iamasimpingh0e

[iamasimpingh0e]

Charles Leclerc x reader

Words: 1578

Characters: y/n, Charles

Warnings: none

Summary: going to the fair with Charles

Note: I don't speak French so please correct me right away if any mistakes are made

"Bonjour" You greeted your boyfriend of four years as you saw him slowly open his eyes.

"Bonjour mon amour" He said, trying to look at you but quickly closing his eyes again due to the sun blinding him.

"Bonjour, what are the plans for today?" You softly asked but instead of answering you, Charles just pulled you closer to cuddle a little more with you.

"I'm meeting the guys to go train together in the morning, after that I'm all yours mon ange" He said.

"Do you have anything planned?" He now was looking at you in a curious way. His eyes shining bright with the love that he holds for you.

"A fair?"

"There's this fair tonight. I thought we could go there together. Given the fact that you got a whole week off before the next race."

Sure Charles would do everything for you but the next race was really important for him so he would spend a lot of time practicing.

"oui"

"mais les gens pourraient me reconnaître" (but people might recognize me) He said

"I know but I don't really care. Ke veux juste passer la" (I just want to spend the evening with you)

"Okay" He said and kissed your cheek before he slowly got up to get ready.

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A few hours later while you were busy cleaning the apartment for a bit, your phone notified you about a new text you've received.

It was Charles saying that he had an important meeting real quick that he had to attend and that he would pick up some dinner before coming home. He also said that he was excited to go to the fair later.

The text brought a smile to your face as you went back to cleaning the apartment after sending him a quick 'okay. Moi aussi' (me too) back.

After a few hours you were woken up, from the nap you were taking after finishing cleaning, by the sound of the apartment door unlocking.

"mon amour je suis à la maison" (my love I'm home) You heard Charles say the second after he had entered the apartment, holding a bag of food in his hand.

"Hey."

You came to greet him and gave him a loving kiss before snatching the food from him and making your way to the kitchen, walking in a sassy way which made Charles let out a soft chuckle, take off his shoes by the door and follow you.

Quickly you laid the table before the two of you took a seat across from each other.

The atmosphere was relaxing as you both talked about your days and what you want to do at the fair.

You just told him to be spontaneous and not plan everything beforehand.

After dinner the two of you got ready and the next thing you knew that you were seated in the passenger seat as Charles was driving you towards the fair.

"You might have to park a few streets away before it's too crowded and you can't find a spot to park." You told him.

"No worries. We will find a spot close to the fair. I can park everywhere, I'm a pro , mon ange." He was confident but as you neared the fair, you were sure he wouldn't be able to find a spot to park. There were too many people around and no free spots left.

It had triggered Charles quite a bit but he tried to not let you notice it.

After minutes of searching he finally found a spot. You handed him his cap and a pair of sunglasses before grabbing your own ones. The sun was just setting and shining tight into your eyes as you made your way over to the event that many people seemed to visit.

It was a nice view, food trucks and lots of activities with the ocean close by.

Charles grabbed your hand and led you over to the entrance of the fair. He had told you that the best thing would be to start with the activities before going to the ones where you could win something. Maybe he was just not in the mood to carry it around the whole time.

"I wanna go to the ghost house." You told him after you caught a glimpse of the haunted house at the end of the road.

"Ah bon?"(you sure?)Charles asked you, knowing that you usually weren't much into spooky stuff.

"Yeah" you answered as you dragged him to the ticket stand. Charles could help but smile.

"deux billets s'il vous plaît" (two tickets please)

The tickets were handed to him and the two of you made your way over to the entrance of the haunted house.

"Don't scream too much." The Manasquan whispered into your ear before giving you a quick kiss. You nodded and in you two went.

It wasn't that bad but after a jump scare and you almost accidentally hitting Charles in the face, you had to promise him that you wouldn't set a foot into one for a while.

Charles was quick enough to take a step back which made you miss his face just by a tiny bit. It was all good but this led you to not being able to stop laughing till you had reached the exit.

"Mon amour can you stop laughing now?" He had asked you, which just set you into another fit of laughter.

"Yeah, yeah. I'm sorry. Okay I got it now." You said trying to stay serious.

"Mhmm, yeah sure." He didn't sound really convinced but you just gave him a kiss before grabbing his hand giving him puppy dog eyes.

"You wanna go on the roller coaster now?" You asked him.

"On this one?" He asked you, pointing his finger at the huge rollercoaster the your side before gulping.

"Yeah?" It was kinda funny how afraid he looked at the two minute long ride, given the fact that he drove cars way faster than that, which he found himself often in way more dangerous situations than at a roller coaster made for children.

"Okay. Tout pour toi" (everything for you)

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After a couple of different rides and one stop at a food truck, where you had grabbed a crêpe for each of you, the two of you came to a halt in front of a scooter stand.

"Oh mon dieu y/n. (Oh my good) We gotta go there." He was as excited as a small child on Christmas and you had to stop yourself from smiling too hard.

Before you could even answer, Charles went to at least buy three tickets.

Driving while being allowed to bump into other people was really fulfilling the man's dreams.

You got seated on the passenger seat while Charles took the seat behind the steering wheel.

"Okay y/n. You're gonna take control of the gas pedal, yeah?" He asked you.

"Oui" You answered, fastened your seatbelt and got ready to destroy some people.

"Go, go!"

You pressed the pedal down hard and the scooter car began to move. It was really fun and you could have stayed there for a little more but it was getting late and the two of you still wanted to do all the other activities you hadn't done yet.

So hand in hand you left the scooter stand behind and continued your journey.

You ended the night after having won three plushies and having had a lot of fun. Between all the traveling and worrying about becoming world champion, you often forgot to do the easiest and funniest things together.

While you carried one big plushie in your right hand while your other hand held Charles' you turned to look at him and thanked him for the beautiful evening.

"I want to drive home" You suddenly said as you reached the car, which made your boyfriend stop in his tracks.

"Oh hell no."

"What why not."

"Cause I know you must be tired and I know how you drive when you are. Also I'm not letting this be the reason you wreck my car."

You kinda could understand him, the car wasn't cheap but you really wanted to drive the Ferrari right now.

"Come on, babe. You already drove on the way here and the scooter. It's only fair to let me drive on the way back." You said.

"If I remember correctly you had full control of the gas pedal in the scooter, which made us both drive it." Sometimes Charles could be really stubborn.

"Just this once." You looked at him and the second your eyes locked with his you knew he couldn't say no no more.

"Okay fine. tu es ma mort'' (you're the death of me) He quietly said before giving you the car keys.

"Yesss" seeing you so excited made him forget about all his worries.

The two of you got into the car and Charles leaned back in his chair and gave you full control.

You drove through the streets of Monaco with your windows rolled down as you enjoyed the music in the background but suddenly Charles noticed that you took the wrong turn back home l, driving toward a road with not really any speed limit.

"prêt?" (Ready) You suddenly asked and Charles knew what was about to come next.

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"Oh y/n no '' but too late as the roar of the engine sounded out loud and you began to fasten the car with absolutely no worries. Unlike you, Charles wasn't as relaxed while he clung to the safety handle but he knew, at this exact moment he wouldn't want to be anywhere else.

This is the scooter

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[iamasimpingh0e]

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[iamasimpingh0e]

It would be a Connor Rhodes one where you're his assistant and you're both having feelings for each other. One time you see him laughing with Ava and fear You'll never be good enough for him. So you go out to Molly's and later Connor finds you there with a guy and gets jealous. So he grabs you and kisses you passionately. You then go home with him and you end up in bed. Later then you cuddle and he finally asks you to be his girl ? I really hope this is fine 😊

A/N: omg I finally finished it, after weeks of not knowing what to write. I hope you like it

Connor Rhodes x fem!reader

Words: 1341

You let out a sign as your eyes fell on Connor talking to Ava in the hallway. You really thought there was a chance for you two, but seeing him laughing like that with her, made your stomach twist.

Sure you had no reason to be jealous, he wasn't yours after all, but you worked with him for hours every single day. You've spent a lot of time with him and often found yourself in critical situations. Also the relationship you two had, didn't make things easier. Aside from the constant friendly teasing and making jokes about each other, you two were the perfect team if you had to be.

But you knew, you wouldn't ever get a chance, he was your boss after all. The one who's responsible for your doings and don't forget the age difference. It wasn't much, but people definitely would comment on it.

Also the man had the perfect reputation, he was a celebrity under the doctors and everyone knew him, but no one seemed to recognize your abilities. You would never be good enough.

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That evening you chose to go out for the night and forget about your exploded hopes of ever getting together with Connor. You wanted to find someone else to spend the night with, to keep you occupied.

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As you entered Mollys, the bar was packed. Members of the CFD, CPD and the med were all together in this small space, but there also were some people who didn't belong to any of those. People who didn't know you and it seemed like that was your chance.

You made your way over to the front of the bar to order something to drink.

"Hey Herman, the usual please." You said to the firefighter behind the bar.

"Got you." He said as he handed you the drink.

Just as you wanted to walk towards an empty seat, a man you have never met approached you. The two of you started a conversation and after making sure he wasn't a creep, you told yourself that he was the one you wanted to go home with tonight. After a few more drinks, you asked him to step outside for a bit.

The two of you exited the bar and stood next to the door, as the stranger, called Nick as you learned, lit up a cigarette. You didn't mind people smoking, it was their decision after all, but you wouldn't do it.

Nick and you continued talking for a while, the chilly Chicago air helping your heartbeat to calm down a bit. It was easy to talk to him and laughter filled the street, after he told you a joke. That was the first thing Connor heard after getting out of his car. Your laughter. Your beautiful laughter. It was something that he loved most about you. The sweet sound he tries everyday to get out of you. Everytime he hears you laugh, his heart explodes.

He wanted to be the one who made you laugh right now.

As he turned the corner, he stopped in his tracks as he saw you leaning on the wall with a stranger. It seemed like you were enjoying his company and Connor didn't like that one bit. If looks could kill, the guy you were talking to, would be dead right now.

With angry steps, Connor walked towards you and as he was only about two steps away from you, he called out your name.

"Y/n" He said and you would always recognize this voice no matter what.

You turned around with a surprised look and your eyes met his.

"Yeah?" You asked, unsure of why he had disrupted your conversation with the stranger. "Can I have a word with you? Please?"

Sure it was a little awkward but Connor wouldn't let you slide through his fingers again, so he took the chance.

You looked at Nick and back at Connor before nodding slowly, unsure of where this was heading.

"I'll wait by the car, okay?" Nick asked you, oblivious to the fact that your interest wasn't really on him anymore.

"Yeah, sure" You quietly said and waited until he was gone, as you turned to look back at Connor.

"What is it?" You asked, slightly annoyed as you remembered why you wanted to go home with Nick in the first place.

The two of you stared into each other's eyes for a while before Connor suddenly took a step forward. He took a hold of your chin and turned your face to look at him more. Then he leaned forward and collected your lips with his in a passionate kiss. Fireworks and butterflies erupted in your stomach as you welcomed the feelings of the kiss.

After kiss after kiss, you found yourself sitting next to Connor in his car on the way to your apartment. You couldn't keep still and started fiddling with your shirt. Connor noticed and took your hand in his, as he had his other hand on the steering wheel.

A few minutes later, the two of you finally reached the apartment. You couldn't keep your hands off of each other on the way up. Connor took a hold of your ass, as he picked you up and pushed you against the elevator wall and started kissing down your neck towards your cleavage, as suddenly the ring through the elevator echoed and the door opened. But unknown to Connor or you, the two of you weren't on your floor yet. Connor slowly dropped you down and as the two of you turned towards the door, you were met with your neighbor's face.

The moment was embarrassing for all of you, as your neighbor stepped into the elevator and stood next to you.

"Good evening y/n."

You cleared your throat before also wishing him a nice evening, trying to ignore the weird atmosphere.

As the elevator finally took a stop on your floor, you quickly took a hold of Connor's hand and pulled him towards your door.

A moment after the two of you stepped into the apartment, you were met, once again, with Connor's lips on your skin. He took a hold of your west as you pulled him closer. One thing led to another and soon you found yourself skin to skin with Connor inside your bed.

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You woke, through to the sun shining into your face and lighting up the whole room. You tried to turn around but due to a strong figure spooning you from behind, you were stuck in your current position, so you slowly turned your head to try to take a look at the man sleeping behind you. But soon you noticed that he wasn't really sleeping anymore.

"Staring is rude, you know?" You soffty asked, your voice still raw from just waking up.

"I know but I think we can make an exception now, can't we?"

"Yeah, I guess you're right." You smiled at him.

"Y/n?"

"Yeah?"

You tried to turn around again and this time Connor let you.

"Please tell me this wasn't just a one time thing." He looked at you with such a hopeful look and it broke your heart, that he even would think that in the first place.

"Of course not Connor, of course not. I really enjoyed last night and I would like to spend more time with you."

"Outside of work, of course." You quickly added.

"Good we do have the same mindset. Y/n do you think, I mean, would you like to be my girlfriend?"

"Doctor Rhodes are you asking me to be your girlfriend, before even taking me out on a date?" You asked in a teasing tone.

"To be completely honest, I personally am of the opinion that dating is completely overrated. Especially in this case."

"Okay then, all I can do is to say yes, isn't it."

"Yeah I think it is."

"It be like that sometimes" You muttered before locking your lips with his, as an alternative to the word 'yes' .

I know this isn't perfect but I would still like to hear your feedback:)

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[iamasimpingh0e]

Hi ☺️ Could i request a Connor Rhodes imagine where the reader is his ex and also a nurse at the med. One time you get in a terrible car crash and get to the ER where Connor gets called to save you. You nearly die during the surgery but he saves you and stays with you all the time till you wake up. Then he keeps caring for you during your whole recovery and you slowly start getting your old feelings back, so you decide on a second chance. Hope this is ok ❤️

Words: 1747

Character: Connor Rhodes

A/n: hope this is what you imagined.

--- means time skip

"Hey, why are you not home yet?" You asked Connor as you walked into the doctors lounge to grab your jacket and purse.

Some people might say that it was weird how you and Connor still were so close to each other after your breakup, but you had no reason to end the friendship as well.

Just because the love for a relationship faded, didn't mean the love for a friendship faded as well.

That's why Connor and you were still good friends and even better colleagues.

"Nah, I picked up an extra shift today. They were short on doctors and I had nothing else to do."

"Oh okay, good luck." You gave him a smile as you went to leave the ER.

You couldn't wait to get home and finally relax. Looking forward to a nice dinner and maybe a bubble bath.

Exiting the hospital, you were met with the chilly Chicago weather and lots of snow. No matter how much you loved the city, you really disliked the weather.

It was already dark when you sat in your car, connecting your phone, so you could at least listen to your favorite music as you drove. It wasn't a long drive, but you really had a bad feeling that day.

About 10 minutes into the drive, you grew nervous as if you knew something bad was about to happen.

You told yourself, you couldn't keep driving in that condition and that you needed a short stop. That's why you took a turn and searched for an empty parking spot. Just as you turned left, you were met with bright lights blending you and suddenly everything went dark.

-----

"Doctor Rhodes, incoming." Maggie yelled into the direction of Connor, as he walked towards the doors.

Two paramedics pushed the gurney into the ER, as one began to speak.

"We found an ID on her. Y/n y/ln, 29, severe injuries, not responding since we got to the scene."

Connor was in shock. Not even an hour ago, he had talked to you and suddenly you were laying in front of him, unconscious.

But the man had to push his personal feelings aside, because right now, you didn't need a friend, you needed a doctor and he was going to do everything to save you.

"Let's get her into the hybrid OR." He told the paramedics.

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Connor was trying really hard to stop every bleeding as suddenly the monitor went off.

"Her stats are dropping rapidly." One of the nurses said.

"Start CPR now." He commanded as he as well worked on getting your heartbeat back into the right rhythm.

