sticky, on the plate below. He swallows down a wave of nausea and pushes them towards Dean, shaking his head. “Nah.”

Dean regards him with a critical eye for a long moment, Dad-like. Sam tries to hold his gaze, offering a weak smile, but he squirms in his seat under the scrutiny. Finally, Dean looks away and drags Sam’s plate towards him, digging into it with his usual mechanical fervor. Watching him makes Sam’s stomach turn again. He thinks that maybe, if he reached out and tried to take his food back, Dean would bite at him like a starving dog. The thought makes him snort, which he tries to cover with an overly loud cough.

“Freak,” Dean mutters around a mouthful of food, syrup running down his chin. He wipes it carelessly on the back of his hand, and Sam wonders what he’d look like with his mouth full of his little brother’s blood instead.

Yeah, Sam thinks, turning to stare out the grimy window as he worries his teeth over an already chewed-down thumbnail. Freak.

#sam winchester #ocd #blood #suicidal ideation #mine #q

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#suzie q #sam and dean #spn art

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new live laugh love sign but it says 'hubris, heresy, horseshit'

#hannibalcore #suzie q

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have a nice day :)

#suzie q #ghosts #ryancore

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I've never seen supernatural but why tf are the two brothers so fruity for each other tho? Man my friend is always going on about destiel (which is great, love that she has a ship she loves so much!) and whilst I can see why- Sam and Dean??? Are so??? Gay??! Like- this isn't even a brothers who are just really close thing, this is straight up "I'd set every soul on fire if I knew it was warming you" . Godamn. GODAMN. Romeo and Juliet fucking wish. Me and who, bitch? Me and WHO?!

#wincest #destiel #suzie q

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#will graham #hannibal lecter #suzie q

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WHAT A MESS🌈 ✨ available as a print! painted live on twitch ⚡ ✨ find more of my art on insta + twitter + inprnt @jakeromanoart ✨ art streams on thurs/sat 

#art #suzie q

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gonna go howl at that moon loves 🌕 see y’all in a couple days

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reblog and put a trope that u hate in the tags

#miscommunication #it's almost always just so contrived and annoying

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Jake. Jake knows what’s up.

#daddy 😌 #jared padalecki #jake abel

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it’s no accident that hannibal’s first crime scene as the “new will graham” are the bodies that came out of the water by the dam. recalling the experience to bedelia, hannibal says, appearing genuinely emotionally affected,  “i stood in will’s shoes. i looked through his eyes and saw death how i imagined he would see it.” the bodies are ugly to look at. they’re bloated and discolored and decaying. they’re the discard pile. it’s senseless, meaningless death, a waste of human life. a literal physical manifestation of how will sees death in s1. 

hannibal was not very gentle with will in s1. he manipulated the situation with gjh so that will would violently shoot him. nothing beautiful about that. he drugs him, invokes seizures, allows the encephalitis to worsen, etc. as s2 arrives, hannibal visibly and viscerally softens towards will. it’s almost painful to watch. i think that hannibal actually really looked at the crime scene and tried to imagine how will would see it with a level of empathy that changes how he treats will and his attempts at continuing to assist him in his becoming. 

after will gets out of prison, hannibal sets himself up as a safe target for will’s violent desires so that will will feel comfortable expressing these desires to him and about him. this is a safety net that is entirely different than s1 in which he lied to him and manipulated him. will’s anger towards hannibal allows will to see his violence as righteous – the opposite of senseless. when hannibal does intervene again by sending randall after will, he’s so fucking gentle with him it makes me want to throw up. he bandages him, talks him through his dissociation, and encourages will to make something beautiful out of randall’s death. he frames the tableau of randall as “honoring” him. this is not a waste. this is not senseless or meaningless. this is the opposite of the bodies in the dam. it’s beautiful.  

#hannibal lecter #will graham #hannigram #hannibal meta #death #abuse

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Here’s a Chevy Caprice on fire by No-Jello-4840

#things young sam makes to hang in motel rooms ominously #crafts #chevy caprice #fire #samcore

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