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should i go back to my roots and drop an nct dream au rn

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hi! i just found ur blog & i love love love the jaemin “where are u?” fic u did it literally had me in tears i hadn’t felt that type of heart ache from reading a fic in a while :”) so thank u for that!! i rly want to read more of ur work but it’s hard to find since u don’t have a masterlist ;-; or! if u do have one, do u think u could pin it to ur blog so that it’s easier for newcomers to find more of ur work? thank u & good job on ur writing it was so well done!!!!!!

tysm!!! honestly, i’ve tried making a materlist, but i’ve failed at it bc idk how to tbh. i’ll def trying to work that out during the summer, but honestly, don’t expect much from me bc i’m an extreme noob on Tumblr functions ;o;

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do you have any plans of updating stoner!hyuck au? i read it like 7 times i religiously re-read it every now and then i just love your writing,, <3

hi anon!

when i was writing stoner!hyuck, i was contemplating on whether I wanted to write another part or just have short time-stamp stories bc honestly, i feel like it’s already been completed enough. i’ve finally decided that i won’t being writing a part two, but instead, i’ll be writing short time-stamps that would continue the story in way and explain some parts that i left out! also tysm for reading my story! i appreciate each and every one of my readers so much! y’all are the ones that inspire me to continue to write!

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god i love minhyun so much and this is so random but its always been monsta x’s shownu or ikon’s donghyuk lmaoooooooooooo

which idol is legit ur ideal type

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i took a long ass hiatus bc i was stressed abt college apps and scholarships and ap calc ab and boys and life in general but i havent stop writing

yall see how many wips i have yet to complete ?!?!?

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might j fck around and start projecting my irl boy problems onto mr. perfect jung jaehyun again. but tbh i feel like yuta might fit the same vibes too idk 👀👀👀

#hi guys im not dead im just a second semester senior

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for legal reasons, this does exist. idk who or what a woojail is.

k.wj: nine

note: nine or none

pairing: woojin x reader 

“so this is good-bye?” you asked, your voice traveling through the silence of the night. 

the moon was high in the sky, illuminating over the two of you with stars sprinkled everywhere. woojin’s jacket was draped on your shoulder as the two of you sat side by side, staring up at the night sky. 

“for now,” he replied, “until we meet again.” 

“and when is that?” your voice barely above a whisper. tears were brimming your eyes threatening to fall, but you willed them to not. woojin once told you not to cry and you weren’t going to even if it hurts like hell. 

“when the time is right,” he said, smiling over you. he was proud. 

he was proud of the person you’ve become: a strong, intelligent human being with a compassionate heart. he’s done his part and he was content. 

“i thought you would stay forever,” you admitted, vision slowly getting blurrier, “that you would always be here.” 

“good-byes don’t have to be forever,” woojin reached out to pat your hair. “i’ll always be here if you need me even if i’m not physically here; i’ll always be looking after you.” 

“i’ll miss you,” you whispered. something wet fell down your cheek. there goes your resolve. 

“and so will i,” woojin smiled again. “and it’s okay you can cry.” 

it seemed endless, your stream of tears. there was no doubt that your eyes would be swollen in the morning, but you couldn’t help it. you were losing a friend, one of the best of the best. 

“would it be selfish if i asked you stay?” you finally looked over at him with a truly heartbreaking expression. it almost made him stay, almost. 

“you’ve grown a lot since we first met,” his hand continued to pat your head, “there’s no reason for me to stay anymore. i’ve done all i needed to do. i have no regrets.” 

“what about the others? they still need you!” 

“and they have you,” he said, “to be there for them when things get rough.” 

he continued, his hand dropped so that he could use both hands to lean back into the grass. his feet were sprawled out as he looked back up to the night sky, wondering where his next destination would be. 

“chan likes to bury himself in work so make sure to remind him to close his eyes and drink some water. minho likes to board himself up in the practice room so tell him to take a rest here and there. changbin likes the attention he gets from his cutesy acts so don’t be afraid to shower him with love,” he took a small pause, “jisungie will probably take it the hardest, so make sure to keep talking. he’ll only get sadder if it becomes silent. hyunjin, too, he’ll probably do nothing but dance. keep an eye on those two. seungmin has a lot to take on now, so make sure you remind him here and there that he’s doing amazing.” 

“and jeongin?” 

“jeongin…make sure that that bright smile is still on his face,” woojin said contently. “he doesn’t want to burden anyone with his emotional problems so he’ll probably bury it down. i have a feeling that if anyone can make him smile genuinely, it’s you.” 

“and what about me?” 

“keep doing what you’re doing. you’re already doing so well.” 

“where will you go?” 

“i haven’t decided yet,” woojin said. “truthfully, part of me is afraid of the unknown, but the bigger part is ready. besides, i have the support from all nine of you to back me up whenever i go.” 

“what happened to nine or none?” you sniffled. 

“i have a feeling that you can fit into that role really well,” woojin reached into his pocket and pulled out a familar item. his key. 

“i can’t-” 

“take it,” he took your hand and placed the small, handcrafted key into it. “think of it as a good-bye gift from me.” 

“i thought you said that we’ll see each other again,” you rubbed your tears away with the back of your hand. 

“we will,” he ruffled your hair. “hold on to that for now and give it back when we meet again.” 