"Yeah y/n? Don't give up on me, yeah. We still need you."

"Her heartbeat is back in rhythm, and her stats are going back up, doc." One of the nurses said.

"Alright let's continue."

Connor was on edge the whole time, fearing that your heart would stop beating again and he wouldn't be able to get it back in rhythm this time.

After a while, he successfully stopped all the bleeding and now they just had to hope that the swelling on your brain would go back as well.

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Connor sat in your hospital room, holding your hand and listening to your breathing. You were still connected to the machine that would help you breathe.

No one knew when you would wake up, or if you would wake up.

Connor was scared, he couldn't lose you and he would never forgive himself if he wasn't able to save you.

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"Connor?" Maggie said as she shook the man awake.

It's been hours, even days since you were brought into the hospital and you still haven't woken up. Connor only went home one time to grab some clothes and shower.

Maggie made him do it , because if it was for Connor, he wouldn't leave your side.

"You have to go home and sleep." She said.

"No, I'm fine. I'm not gonna leave her side, Maggie." He told the woman, who just shook her head and left the room. Maggie knew that arguing was no use, there was no change, Connor would actually listen to her.

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Another two days have passed as your machines suddenly started beeping.

Connor shot awake and quickly pushed the emergency button as he started CPR.

"No, you're not leaving me." He said as doctor Choi came sprinting in.

"We need an emergency case."

Doctor Choi yelled orders as he went to shock you.

"Clear." One shock, no use.

"We have to try again" Connor said.

"Clear".Second shock, no use.

"Come on man, one more time."

"Clear." And there it was a rhythm. Connor let out a breath, he didn't know he was holding.

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"Her swelling went back, luckily." Doctor Abrams told Connor as he shone the torch into your eyes.

"There's a high chance she's gonna wake up."

That was two days ago.

It's been almost a week since you've been unconscious, but Connor didn't want to lose hope. He believed that you could pull it through, you were a strong woman after all.

Connor was holding your hand, watching your face as you laid there. Jay had just told him about the cause of the accident. Apparently there was ice on the road and a truck driver lost control, you were the lucky person to get in between, but Connor still didn't even know what you were doing on the road. This wasn't your way home, he knew that.

He suddenly felt a soft touch on his hand as he noticed your fingers were moving.

Quickly he shot up from his chair and went to get a better look. And there it was, you fighting to open your eyes, but you quickly shut them again, because the lights were too bright.

"Y/n if you can hear me, please blink. Come on honey, can you do that for me?" Connor asked after he had pressed the emergency button.

There it was, a slow and soft blink coming from you.

"Hey, y/n. It's me Ethan, we're about to remove the tube okay. You know how it works." Doctor Choi said as soon as he saw your open eyes.

As soon as they removed the tube, you began coughing and motioned for water.

"Hear you go, slow sips." Connor said as he handed it to you.

"What happened?" You choked out, your voice sounding rough from not talking for days, or drinking for that matter.

"Yeah, it's all good. You got into an accident. Can you tell us what year it is."

"2022." You said.

"What about your full name?" Doctor Choi asked.

"Y/n ym/n yl/n."

"Good, good. You were badly injured y/n, almost died twice, so we need to keep you here a while longer. After that you probably will have to go through physical therapy." Ethan said.

"Okay, yeah." You sofly answered.

You couldn't believe that you couldn't remember what happened and that you almost died, twice.

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Connor was helping you into your apartment.

"Home sweet home" You said as you carefully sat down onto your couch.

"Hey, Connor thanks." You said.

"For what?" He asked, as he took a seat next to you.

"For staying by my side during all of this."

It's been weeks since the accident and not once had Connor left you hanging. He drove you to your therapy sessions and back home. Sometimes stayed a little while longer to help you cook and sacrificed his nights in the bar, to keep you company instead.

"You really don't have to do all of this."

"But I want to." He answered you honestly.

------

Today was your first day back at work and your anxiety was rising. You were nervous and afraid of the looks your colleagues would give you.

Even after months of physical therapy, you still weren't the fastest in walking.

But you gained better control over your hands and arms again, so that you would be able to grab everything you needed. Goodwin said that for the beginning, this was more than enough and she was glad to welcome you back.

But that wasn't the only good thing.

Over the last couple of weeks, you and Connor had grown close to each other all over again. He was there in your darkest moments, when you were sobbing on the floor, because you couldn't pick yourself up after you slipped. Or as you began to cry, because you weren't able to chop the vegetables. He calmed you down and helped you to get your mood up again. You were sure, you were falling for that man all over again and you couldn't do anything to stop it. But unknown to you, Connor felt the same. He enjoyed the time he spent with you and felt like he never fell out of love. Everytime he made you smile, he was feeling this happy feeling, he couldn't quite describe it.

He wouldn't sacrifice every bar night just to spend more time with you, cook, watch movies and more.

Connor realized how fast it all could end and that he never wanted to spend a day without you. After almost losing you, he would do anything to keep you by his side.

-----

The two of you were watching a movie together in Connor's apartment, as he suddenly began to speak.

"Did you ever regret that we broke up?" He asked you.

"I think it was the best thing to do. We could have destroyed our friendship, if we didn't." You looked at him, seeing that he was clearly lost in his thoughts.

"Yeah, you're right." He softly answered.

"Why'd you ask?"

He looked up at you, as if he wanted to say something but couldn't find the right words.

He looked so handsome right now, even though he wore sweatpants and a t-shirt. Not many people were able to see him this relaxed.

"Do you think we should try again?" You suddenly asked.

"What?"

"You know, we have spent almost every day together since my accident and it doesn't feel like a friend thing no more. It feels like more, Connor. Do you think we should try again?" You repeated yourself.

"Do you think it would work?" He asked.

" yeah..."

With that you found his lips on your own. The kiss was slow and passionate. It was everything you would ever want.

You were willing to risk another heartbreak, but it might never come to one again.

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[iamasimpingh0e]

I'm sorry if i'm anoying with all this requests😅 always feel free to ignore me. But now i wanted to ask for something with either Will Halstead or Antonio Dawson based on the trope "there's only one bed" where they're not together yet but do have feelings for each other. And if the reader is plus size it would be perfect... maybe that could be why she is nervous to share the bed?

Words: 456

A/n: it's kinda short and I don't know if it's how you imagined it but I kinda liked the idea to do it like this.

Please let me know what you think of this

Character: Will Halstead

In the middle of your double shift you suddenly felt really exhausted.

Your legs hurt and your back pain was getting worse as well.

You just threw the thousandth pair of gloves into the trashcan as Maggie came walking towards you.

"Alright y/ln, I can see you're exhausted. Why don't you go onto the fifth floor and lay down for a bit?" She proposed to you.

The fifth floor was unused at the moment, due to an electricity problem, so it was a nice inside tip along your doctor's to lay down in the bed that was up there.

"Are you sure? You probably need me down here?" You asked her.

"Positive, now move your pretty ass upstairs and take a quick nap." She told you as she shoved you into the direction of the elevator.

"Okay, okay. I'm going" You said with a laugh as you stepped into the metal box that would bring you to the fifth floor.

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As you were about to walk into the only room that still had a bed, you ran into the one and only doctor Will Halstead.

"Oh shot sorry, you wanted to take a nap too?" He asked you.

"Yeah actually I did. It's fine though, you can go first and I'll just get back here later."

You were about to head back to the ED when he quickly got a hold of your wrist.

"Wait, I'm sure we can both fit in that bed." Will said.

It wasn't that you didn't want to share the bed with Will. You wanted to, really but you doubted that you and Will would fit into that bed together. You were in no means the skinniest person and you often felt shame about your belly not being flat and your hips looking too big. Especially your hip dips and stretch marks made you extremely self conscious. You were afraid that you would take in too much space and barely leave some to Will.

"Oh come on, don't give me that look. Come on." He led you to the bed and motioned for you to lay down.

After that he laid down next to you two. You would ve lying if you said you wouldn't have been close to him. Your back was pressed right into his chest as he slung his arms around your torso and laid his hands on your belly.

"You're fine?" He asked you with a soft whisper.

"Yeah, this is great" you whispered back.

Already half asleep, your heard Will whisper something but you couldn't really figure out what he had said.

Unknown to you, Will just confessed his love for you.

And maybe if you had heard him, you would have done it too.

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[iamasimpingh0e]

hey! i have a request - kelly severide x reader, reader’s ex is jay halstead and kelly gets jealous as he thinks jay is still in love with her? 💖

Words: 1653

Characters: reader, Kelly, Shay, Jay

Warnings: just cringe shit

"Alright, who ate the rest of the pizza." You asked your two roommates while looking into the fridge, noticing that there was barely any food left in it.

"No one did, I had to throw it away cause there was mold on it." Shay said as she suddenly appeared in the kitchen behind you.

"Shit. Alright, ima drive down to the store and buy us some to eat."

You moved to grab your jacket, purse and keys and made your way to the door.

"Because it seems that I'm the only one who has to eat." You yelled back into the hallway in a teasing matter.

"Should've become a firefighter or paramedic then" You heard Kelly from the room next door.

He was right though.

They get to eat every time they want at the station, and bonus fresh cooked meals every single day.

Running into burning buildings wasn't something for you though, you preferred staying in the same place and helping people in the ER.

You wanted to become a doctor your whole life. Healing your teddy bears as a kid and watching the school nurse work while being in school. Kelly used to laugh about this, but the boy himself inserted himself in his future job life a lot as well.

Him wanting to play firefighter and you doctor as kids, you two were the perfect team. He would save the imaginary people, while you treated them.

That's why he's your best friend after all.

You drove the miles to your favorite shop, singing along to the music playing in your car.

Kelly always said you wasted gas by not going to the store down the street, but you just didn't like the products they had.

No, you weren't a picky eater, but you got taste and you could tell that the food they sold at the corner store down the road wasn't in your taste class.

Shay used to make fun of it too, but that stopped as there was one time, there was literal mold on the freshly brought cheese.

After that she backed you up everytime Kelly made fun of you.

Entering the store, your stomach began to grumble and you agreed that you were indeed hungry.

"Are they starving you?" You heard a voice ask behind you, belonging to the one and only Jay Halstead.

"Yeah you know them, firefighters" you joked.

You met Jay years ago through his brother and your colleague Will.

Will was set on setting you two up, because 'you two bring the same dumb jokes'. His words not yours.

It worked pretty good back there, Jay and you completed each other and eventually became more than just friends.

The relationship lasted for about two years before you two called it quits on good terms. It wasn't that you didn't love each other anymore, it was just the fact that after a while you acted more like friends again, than a couple. So before it went to strangers, you called it off.

Luckily you two acted just like before and would still call each other friends. You hang out together at Molly's without an awkward mood, and watch sports games together with friends.

No weird tension between you two.

"So why don't we go to the Café across the street and get you something to eat right now, instead of you blacking out on the way back. Don't want an accident to happen now, do we?" Jay jokingly asked you.

"Yeah, sounds like a plan. Still gotta buy some groceries afterwards though." You told him.

He agreed and you two made your way over to the Café.

It was a small and comfy Café, not too many customers in it but enough to probably pay the bills.

You two ordered and sat down at one of the window seats, where you two talked for what seemed like hours.

You just told each other about everything that happened in your life, about gossip at work and more.

But it was just a friendly get together and catch up with a friend, nothing more.

After that you went back to the store and brought the groceries you needed. Jay was nice enough to keep you company doing that. You said your goodbyes and went separate ways.

Walking back into the apartment hours later, you were met with a worried looking Shay and an even more worried looking Kelly.

"Where've you been? We've been worried sick, cause you haven't been answering your phone." Kelly asked you.

"Why? I have to tell you everything I do?"

You didn't even notice that your phone rang, but after checking you noticed that your phone wasn't even with you.

"I think I forgot my phone in my room, but you didn't have to worry." You told your friends.

"Well we did, didn't we? You were gone for hours and only wanted to buy some groceries. Anything could have happened and we wouldn't know." Kelly said.

Shay noticed how this could go south real quick, so she excused herself and went to her room.

"Where have you been?" Kelly asked again.

"I met Jay at the store, we went to get a coffee together, nothing more." You told him.

"Halstead?"

"Yeah, how many other Jay's do you know? You smirked but you didn't know that this was really getting on Kelly's nerves.

The boy was deeply in love with you for years now and way too scared to say anything. He didn't want to lose you for those stupid feelings, but seeing how you used to talk about Jay when you two were dating, made a hole grow in his heart.

Jay made you happy and he knew that it wasn't him, you shared kisses, and way more with.

It destroyed him.

The fact that you two were living together and he had to meet Jay in the kitchen almost every second day, made Kelly really angry.

"Come one you like Jay, why are you acting like an asshole right now?" You brought Kelly out of his thoughts.

"Never said I didn't like him"

"Oh but you're acting like it right now."

"Just let it be y/n"

Kelly turned around and went into his room like a toddler that didn't get to watch two more minutes of TV before bed.

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"Heyaa" You walked into the fire station with a wide grin, getting the squad's attention.

"Hey, what are you doing here?" Kelly stood up from his spot on the armchair, he grew to like it so much.

"I made some cookies and was really bored at home, so I thought I would bring some to Shay from being such a great roommate." You said with a smirk, which made the rest of the table laugh.

"Nah here, everyone take one." You held the tray into the direction of the table.

After all of them took one of the cookies, you walked into the common room of the firehouse, getting the attention of the rest of the crew.

After also giving them some cookies and leaving the rest there to be eaten until the end of the shift, you said your goodbyes and made your way out of the station.

Almost at the exit, you were met with Jay.

"Hey, what are you doing here?" You asked with a small smile.

"Hey. Antonio gave me something to bring to Gabby. Said it was important but he was too busy, so I offered my help." Jay answered you.

Unknown to you, Kelly had watched the whole encounter and liked the smile you wore on your face. He knew that smile, it was your act nice but secretly flirting smile.

You had shown it to him before going to a party back in high school.

You and Jay continued talking for a little while longer until you both had to go.

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If someone would ask Kelly, if he was jealous right now, he would have to lie.

Yes he was jealous and he couldn't live longer with this feeling inside of him.

He had to tell you, he knew that and that's why he made this whole plan in his head on how to tell you.

Not in the cliché way, no you weren't to type for that. You liked it straight and simple, not too much trouble.

"Hey, can we talk?" Kelly asked you while you were cooking dinner that evening.

"Yeah, what's wrong?" You asked him, as you separated the food onto two plates.

"Can you please look at me?" Kelly was desperate for your eyes on him.

He continued talking as your eyes met his.

"You're and Jay a thing again?" He asked you.

"God no and that ain't gonna happen again. Why are you asking? " Kelly was never one to put his nose into your business, so you were wondering what had gotten into him.

"Because I can clearly see him trying again." He said.

"What do you mean?"

"Come on y/n, don't say you don't see him flirting with you every time you meet."

"I actually don't Kelly. Jay and I, only are friends and it can stay that way. I got my eyes on somebody else."

There it was, the crack in Kelly's heart that only he was able to hear.

"Oh"

"Yeah, but their too dumb to notice though, so I might have to move on"

"That's not fair." Kelly suddenly said.

"Why isn't it fair?"

"Because I should be the one for you" you whispered, looking up at you again.

"What makes you think you aren't?" You suddenly asked.

"What?"

"You're the one I'm interested in, Kelly, not Jay, not anybody else. Only you."

Kelly didn't need to hear more because as soon as you had said this, his lips crashed against yours.

Connecting two wonderful people through the love they grew up with.

#one chicago #one chicago imagines #kelly severide x reader #kelly severide imagine #jay halstead #jay halstead imagine #jay halstead x reader #kelly severide

[iamasimpingh0e]

heyyo got a euphoria request

about the reader being fezcos sister/sibling and she's/they're in a relationship with elliot (maybe an addict reader)

Words: 2198

Characters: reader, Elliot, Fezco, Ash, Rue

Warnings: drugs

"So what we gon' do today?" You asked your boyfriend as you passed the blunt to him.

