hunneyhoney

[hunneyhoney]

hi i’m back still mentally ill and finally in a relationship with another neurodivergent, i would say life is good but i still live with my toxic mother but i’m doing better.

#actuallyautistic #actually autistic #actually neurodivergent #neurodivergent #autism #actually adhd

[hunneyhoney]

my brain is like: “i heard/read this string of number and letters twice and now i can’t forget it”

but my brain is also like: “i know the teacher just repeated the instructions 5 times but i understood NOTHING” or “i know i read that but did i really ?”

#idk why this happens #but ill blame it on the autism #autism #actually neurodivergent #actually autistic #auditory issues

[hunneyhoney]

i’m taking lexapro now and all i can say is i am the embodiment of “i miss having sex but at least i don’t wanna die anymore” by waterparks and i hate it

#lexapro #anti-depressants are anti-horny #antidepressants #anti depressants #depression #anxiety #mental health issues #mental illness

[hunneyhoney]

guess who might actually be getting diagnosed with the mental illnesses i suspect i have ?? ⚠️TW⚠️

me, my mom found out about the cuts all over my thighs and i have to see a counselor and talk to my doctor

#depression #social anxiety #anxiety #mental illness #mental health issues #cutting #actuallyautistic #actually autistic

[hunneyhoney]

Do you mind tagging panic/anxiety attacks?

i’m a bit unsure as to what this is asking ? could you possibly rephrase it for me

[hunneyhoney]

why do i always have my ptsd attacks at the worst time possible

[hunneyhoney]

my best friend has picked up on how i blink when i’m dissociating and it’s apparently different than normal so now i gotta try dissociate with my eyes closed when she’s around cause i hate when she ask if i’m okay cause i don’t fucking know

#dissociation #mental health issues #actually neurodivergent #ptsd #anxiety #depression #mental illness

[hunneyhoney]

i.... i relapsed a week ago and i haven’t stopped since i just needed to say it somewhere please scroll past

[hunneyhoney]

reblogging this cause i’ve noticed a lot of the comments have pointed out habits i do but didn’t realize were similar i.e. i wore the same pair of pants almost everyday till they broke for 3 years

my dumbass really wore the same exact sweater for two years straight every single day without fail and thought it was normal

[hunneyhoney]

i went into a shutdown with a friend around and was unable to use some of my coping mechanisms so when i was out of it i googled some to see what i could do next and i was unable to find any that fit and are for the person in the shutdown. so i was hoping those of you who also experience shutdowns could comment some of your coping mechanisms that you feel comfortable sharing and i could attempt to compile a list for us. comment anything that works for you alone or not please !!!

#actually autistic #actuallyautistic #actuallyneurodivergent #autism #shutdown #meltdowns #shutdowns #meltdown #coping mechanism #sensory issues

[hunneyhoney]

i really want to kill myself

this is not for pity i don’t think anyone will see this

[hunneyhoney]

i have severe social anxiety but the minute you put me in front of a room full of teenagers talking about a topic i’m passionate about my God complex comes out

#anxiety #social anxiety #god complex #maybe im a bit narcissitic #lesbian #lgbtq #mental health issues #mental illness #depression #actually neurodivergent #actuallyautistic #actually autistic

[hunneyhoney]

anxiety and dissociation ??? time to make my special comfort ramen and watch adventure time to cope

#actually autistic #sad boi hours #actually neurodivergent #actuallyautistic #autism #anxiety #dissociation #adventure time #comfort food

[hunneyhoney]

my mother ridicules me for watching children shows like she didn’t steal my childhood

#actuallyautistic #actually autistic #lesbian #lgbtq #autistic #trauma #mental illness #mental health issues #social anxiety #anxiety #depression #dissociation

[hunneyhoney]

Hi, goblins are actually formed from Jewish caricatures and unfortunately there’s no way to disentangle it from its original context, and if you’re not Jewish it’s not really yours to reclaim. If you’d like more information there’s a tag on my blog called “why goblincore is bad”

ahhh understandable do you have any idea of what aesthetic term i should replace it with? i personally don’t think cottagecore embodies it as closely for me. thank you for informing me !!!

[hunneyhoney]

i’m ranting ish so don’t read if you don’t wanna i’m not gonna add tags to the post or anything so if you see this you can keep scrolling

tfw you remember random trauma because you were joking about other trauma hahaha. i was thinking about my dad being dead and saw a video of someone joking about their dad being dead but committing suicide and i subconsciously went “ha that’s how my dad would’ve went if the cancer didn’t get to him first” and then i remembered he used to guilt trip me into forgiving him for emotionally abusing me by talking about his emotions and that if my mom doesn’t forgive him he is gonna kill himself so ya know that’s fun

[hunneyhoney]

me during a mental break down and anxiety attack listening to my calming playlist: ....

spotify: want a break from the ads tap now to watch a short video for 30 minutes of ad free listening

me: 📈

#actuallyautistic #anxiety #depression #mental health issues #goblincore #necromancy witch #hedge witch #bnha #actually autistic #lesbian #lgbtq #aspergers #todoroki shouto