“there they are!” a familiar voice shouted through the night. 

both you and woojin stood up and turned around to see a group of your eight lost boys. their expression reflected yours as they saw the older male who merely smiled his dimpled grin at them, waving them over. 

chan was the first to run towards woojin and tackle him to the ground with jisung, hyunjin, and the rest following in suit. all eight of them dogpiled onto woojin who laughed at his current predicament. 

you watched with a small smile at the scene, your hand clutching tight onto the little metal key in your hand. and then you too, jumped onto the pile. it seemed that all eight of you had the same plan to anchor the older male down so he couldn’t leave. 

but there was only so much you could do to prolong his approaching departure. 

once all of you rolled off, it was then that reality came to remind you of the sad good-bye waiting for all of you. 

“always find us, yeah?” chan said, giving his friend a tight hug. he was the last one to wish woojin a good-bye, minus you. 

“thank you, chan, for everything,” woojin replied, patting the male on the back. 

no one was trying to contain their tears at this point because it was a bittersweet goodbye. woojin turned to the rest, “thank you for letting me spend my youth so beautifully. the memories that you gave me, i will never forget a single second.” 

rather than feeling burdened by the key in your hand, you felt reassured as you watched boys walked together to give woojin a proper send-off. the field that you all once ran through was sprouting the same purple flowers from when you first met. 

there was pang in your heart as you thought back to the happier days, where it truly felt like you were in neverland. 

maybe this was a good-bye to those times as well. 

suddenly, the boys all stop and turn back to you. woojin’s smile still shined through the night with no problem. his hand beckoned you over and slowly, you picked your feet from your place, running over to them. 

you ran head into woojin, letting him envelop you into one last hug. 

“good-bye, kim woojin. let’s meet again at the finish line.” 

because it’s nine or none, right? 

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okay anyways idk who a woojail is? is like some typa of sauce? keep trash in the trash bin pls we already have a littering problem

#i cried over this bastard for like a week after he left and this is how he repays me? #i hope yall dont mind but i yeeted the nine or none to oblivion

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mark lee is the embodiment of the perfect “guy-next-door” netflix stereotype that every preteen girl fawns over. mark lee was in one word “perfect”. and mark lee is the one person you hated the most. 

#mark lee #nct #idk what this is #i hate mark lee no cap okay bye jk i might come back wait dont quote me on this idk #i dont know why i posted this im failing calculus right now help

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i wanna update shoot your shot so bad and i wass gonna do that after i experience my own prom, but ms. rona had to shut that down. is oke tho bc ive just been watching teen movies so far and getting a lot of inspiration and ideaaas. 

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imagine pining after the next-door-neighbor college boy, johnny seo while his awkward, but sweet younger brother, mark lee has been harboring the fattest crush on you for the longest time.

#i'm too lazy to study for my math and history test #maybe i'll just write this #yup #maybe #no promises

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WAIT OMG HI I MISSED U ): - 👁👄👁

I MISSED YOU SO MUCH TOOO!!!! LIKE WOW 😳

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heyyy i just read your minho fic and thank you so much !!! though i obviously don't know what was the issue that minho gave the mc advice on, there were some words spoken by him which really relate to my current situation that had made me an anxious mess. i don't know how this happens but you posted this at just the right time and thank you so much bcs i needed to hear some of that :)) i love stays hehe

im so glad that you found some worth in my writings.! tbh i was hesitant on posting this bc it felt so personal and i was worried if anyone could relate to it too or if it would be too vague and confusing. what ever your going through, im happy that i could help in some way. and i love you :)))) 💕❤️

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hey guys :))))

it’s been so long since i posted anything. first off, i want to sincerely apologize for taking this unannounced hiatus out of nowhere. school and life, in general, have been really overwhelming for me. i lost a bit of my drive to write, but i’m slowly regaining it!!! 

that being said, i still have like 23 drafts that i have yet to finish! (which includes my bullet-list hs!nct dream fics). i also have a few other ideas plan for other groups. additionally, i’ve been working on this long series, but i’m still in planning mode and i won’t be publishing that until i have clean, concise storyline. 

other than that, i really missed you guys so much. i still read the feedback and the reblogs that you give me. it makes my day 10x brighter when i see it.  

speaking of which, i’ve been neglecting one of the most important things!!!! 

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 500+ FOLLOWERS. YOU GUYS ARE THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE. THE MOST PRECIOUS BUBS IN THE WORLD AND I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU. PLEASE STICK AROUND BC ID LOVE THE COMPANYYY!!

okay imma go to bed now :) 

#i'm back #hehe hoho

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This might seem really random but I just read your jaemin “Where were you” fic and can I just say this is everything I’ve ever wanted and looked for in a fic? It was so well written, the fluffy parts, the slight angst, the comedy I mean your mind? Genius. I loved it so much. Thank you for blessing my mind and eyes w it. I applaud your brilliance! 👏

this is too sweet! sorry it took me so long to reply, but i really appreciate all the love and support i get from my fics! they make me feel soo happy and i’m so glad my writing could bring some type of joy to my readers :))))

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Hi. I'm not sure why I just found you blog but JsjsbsuabagHaknah I wish I had sooner. Can we be friends? I literally have none. Lmao I'm such a loser but you don't know that yet. 😂

this is so lateee but ofc~! just hmu whenever and id love to have more mutal :)))))

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oh yeah and !! i miss u pls be looking after urself - 👁👄👁

uno reverse card pls