"Dunno, you tell me." Elliot said as he looked at you.

"Heard Maddy's throwing a party today. We should go." You proposed, taking the blunt back from him and slowly inhaling the smoke.

"Yeah, we should definitely get our mood up before that though." Elliot said, now looking at you.

"What you got on your mind?"

"You still got some of the pills left?"

"You mean Molly, or what?"

It was easy for you to get those pills, not even gonna lie.

After all, your brother was the town's drug dealer and you had full access to all the stuff he sells. That doesn't mean you're allowed to use his stuff and if he found out, you'd probably be dead the next minute.

"Nah, the other one."

"No I don't. Not gonna grab them for some time now. Fezco gon' notice, some are missing and ion want that." Taking another hit and blowing the smoke straight into his face caused him to laugh.

"Okay okay. I still got some of mine left. We can use those."

" 'aight" You stood up to grab your bag as Elliot spoke again.

"Where you going?"

"Home to change. Can't go to the party like this. You gon' pick me up later?" You asked as you gave him a kiss.

"Yeah, text me when I should come. Love you."

"Love you too." You gave him one last smile as you left.

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As you entered the small apartment, you were met with Fezco waiting there for you.

"Where you been sis?" He asked you.

"Just over at Elliot's, why?"

"Cause you've been gone since yesterday, without a single text. We've been worried. Ash was ready to call the cops" You could sense that he was furious, even though he stayed calm.

But while getting high, you must have forgotten to text him. And you didn't really wanna text him, while Elliot and you were kinda busy showing each other's love.

" 'm sorry. I'll text ya next time."

"No, someday will come, where there ain't a next time, y/n. I did some research, turns out your lil boyfriend used to buy from a friend of mine. You know, he's an addict?"

Of course you knew, you were one too after all, but Fezco didn't have to know that.

" 'm sure he changed. No illegal substances near him, everytime we see each other."

Fezco just wanted to answer you as Ash appeared in the living room.

"Bro, we got a problem." He said, ignoring you as he looked at Fezco.

"We're kinda busy right now Ash." Fezco told him but it was no use.

"No bro, Mouse lied to us. He scammed us."

"What you mean?"

"We didn't get what we paid for. Got less stuff for the same amount of money dude."

You couldn't believe that Ash had noticed the missing pills, but how dumb could you be? Of course he would notice eventually.

"How much is missin'?" Fezco suddenly asked.

"At least 1k worth of different pills"

Have you really stolen that much?

"We'll continue talking later." Fez told you with a stern look as he followed Ash out of the apartment.

'Shit' you thought as you went to change. You never wanted to get your brothers into trouble.

You quickly changed and texted Elliot to come and pick you up.

-----

Meanwhile Fezco was sitting in his car together with Ash.

"You really think Mouse scammed us?" Ash asked his brother.

"Ion know bro. He's able to do a lot of things but I don't think he would scam us."

"So how did the pills vanish then?" Ash asked him.

"Maybe you just didn't count 'em right." Fezco was now looking at Ash.

"I did though. Counted them three times at least."

There was a moment of silence between the two brothers.

"Fez?" Ash suddenly asked.

"Yeah?"

"Ya think someone stole 'em from us?"

Fezco looked up at his little brother.

"How could they? Ain't no chance to get into the store while we're there, also not no one knows where we hide our stuff." Fezco told him.

"Y/n knows." Ash softly whispered, more to himself but Fezco heard it anyways.

"Hell nah man, that ain't cool. Y/n's our sister, she got none to do with 'is."

He couldn't believe that Ash would think so low of his sister.

Y/n stealing their drugs, never.

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"They're about to find out." You said as you nibbed at your fingernails out of anxiety.

"Finding out about what?" Elliot asked you as you two drove to the party.

" 'bout me taking the fucking pills, El." You were nervous because it was about 1k of pills.

"Nah they won't suspect you. You don't do drugs, at least they think this way."

"Yeah you're right. But Fez knows you do."

This made Elliot look up to you.

"What you mean?"

"Ion know. He said he asked around somewhere. Found a dude that sold you drugs a while ago."

"Doesn't he know, that's none of his business?"

Elliot didn't like people sticking their noses in other people's businesses.

"You know him. He's just tryin' to protect me."

As you two arrived at the party, Elliot's hand directly took yours in his as he led you through the house into the empty laundry room.

"Okay, I know Fezco got on your nerves today, but I still got us some stuff."

He pulled out a small plastic bag with a white powder in it.

"Heroine?" You asked him.

"Yes ma'am."

"Ion know El. We never did Heroine." You weren't really sure if you should try this.

"Yeah that's why we should try it together. Also I read that it's not worse than Coke." He suddenly started stating facts and showing you this statistic online, of which drug's the most harmful.

"Okay" you said as you saw him smiling at you.

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You sat on the floor with your back to the washing machine as Elliot snorted another line.

Suddenly the door was opened and your eyes met Rue's.

"Oyee lil sis, what are you doing here?" She suddenly asked you.

"Ya know, the usual. Just repairing the washing machine."

Elliot tried to hide the drugs from Rue's view but the girl was smart.

"What were you snorting?" She asked Elliot with a smirk.

"I don't know what you're talking about." Elliot answered.

"Oh come on dude, I can still see the powder on your nose."

This made Elliot try to clean up his nose.

"Gotcha. If you tell me what you been taking, I'll tell you what I've been taking." The girl said which resulted in you three taking drugs together.

After a while, Rue said she had to go search for her girlfriend Jules, so she left you and Elliot alone.

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"Eyoo Fez, my friend." Rue greeted Fezco as she saw him sitting on the couch.

"Waddup Rue. How you been fam?" Fezco asked the girl.

"Been great ya know?"

Rue sat down on the couch next to Fezco.

"Didn't know your sister does drugs " she suddenly said which got his attention.

"What you say?" He was now looking at her.

Rue took the change in his behavior in and regretted what she said only seconds later.

"Nothing." She simply answered before she stood up again.

But Fezco quickly grabbed her wrist.

"Doesn't work like that. What'd say Rue."

"Nothing really. Probably only was a misunderstanding. Just saw some chick looking like y/n smoking. That's all."

Rue knew you were in deep shit now so she tried to brighten up the situation a bit.

Fezco let go of her wrist and Rue took the chance to leave the scene.

-----

"Let's dance." You said to Elliot as you took his hand and guided him to the dance floor.

After a bit of dancing you suddenly felt a hand on your shoulder, turning around, you were met with Fezco's worried stare.

"We gotta go, emergency." He only said and mentioned for you to follow him.

You gave an apologizing look to Elliot as you went to follow your brother to the car.

-----

As the three of you stepped into the apartment, a thousand questions rang through your mind. None of the boys have spoken the entire ride and you grew worried.

"Aight what is this about? You guys are worryin' me." You looked at your brothers.

"Since when are you doing drugs?" Fez suddenly asked you.

"What? Ion know what you're talkin' about."

"Cut the shit y/n." Ash suddenly chose to be a part of this conversation.

"Since when have you been using huh? For how long have you been stealing pills from the shop?" Fezco took a step closer to you, trying to intimate you.

"Why do you think that?" You asked, tears forming in your eyes.

You didn't want to seem like a crybaby but through the drugs in your system, your emotions were all over the place.

It broke Fezco's heart to see you like this and for just a short second he thought he made a mistake in believing Rue. That was before he took a greater look at you and noticed your wide pupils and slightly red eyes.

"You're high right now sis? You're seriously askin' me why I think you're using, when you're standing in front of me fucking high?"

He was angry and worried at the same time.

"I want you to sober up. You ain't leaving this place till you're sober and clean. Ash and I will make sure of that. Got it?"

He turned around, giving Ash a small nod before disappearing again, probably going back to the party to continue selling.

----

The whole evening, Ash looked at you like a hawk and to your luck, you forgot your phone in Elliot's car, which means you had no chance to contact your boyfriend.

"Why'd you do that huh?" Ash suddenly asked you from the couch opposite to yours.

"Do what?"

You didn't feel like you owed him an explanation.

"Starting to do drugs. That shit destroys your life, you've seen Rue, haven't you?"

"Ash" You looked at him.

"Y/n" He looked back at you.

"I don't owe you an explanation." You said.

"But I deserve one."

No, if you were completely honest, Ash didn't deserve any of this.

Not that his mom never came back, or that he got sucked into this drug business. Nothing, nada...

"Listen y/n. I lost my mom to this kind of thing, yeah. She might didn't die, but she left me for the drugs, aight. Ion wan' lose you too. You're ma sister and I need ya."

"I'll try my best, yeah?"

You didn't want to promise him to stop. You started taking drugs in the first place, to forget about the shitty world you live in and in reality, you couldn't promise him, because you knew you wouldn't be able to stop. You needed the drugs. Being high was the only thing you were still able to feel. And after being stone cold and numb for so many years, you just welcomed this feeling with open arms.

Some people might say that nothing of this would have happened if you never met Elliot, because he was the addict after all, but you taking drugs wasn't Elliots fault.

You started taking them way before him, but no one ever knew.

It started after school like two years ago. First it was only weed with some of the cool kids, but weed didn't really give you the high you wanted anymore, so you tried Molly, after that amphetamines and so on.

You weren't proud of it by any means but who really gives a fuck.

"Okay" He gave you one last smile before you two continued watching the movie that was playing on TV.

-----

A few hours later you were woken up by Fezco walking into the living room. You must have fallen asleep, but so did Ash.

"Here" Fezco said as he threw your phone onto the blanket next to you.

"Your little boyfriend gave it to me, said you left it in his car. Told him to stay away from you" Fezco said angry, ready to walk to his room.

"You did what?"

"That boy was a bad influence. I told 'im to keep his distance. It's better for ya, sis."

"Fez you can't do that. You ain't ma dad." How dares he interfere in your private life.

"I can do whatever I want if it means my sis is safe."

You were angry, no furious, as you stood up and walked into your room.

"I hate you" you yelled as you threw the door close behind you.

Quickly you texted Elliot that even though Fez said such mean things to him, you would never stop wanting to be his girl.

'I love you' he texted back.

"I love you more' was the last text you sent that night.

Fezco didn't have any control over your life and you would show him that you were able to make your own choices, he just needed to wait.

A/N: please tell me your opinion, reblog, like, comments etc...it means a lot, thank you:)

Also feel free to send requests

#submission #euphoria hbo #euphoria x reader #fezco euphoria #reader #elliot euphoria #elliot x reader #elliot x you #fezco imagine #imagine #euphoria

[iamasimpingh0e]

Hello! It's me again 😅 wanted to make another request for Antonio... But if it's too much of the same character just feel free to ignore it. So basically Antonio was incognito in a drug deal and once y/n and the rest of the team burst in, y/n has to arrest him too so the others won't know he is part of the police. And later that day he tells her he got turn on when she handcuffed him. Aaaand you can take it from there...

Antonio Dawson x reader

Words: 800

A/n: feel free to give me feedback

"Get ready to go in as soon as Dawson says the code word." Voight told the team as they got ready for the raid.

A while back they had caught a case about a new drug being sold that was especially popular for the younger generation.

Sadly the new drug was pimped with so many chemicals that people barely could survive, which lead you all to this case.

You didn't like the fact that Antonio had to go undercover for this, especially since it was the mafia you were talking about.

One wrong word and the next time you would get to see him would be him in a coffin.

You didn't want to imagine a future without him, especially since the kid you had together wasn't even in preschool yet. Your son shouldn't have to grow up without a father.

But you knew that with the line of work, you both are in, tomorrow's aren't promised.

As you grabbed your vest and assault rifle, you felt a grin holding you back from walking towards the warehouse.

Turning around you saw Voight looking at you.

"No personal feelings, okay? I want you on full concentration and you have to put him in cuffs. If they find out he's a cop, he's about to be hunted for the rest of his life. Understood?" He said.

"Yes sir." You gave him a smile as you left to go to the rest of your team.

You were all listening to the drug deal through the coms when Antonio said the code word, so you moved in.

"Chicago P.D, freeze!"You yelled as you entered the warehouse.

"Drop the gun and put your hands up in the air." You yelled as you pointed your rifle at the offender.

Slowly he lowered the gun and dropped it to the floor as Jay went and handcuffed him.

You pointed your gun at Antonio, as he as well lowered his gun to the floor.

After that you went to put your handcuffs on him as well.

"You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say can and will be used against you in a court of law. You have the right to an attorney. If you cannot afford an attorney, one will be provided for you. Do you understand the rights I have just read to you?” You told him as you led him out of the warehouse and to your car.

As you placed him in your backseat, you just waited for Jay, so you could drive back to the district.

------

"You good?" You asked Antonio after you put your son to sleep.

"Yeah, why you think somethings wrong?" He asked you back.

"Cause you've been awfully quiet since we finished the case. Did I hurt you while I arrested you?" You were worried that you were too harsh. After all, Voight told you to treat Antonio like any other criminal.

"Oh gosh no baby, you didn't hurt me." He opened his arms for you to crawl over to him.

"It's just the opposite actually." He suddenly said.

"What do you mean." You weren't quite sure what he was playing at.

"To be honest, you putting those cuffs on me was fucking hot." You couldn't believe it, did Antonio really have a handcuff fetish?

"You got turned on by me handcuffing you?" You asked as you smirked at him.

"Yeah." Suddenly Antonio turned you both around so he was hovering over you and stared deep into your eyes.

"Wanna spice our sex life up a little?" He asked with a smirk.

"Yeah." And right after that his lips locked with yours.

The kiss was passionate and filled with not only love, but a lot of lust as well.

You took all your strength to turn around and pin Antonio under you.

First it was his shirt that went away, then his pants and after that most of your clothes.

Suddenly Antonio held up a pair of handcuffs as if he knew this was going to happen. He definitely planned this.

Cuffing his hands to the bed frame, you continued kissing down his body.

You started kissing his neck, then his chest, went down to his abs and just as you were about to hook your fingers under the waistband of his boxers, a soft voice stopped you.

"Mommy?" You heard from the other side of the door.

"Shit." You cursed as you quickly removed your body from Antonio's and put on his shirt.

"Hey, y/n. You're gonna open those?" Antonio asked you as you just left him in the cuffs and walked towards the door.

You turned around to look at him.

"I'll be right back, I'll make it quick." You winked at him and left to see what your son's problem was.

#one chicago #one chicago imagines #antonio dawson #antonio dawson x reader #antoniodawsonimagine #chicago pd

[iamasimpingh0e]

would love to make a request please.

connor being jealous after seeing reader and jay together remembering jay was once reader's ex 👀

Words: 689

A/n: this is really shitty and I'm sorry

"Halstead and y/ln! I want you two to drive to meet to ask the victim some questions." Voight said as he passed the team in the bullpen.

"Okay let's go." Jay handed you your jacket as you two were about to head out.

Your team caught a case about woman trafficking, due to one of the victims being able to run away.

She was found in the middle of nowhere, badly beaten and only half alive. Luckily a truck driver saw her on his way into Chicago, which leads you to the situation you're in right now.

Walking into the ER you eyes locked with Maggy's right away as she walked towards the two of you.

"Hey, I bet you are here to see the girl?" She asked the two of you.

"Yeah, we are" Hay went to answer for you.

"Alright follow me."

You walked behind Maggy and Jay left his hand on your back to guide you through the small corridor.

It was more of a comforter for him, knowing you were with him and safe, after you had found yourself in a hospital room a couple of weeks ago.

Unknown to you, your fiancee Connor had seen this and didn't really like the way Jay touched you.

He wasn't the jealous type because he trusted you, but knowing that Jay and you had a history made his stomach drop.

He couldn't help himself but wonder, if you'd leave him if you had the chance to get back together with Jay.

With a grumpy look on his face, he turned around and went into the doctors lounge for a short break and to get his mind off of those things.

