ever since i was a little girl i knew i wanted to be a stressed adult male protagonist splashing water on his face in the bathroom
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Wings of The Morning (Detail), by Edward Robert Hughes.
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"being in the military is hard" theres harder things. Like telling my mom she was wrong about something
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Had a nightmare last night, think it's from spending all day yesterday having to think about my fathers death and siblings and shit for the paperwork.
But I was basicslly counting down to my inevitable death at a miserable party, surrounded by strangers everywhere drinking, dancing and ignoring me. My sister throwing up from being drunk, my mother feeling sorry for herself, my father doing more and more dramatic displays of his love without actually caring was simply for apperance, and none of my friends even showed up. I remember spending the whole dream thinking I just wish my friends where here instead, feeling like I was already dead and a forgotten. Then that fear was confirmed when they started all shoving me into a coffin with some other persons name on it, not even my fucking birth name or something.
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if i donโt talk to myself who will
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โI still catch myself feeling sad about things that donโt matter anymore.โ
โ Kurt Vonnegut
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Spent the whole day filling out death benefits forms and shit and now I'm disociated as fuck and spiraling over everything to do with my siblings and parents ever aha
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