Here’s my future Keto breakfast menu
When I was still too mignon to be me
All I want now
I feel normal now. It’s been almost one month and a half since I stopped working either with sounds in studio or at home. It’s not easy because I’ve rested nothing but my ears, it’s a pro, meanwhile It’s crazy to rewind the hardship and tiredness, even bitter because of the hot weather which I luckily survived, in the end I find myself with less fat and that of breast. However this experience definitely called for some reflection like, did they worth the time, and encore, in the end
1, I fall in love with a young girl who never meet me yet, and her existence puzzled me like, do I love music or do I love the charm of a confident gifted talented lucky well-presented music performer? how faible is my desire for life that I need to keep finding a crush when my addiction to work is interrupted or taking a rest? I potentially feel my status dangerous but I enjoy this pretty much, like lovely crush far far away and one day I could meet her, fancy dream far far away like I am not required to pay for it now.
2, it’s the second year I still find the concentration of anthropology coincidentally and logically meet both my artistic research and musical interests, and it’s not yet the right time to regret that I didn’t move to Paris for the second year in Anthropology of the best program of the nation which admitted me when the tuition was still free because
3. My external hard disk in corrupted state for a week which contained my recent unfinished big projects which took several weeks of continuous commitment for a deadline on 1st August
is confirmed as damaged with the loss of information again this told me exactly what I learnt last year from the severe amnesia that I suffered
And when this severe loss loss of my life happen I again different from last year I had been actively seeking those old already there psyeudo loves back by forgetting all the bad and I wished to give up enough interests of my own life to become worth loving’ I was still pathetically naive
Now I decide to try my best takes all my energy to respect and love myself and to be as selfish as it needs
and finally, I remember Kindle
it’s English reading time now
no time for losers lets work it out……………………………….