After you and Jay had asked the victims some questions, you went out of the room.

"Hey, I have to ask Connor something. You can wait in the car, okay?" You said to Jay.

"Yeah, I'll wait."

So you went into the doctors lounge, because you knew that's where Connor would be.

He might think that he was sneaky but you saw the look he gave you and Jay and you know that look.

It was the same look, tour first boyfriend had given you before he broke up, because you had 'too many guy friends'.

Then your second boyfriend did the same and the third one did too.

It was like all male people had the same one and you would always recognize the situation.

Jealousy, the main cause of death in a relationship.

But this time you could kinda understand Connor. Jay was your ex and, to be completely honest, you would be jealous too if Connor suddenly appeared at your work place with his ex. But Connor knew there was nothing going on between you anymore, aside from being partners and friends.

You and Jay went apart on good terms. You both had the mutual feeling about your feelings fading, so you called it quits and stayed friends.

"Hey." You greeted Connor as you stepped into the lounge, seeing him sitting on the couch with his phone in his hand.

"Hi," He grumbled.

"What's wrong?" You asked which finally got his attention.

"Nothing? You think somethings wrong." Oh, was he serious now?

"Cause I know that look, and you're acting like a bitch right now." You told him.

"Oh I'm acting like a bitch right now? You're the one who walked in here all flirty with your ex while your fiancee is working."

"Oh god, you know there is nothing between me and Jay anymore, babe. And you know that you're the only one I want." You went over to him and sat down onto his lap with your arms around his neck.

"Yeah?" He asked with a teasing smirk.

"Yeah" You whispered back.

"Well you might have to show me then." He simply commanded.

"Hell no, you're at work, I'm working too, but I'll definitely show you when we're at home." You winked at him as you gave him one last kiss before you stood up again.

"See you later, babe." You sang in a sing-song voice as you left the room.

#one chicago #one chicago imagines #chicago med #connor rhodes #connor rhodes x reader

[iamasimpingh0e]

Hey!! I LOVE your work and i wanted to request something with Antonio dawson where the reader (who is a lot younger than him) wants a baby but Antonio feels like he's too old for that. And after some talking they agree on start trying for one but then she finds out she actually can't have babies. So she gets really upset and starts to distance herself because she feels like is her fault that she got Antonio excited about a baby and now she can't give him one.

I'm sorry if that's too specific, you can take it from there and make the changes you want but please with a happy ending😅🙏🏼

Antonio Dawson x reader

Words: 4353

Characters: Antonio Dawson, reader, ...

Warnings: infertility, talk about woman trafficking

Genre: sad, fluff

A/n: I know this is long and all, but I really enjoyed writing this. I hope you enjoy reading this and I would really love an opinion. Also send requests:)

You sat at the dinner table lost in your own thoughts, dragging your food around the plate.

"You're not hungry?" Your husband asked you.

"Huh?" You looked up to see him looking at you worried.

"I asked if you're not hungry. You look like you've seen a ghost." He said.

"No, no I'm good, just had a stressful day at the office, that's all." You told him.

"You wanna talk about it?"

No you really didn't because there was nothing to talk about.

"Nah, not right now." You told him.

"Okay, I'm here for you." He smiled at you and took your hand in his.

"Remember that Diego and Eva are coming over later, we promised them a family game night." He said as he stood up to put away the dirty dishes.

"Why they coming over so late though and don't eat with us?" You suddenly asked, looking at Antonio.

"Something about Laura taking them out to eat with her new boyfriend, I don't know. You know her." It made sense, if you were completely honest, Laura always breaks the agreement she and Antonio had, if it was about her.

"So when are they coming over exactly?"

"Said they'd be here in about an hour and a half. Why?" Antonio smirked at you, probably having something special in his mind.

"Great, that gives me a lot of time to bake some cookies for later." You said as you stood up.

You loved baking and always did that when you got something on your mind, Antonio knew that.

"Babe, you don't have to bake. We can just go to the store real quick and buy some snacks."

"But I want to 'tonio." You said, walking over to the cabinets and grabbing everything you needed.

After the cookies were done you cleaned the kitchen and soon there was someone knocking at the door.

"Babe, can you open the door? I'll be there in a sec." Antonio asked you from the bedroom.

"Yeah" so you walked to the door and greeted the kids.

The evening was spent with a lot of laughter and Eva gossiping about her new crush with you, while Antonio and Diego were distracted.

But while you loved those kids like they were your own, something was still missing. Since you were a kid, you knew you wanted to have your own children someday. To feel this enthusiastic feeling mom's always talk about when they were pregnant. To go to the appointments and see the ultrasound for the first time. To hear your baby's heartbeat and to feel them kick as well. All of that, even the morning sickness and the weird cravings, you wished you could experience those. Young into your relationship with Antonio, he made clear that he didn't want more children. His first reason was that he already had two beautiful kids and the second one was that he didn't feel the right age anymore. While you were still young and in the perfect age to have children, he felt too old to take care of a baby.

Sure it hurt as hell as he had said that but you tried to not seem as disappointed.

And you would rather have no children of your own than not be with Antonio for the rest of your life.

After the kids got picked up by their mom, you made your way into the bathroom to get ready for bed.

Looking into the mirror above the sink, you could see Antonio leaning on the doorframe and looking at you. His deep stare made you grin.

"I got some on my face?" You asked him.

"Nah." He came behind you and hugged you.

"You just have been awfully quiet today. You really don't wanna talk about it? I'm worried."

"I already said I'm fine." You snapped.

You didn't want to sound that mean but he was getting on your nerves.

"Obviously you're not fine, if you don't fucking say a single word the whole evening." Now Antonio was also getting mad. He knew that something was wrong and it was killing him not to be able to help.

"God, 'm just tired, alright?" You tried to get out of his arms and leave the room but he blocked your way out. With crossed arms, he now stood in front of the doorway.

" I really wanna believe you, but I know you y/n. I know when some is up." He honestly told you.

"Alright, fine. I want a baby." You now looked at him and you know what he would say next.

"Y/n we already talked about this."

"I know but what can go wrong? Why are you so worried, you're literally the greatest dad ever." You tried to convince him.

"The decision to have a baby isn't just made in one night, baby. Also I already told you that I don't want more kids." His voice grew louder.

"Oh right of course. Don't you notice? The whole time it's about what you want? But let me tell you what I want, yeah? I wanna carry my own bundle of joy. I wanna experience all the shit, young moms get to experience. From morning sickness to ultrasounds and even to contractions, even though they hurt like hell. I want to teach them how to walk and talk, buy cute clothes for them and hold them after they had a nightmare. I get it, I really do. You already went through that, twice. But I never did. I NEVER DID." Now you had tears in your eyes.

"You know what? Forget I ever said that, I'll go to bed now. Night" You mumbled as you dodged around Antonio and went to bed.

That night you felt like you didn't get a single second of sleep.

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Antonio was worked up the next morning. First you left before he even woke up without saying goodbye.

Then Voight wasn't in a good mood and let it all out on the team and after that he had to do a lot of paperwork, he would need the whole day to do so.

The only upside was that the bullpen was quiet because everyone was busy with their own papers. This gave Antonio time to think about the argument he had with you yesterday.

A cup of coffee was placed in front of him and as he looked up, he saw Jay looking down at him. Jay was the one that introduced him to you in the first place.

"You look like shit, so I thought you needed this." He said, before he went to sit down on the chair across from Antonio.

"You wanna talk about it?"

"You don't got your own shit to handle?" Antonio gestured to the stack of paper on Jay's table.

"Nah, everybody needs a break sometimes, don't they?" Jay told him.

Antonio knew that Jay wouldn't give up so easily so he just told him right away.

"Y/n wants a baby."

"Oh man that's great, isn't it? Why are you beating yourself up about it?"

"When we started dating, I made it clear that I don't want kids anymore. She knew that Jay. And now she acts like I'm the asshole for holding her back."

Antonio felt ashamed about talking about this at his place of work. But he knew that Jay was one of your best friends and could probably help. Also he needed a small break from all the paperwork as well.

"You know y/n. She would rather have no kids than be without you man, but she's also the kind who always wanted a child. When we were younger, as cliché as it sounds, we always played family. It was the only time we could try to create a perfect one. Y/n always wanted to be a mom, she wanted to act like she cooked for us and all that shit. She was also the kind that wrote as her dream job, in those friendship books, mother." Jay said.

He knew how much you wanted children, you told him that before you even started to date Antonio.

"And maybe seeing you with Diego and Eva, knowing that you got to experience everything she always wanted, ripped that one part open again."

Antonio thought about what Jay said, after the man went back to work.

Instead of focusing on his own work again, he made a list, a pro and contra list to be exact.

He wrote down everything that was against, and that was for having a child. Looking at his finished list, he saw that there were a lot more reasons for having another kid, than against it. The last reason he had written down, was that it would make you happy.

So after work he was finally ready to talk to you about having another child.

-----

"Hey" He greeted you as he stepped into the house.

"Hey, how was work?" you quietly said.

Sure you were still sad and mad about yesterday, but you couldn't ignore him forever.

"Nothing much happened. But...I thought about yesterday"

You really didn't want to hear anything about it and relieve the moment. You were disappointed enough.

"I think we could try for one of us." He said and you looked up at him.

Was he serious?

"I mean, if you think about this, a mix of you and me running around? That would be perfect." He went over to you and put his arms around your waist.

"Yeah? What made you change your mind?" You were curious.

"That doesn't really matter does it? Are you in?" He asked, eyes locking with yours.

"You sure?" You quietly asked.

"Never been more sure, baby." This made you smile and he quickly took the opportunity to kiss you.

The kiss held so many feelings in it. Excitement, love, a little bit of sadness and more.

Antonio picked you up and carried you towards the bedroom. There he dropped you on the bed and you guys quickly went to work on having a baby.

------

It's been weeks now, since you and Antonio tried for a baby the first time.

You sat in the bathroom, waiting for the pregnancy test to finish. As your timer went off, you walked towards the sink and turned the test around. Another negative. Great you thought as you threw the test away to the other ones you took in the last few weeks.

You were clearly disappointed and asked yourself why it was so hard to become pregnant. Why does it take so long for people who actually want to have a child and teenagers get to get pregnant every day by accident? Why was the world so cruel to you?

After more weeks went by and you were still not pregnant, you tried to get in contact with a specialist.

Becoming pregnant shouldn't have been a problem for you, you were still young after all.

You found one nearby and made an appointment for the following week, not telling Antonio to not necessarily worry him.

------

"So Mrs. Dawson, your test results came back." The doctor told you as she sat down on the other side of the desk.

After you didn't answer she continued talking.

"I'm sorry to tell you that you're not able to have children." She gave you a sad look.

It was part of her everyday life to tell women that they can't have children on their own. But even though she experiences it all the time, it didn't become anything less painful. The look in their eyes right after she told them the news.

"Wh-what?" You asked.

Your hope was smashed. Before you came here, you were full of hope and now, boom. Your dreams will never become reality. Never ever. You will never have a little child running through your house, having your eyes, nose, mouth or hair.

After the doctor explained to you why exactly you weren't able to become pregnant, you left the clinic with a hole in your heart.

The drive home felt like an eternity, and the feeling was welcome. You didn't want to face Antonio just yet, you were scared of his reaction, after all he was finally excited to become a dad again soon.

Driving into the driveway, you saw Antonio's car already parked there.

You felt like a robot, not sure what you were even feeling. Your movements felt monotone, like someone else was controlling every step you took.

Unlocking the front door and taking one last breath, you stepped into the house and directly were met with a beautiful smell.

It smelled like Antonio cooked your favorite food.

"Hey baby, how was your day?" He asked you as you stepped into the kitchen.

You didn't want to ruin the nice dinner, so you put your best fake smile on and went for a kiss.

"Hey, it was great." You said as you went for a kiss.

"Whatcha cookin?" You asked, looking over his shoulder.

"Your favorite, now sit down and enjoy the service babe"

You did as he told you and sat down at the table.

After you both ate dinner, you talked a little about you boths day.

"So should we continue trying now?" Antonio asked you as he came behind you and massaged your shoulders.

You knew you eventually had to tell him, so you took the opportunity to let the bomb explode.

"I can't have children." You suddenly said, tears glistering in your eyes.

"Whatcha mean, you can't have kids, huh?" He asked now standing next to you, so he had a better look at your face.

He softly swiped away the one tear that fell down into your cheek.

"I went to a specialist today." You said between sobs.

"She said, I can't have them because something is wrong with my hormone level or some, I dunno, I zoned out when she told me."

"Hey, hey, it's okay." He embraced you and softly stroked your cheek.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." You were a sobbing mess now, everything from the last couple of weeks coming to the surface.

"It's alright , babe look at me" He took your chin in his hands and made you look at him, kissing your tears away.

"We'll figure something out. You and me we're a team, yeah? We're in this together."

You nodded but you also felt that something changed.

-----

You don't really know what changed that day but you felt as if you were in a bubble. Shut away from the outside world. It was only your own thoughts. Thoughts you weren't able to control. Thoughts that told you that all of it was your fault, even though you wouldn't have been able to change it.

You shut down completely after the talk with Antonio. Only leaving the bedroom to grab something to eat, or to go to the bathroom. Not showering in days and only staying in bed.

Antonio really wanted to help you out but he knew there was nothing he could do, aside from showing you that he was there for you.

He knew that you, as the one who couldn't have children, would have worse sadness overtaking you, than him.

Maybe you just needed to talk to a professional, or to someone who, in some way, could understand the pain you were in.

That's what he told you as he brought you dinner. You really didn't want to hear all that bullshit about going to a help group or a therapist, but if it would make Antonio happy, you would try to do so.

------

The next morning you made an appointment to talk to a therapist. Antonio was proud of you for taking a step towards accepting your faith, and he would support you in every way possible.

The appointment went smoothly and maybe it has been the right decision.

You felt better after that and finally, for the first time in weeks, you stood in the kitchen and wanted to bake something. Not because you wanted to take your mind off of things but because you genuinely wanted to.

----

Meanwhile Antonio had a rough case at work. They had cases about women trafficking, including many dead girls. It broke his heart to see them so helpless, so used without an own choice to make.

While they were getting ready to raid a house, Jay came over to Antonio to talk to him.

"Hey, what's wrong with y/n? Haven't seen her in forever?" He asked.

"Nah she's good, we're just going through some stuff right now, it's all fine." Antonio said as he patted Jay on the shoulder and left the room.

It wasn't his place to tell him anyways.

"Dawson and I take the back, Upton and Halstead the side and the rest takes the front." Voight said as they all were coming together at the corner of the road, leading to the house they were going to raid.

"Okay go" with that the team split up and went to their ordered place to be.

Upon opening the door, shots directly began to ring through the room.

"Chicago P.D put the gun down." Antonio yelled, standing next to Voight.

The raid was successful and they were able to save some more girls before it was too late. As they were searching up the house for more hiding places, Antonio opened up a small closet and couldn't believe his eyes.

In it was sitting a small boy, not even looking 3 years old. The boy looked at Antonio with such scared eyes, tears rolling down his cheeks.

"Sarge?" He yelled for his boss to show him the boy he found.

They took the kid with them to stay at the district while waiting for CPS to pick him up.

Antonio sat at his desk, doing paperwork since they closed the case as Platt came up the stairs.

"There's someone here to see you, Dawson." She said as she left again.

You came walking into the bullpen, a tray in your hand.

Quickly Antonio stood up to embrace you and take the tray from your hands.

"Hey, what are you doing here?" He asked you.

"I baked some cookies, thought yall would like some." You answered.

"Uii yes, thank you." Jay suddenly appeared behind you, stealing a cookie from the tray.

"I'll just put them down in the breakroom, yeah?"

"Yeah, that's fine." Antonio said without mentioning the boy that was still sitting in the breakroom. He hasn't talked a single word, since they found him in the closet.

