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Any roadhouse named Harvelle's Can't Allow Clowns, All They Know Is Lava Cakes, Break They Pool Table, Karaoke, Punch Elvis, Eat Bacon And Renovate

#Harvelle's #ash harvelle #ellen harvelle #dr. badass #destiel #dean winchester #castiel #supernatural #spn

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If nobody's got me, I know desticule tumblr users got me

#i can always rely on spn fans to trend for absolutely any reason #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #Valentine's day #deancas wedding #supernatural #spn

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Checking trending right now:

#hellers never rest #we thrive on whatever this is #chad lindberg #samantha ferris #twiter roadhouse fic #supernatural #spn #ash harvelle #ellen harvelle #destiel

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I just came to the most jarring realization about 15x18. Yes, we already know that Charlie, Sam and Dean all lost the person they love. But Stevie, Eileen and Cas all left the last thing they had touched shattered.

Stevie: Shattered Plate

Eileen: Shattered Phone

Cas: Shattered Man

#My heart hurts so much #Dean is truly shattered at the core of his being #spn 15x18 #dean winchester #castiel #sam winchester #eileen leahy #charlie bradbury #stevie #destiel #deancas #saileen #supernatural #spn

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Supernatural? I only know The Tragedy of Destiel

#they were silenced #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #deancas #casdean #supernatural #spn

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Wait a minute, you're telling me that no member of Team Free Will was supposed to be straight?

#right whots all this then #sam wasn't supposed to be straight? #if someone has more information I am interested in knowing what exactly happened #sam winchester #dean winchester #castiel #supernatural #spn #sera gamble #???

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I cannot stress enough how J_hn W_nchester being in Heaven proves that the finale wasn't real/was more of Chuck's writing.

J_hn and Kevin got out of Hell in nearly identical ways (J_hn through an actual gate, Kevin through a giant crack). We are then told that souls from Hell cannot go to Heaven, unless God makes an exception like in Bobby's case. This means that J_hn's soul should not be in Heaven. Yes, Jack supposedly took all of Chuck's powers, but how then would J_hn be in Heaven? Jack would theoretically know and understand all of the pain and suffering J_hn caused Sam & Dean, so Jack wouldn't bring him to Heaven since Jack wouldn't want them to have a constant reminder of their abusive past.

But do you know who would want to make the Winchester's Heaven into a living (dying?) Hell?

Chuck.

Chuck has dealt with them for such a long time he isn't going to let them off easy. How is it that Dean would die on a piece of rebar when Jack, his son, is now god? Simply put, it just wouldn't happen. Chuck would love to watch this play out. It is already shown that Chuck loves painful goodbyes before some is meant to die (shown in 14x20 when he tries to make Dean use the Equalizer to kill Jack).

Chuck won my merging with Jack (against Jack's will) to become Juck (Chack?) . Jack is currently trapped within Chuck's mind and is trying to get out, in a similar way that Dean trapped Apocalypse!Michael within his mindscape.

#finale denialist #juck theory #dean winchester #supernatural #spn #sam winchester #chuck shurley #Jack Kline #spn 15x19 #spn 15x20 #john winchester #all the homies hate john winchester #kevin tran #bobby singer

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🎊 🥧 Happy Birthday Dean Winchester! 🥧🎊

#if i saw the finale then no i didnt #dean winchester is alive #it is his birthday #happy birthday dean winchester #dean winchester #supernatural #spn

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With every post I make, I am haunted by the aftermath of the mishapocalypse in my notes.

#nothing really does stay dead in supernatural #the little icons #always watching #tumblr is haunted by the mishapocalypse #dont get me wrong #its funny #mishapocalypse #mishapocolypse 2.0 #misha collins #castiel #supernatural #spn

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I cannot stop thinking about the tap dance scene in The Heroes' Journey, so here is my analysis of Let's Misbehave (and how it relates to 15x18 & deancas in general)...

