I've started seeing a psychotherapist and officially diagnosed with depression which can be more specifically dysthymia. I'm going to go on SSRIs. I want to say thank you for the ones who have stuck with me for the longest time through all my fandom transitions. My therapist is trying her best to break me out of this idea where I feel the need to please everyone instead of myself with my fanart. Don't get me wrong; I do love the fandoms I do art for, but the fear of losing followers for whatever current fandom I was popping off on was another thing that was just causing me so much anxiety that I was scared to post anything unrelated. I am going to focus on making myself happy because in the end, who will be the only one with me every day and every second for the rest of my life? Hopefully, stripping down one source of anxiety will work in the long run.
This is only one smidget to work on. I have so much more to think about and try to find clarity with my therapist.
Hope everyone's health is fine and dandy. Take care!
Uuuh hello everyone! I've been gone awhile huh... My free time got very occupied. I got sucked into the world of Genshin and returned to FFXIV to help my friends with the new hard content. Along with that, I've rekindled my love of various classic animes and books. A lot of just reading fanfic LOL... TIME WENT BY FAST.
Hii ❤️ A Sobbe art prompt for you since you asked so nicely: How about a domestic moment of them in their kitchen (bc kitchens are the heart of the house and I bet there’s so much love going on there). Just a peek at everyday life for these two dorks, being all sleepy but really sweet as they have their morning coffees, or cooking dinner together, or doing the dishes and acting like the kids they truly are, with foam up to their elbows 😌 You don’t have to, but if you feel inspired I’m excited to see what you come up with. I adore your work 🌸💗
I am so sorry. It's been so long. Wanted to do more but this has been in my inbox for way too long. And it's already been months since Robbe's birthday for that prompt so I'm mentally screaming "OOPS. WHERE DID TIME GO."( ; v ; )
I really enjoy kemonomimi ok. Don't judge me. 😄 I was trying to loosen up and study some anatomy after so long but I don't like having faceless bodies so I adapt them to be fanart.
Hmmm idk I imagine Sander as a fox or something. Not sure why. 🤔 Or even with floppy puppy ears. I'll do one with white hair another time lol. I thinking that it'd be a pain for him to bleach his animal ears so I went with brown PFFT.
Here's a sketch of Robbe with one floppy ear though. :D I'm feeling good lately.
Senne and Sander sat at the flatshare kitchen table with their heads in their hands while they’re waiting for their morning coffee and Zoë and Robbe leaning against the counter laughing to each other at how dramatic their partners are this early in the morning