As you walked into the breakroom you saw him right away, sitting at the table, coloring something. He looked sad so you thought a cookie might make his mood go up.

"Hey, you whispered as you slowly crouched down to be at his height.

"You want a cookie?" You asked him as you slid the tray into his direction.

The boy looked up at you and then eyed the tray. After that he looked back up to you.

"Don't worry, you can take as many as you want."

With that he took one from the tray.

You sat down on the chair opposite of him.

"What's your name?" You softly asked.

He looked at you again, thinking about if he should answer or not.

"Cole." He whispered.

"Hey Cole, nice to meet you. I'm y/n." You smiled at him and he smiled back.

Maybe it was faith that everything happened the way it did.

"What are you drawing there, pal?"

"A dragon." If you were honest the drawing didn't look like a dragon, more like a random line but you smiled at it either way.

"Wow, it looks really cool. Can I draw with you?" Cole slowly nodded before passing you some pens.

Antonio walked towards the break room, looking for you because you haven't come outside for a while, when he saw you sitting there, in front of the boy, drawing together with him.

His heart swelled with the sign as suddenly one of the CPS workers appeared next to him.

"This him?" He asked gesturing to the boy.

"Yeah, we got a name or anything about him. Hasn't spoken one word since he came here." Antonio told him.

"Alright let's go."

The worker opened the door to the breakroom and Antonio followed him.

"Heyaa pal?" The worker crouched down in front of the kid while you suddenly looked at Antonio.

He could see that it broke your heart to see that Cole would have to go into foster care.

"What's your name, little one?" The social worker asked but Cole didn't answer.

"His name's Cole." You just simply answered the question for him.

The social worker and Antonio both looked at you surprised. The boy never talked to anyone so how did you know?

"He told me." You said as if you could read their minds.

"If you could leave us alone for a while, that would be great." The social worker said with a bitch face, not liking that you were here.

"Alright" You said as you stood up but before you went towards the door, Antonio quickly grabbed your wrist.

"Hey, my shift ends in like 30. You can wait at my desk if you'd like."

"Yeah, I will, thanks."

So you exited the room and went to sit at Antonio's desk while chatting with Jay for a while.

Meanwhile the social worker tried everything he could but Cole just wouldn't talk to him. He would sit there, looking at the picture you drew and be lost in his thoughts.

"Hey little man, why don't you tell us a little about yourself huh?"

But Cole still didn't answer, he just pointed at the drawing.

"Yeah, pretty drawing isn't it pal? You drew that?"

Again, no answer. Again he pointed to the drawing.

"Maybe he wants to talk to y/n?" Antonio suggested.

"Who's y/n?" The social worker asked.

"The woman you just sent out of the room, the one he seemed to talk to." Antonio said, trying to sound nice, even though the question the social worker asked was kinda stupid.

"Alright send her in."

You were surprised as Antonio came out of the room to call you back in, after all you got sent out in the first place.

"You gotta talk to him." Antonio told you.

So you went inside and crouched down next to the social worker.

"Hey pal." You softly said.

"This man's a nice guy, yeah? He's gonna take you with him to find you a new home."

Cole looked up at you and you could see tears in his eyes.

"But I wanna stay with you." The boy whispered and it broke your heart. You only spent a couple of minutes with him and he was already trusting you more than others.

"I know buddy, I really wish you could but it isn't possible. They'll find a nice home for you though. No need to worry." You tried to calm him down.

"No." He simply said.

"I wanna stay with you."

"This isn't my choice." You sadly said as the social worker went to pick up Cole.

"Come one buddy." He said but Cole gripped the table as hard as he could, to not get carried away. And right after that he began to throw a tantrum.

"Hey, hey, Cole, it's all right." You tried to calm him down over his sobs.

Antonio saw how much it hurt you to see him this way, but he couldn't do anything.

------

"What are they gonna do with him?" You asked Antonio as you paced your kitchen.

"I dunno babe. They'll find him a foster home till they find him a permanent place to stay. There's nothing we can do."

"But what if there's a way." You suddenly asked out of nowhere.

"Whatcha mean?" Antonio was confused.

"What if we take him in? I mean he already trusts me and it would feel right, ya know?"

"Y/n, it's a difficult process to get accepted to be a foster parent, ya know. Gabby went through it and it was hard work."

"I know, I know. But it's worth a try, isn't it?" You looked at him.

"You really want this, don't you?"

"Yeah. Antonio I saw this boy and I just had to talk to him. Maybe it was faith that I can't have kids of my own. Maybe I had to meet him." You tried to convince him.

"You really sure?"

"Never been more sure." You walked towards Antonio.

"Okay, I'll see what I can do."

-----

You were nervous to say the least. Hopping from one leg to the other the whole time, playing with the ending of your scarf. It made you calm down a little but the nervous feeling was still there.

Standing in the freezing outside weather of Chicago wasn't your favorite thing to do but it was all worth it.

And then you saw him and he saw you.

A grin spread through his features and he took off running towards you, leaving the social worker behind.

You crouched down and opened your arms, welcoming him with a loving hug.

"Hey buddy, long time no see." You whispered into his ear, pulling him closer to you.

Antonio kept his promise, he had to contact a lot of people, to fill out a lot of paperwork and to have a lot of home visits for this but seeing you happy made his heart explode with excitement. You had Cole in your arms for the first time in two weeks and the boy still remembered you. He was your new foster kid and if everything went great, you could maybe fill out the adoption papers in the future. Life may have given you lemons a while back, but you made lemonade out of them, and you couldn't be happier.

You looked up to Antonio and smiled at him as he came closer to you two.

He put his arm around your shoulder and you three walked into a new chapter together. A new perfect chapter.

#one chicago #antonio dawson #antonio dawson x reader #chicago pd #one chicago imagines #request

[iamasimpingh0e]

Euphoria (Elliot) x reader

Words: 1865

Characters: Fezco, Ash, reader, Elliot ,...

Warnings: drug use

Summary: You meet Elliot at a party

You weren't perfect by any means, to be honest you were pretty fucked up.

You had a lot in common with your best friend Rue. Both of you grew up with a single parent and both of you were victims of drugs. Unlike Rue, you knew your limits. You knew what was enough and when you would take a risk of overdosing. Every single day, you repeated the same circle. Waking up without anything in your system, feeling drained. Later smoking some weed, drinking some alcohol, leaving for school and in the afternoon, taking just as many pills so you wouldn't overdose. Every single day for the last few months. You were good at hiding it. Your dad wouldn't notice anyways, he was barely home. Your mom was out of the picture and you had no siblings that live with you. Your friends were too busy with their own shit to notice your change of behavior.

Every single time you spent time with your friends it was only about boys. Maddy complaining about Nate and that they're on a break again and Cassie saying how much she wished she was in a relationship again.

"I mean who does he think he is?" Maddy asked the group of girls as you all sat in her room. Smoke appeared in your vision and you motioned for BB to pass you her vape.

"If you ask me, you should finally blow him off bitch. You seem like a lost puppy." BB said.

You looked over at Kat, who sat quietly on Maddy's bed, lost in thoughts.

"What do you think y/n?" You suddenly heard Maddy ask.

"Mads just fuck this dude. Show him what he lost, hoe." You answered, trying to seem interested even though you couldn't care less.

"Y/n's right. You should find someone else who's fuckable tonight. Show Nate that you don't belong to him" Cassie said as she went to do her hair.

You all were planning to go to the party that took place at Nate's house.

"Imagine how mad he would be if you just fucked someone else in his house." Kat suddenly said.

"Bitch that's the whole point" BB looked at Kat as if she wanted to say 'you're so stupid'.

You didn't really want to go to this party but it was a great chance for you to get to drugs the easy way. After Rue overdosed herself, your dealer Fezco became more serious with how much he sells you guys. He stopped selling to Rue completely and you were sure, not long and he would stop to sell to you too.

He knew the business and unlike your friends, he could tell when someone was on the verge of losing control.

"Okay bitches, yall ready?" Maddy asked the group as y'all got up and went downstairs. One last drag of the vape and you handed it back to BB knowing you needed something stronger.

-----

As you arrived at the party, you directly made your way towards the kitchen to mix yourself a drink.

Looking at the different bottles in front of you, you quickly grabbed the one holding the strongest alcohol.

"Tough day?" You suddenly heard someone ask behind you, looking at the bottle in your hand.

"No? But I really need this to enjoy this party here." You quickly said as you almost filled your whole cup with the liquid, only adding a little bit of fruit flavored soda for the taste.

"Touché" The boy said.

You haven't seen him around before, so you quickly came to the conclusion that he must be new.

"Oh, I'm Elliot by the way." He gave you his hand to shake, which seemed kinda weird but you didn't care. Taking one sip of your drink, you felt the harsh taste of it and welcomed the alcohol in your system.

"Y/n" You shook his hand. Looking into his eyes, you saw that he was probably high at the moment. Either that, or his eyes just weren't used to the lights.

"Well y/n, I don't wanna seem like a creep but would you like to dance?" He's asking you to dance? You don't even know him and aside from that you weren't in the mood yet.

" 'm sorry Elliot, maybe ask me again when I have more in my system." You gave him a small smile and left him standing in the kitchen.

You began to search the house for the one person you came for in the first place.

Stepping out into the backyard you saw the small boy talking to a group of teenagers so you went over to him.

"Hey Ash." You tried to get his attention.

"Boys give me a sec" He told the group he was just talking to and went over to you.

"Long time no see y/n." He said.

"Hey, I need some pills."

"Sorry, can't give 'em to ya." He sadly looked at you.

"What why?" Now you were confused.

"Listen y/nn, it ain't my choice. Fez told me to not give 'em to you, don't want another person we care about landin' in a fucking hospital."

Now you were furious. Sure it was nice they cared about you but it wasn't their fucking business.

"Where's Fez at?" You just asked.

Ash pointed over to the lounge area of the backyard where you saw Fez sitting and talking to Rue, while he smoked a joint.

He knew you were mad and rather let his brother deal with your shit, it was his decision after all.

You gave Ash one last look and then went over to the area Fez sat at.

"You serious?" You asked as you came to stop in front of the ginger haired man.

" 'Ion know what you mean ma."

"You know what Fezco? Go fuck yourself. I can understand you not giving shit to Rue anymore, but me? I never gave you the reason to think I was going to kill myself with the stuff." Now you also got the attention of Rue who was sitting right next to Fez.

It hurt Fez to see you this way, knowing he was the course of all of this. He gave you your first pills and he should have stopped you, when you came in to buy some for the second time.

"Listen y/n, I ain't wanna argue with you while you're in this state, you know." He mumbled.

"Come back when you're not drunk."

"Oh fuck you." You turned around and went back inside, knowing you had to get your pills from someone else tonight.

As you wandered through the house, you were met with the sudden urge to be alone for a bit, so you went off and searched for an empty room.

Walking into the hallway leading to the bathroom, opened the first door you saw.

Once open, you came face to face with the boy from earlier.

"Shit" He said as he looked at you and went to stand in front of the washing machine, trying to hide something.

"Did I interrupt something between you and the machine?" You asked in a teasing tone.

"Ye- uh no, no you didn't."

You went into the room and closed the door behind you.

"Sure I didn't? You're looking pretty fucked right now" You knew what he was doing because you could see some of the white powder still hanging on his nose.

" Don't know what you mean. What are you doing in here anyways." He tried to distract you.

"Came to find someplace quiet and then I ran into you snorting a line." You honestly answered.

"But I ain't gon' tell anyone if you let me do one too." You proposed.

"Shit, you're for sure? This stuff can be strong." Of course, Elliot didn't know you used drugs on a daily basis.

"Yeah. Can I?" He stepped aside and you went over to the washing machine preparing the powder for you to snore it. After you did your line, you were met with the one second of feeling nothing at all. These were your favorite moments, the main reason you started doing drugs in the first place. The one second of not having to worry, the one second of having a pure euphoric feeling.

"Damn, bet you did that before." Elliot suddenly said.

"Yeah, to be honest I did." There was no use in lying. No one could do their first line this perfect, you had just done it.

After that, Elliot pulled out a blunt and you two smoked it together while talking about everything that came to mind.

"Truth or dare?" Elliot suddenly asked.

"Huh?" His question caught you by surprise.

"Not huh. Truth or dare, or don't you know the game?" He teased you.

"Of course I do shithead. Truth." You chose Truth because, at that moment you were just too relaxed and lazy to move. Opening one eye and looking over at Elliot you saw him smirk.

"How many guys you fucked?"

"Probably more than girls talked to you." You honestly answered.

"What makes you think, I don't talk to a thousand girls?"

"Did you just call yourself a playboy?" You smirked.

"No but-..."

"Truth or dare." You interrupted him.

This game went on for a little while longer until your phone began to ring.

You looked down at it and saw that Maddy was calling you.

"Shit 'm sorry, I gotta take this real quick." You told Elliot as you hopped down the washing machine and accepted the call.

"Bitch, where are you?" You heard Maddy's voice through the phone.

"Why do you wanna know?" You were surprised.

Usually your group of friends just entered the party together and then went different ways. Maddy never asked you where you were.

"I'll meet you up front. We're leaving." She told you and hung up.

Elliot could sense your change of mood and went down the machine as well.

"You good?" He asked you.

"Yeah, yeah I'm fine. That was my friend, said they're about to head out and she's my ride, so I'd better get going." You said.

To be honest you were kinda sad to leave just yet because you had such a great time with Elliott.

"It's fine. I guess I'll see you around?"

"Yeah, see you." With that you went out of the door and towards the front door of the house.

As you reached Maddy, she directly went to hug you.

"There you are bitch, did you get some dick action?" Of course this was the question you got.

"Nah, but you look like you did." You answered.

"Okay let's go."

Of course none of you drove, you were all too drunk for it anyways. You got picked up by Suze, Cassie's mom.

Suze was a very chill woman and she was like a mom to you since yours left.

You got dropped off at home and directly went into your room. After you brushed your teeth and changed into comfortable clothes, you jumped into your bed.

That night, you fell asleep thinking about your meeting with Elliot and you hoped that you would see him again soon.

A/n: I really enjoy writing about euphoria,pls tell me your opinion and fe free to send requests.

#elliot x reader #elliot euphoria #fezco imagine #euphoria x reader #maddy euphoria #fezco fanfic

[iamasimpingh0e]

Fezco x reader

Words: 2787

Characters: Fezco, Ashtray, Reader, and other euphoria characters...

Warnings: talk about drugs, spoilers, talk about murder

Genre: fluff & angst

Summary: a day in the reader's life, inspired by some episodes

Everyone that knew you also knew how incredibly inseparable you and your family were. You went through all the shit together, from the beginning on.

Back when you were still a child you spent every minute you got with your best friend Fezco. It was like you already lived together with him and his grandma. This soon also became reality as your parents just left you at her house without a proper explanation and dipped. You never heard from them again. Fezco and you grew closer everyday and as Ash came along, you cared about him like you were his mom. You knew he needed a mother figure in his life and even though you were still a child, you tried your best to be a great role model. Eventually you and Fezco fell in love and started dating.

"Shit ma, look at you." Fez said as you entered the small corner store you guys owned.

It was true you looked like shit. Nightmares of Ash killing Mouse hunted you and you could barely grab a minute of sleep. With dark bags under your eyes and hair just thrown into a messy bun, you hopped on the freezer of the shop. The cold that hit your legs was welcome because the day felt like one of the hottest in a very long time. To be honest, you weren't the biggest fan of the heat, but you would always stay in California together with Fez and Ash.

"Shut up, Fez." You weren't in the mood to argue. If it was for you, you'd be lying in bed now, with the fan blowing cold air into your direction, probably reading. But you'd promised Fez to look at the store while he and Ash would be on their way to meet their dealer. You gladly stayed back because you disliked Laurie with all you had. After the move she pulled on new years you would probably not be able to hold back if you see her again. You weren't the violent type, no, but if you're angry, what happens next wouldn't be predictable.