Yes, Let’s Misbehave, is about well, misbehaving (in the suggestive sense of the word). Even ignoring all of the implications that come with that, this song shares many connections to destiel. The first verse especially relates to the confession scene in Despair.

We're all alone (15x18 deancas in the dungeon), no chaperone (Sam)

Can get our number (Dean ignoring the call)

The world's in slumber (Slumber = silence/death, Earth’s population was dusted by Chuck)

Let's misbehave (Castiel altering God’s story because of his love)

Looking back at that verse, it's easy to see how 15x18 is foreshadowed. I cannot believe they really did that.

There's something wild about you child ("Dean, he- he feels things more acutely than any human I've ever known")

That's so contagious ("The very touch of you corrupts. When Castiel first laid a hand on you in Hell, he was lost")

Let's be outrageous (Dean staying in Purgatory for an entire year even though he could have left with Benny at any time)

Let's misbehave (Cas rebelling for Dean)

To be frank, everything deancas does is outrageous, I just chose not to describe a 12 year love story in its entirety after that line.

When Adam won Eve's hand (Cas won Dean’s love, LatAm dub confirms this)

He wouldn't stand for teasin' (Dean literally stabbing Cas through the heart with a demon knife upon first meeting him)

He didn't care about those apples out of season (Cas didn’t care about Dean being a demon, he still worked to save him)

Both of them are flawed (I am saying this as a person who loves them), yet that never makes them question their love for each other.

They say the Spring (Spring = a period of new life, Cas bringing Dean back from the dead in 4x01)

Means just one thing to little lovebirds (The one thing Dean wants to do upon coming back is find Cas)

We're not above birds (Birds are in the sky, or ‘heavens’, Dean and Cas’s love story takes place below that, on Earth and it began in Hell)

Let's misbehave (I cannot stress enough how Cas's love for Dean literally made him fall from Heaven)

That verse brings us a quick callback to the Lazarus Rising roots of their story, before ending where we began in the next verse, with the confession.

If you'd be just so sweet ("Happiness isn't in the having, it's in just saying it", Cas loves so much he doesn't even care if it's reciprocated, his love is sweet and pure)

And only meet your fate, dear (Cas's love for Dean is his true happiness, which directly causes Cas's death)

It would be the great event of 1928, dear (More like the great event of November 5, 2020, this was a great (meaning life changing) event in Dean's life)

It finally happened, the ship that felt like it would never sail, but it did meet its fate and I'm pretty sure we all unlocked shrimp color emotions as we watched that scene play out.

#i have so many thoughts about this #I think I might do some more songs in my deancas playlist #the implications of that scene are insane #why lamp #destiel #deancas #casdean #dean winchester #castiel #supernatural #spn #deancas playlist #music

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This pretty much hits the nail on the head with what I was saying! Aro!Dean, "feeling things more acutely than any human I've [Cas] ever known", proves that platonic (or any other) attraction is just as and can be even more powerful than romantic love. Aro!Dean is a complex character with complex emotions, and just because he doesn't experience romantic attraction doesn't make him any less valid or important.

You don't need romance to be a hero and save the world multiple times! Dean, "fought for this whole world for love". He loves his friends and family, and would go to any length to save them (*cough* demon deal *cough* staying in purgatory for an entire year *cough*) and maintain the planet they live on. "Knowing you has changed me", his love was powerful enough that Castiel was changed and became the only one in Chuck's story with free will, allowing them to save the world one final time. Dean, a person who doesn't need romance to be fulfilled, feels so deeply that his love saved seven billion people.

