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[on a hike]

Pepper: It’s beautiful out here

Tony: And quiet

Pepper: Too quiet

Tony: Did we lose someone?

[cut to Peter trying to befriend a bear]

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It was so out of the blue.

I saw your notification and my heart skipped a beat. My mind felt as easy

If only I knew

I would’ve never opened your message

You were the best thing to happen to me

And sometimes good things never last

Honestly thinking, I’m glad we never got matching tattoos cause that reminder would’ve killed me everyday

I will always have love for you.

But it was so out of the blue.

Like crossing the street and not seeing the speeding car

We’re you just waiting for me to come home?

I didn’t think we grew apart

I just wish you the best

God I’m so stupid

For having so much love for you.

Where do I put this love

Im really trying to be ok

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I give Entergalactic a 10/10. It’s a Netflix original.

Two, genuinely good and unapologetically black people falling in love.

No toxic exes. Even his ex left him be when he told her he liked someone.

Jabari was a graphic Artist and Meadow was a photographer.

There was no violence or stereotypes.

No cheating. No abuse. Jabari never disrespected women once and was in touch with his feelings.

Just love and I will definitely watch this again.

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LUCIFER

Names

The Morning Star, Ruler of hell, the Fallen one, Dark angel, Prince of Darkness, Dragon Seprent, Proud Angel, Lord of the Air.

Appearance

Handsome to a level where he almost kills, angelic aura exudes from within despite the darkness. Six colossal wings which burn the shade of red. Turning black almost instantly. The burn, the pain while he fell from heaven. Large black horns, eyes which hold the eternity along with the burning passion of righteousness. Chiselled jaw, sculptured jawline. A beauty and a sight to behold and to bow.

Tarot card

Death. The card of transformation. The card of new beginnings. The energy reminiscent of Lucifer. He is the person who you find when you are at your lowest, he supports you when no one does. Being with you to help you stand and claim your power again, to shine again, just like 'The Morning Star'. Shedding the current skin of materialism and false perceptions and revealing the depth of spirituality that you never knew you possessed. Connecting to the higher self. Recognizing your own strength. A metaphor for transformation.

Sigil

About

Mastermind. A beautiful calmness that you almost forget the malevolence. Lethal in wars. Cutthroat. Defeated the Prime evils. Wrath of 'hell'. Intimidating. Towering. No one dares to cross him. The personification of power. Regal. King in every sense. No entity has been able to compete with him. Destruction. Red orbs swirling with intensity. Smirk promising a demise with a walk that drips confidence.

Signs

His presence can be felt by other people and you too but less. His presence is cold and heavy. The air shifts particularly. Screams respect. Dark coloured insects are a symbolism of him. You see yourself from the eyes of Universe. Aligning you with your own self. Coming into your own power. Unleashing your full potential. Shining in your achievements and brimming with talents, you know Lucifer is standing right behind you, mirroring.

Finesse

Lucifer helps you achieve your goals. Giving you clarity on various matters. Gives you have an unbiased approach towards life. Acknowledging what is actually important, what you need to cherish. Which qualities you need to incorporate and what you need to uproot from yourself. The process is easier said than done. Expands the murky boundaries that line the infinite abyss called our mind. Shows a completely unexplored territory yet somehow making you feel as if it was always there with you. A freedom if you learn to control, you can reach heights along with a satisfaction you always sought. Self-discovery comes from pushing, not the other way round!

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For informative purpose. Respectful credits to the resources for some of the content and the pictures.

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When ur body if finally ready to cry but u don’t cause u don’t know if it’ll stop crying.

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I tied to find a place in other to fill the whole u left in me. Being around them seemed like I felt whole and happy. But that was just the euphoria in my 8yr old brain. I didn’t realize then that nobody made space for me. I just forced myself there.

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I pushed you out cause every time I was with u, it just reminded me how fucked up my life is compared to everyone else.

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No medication has ever worked on me because i’m not suffering from a mental disorder i’m experiencing divine madness

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I think everyone should make dumb ugly zines and bad music and write shitty books with weird premises and publish them for pay what you will online. I think people should write plays that are only ever intended to be performed with their friends in their living rooms. I think people who like ttrpgs should explore bizarre itch.io games and new systems that have no affiliation whatsoever with any major publishing house. If youre lucky enough to have a cool local community radio station nearby you should listen to that and what people close to you have to say and what they're creating that has no focus on being nationally appealing. I just think creation should be more joyful and local both in a geographic sense and a personal and social sense and unconcerned with whether or not it will be commercially viable or slick or even good beyond your own pride in it. And I think it's good to seek out art that exists for its own sake or to appeal to the community it was created within

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oh god i see what they’re doing with the new notes view. they’re trying to turn it into twitter. they bought into the feb ‘22 tumblr resurgence and they’re trying to make the place inviting

the fact this goes alongside a mass banning of black blogs and deletion of even mild ‘anti-white’ posts - during BHM - is. telling.

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So, the shortest answer to the question, “What happens when I die?” is that you don’t die. And that is the truth, because when you understand the nature of the person who is dying, and you understand the act of dying, you will see there is no such thing as death anymore. There is no self that dies. There is only transformation.

When we practice mindfulness, we can get many kinds of relief. But the greatest relief and peace comes when  we are able to touch our nature of no birth and no death. This is something doable. It’s something possible. And it gives us a lot of freedom. If we are in touch with our cosmic body, our God body, our nirvana body, then we are no longer afraid of dying. This is the cream of the Buddha’s teaching and practice. There are those who can die happily, because they have touched this insight.

- Thich Nhat Hanh, in ”The Art of Living”.

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hot girls (me) use tumblr to be publicly insane

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Seth Cardinal Dodginghorse from the Tsuut’ina First Nation cuts off his braided hair in response to Calgary’s Ring Road being built which has required his home be destroyed (the home has been in the family for 5 generations).

More information here:

https://allthecanadianpolitics.tumblr.com/post/630813216638910464/tsuutina-man-cuts-off-braids-in-protest-as

Video source:

https://twitter.com/Tommy_Slick/status/1311762466414632960

Tagging: @politicsofcanada

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Shoutout to all the girls who can’t afford the life styles and everything else they see on tumblr and Instagram. You don’t need anything materialistic to be worthy and you don’t need expensive make up and clothes to be seen as beautiful. You are beautiful and I love you.