"We'll try to make it fast, after that we gon' pick you up and close the store." Fez came to stand next to you and passed you his blunt.

While you took a hit, he continued talking.

"You're sure you wanna come along tonight? 'M sure, Ash and I'll be fine on our own, ma"

"No, no it's fine, I'll be alright. Also I won't leave ya hanging on your promise to buy me cotton candy." You answered, now feeling the effect of the weed on you.

"Shit, you still remember that? Wasn't it like months ago, I told ya that?" Softly you chuckled.

"Shut your mouth and hit the road, you're gon' be late, babe."

" aight if you say so. See you later ma. Love you" He gave you a quick peck on your lips, knocked on the fridge door to notify Ash that they'd be leaving and went outside.

Ash exited the small hidden room and looked at you.

"I packed a few bags in case customers came by. And remember, if they don't pay the whole price, don't sell them anything. Understood?" He sternly said. This business was very important for Ash, but sometimes he forgot that it was you and Fez who taught him all the shit he needed to know.

"When did I ever disappoint you?" You laughed which made him smile.

"Aight see you later mom" with that he followed Fez.

Your heart felt warm after the word 'mom' was spoken. Sure it wasn't the first time, he had said that but it still made you feel some kind of way.

You hopped off the fridge to make yourself busy for a while. As you were rearranging some of the shelves Rue entered the shop.

"Eyoo y/n, long time no see" You felt sorry for the girl. She came by often, mostly buying drugs or just talking to your boyfriend, didn't have many friends or at least didn't really hang out with them much. Fez always said, she was like a little sister for him, and if she was family to him, she was family to you too.

"Hey Rue, how you doin'?" You asked the brown haired girl. She probably wanted to buy some drugs even though she already looked as high as she could be.

"Ah you know, doing great. Left rehab about two weeks ago and never been doing better."

"If you went to rehab, why you being high then right now?" This made her look up from the drinks in the fridge.

"Just because I went to rehab, doesn't mean I have to stay clean, you know?" It broke your heart seeing her like that.

"Is Fez around?" She asked you.

"Nah, he and Ash headed out to do business. Whatcha need?"

"Pills" She simply answered.

"Rue listen. Ion think this is a good idea. You're clearly already high and I don't want you to overdose a second time. I ain't selling you shit today." You were tired, she could clearly see that but that didn't mean, you had the right to tell her what to do.

"To be honest y/n, I don't know what Fez sees in you. You're clearly aren't made for this business. Selling drugs to junkees is the job, it's how you afford your food and suddenly you don't want to sell shit to me? You know what? Fuck you! I'll be back when Fez is around." She turned around and left the shop. Her words hurt, for sure, but one thing you learned from Fez's grandma was, to never let words an addict says, touch your heart.

You went on with your day, quickly trying to shake off the encounter with Rue.

After a few hours, Fez and Ask entered the store again.

"Hey, how'd it go?" you smiled as you gave your boyfriend a soft kiss. Ash looked at you and fake gagged.

"Went good, Laurie's a weird woman if you ask me. Told us to not fuck with her and scared the shit out of little Ashtray there." Fez joked.

"Hell nah, you lying bro. Y/n he's lying. Fez was the one that almost shit his pants as Laurie showed us what would happen if we mess with her, ya know me mom, I ain't scared, ever." Ash tried to get out of this.

"You sure Ash? I clearly remember last week when you-" The kid directly cut you off, knowing you were right.

"Whatever" he huffed out.

"Aight. I ordered the pretzels for tonight, only have to pick them up. Ma, why don't you pick them up while Ash and I get the stand at the fair ready?" Fez asked you.

"Yeah, I can do that. But first 'm gonna head home and change. We'll meet there?"

"For sure, see you later hit stuff." One last kiss and you went outside to your car.

You went home and quickly got ready. Before leaving the house again, you grabbed yourself one energy drink and then made yourself out the way. Knowing it's going, the fair is going to be filled with a lot of people, didn't make you feel too enthusiastic. You preferred the silence but you also loved cotton candy.

As you stepped into the small bakery, Fezco orders pretzels at, every year, you saw Nate Jacobs standing in line right in front of you. You knew what happened new years, of course you knew. You were the one that got Fezco to stop beating him, but Nate kinda deserved it. He treated everyone that was kinda important to you like shit. But you also felt a little sorry for him. If you lived in this town your whole life, you couldn't get around hearing stories about his family, especially his dad. There were always rumors around, nothing too bad though and most of them were proven to be fake. People just were jealous of the perfect family. You really hoped he wouldn't notice you standing behind him, that was the last thing you needed.

"Oh look who it is, Fezco's little slut." Oh so he wanted the smoke?

"You know you shouldn't be talking like that when you weren't even able to fight back on new years. You looked like a small little pussy."

"If I'm a pus-" He quickly got cut off, due to it being his turn to order.

After that he left without seeing much more.

"Hey, what can I do for you?" The woman behind the counter asked you.

After you got your pretzels, you went to meet your boys at the stand.

"There she is. Everything went smoothly?" Fez asked you as he took the pretzels from you and handed them off to Ash.

"Yeah, run into motherfucking jacobs at the bakery. He was trying to be tuff but you can't hide behind a pussy if you are one."

"Damn ma, tell me if you want me to beat his ass up again." Fez laughed. It was true, Fez would do everything for you, even risking landing behind bars for beating up Nate.

"Yo ma?" You heard Ash.

"Yeah?"

" 'm hungry 'cause Fez didn't let me go to but some to eat yet. Can you maybe grab us some?" The boy asked. Just now you noticed how hungry you were as well.

"Yeah I'll grab some, 'm hungry too. Fez you want too?" You asked your boyfriend.

"I'll take some, sunrise us ma"

"Alright."

You grabbed your wallet and went off to search for one of the many food stands.

As you walked a bit you ended up in a big crowd, not knowing what this was about, you tried to get through it. As you reached the front you saw a girl, dressed in a very special outfit. You were sure, you saw her around from somewhere.

"Yeah I'm not supposed to be here right now, because I'm dressed like a HOOKER and none of you like me...." She went on and on and lastly ended up, pushing over the chili pot of the Jacobs' stand. You kinda liked her attitude, it made her look like a bad bitch and smiled as you made your way away from the crowd, continuing to search for something proper to eat.

After a while you found a hot dog stand and brought three hot dogs for you and your boys. Ash was thankful as you handed him the food and he ate it like it was the last edible thing on earth. The boy must have been starving.

After a successful evening at the fair and Fez keeping his promise of buying you cotton candy, you were glad to be back home. Your feet were aching from all the walking around and you felt sweaty all over your body. You quickly told the boys that you would take a shower and left them behind in the kitchen. After your shower, you welcomed the feeling of fresh clothes and were excited to finally get to sleep. Fez was already laying in bed waiting for you.

"Hey, you good?" He asked you.

"Yeah, just tired. Was a long day and I haven't slept well last night."

"You still dreaming badly? Shit ma, I told you to wake me when you got nightmares again." Fez was worried. He knew Ash killing Mouse took a toll on you, but he didn't know it was that bad. He thought you were fine again, at least that's what you told him.

"Nah babe, it's fine. It's just that your snoring kept me awake." You said, trying to sound serious.

"Snoring? Ma, you out of all people should know that I ain't snoring, so quit the shit."

"Fez, can we please just go to sleep?" He was worried but he also saw that you didn't wanna argue. After knowing you for this long, he could read you like an open book.

" yeah aight. Goodnight ma" He gave you one last kiss and pulled you close.

Soon your eyes went heavy and you fell asleep.

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"You sure you hid it good enough?" You asked your boyfriend.

"Yeah ma, no worries." Fez and Custer were gone quite a while to let Mouse's body disappear, that is why the next time you saw Fez again, it was the next day.

"Where'd you hide it?" You asked.

"Shit, I ain't gon' tell you. Ain't bringing you in on this."

"Fez, I'm already in on this. If you go down, I go down too, you know it." You tried to argue.

"Still ain't gon' tell you." With that and a small kiss on your cheek, Fez left you standing alone in the kitchen.

You went to check up on Ash, the boy might didn't show it but the whole thing took a big toll on him.

Softly you knocked on the boy's door.

"Hey Ash? Can I come in?" You softly spoke.

After not hearing anything, you just entered the room. You were worried about him.

As you saw him sitting on his bed, you noticed that something was wrong right away. You heard soft whimpering coming from his direction. You directly went over to him and crouched down in front of him.

"Hey buddy, what's the matter."

Ash looked up to you with glossy eyes and it broke your heart to see him this way, so you quickly engulfed him in a hug while he cried into your shoulder.

"Shhh, it's fine, it's alright, honey. It's good." You tried to get him to calm down.

"I'm worried" He sobbed.

"Worried about what?" You asked as you slowly drew pattern on his back as you often do to Fez when he needed to calm down.

It seemed to work because Ash slowly stopped to cry.

"I ruined your life" the boy sobbed out.

"No you didn't ruin our lif-" Just as you wanted to reassure him that everything was going great, you heard a loud bang coming from the hallway. You felt Ash making a move to grab the shotgun he had laying under his bed, as you stood up to go check out where the noise came from.

Just as you reached the door that leads to the hallway, you were met by a whole squad team.

"Police freeze!" Guns were pointed at you and you couldn't do anything else then put your arms in the air.

"Don't shoot, there's a kid in there. Don't shoot!" You yelled.

The next thing you know, you heard shots ringing.

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You shot up in bed, sweat all over you. Another nightmare had stolen your precious sleep.

Slowly you moved out of the bed, trying not to wake up Fez.

You walked into the kitchen, toward the fridge to grab yourself a glass of water, not planning to go back to bed soon.

Suddenly you felt arms sneaking around you from behind and you could smell Fez's cologne.

"Why you're up ma? Thought you was fine?" He quietly said kissing your neck from behind.

"Maybe I'm not fine" you sobbed out, closing your eyes to stop the tears from falling.

"Come on babe" slowly Fez guided you toward the couch in the living room.

"You wanna talk 'bout it?" He asked you.

"No, not really." You weren't ready to tell him yet, sure there were no secrets between the two of you but you would rather just cuddle and enjoy his company for a while.

"Wanna watch a movie?" Fez suddenly asked as if it wasn't middle of the night.

"You serious?"

"Yeah, why wouldn't I? Come on, when was I ever not serious huh?" He teased.

"We're in this together ma, we're in this together and if you ain't sleeping, I ain't sleeping either. So movie?"

You nodded and smiled at him as he went to grab the remote that was laying on the coffee table.

"What movie you wanna watch?" He had asked you.

"Ion know, you choose."

You had to stop yourself from grinning to much as he went to put on the movie 'Stand by me'. Back in the day it was you both's absolute favorite movie, it might still be.

Even though you both were tired as fuck, you still stayed awake the whole time to not miss out on anything, which was a surprise because you had the whole movie memorized.

As the end credits rolled on, you and Fez softly sang along while being in each other's embrace. This was all you needed, the little family you loved so deeply, meaning your boyfriend and son. That night you swore to yourself that you would never trade this for anything else.

I really had fun writing this and I hope you enjoyed. Pls leave feedback and requests:)

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Hey if you're taking requests for Antonio dawson could you write something where the reader is friends with Gabby and gets introduced to Antonio pretty soon after his divorce because Gabby is trying to set him up? The reader just pays for his drink and leaves him alone and then they end up working together because the reader is also a detective. She ends up saving his life and there's like major flirting? I just really cannot stop thinking about this man 😩😩

Antonio Dawson x reader

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"Come on, it'll be nice." Gabby said as she sat down next to you.

"Gabby no." You said as you took a sip of your drink.

Gabby was trying to suggest you going on a date with her brother.

"You both need to get out of the house anyway. Also you can't mourn over your failed relationship any longer, come on y/n, you need to get back into the game, girl"

It was true, after your last relationship ended out of nowhere your heart was broken into many pieces. It took you a while to get them back together but you are afraid the abrupt ending will repeat itself.

"Gabby, I don't need a date but I need more to drink." You told her as you stood up to grab you a few more drinks.

You can't exactly remember much of the night but somehow it ended with you accepting Gabby's proposal of a date with her brother.

That's how you found yourself in front of your mirror about a week later. Gabby sat on your bed, watching you and giving you tips once in a while.

"You sure you wanna wear that?" She looked you up and down once more.

"Yeah, what's wrong with it?" You looked down at the outfit you'd chosen. It was simple and it made you feel confident.

"I don't know. It makes you seem nice..."

"Gabby, I really don't know what's wrong about seeming nice." You were confused.

"Y/n I'm gonna tell you because I'm your friend, okay? You seem nice, like the kind of 'okay I'm gonna sell you scout cookies' nice. You know the boring kind?"

Suddenly she stood up and went to your closet without letting you speak first.

"Here, try this." She handed you a piece of clothing you had worn to go out clubbing with your friends a long time back. It reminded you of the days you were still so carefree, not worrying about anyone and anything in the world. It was years ago, before you chose to join the police and worked your way up.

"Come on y/n. Leave your shell for a while. It looks hot"

So you signed and picked up the outfit Gabby held up.

After changing into it, you quickly finished getting ready and admired your look one last time.

"You ready?" Gabby asked you while standing behind you, looking at you through the mirror.

"Acabemos con esto."(let's get this over with) You said, which made your friend chuckle.

"I'll call you later and tell me how it was, okay?" Gabby said before getting into her car.

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Antonio was seated at one of the tables inside this fancy restaurant. It wasn't really his choice to go there, or be there for that matter. His divorce with Laura was still fresh and if it wasn't for Gabby's specialty to get people to do what she wants, he wouldn't be here right now.

He doesn't even know you fir fucks sake and it took everything in him to not run your name through the system.

As he heard the door open, he looked up and saw a woman walk into the restaurant.

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You entered the restaurant and walked toward the front counter. After a short chat with the waitress and her telling you where you were going to be seated, your eyes locked with the one and only Antonio Dawson.

"Hey" You said as you gave him a smile.

"Hey" Antonio quickly stood up, the gentleman he is, he pulled the chair for you.

"Thanks"

'God this is awkward' you thought as you took a seat.

At first the conversation was a bit rough but after a while it became a little less awkward. But there was always the feeling that something wasn't right.

Soon you two finished your first drinks and were about to order food but you just couldn't do this.

"I'm sorry" You said.

Antonio didn't understand what was going on but you already stood up and placed 50$ on the table.

"It was nice really, but I can't do this." With one last smile towards Antonio you turned around and walked out of the restaurant.

Antonio can't believe it. Was he such a bad company? Did he say something wrong? Many thoughts were swirling through his mind at this exact moment.

The waitress sent him an apologizing look as he left the restaurant.

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"No Gabby, I'll never let you talk me into this ever again." Antonio said while sitting in the booth in front of Gabby.

"Come on 'tonio. I'm sure it wasn't that bad?"

"It wasn't that bad? She left before we even ordered food. God it was so embarrassing."

The date was now exactly a week ago and Antonio still couldn't get over it.

"Then what exactly did you do to scare her away like that?" His sister suddenly asked.

"If I knew, I wouldn't ask you if you know something. Do you think I've lost my charm after being married for so long?"

"Antonio...You never ever had charm to begin with" Gabby joked but she understood what he meant. She would be worried too if someone just left without a proper explanation.

"Don't beat yourself up about it tho, I'll talk to her about it. I'm sure she had her reasons." Gabby told him before it was time for her to leave.

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The next day you planned to meet her for lunch right before her shift would start. It was hard finding time to do such simple things together because you both often worked opposite shifts. At least it feels like it.

"Okay y/n spill the tea. Why exactly did you leave my brother sitting in the restaurant? "

You signed. You knew she was going to ask you about it eventually but wouldn't have thought about her asking you this two second in.

"Can we talk about something else?" You suggested.