Cas has looked into the deepest parts of Dean's soul and seen the every miniscule piece that makes Dean who he is. "The very touch of you corrupts. When Castiel first laid a hand on you in hell, he was lost", just going back and looking at all of the lines referring to how intensely powerful Dean's soul is from an aromantic perspective is breathtaking. A man made of love, doing everything for love, and not experiencing what most people (incorrectly) think is the be all end all for that emotion.

so i was starting to leave my aro!dean feels then @norwegiandean and @theangelwiththewormstache and @humanoidmoth (THIS POST IS THEIR IDEA FULL CREDIT) got me back on my bullshit with ~feels~ SO

castiel. who knows dean better than anyone with “You know, Dean, he – he feels things more acutely than any human I’ve ever known. So it’s possible he could work through this. One day, he may explode and let it all out and breathe deeply and move on.”

castiel. who put dean back together molecule by molecule, seeing inside his deepest thoughts and memories and desires. 

castiel. who knows dean and loves him for it. who thinks that it’s “something he can’t have” despite the years of people telling him otherwise. 

the fucking power of castiel who KNOWS dean is aromantic saying that he feels more acutely than any human he has ever known?????

cas knowing that romantic love is not an end all be all??? cas knowing that dean not being romantically attracted to him does not change how much he loves him at all?? cas seeing dean’s insane emotional capacity and just HOW MUCH he cares about those around him and knowing without a doubt that this is “the most caring man on earth” the most “selfless, loving human being” that he has EVER known. 

CASTIEL ANGEL OF THE FUCKING LORD DOES NOT CARE WHAT YOUR ROMANTIC ATTRACTION IS AND KNOWS THAT DEAN HAS SO MUCH LOVE IN HIM AND THE FACT THAT IT ISNT ROMANTIC MEANS LITERALLY NOTHING

#aro!dean is truly a concept tm #just an aromantic doing his best #i want to give him a big (platonic) hug #aro!dean #dean winchester #supernatural #spn #destiel #casdean #deancas

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im the queen of fun hell

#now to work on those amazon deliveries #rowena macleod #supernatural #spn

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Chadiel should have been in 5x04 The End send tweet

#chadiel and endverse cas #the power that duo would've had #i've only known chadiel for one minute #but i already love him #but also kinda #hate him #simply because i don't want him to come between dean and cas #but... chadiel #dean would have been jealous #endverse #supernatural #spn #castiel #chadiel #dean winchester #chadstiel #help #i'm not even on tik tok

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If Destiel isn't fully reciprocated English canon, then why'd Lucifer disguise himself as Cas? Why only disguise yourself as someone's true love when Eileen was an option?

#dean loves cas #it is reciprocated in english #they all deserved better #dean winchester #castiel #sam winchester #eileen leahy #destiel #deancas #casdean #saileen #supernatural #spn

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Every single thing that happened in season 15 was just someone (actors, directors and writers) furiously blinking S.O.S. to us. The story they wanted to tell but couldn't. The ending they wanted to give us but weren't allowed to see through. Every meta I come across further proves it and the little details begin to scream out their true purpose. Why lamp? *blinking furiously* Chuck's ending in Atomic Monsters? *blinking furiously* "What about this is real? We are" parallel? *blinking furiously* Every detail was begging to be heard as the c*w frantically tried to silence the story that was demanding to be told.

#juck theory with chuck as the c*w is correct #it pains me to think about everything that may or may not have happened to result in the finale #there won't be peace when you are done #because the end really is not the end #here we are overanalyzing or simply viewing the analizations #but knowing in our hearts that this isn't the free will ending that it pretended to be #supernatural #spn #dean winchester #castiel #sam winchester #eileen leahy #destiel #saileen #casdean #deancas

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Heaven is to Cas as J_hn is to Dean

Two lovers trying to escape their abusive pasts while simultaneously learning to accept themselves.

#not sure if this is worded well #their storylines contained the most perfect parallels #I am awaiting the spn reboot that completes their stories in a meaningful way #castiel #dean winchester #destiel #deancas #casdean #supernatural #spn #john winchester #all the homies hate john winchester

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Are you normal, or do you constantly think about how The Lamp, and everything about that scene, was a metaphor for Cas?

#I can't get it out of my mind #we've known for such a long time #but with the new heller dj quall's support #I cannot stop thinking about it #castiel #dean winchester #destiel #deancas #casdean #why lamp #supernatural #spn