ichor-on-paper

[ichor-on-paper]

hello tumblr! been so long. i forgot that this account even exists lmao. i am thinking about converting this one into a studyblr (or) starting a new account for the same. what do we think?

[ichor-on-paper]

coming out is exhausting, really exhausting.

I've come out to so many people, SO MANY, and yes it gets easier as time passes but still there is that tiny bit of anxiety which always persists. there is that one small moment where your heart skips a beat because you don't know how the person in front of you is gonna react, whether you are gonna be hugged or hurt, and this feeling is gonna remain the same, be it your first time coming out or the millionth. it's like your mind craves for acceptance just to feel safe around someone, and it just pisses me off that a lot of people face this everyday just to feel safe and at peace.

"well you don't have to come out, just mind your business and others will mind theirs"

no steve, you would do anything to prove that you are straight if everyone assumes you to be otherwise. pretending a major part of you to be non existent can be mentally draining. and honey, I don't wanna be around someone who might have an opinion that people like me don't deserve to live. I'd rather face the anxiety of coming out than live with that uncertainty. and it's just soo unfair to go through that much just to feel safe.

sending a virtual hug to everyone who goes through this everyday. I love y'all.

#lgbt #lgbtq #lgbtq positivity #lesbian #gay #bisexual #transgender #queer #mlm #wlw #nblm #nblw #coming out

[ichor-on-paper]

please tell me you saw stapleton spelled backwards on the bottom and forever spelled backwards on the top too

Sorry didn't know who Stapleton was until I searched him up BUT YES I SAW FOREVER

[ichor-on-paper]

ITS A CROSSWORD YALL OH MY GOD

*presses post* *cackles maniacally*

Level: casually cruel in the name of being honest

[ichor-on-paper]

oh fuck you taylor

*presses post* *cackles maniacally*

Level: casually cruel in the name of being honest

[ichor-on-paper]

Happy pride month to all my LGBTQ+ siblings out there. I love each and everyone of you and I am so proud of you for making it this far. Closeted or out, I am really really proud of you. Sending hugs to each and every queer person out there. Take care and thank you for existing.

#lgbt #lgbtq #lgbtq community #lesbian #gay #bisexual #bi #trans #transgender #pansexual #asexual #queer #pride month #pride #intersex #mlm #wlw #nblm #nblw #love is love #love #rainbow #proud #coming out #gay love

[ichor-on-paper]

Hey, I am really proud that you got out of bed this morning and you are ready to face another day. Incase you don't feel loved, know that I love you so much. You are such a beautiful person and this world really needs you. I am sending you one huge hug filled with love. Go ahead and rock your day!! I know you can do this!!!

-Your Tumblr brother.

#i love you #positivity #seize the day #carpe diem #mental heath support #support #love #hugs #love and hugs #take care #proud #depressed #anxious #sad #happy #sending good vibes #good vibes #mental illness #tumblr brother

[ichor-on-paper]

Studies show that gay and bi men are much more likely to struggle with body image issues than straight men.

To all of my gay and bi brothers out there, you are beautiful. You are handsome as fuck. Every inch and curve of your body is sexy. You are loved and YOU ARE LOVABLE. Please don't beat yourself up to meet some stupid 'standards'. You will find someone who will love you for who you are.

Reblog to let your gay and bi men followers know that they are beautiful.

#gay #gay love #lgbtq #lgbt #lgbtq positivity #body image #body image issues #bi #bi men #bi men positivity #queer #mlm #mlm positivity #mlm post #mental health #positivity #reblog #you are beautiful #bodypositivity #body dysmorphic disorder #body dysmorphia #men #bisexual

[ichor-on-paper]

oh, to lie on wet grass on a winter evening with a lover, with your face on his shoulder as you watch the sun sink below the horizon, trying to make out the constellations as the stars sway in the sky. he leans in to kiss you gently as you become a blushing mess under the moon.

god I am so single.

#i want a boyfriend asap #dark academia #dark acadamia aesthetic #mlm #mlm thoughts #gay #gay love #mlm post #love #LGBT #lgbtq #lgbtqia #lgbtq positivity #reblog #like #gay as fuck #light academia #queer love #queer #man loving man

[ichor-on-paper]

Driving down the road, you see the small shop where you once had ice cream with that peculiar taste, you remember the innocence and glee you had when you were a kid. You reminisce about those memories as the shop becomes a glimmer behind you.

Maybe, life isn't so bad after all.

#dark academia #dark academia aesthetic #literature #thoughts #dark acadamia aesthetic #love #childhood #light academia #light academia aesthetic #pennedthoughts #reblog #emotional #reminiscence #reminiscing #random thoughts

[ichor-on-paper]

Well, i thought i would take a break because i was going through something but it ended up being a huge ass break. Well I am back now!

I am gonna start the 100 days of productivity (again) challenge in my personal account ( @carpe-diem-seize-the-day-boys ), so check it out if you want❤️

[ichor-on-paper]

Me: does a small mistake which nobody notices.

My brain every night at 1 am for the rest of my life:

That was IDIOTIC, you STUPID IDIOT.

#god i hate the human brain #this flesh with electricity had ruined my life #mood #meme #original #joke #reblog #brain #no thoughts brain empty

[ichor-on-paper]

I am thinking about posting anderperry bits occasionally if not almost daily.

Y'all down for it?

#anderperry #neil perry #todd Anderson #dead poets society #dps #dark academia #dark acadamia aesthetic #mlm #mlm ship #mlm thoughts #john keating #carpe diem #knox overstreet #knoxious #gerald pitts #steven meeks #dead poets

[ichor-on-paper]

twerking (Taylor's version)

#fearless #fearless taylor’s version #fearless from the vault #from the vault #taylor swift #taylor nation #taylor #swift #swiftie #swifties #you belong with me #fifteen #forever and always #love story #taylor's version #RIP ME #i died dead #you all over me #white horse #bye bye baby #we were happy

[ichor-on-paper]

(tw: f slur)

When you are gay and exhausted as fuck

#lgbt #lgbtq #lgbtqia #lgbt memes #gay #bi #bisexual #lesbian #mlm #wlw #nblm #nblw #mlm thoughts #wlw thoughts #gay thoughts #queer #queer love #gay as fuck #gay and exhausted #exhausted #trans #original #reblog

[ichor-on-paper]

Hehe, you're welcome.

Fluster challenge: (you asked for it)

You are Todd. After a long and busy day, Neil returns home and is surprised to find that you have set the table with candles and food you made with love, while classical music is playing in the background. Neil's face lights up and he gives one big hug which you never wanted to end. You eat your dinner, staring at Neil's beautiful eyes, pretending to listen to him talking about what happened at work. After that, you two dance, with the music still playing in the background, and Neil kisses you. You two blush, and you sway with him in the candlelight, holding his hands, your heart tingling with joy, feeling grateful for finding your soulmate while you two smile at each other.

FUDKWJBAGWYAAGEGUWBQH 10000000000273718369128246719151818291927018293969683281%

#dead poets society #anderperry #neil perry #todd anderson #dark academia #dark academia aesthetic #dead poets #poets #john Keating #gerald pitts #steven meeks #knoxious #knox overstreet #charlie dalton #chaotic academia #gay ships #mlm #mlm thoughts #gay love

[ichor-on-paper]

I am Todd Anderson searching for my Neil Perry.

#todd but much uglier #when you are single as fuck #dead poets society #dead poets #dps #todd anderson #neil perry #dark acadamia aesthetic #dark academia #mlm #mlm thoughts #carpe diem #knoxious #knox overstreet #steven meeks #charlie dalton #mood #original #reblog #gay #gay love #gay ship #anderperry