"Let me think...no..." If you had to describe Gabby with one word, stubborn was the right one.

She finishes what she starts and no one can stop her, so she continued digging for an answer.

"Come on y/nn, did it have anything to do with your shitty ex?"

"Yeah maybe it does. But I really don't wanna talk about it. You know I just wasn't ready yet, and he didn't seem to be either. You didn't even tell me he was freshly divorced." This left Gabby speechless. She didn't tell you and she for sure knew Antonio didn't tell you either.

"How'd you know, wait? Did you search him up?" She asked with a small smirk.

"God no. I heard from a colleague at work. You know everyone knows the famous Antonio Dawson?"

"Yeah sure." She has a grin on her face you would have killed to get rid of.

"Anyways..." You slowly said.

"I got a job offer."

"Wow y/n that's fantastic. What is it?" She asked, surprised with your bluntly throwing out the information.

"Can't tell you, it ain't really official yet, but I'll tell you as soon as I can." You promised.

After around an hour of catching up and gossiping you two went your own ways.

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Everything went fine with the job and soon you found yourself entering your new place of work.

The 21st district.

Most people who were in the police force, especially in Chicago, definitely heard stories about the people that work there.

You were kinda afraid or your new boss to be honest. He was a feared man, used to be corrupt you think, but it was still an honor to be asked to join his unit.

You knew he only let the best join his team, so you didn't really understand why he chose you. You never worked together and let alone met.

You walked to the front desk with a smile, waiting for the desk sergeant to acknowledge you.

Finally she looked up from her newspaper, sending you a death glare.

"Hey" You softly said, waiting for an answer. When you noticed you wouldn't get one you continued talking.

"I'm y/n y/ln, the new detective of the intelligence unit. Sergeant Voight told me to let you take me upstairs?"

She looked you up and down before laying down her glasses and walking up from behind the desk.

"I don't really care who you are, as long as you don't get in my way and don't do anything stupid, our paths don't need to necessarily cross, understood?"

"Hmm, yes ma'am." You couldn't tell if she was always like this or basically just didn't like you.

"The tech guy got his office downstairs. Go to him, for him to add you to the system, so you can open the gate on your own. But I'll warn you, he doesn't like to wait." That was the last thing she said before she turned around and left you again.

You slowly walked into the bullpen but it was empty which left you confused.

Voight only told you to meet him at his office at the beginning of the week so you just went to go and sit in it and wait. You couldn't really do anything else.

"I don't care if you bring him in injured or uninjured, just bring him in finally!" You heard Voight's rough voice echoing through the bullpen. He sounded like he was in a bad mood. Just as he entered his office you stood up.

As he saw you, he stood still for a second before closing the door and stepping behind his desk.

"You're ready to get into it, detective? " He asked you.

"As ready as I'll ever be sarge"

"Okay, come on. I'll introduce you to the team." You followed him outside his office as he stood in front of the team.

"Guys, this is detective y/ln. She'll be joining this team from now on." This got the attention of the whole team, especially Antonio's.

He knew he recognised the name y/ln and after seeing you standing there right in front of him, he now knew from where.

"Y/ln, you're gonna partner up with Dawson over there." He told you as he pointed towards the only free desk in the room right next to Antonio's. Now also you noticed the guy, you had left sitting alone at the restaurant. To be honest it was a complete surprise you haven't run into him after the disaster, given that you both often went to the same bar.

You placed your things on the desk and turned towards Antonio.

"Heya partner" You greeted him.

Antonio wasn't too fond of the idea of having to work together with you.

Who could blame him? He didn't know anything about you and the topic of the job you do, never came up that night. So he had no idea you were a cop as well and now you were sitting right in front of him.

"Dowson, I want you and y/ln to stay put in front of the subject's house. Stay low and don't draw attention." Voight ordered.

Great a stakeout right away, no one even likes those.

So you grabbed your jacket and followed Antonio out to his car.

As he parked the car in front of the subject's house and it was all quiet , you had no choice but to talk to him.

"Are you gonna act like I'm not here the whole time now?" You asked, sounding bitchier than you would have liked.

"God, the audacity you have."

"Excuse me?" Was he really being serious?

"First you leave me without an explanation, then you turn up at my job and now you act like it's my fault?" Was he really being such an ass right now?

"Well I'm sorry, okay? I just wasn't ready for a date yet. If it wasn't for Gabby, I wouldn't have gone in the first place." There was no point in lying to him. If you two wanted to get along, you had to be honest to each other.

"Well you could have said that, made me look like a fool." He softly chuckled

This made you smile.

"I bet you looked like a fool before I even entered the restaurant. Probably were all nervous and shit." You teased.

"Oh shut up." He playfully shoved you.

"I gotta be honest with you. At first when you entered, you looked like a slut, looked kinda broke. And then you just slammed the cash on the table like it was peanuts. That was a power move, I gotta tell you."

"Well thank you. For my excuse, I only looked like a slut, cause your sister made me wear it."

"Wouldn't have guessed otherwise. You were too nice to dress like this."

Was he flirting with you? No he wasn't, right?

"You think I'm nice?" You turned to look at him.

"You saw that?" He looked towards the house, where a group of people just entered.

"Shit, you gotta call this in."

"Yeah, yeah, I'll"

After you and Antonio called the meeting in, you two just waited for backup.

Soon the rest of intelligence joined the two of you and you got ready to move in.

Knowing this could go south any minute, you were prepared for the worst.

Antonio and you took the back and waited for the signal to move in.

"Let's get this bastard," Voight said through the radio.

So you went in.

"Chicago P.D freeze." You couldn't even react fast enough till you found yourself in a big shootout.

Suddenly a bullet went by close to you and it was too late, it already hit Antonio.

"Shit" You cursed.

"5021 JONAS, officer down. I repeat 5021 JONAS, officer down."

You were using all your strength to put pressure on the wound, while at the same time trying to stay out of the shooting range behind one of the many boxes.

Antonio was hit in his lower abdomen, which made you worry even more.

"Fuck, come on, 'Tonio, you gotta stay awake. You hear me? The the fuck awake!" Your hands were now all bloody. Once again you reached for your radio.

"5021 JONAS, officer down. I need help immediately. " You said with a shaky voice.

Not long after the offenders were down and Antonio was able to get the help he needed. You just hoped that it wasn't too late.

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After a long surgery, Antonio was out of life-danger. You sat in the waiting area together with Gabby and the rest of intelligence, beating yourself up for not being able to protect him. Sure it came with the job but it didn't make it hurt less.

"He's stable for now but we're keeping him intubated for a little bit longer just to be sure." The doctor told all of you. Signs of relief washed off the faces in the waiting area.

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While Antonio was in the hospital you made it your job to visit him at least once a day. He'd told you that it wasn't necessary, but at the same time he was kinda glad to see you everyday. He kinda began to form a liking in you.

"Heya, how we doing today?" You asked as you entered his room.

"Never been better" he sarcastically answered.

"Don't lie to me, I can see when you lie. Every Time you do, you get all red and shit or wait. Do you get red because you see me?" You teased without noticing Antonio's soft yeah to your question.

"New outfit?" He asked you.

"No not really, why you care?"

" I dunno, it suits you. Makes you look nice and not like you're able to kill someone with just two moves"

"Aw thank you." This made both of you laugh.

" Hey y/n?" You looked up to him.

"Yeah?"

"Once I'm out of here, do you think we could maybe try to repeat the date? But maybe this time without you leaving me?" He asks which made you smile.

"Yeah I'd like that."

Sometimes you just weren't able to see the right things in front of you but this is why you always get a second chance, so you should grab it when you can.

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Antonio Dawson x reader

A/n: I know it isn't really like the request, but this is what I made out of it.

Words: 914

Summary: You struggle after giving birth and Antonio is there to make you feel better

Warnings: postpartum depression

You sat on the couch scrolling through Instagram as you felt yourself wishing to look like all of those healthy, skinny new super moms. You liked your body, you really did. It reminds you that you are human, especially after you gave birth to your baby girl, but just a little part inside of you wasn't really happy with the way you looked. Always being afraid anyone was talking about you or that the pictures that were taken of you, were making you seem ugly or fat.

That people were able to look through your clothes and see all the stretch marks and scars you had. It makes you feel uneasy. 

Why does everybody in this world always have to say something about the way others look? Why can't most people be the way they are? You heard your little girl crying in the room next door, so you stood up to get to her.

Not even three months ago, she was still I'm your belly, protected from the cruel world.

You felt shame because you couldn't bring yourself to wear your old clothes anymore or go out with your friends. Your hair is a mess, bags under your eyes and you were probably smelling really bad too. 

As you picked up the little Dawson to feed her you started to feel very insecure about your boobs as well. Afraid that Antonio wasn't going to like you anymore. 

It made you feel stupid to even think that.

"Hey honey it's okay" She was fussing a little and you were doubting yourself.

Were you even a good mother? Did she even like you?

After a while she was quiet again and you gently laid her back inside the bed.

Knowing that Antonio would be back any second, you went into the bathroom to take a shower.

It felt great to feel the droplets of warm water running down your tired and dry skin. Almost relaxing as if it could make every problem vanish. But that didn't last long, soon everything was catching up to you again and the tears started to spill. You knew about postpartum depression but you didn't want to admit that you might have been one of so many women suffering from it.

After a while you left the shower and looked into the mirror. 

Looking back at you was someone you barely recognized. You felt so weak.

"Babe I'm home, can I come in?" You heard Antonio ask from outside the door. He was worried because he knew you were having trouble accepting the current situation. He talked with Gabby about it, and she told him that all you needed was him being there for you. He thought it would be good to get back to work as fast as possible to not get caught up in financial struggles, but seeing you suffer so much in the last couple of days, made him take off a few more days.

"No, I'm getting dressed right now." You choked out from inside the bathroom.

He heard your voice crack and knocked again.

"Babe, please let me in." Now he was really on edge, he didn't want you to hurt yourself.

You quickly dried off the tears and put on a towel as you opened the door.

As you looked up you were met by a worried looking Antonio.

"Y/n" He started, seeing your red puffy eyes.

"Baby..." He quickly went and gave you a hug. 

" 'Tonio, I don't think I'm okay," you whispered.

It hurt him to hear you say those words.

"Talk to me y/n, please." He pleaded with you.

"I...I can't do this. I don't feel confident the way I am right now, everything sucks and I can barely bring myself to do basic human hygiene. Seeing all those people being perfect mothers after giving birth is just making it worse." Now you were a sobbing mess.

He slowly moved you backwards back into the bathroom right in front of the mirror. 

"Y/n look up at the mirror, please." You looked at your reflection in the mirror, Antonio standing behind you. 

"What do you see?" He asked you.

"Me?" You didn't know where he was going with this. 

"No there's more than that. I see a strong, independent and amazing woman. The best mother for my child and so fucking hot. I live everything about you. Every single stretch mark reminds me of how you are the mother of my child. Every scar reminds me that you don't stop when it hurts and you keep fighting. You're so fucking amazing, beautiful and talented. You have the talent to make me laugh even when I'm in a bad mood and you make me smile, just thinking about you. You make me look forward to coming home every day. Y/n Dawson, I love you so fucking much. And I want you to know that you're so strong and you're doing an amazing job, don't give up just yet. I'm here and I'll help you. "

His words really meant the world to you. You appreciated every single one that came out of his mouth. 

"Thank you." You said.

"For what?"

"For making me feel better" You smiled at him. It  was a tired smile, but it was a smile after all.

"No need to thank me. Now go and take a good long nap while I take care of our little girl." 

This was the first step to a long recovery...

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Antonio Dawson x reader

Words: 2074

Summary: You got hurt on a case and Antonio finally confesses his feelings.

You were Antonio's partner and together you two went through thick and thin. But you knew there couldn't be more between you guys. You were just friends and Antonio made that clear. After his divorce, he often came to you for advice and you were always there for him. He told you that he didn't know if he could ever really love someone again, after his ex broke his heart like that. Now this was almost two years ago and you two grew closer. But of course you respected his privacy and didn't want to push things.

"We got a new lead on Dunkins. I'm about to meet with my informant right now." You told the group as you grabbed your jacket.

"Okay, try to get as much information as possible. I don't wanna spend another day without this bastard being behind bars." Voice told you.

After that you made your way downstairs and passed Trudy's desk. 

"Hey y/ln, you got a letter." She said as she handed you the envelope.

"Weird, you know who reached it in?" You were wondering.

"No, but if you find out, please tell them that this isn't a post office." You could already see that Trudy wasn't in a good mood, so you just let her be.

You gave her a small smile, took the letter and left the lobby.

You really wanted to open the envelope now but you were already late to the meeting, so you just shoved it into the glove box and started the car.

Usually Voight didn't like his people to go somewhere alone, but he always made an exception for meetings with the informants.

After your meeting you had some really important information you needed to share immediately. 

So you hurried up the stairs and exited the bullpen.

"Anything good y/ln?" Voight asked you as he saw you entering.

Now all the attention was on you.

"Yes. My CI had information about a deal that was going to be tonight. Not only Dunkin is going to be there but also Roberts."

"Roberts, as in the guy we tried to find last year?" Jay asked you.

"Yeah exactly this guy. He stayed low after he found out the police were after him. Left Chicago immediately under a fake name and continued dealing elsewhere. Now he's back and it seems like this is our chance to catch two big fish at once." You pulled out a picture of Roberts and hung it on the whiteboard. 

"Where is this meeting going to be?" Voight asked you.

"At some downtown club. Seems like Dunkin owns this place, so we have to be extra prepared. But my CI said he likes to have strangers watch the deals, it gives him kind of power, knowing if it goes down,he can drag innocent people in it too." You didn't really want to think about all the people he involved in his deals. How scared they must be. 

"What kind of strangers?" Adam now asked.

"Mostly groups of girls or only one, but sometimes also couples. He picks out the shy people who stay back. This guy's a pure psychopath, he gets off on seeing people scared."

"Alright, we're going in undercover. Y/ln and Burgess, I want you two in there as two friends just trying to have fun. Get him to invite you back.

"Halstead, you and Upton watch them closely. Make sure nothing bad happens. This can become really dangerous. I want Dawson with me and Atwater and Ruzek to stay at the backside of the club. Understood?"

"Yessir" came from all directions.

You just put on your dress when Antonio came into the locker room.

"You think this is a good idea?" He asked you.

"You got a better one? This is our only chance, 'Tonio." You turned your back towards him and looked into the mirror while he stood behind you to zip up your dress. You felt his touch on your back and shivered. 

"I just want you to be safe, can't lose another good friend of mine." He told you.

Wow that hurt, you thought to yourself.

"You know I will." You told him as you padded his shoulder and left the locker room.

"There's a microphone in the necklace, we will hear everything you say, once you turn it on. To turn it on you just have to open the locket one time, open it another time it's turned off again. Understood?" The tech guy asked you.

"Yeah."

" I want you two to be careful. We can't send you in there with guns but just know that we're close by. Say 'monkey' for us to an entrance" Voice told you as you and Kim got in the Car.

"Okay let's go." You took one more breath as you drove away.

Antonio was worried, in the last couple of months he really started to develop feelings for you, but he wouldn't act one them yet. He was too afraid of rejection. 

Knowing you would go into the lion's cave unharmed, made his stomach drop. 

"She'll be fine Antonio." Adam said as he appeared next to him. Even though you were oblivious to Antonio's feelings, he wasn't. He knew how much you two cared for each other and he noticed your face redden everytime you two were a little too close. 

"I know"

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The mission was going great so far. Kim and you stayed at the bar away from the dancefloor where you could see Jay and Hailey dancing. 

"When are you going to tell Dawson?" Kim suddenly asked.

"Tell him what though?" You looked at her.

You really didn't want to have this conversation right now. Luckily you got saved by a man, dressed in black, strolling towards you.

