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“you look happier” is the best compliment

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I just wanna say I've been away for a bit... like a long while and after following Strange Aeons on YT I felt called to come back and I'm just so happy I did <3

Feels like I've been away at boarding school for a long time and I've finally come home

#writing #journal

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Miriam getting to that point where you are so old and honestly don’t give a fuck anymore:

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Scott Pilgrim vs. the World (2010) dir. Edgar Wright

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Letting go of the shame that comes with being a beginner has improved my life tenfold. At least I’m trying, embarrassment is fiction.

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"I, too, am being blackmailed for something I didn't do." "Me, too." "And me."

Clue (1985) dir. Jonathan Lynn

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Took a wrong turn somewhere

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my grubhub being delivered by a wizard or some sort of apostle

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Shifting Focus

I feel inspired today by those who have a vision & follow it through to actualization.

Creating something out of nothing but the thoughts in your mind... Pure manifestation. The magick is there all around me.

Yet still I feel struggle, I don't flow. I try to find myself a place in a world I don't fit into...

My focus shifts to creating a world of my own. Carving it out of the bones of ancient civilizations, lost to us by colonialism, capitalism, and the never-ending greed of power.

My own ancestors were some of the worst perpetuators and now act & feel like the biggest victims. We all lose in our old way of living.

I want culture & community. I want the feeling of safety talked about in Nordic countries. Where they feel safe enough to leave their baby sleeping in a stroller while they grab a coffee (Little Book of Lykke, Wiking 2017).

I want the knowledge of the indigenous communities who lived on the land that would one day become my home. I did nothing but come into existence onto land already stolen, with knowledge already hidden...

But I can feel the Earths pain. I know she won't be fully healed until this land is truly free, but also cared for once again.

GB

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Opening My Eyes

In simple terms, I'm here because I'm gaining a higher level of consciousness & awareness at an important time...

They tried to fill humans with negativity, but in my reality humans are more resilient than they seem. Without even knowing the real battle they've been fighting, the majority chose love, unity, and creation over and over again.

Enough of us have given ourselves the love we need to heal & we've seen the positive impact its had on our lives. Because of this we are collectively moving into a higher frequency, one motivated by love.

Therefore I can shed all ideals I had about the world before...

I'm here to create out of pure love & joy that I have for life.

GB

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