ifeltthisone

[ifeltthisone]

what is it that you want?

[ifeltthisone]

never wanted to hurt your feelings

[ifeltthisone]

Noch 'ne Runde um den Block in deinem Beifahrersitz Steig noch nicht aus, damit es bleibt wie es ist Wir müssen nicht reden, denn du weißt wie es ist Weißt wie es ist Hab kaum noch geschlafen seit 2010 Doch wenn du mich fragst, weiß ich nicht was mir fehlt Ich weiß nur bei dir bin ich ein bisschen okay Die Welt dreht sich weiter, aber heut nicht mit mir Mal alles vergessen, geht am besten mit dir Es fängt an zu regnen, ich will noch nicht gehen Und das Grau wird zu Blau, die Sonne geht gleich auf...

#Beifahreresitz #please #stay

[ifeltthisone]

"Won't like wakin' up tomorrow.

I'm the only one that cares about myself.

And you don't need me like I need you.

So if I go, maybe I'll free you.

But I'll be lost, to tell the truth, I need your help.

And even you can't fix my problems Like you once did, I'm too hollow"

#Spotify

[ifeltthisone]

can it end?

[ifeltthisone]

I miss the things we never got to have

#i #miss #you #love

[ifeltthisone]

you really don‘t know pain till you sat and begged god to heal your heart

#depression #sad

[ifeltthisone]

#queue

[ifeltthisone]

kind angry, kinda sad

[ifeltthisone]

wondering if you read this stuff

[ifeltthisone]

Can't help it, that's just me, lies that's me avoidin' the change. Yeah, that's probably why the issues ain't goin' away. Yeah, that's probably why I always sit around and complain. Tellin' myself that I ain't never gettin' out of this place. Out of my face if you tellin' me I need to be different. That's the issue though, I'm always insecurity-driven. Takin' the wrong turns, actin' like I know where I'm headed. Waitin' for somethin' bad to happen, I can snap any minute. I need change. Yeah, that's kinda easy to say, right? But difficult to do when I feel like I hate life. And everyone around me kinda thinks I'm a great guy. But I don't ever think it so I think I'm a fake liar...

#sad #depressed #missing #you #a #lot #sad quote #quote

[ifeltthisone]

only one name passing my head

[ifeltthisone]

it still hurts me, why can‘t we be together? I miss you.

[ifeltthisone]

craving for peace

#can’t #think #straight #please #help #me #I #am #drowning #in #thoughts

[ifeltthisone]

I need a hug right now, why is there nobody?

#hug #need

[ifeltthisone]

why do I start feeling anger?

#confused #of #the #love #breakup #thing

[ifeltthisone]

can we please hug and pretend nothing ever happened?

#please #let #me #hug #you