You acted like you were nervously playing with your locket necklace. One time opening and shutting it, turning the hidden microphone on.

"Hello, ladies. Why are two beautiful girls like you sitting all alone at the bar?" The guy asked.

Kim and you chuckled before you went to answer.

"Because no one really made a move to make us feel less alone." You played with your hair, pretending to be the shy girl from the perfect neighborhood. 

"Oh well, if it's like that would you two like to keep me and my friends company and the VIP lounge?" He asked with a smug smile. You immediately knew this was one of Dunkin's men.

"Depends if you are going to offer us some drinks," Kim said.

"You ladies can bet on it." So you two stood up and followed the man like two lost puppies.

As you entered the back area you were met by three tall men. 

"You didn't tell us that your friends were so handsome." Kim said. 

That made the men laugh out loud.

"Alright, how about someone get us six drinks?" With that you notified your team that there were four men with you at the moment.

The evening went one and the men made no efforts in hiding their stories. They told you about everything and the deal which wasn't really smart. 

Just then another man entered the room. 

"Ah, James, you finally made it. Ladies, this is James Roberts. James, this is Sally and Kylie." Dunkin said.

"Nice to meet you ladies. Dun, I got your stuff." Roberts said.

He motioned for his men to bring it inside. They carried two large black boxes inside.

"This ladies is way better than money." Dunkin said as he opened the boxes. Inside were bags full with cocaine. Kim laughed out loud.

"Don't laugh so stupid, you sound like a money." You said just then the doors flew open. 

"Chicago P.D. freeze" one of the team shouted. You couldn't really register who shouted it, as shots rang through the air. 

Suddenly you felt a sharp pain in your right arm. A bullet had razed your shoulder and you felt all the color draining from your face. Sure you knew that being shot was part of the job, but it didn't hurt less. 

The guys were able to get all of the criminals as they gave them over to the police patrols.

"Shit, y/n." Antonio said as he saw blood on your dress and you trying to put pressure on the wound.

"It's nothing, just gazed my shoulder." You tried to restore him.

"But it looks like something. I'm taking you to med now." He told you and you couldn't do anything else than follow him.

The air outside was slightly cold and you cursed yourself for forgetting a jacked.

You turned off the mic and put the necklace back into the box it came off. As you two reached the ER, you got greeted by Maggie. 

"Oh god y/n are you okay?" She asked you, with a worried expression on her face.

"I'm fine, just got graced by a bullet. It's nothing to worry about."

"But it definitely is. Doctor Halstead" She shouted as she led you into one of the treatment rooms. 

"You look cold. I'll try to get a jacket for you, while Will stitches up your wound." She told you.

In the meantime Antonio took a seat on one of the chairs next to the bed.

"You don't need to wait the whole time." You told him because he looked really tired. 

"But I will, and I also will take you home once you're dismissed." You didn't want to argue with him. 

Just then Will entered the room with a small smile one his face.

"To what do I deserve this pleasure?" He jokingly asked as he began to inspect the wound.

"It doesn't look too deep so we should be fine with a few stitches." He told you. 

But everybody in this room knew how much you hated stitches, they could see it on the grimace you wore on your face.

"Alright, if you have to. Get it over with." You told him. 

Around half an hour later you were ready to fill out the discharge papers, thanked Maggie for the jacket she found you and were excited to finally be on the way back home.

The last couple of days were rough and you just wanted to be in your bed and sleep.

As you entered your apartment Antonio closed the door behind you.

"What did you think?" He suddenly asked.

"I'm sorry?" 

"How could you agree to Voight knowing they would have guns but you don't." 

"You act like it was my fault." You were becoming angry but Antonio was becoming furious.

"I mean it kinda was. You could have told him no, told him that you wanted a gun. But you just agreed because you're too afraid to say no."

"Oh wow. Why are you suddenly so mad?"

"Because you could have died. A little closer to your left and it wouldn't have gazed your shoulder. It could have hit your heart, neck or elsewhere. And you didn't even say that you were shot. I had to look at you bleeding to notice." He shouted.

"God, 'Tonio, nothing serious happened. You act like I almost died. Why do you even care?" You shouted back.

"Because I fucking love you." 

This left you speechless. He loved you? 

"You what?" You softly whispered.

"I love you y/n y/ln. I always had but I just didn't realize it." He took a step closer to you.

Then another step and one more.

Now he was standing right in front of you.

"Would it make you feel better if I told you that I feel the same?" You slowly said.

That was all he needed before you felt his soft lips on yours.

You two put every emotion in this kiss. All the sadness, anger, but especially love.  Love that has been waiting to be expressed for months now.

He pulled you closer and led you towards the couch, not breaking contact once. But you wanted things to go slow, to actually enjoy this. So you broke apart, taking a few deep breaths. 

" 'Tonio, I really want this," You started.

"But?" He interrupted you.

"But I want to take things slow. Maybe go out first?" You suggested.

He left out a small laugh, still holding you in place.

"Alright. Y/n, would you go out with me?"

"I would love to."

This was the beginning of a new chapter of your life's.

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Heyyy I back because I loved your last piece on connor thanks for doing it

This time could you like do connor rhodes x reader and the reader goes in to labour similarly to how natalie did and connors in surgery so she's stressed he won't make it but he makes it in time to see their kid be born

It was a close call

Connor Rhodes x reader

Words: 1036

Summary: Y/n gives birth and Connor almost misses it

"Come one y/n, you know it's stupid." Connor tries back to snap at you, but he wasn't really supporting your opinion right now.

"No, don't y/n me. Just because I'm pregnant doesn't mean I can't work. Also the ER needs me right now. You out of all people should know that we're really understaffed at the moment" You snapped back.

You just wanted to go to work like you always did. Aside from that you were also really needed, because a lot of your colleagues caught the flu.

But Connor really didn't like the idea of you going to work while being highly pregnant, especially not while it's flu season.

"No, what if you get infected as well, or worse? You never know what viruses are flying around in the ER." He tried to argue back.

"Oh come on. That's the least of our worries. I just can't stay at home another day, while knowing that people don't get the fast help they need at the moment. Also you know that we're wearing masks while treating the flu patients." Connor knew he wouldn't be able to change your mind so he just let out a sign.

"Alright, get ready. We're leaving in 10."

So you hurried up to get ready real fast and pack the things you needed for work today. 

Today was a very rushed shift and as much as you wanted to be working, you were looking forward to sorting on the couch again.

Not only your feed, but also your back was killing you.

Aside from that the baby was kicking a little too much today and it hurt a bit.

"Hey y/n I know you were going to get lunch but could you please take over this patient?" Maggie asked you, and even though you would have loved a break, you took the IPad from her hands and went to treatment room 3.

"Hello Joshua, I'm doctor y/ln. What's the matter?" You asked the young man that was sitting on the bed.

"Nothing really. I was just not feeling well and my friend wanted me to get it checked out." He answered.

"In which way exactly aren't you feeling well?" You needed to know more symptoms. 

"I just felt a lot of dizziness and headaches the last couple of days."

You stepped forward and pulled out your torch to shine him in the eyes.

"Okay follow the light please"

You didn't really like what you saw.

"April, let's send him up for a CT and blood tests. Also please inform doctor Abrams." You said.

Just then suddenly Joshua had to vomit and half if it went over your shirt. Luckily before anymore could land on you, April already handed him a bowl.

"Okay, let's act fast." You told her with a grossed look on your face.

As you stepped out of the treatment room you suddenly felt a really sharp pain in your upper abdomen followed by a splash.

"Oh no!" You muttered out.

Luckily for you Maggie saw what happened and was by your side in no time.

"Alright I guess you're going to have a baby" She tried to calm you down.

"No, no Maggie, I can't, not now. I got puke all over me and Connor's not here. Where is he even?" You started to panic, your emotions all over the place.

"It's all fine. You can change when we're upstairs and I'm gonna try to reach Connor. Everything will be okay honey." Maggie was trying everything to help you, but what you didn't know was that Connor had to perform a difficult surgery at the moment, that couldn't be stopped. Also she had to find someone to replace her , because she didn't want to leave you alone.

Another sharp pain reached you as you stepped into the elevator.

"Maggie I can't do this, I'm not ready"

You were really afraid of what might come.

"Y/n, I really don't want to hear all of that bullshit. You will be amazing and you and Connor will be the best parents ever." 

You really appreciated her words and wanted to thank her, just as another contraction hit you.

This time it was much worse than the ones before.

"Okay, let's get you out of those clothes and then let's have a baby alright?" Maggie said

"But Maggie, don't you have to be in the ER?" You asked.

"No. Right now you're my highest priority." With that you two went into the room, you were about to give birth in.

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"Alright Mama, it's time to push" The doctor told you.

"No, no. Maggie Connor's not here. He has to be here." 

"Sweety, you can't stop now, you have to keep going." She took your hand. 

Just as you were about to push, Connor ran into the room.

"Oh god, babe I'm so sorry, I'm here."

Your eyes started to water up, just out of pure happiness that he made it and the pain you were feeling. 

"On three," the doctor said. 

"One..."

"Two..."

"Now push"

So you started to push as much as you could. "Okay y/n just one more time" Maggie said. So you tried again and suddenly cries filled the room.

"Congratulations, it's a boy. Dad wants to cut the cord?" The doctor handed Connor the scissors.

After your baby boy got weighted and everything he got handed to you. This was the first time you held your baby boy in your arms.

"Look at him, he looks just like you" you couldn't stop the tears from running.

Connor left a kiss on your forehead and then on your baby's.

"Yeah kinda , don't he?" This made you crack a smile.

"Congratulations to you both." Maggie came towards you both.

"So what are you gonna name this little angel?" She asked.

"We thought about Liam David" Connor looked at you.

"Yeah, Liam for my brother that died last year and David in honor of Dr. Downey." You told her.

"That's perfect. Alright all leave you three be for a while." She gently stroked your shoulder and left with a smile.

"Hey, Liam, welcome to the family." You said as you gave him a light kiss. 

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What about like connor rhodes x reader being married and arriving at med at different times on there first day so no one clicks as to why she's calling him connor till someone hits on her and he steps in and says there married

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It's my business also

Connor Rhodes x reader

Words: 1381

Summary: just the way your marriage comes out

You told your husband Connor you could just pick him up after he brought his car to the shop, so it could get a new battery.

But he just told you that he would take the train instead and meet you at work.

You two just moved back to Chicago about two weeks ago and luckily for you, you got a job in the same hospital. Connor as a trauma surgeon and you as a ER doctor.

You two met back in med school and it clicked instantly, of course it had always been a dream of the two of you, to work together.

Today was also the day the new ER would be opened, so you were really really excited.

You saw the crowd standing at the door, waiting for the red tape to be cut, so they could enter.

It took a little ceremony but soon you all were able to set a foot inside the new shining department.

Looking around, you looked for someone who could lead the way. Luckily for you you saw Sharon Goodwin walking around, carrying a smile on her face, so you tried to get her attention.

"Hey, Mrs. Goodwin?" You appeared behind her and she turned around to look at you.

"Oh Dr. Y/ln right?" You two had already met once at the interview but it was a while ago. And even though you had Connor's last name as yours, you two were against using it in the hospital. No one needed the confusion that came with two doctors having the same name.

"Yeah, that's me..."You just wanted to continue talking as the station nurse started yelling orders.

"Okay, you can put your things in the break room right over there and then we need you ASAP." Goodwin told you.

So you hurried over to the break room and just put your things somewhere, you had to worry about your own locker later, but first they needed your help.

Just as you exited the room, you saw many people getting wheeled in, Connor as well. Luckily he looked fine aside from a small cut on his arm.

He walked in like he owned this place, ready to help and yell orders.

The redhead on the other side of the room didn't really like that very much.

It turned out that the train Connor was in had crashed and left many people injured.

As it all cooled down a little, you went over to Connor.

"Hey, Connor" He looked at you and smiled.

That didn't go unnoticed by some people in the ED, especially Maggie and April.

"You want me to stitch you up?" You pointed at the cut on his arm.

"I got time right now."

"You know I can just do it myself?" He told you.

"Yeah but..."You couldn't really think of a reason right now, so you just stopped talking.

"I'm just kidding y/n, I could need your help." He had to suppress a laugh.

So you two went to an empty treating room and you stitched him up.

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Meanwhile the nurses were gossiping about you.

"They're both new right?" April asked the group.

"Yeah... Do you think they know each other?" Maggie asked.

"I bet they do, maybe she was his fling once a while ago. I mean look at him, he looks like he could have anyone and if you look closely, he doesn't wear a ring."

"Mhmm, alright, but..." Maggie just wanted to speak up as Will called over April for her help.

------the next shift----

You entered the hospital after giving Connor a ride to the shop to pick up his car.

It felt like you were sneaking around because no one really knew yet that the two of you were married, but it's not like you kept it a secret.

If someone would ask you, you would answer them honestly.

You already made a few night friends after you spent the last break together with Natalie, who told you most of the gossip in the hospital.

It was fun and you felt yourself becoming part of the hospital family.

You were just typing away on the Computer in the lobby when Maggie suddenly stood next to you.

"Hey, Dr. Y/ln right?"

You turned to look at her.

"Yeah but please call me y/n, the Dr. makes me think you're my patient." You joked.

"Okay y/n, I'm Maggie but I bet you already knew that. Would you like to join the girls and me at Molly's tonight?" She asked you.

"Molly's?"

You didn't really understand what Molly was.

"Oh yeah right, newbie. So Molly's is the bar where most of us hang out after shifts. People call it the first responder bar, because most of the CPD and fire department hang out there too."

"Oh that sounds great." You exclaimed.

"I'm in, send me the time and place and I'll be there." You told her one second before they're was another patient, who needed your help.

Later that night, you were getting ready and Connor was as well, because he was asked by the others if he would like to join.

"So who exactly asked you?" You asked Connor.

"The redhead, Will's his name. Said it would be a boys night together with some of the men of the CFD."

"That's great. I think it's good for you to make some friends." You laughed as he was looking at you like you were crazy.

"That sounds like something my mom would have told me before I had to go to school."

You went back into the bedroom to change into your outfit for the night. Nothing special but good enough for a bar.

"Alright babe, I'm ready to go." Connor offered to drive today, so you could have fun with the girls.

"Yeah just one more minute" you told him.

So about 30 minutes later you both entered Molly's and went into your separate groups.

"Okay girls the next round is on me as a thank you for the invitation" you told the girls and they started to cheer.

A few drinks later and you all were starting to feel buzzed, just as you stood up to grab a few more drinks a random guy approached you.

"Hey, can I offer you a drink?" He looked straight at you and you were slightly uncomfortable in this position.

Perfect luck that you also forgot to put on your wedding ring after Connor rushed you so much.

"Oh no thank you I'm fine." You tried to get him to leave you alone.

"I mean you don't look fine to me, your glass is already empty." But he didn't leave.

"No, I'm really fine and not really interested."

Now most of the attention was on you and the stranger.

The girls were about to step in when Connor suddenly appeared next to you.

"Dude didn't you hear her? She said she's fine" he told the man.

"Man chill out, it's none of your business." The stranger just didn't want to let it be.

"I think it's all my business when you keep harassing my wife." Connor had enough of this guy's bullshit.

Of course most of the people around you heard what Connor had said and started to whisper, but you ignored it.

"Your wife, good joke buddy but I don't even see a ring on her finger." Slowly you grew impatient with the man's behavior.

But Connor knew that was coming, while searching for his phone before the two of you left, he saw your rings and knew you were going to forget them in the rush. But he also forgot to give them to you before entering the bar.

So he pulled out the two rings he kept in his pocket the whole evening and showed them to the stranger.

"You mean those?"

He gave them to you and you quickly slipped them onto your finger.

That not only left the stranger speechless, but most of the med family as well.

After that the men left you alone without saying more and you all were able to enjoy the rest of the night.

Now a few years later, it was still one of the biggest inside jokes of the Molly's family

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