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imaginationlover101 · 5 months
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I'm currently thirsting over Harrison Ford in the early Indiana Jones....
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imaginationlover101 · 6 months
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Guys!!! I'm having the only writers block right now. I want to write so many fics but yet nothing's coming to mind. If anyone has any request pls send them in!!!💕💕💕💕
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imaginationlover101 · 7 months
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Someone pls help me find this fic. It's where the reader and Bradley go to a house party and shes shy. Some guy makes fun of her and Bradley fights him off and then they leave the party and Bradley comforts her in the car.
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Coming Soon!!!
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I can officially say that Peter Sutherland is my favorite fictional man!
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GABRIEL BASSO as PETER SUTHERLAND 1x01 The Call, The Night Agent
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Someone pls write peter sutherland fics!
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I SWEAR, Season 1 has me in a chokehold 😥😍. I need a Jamie Fraser.
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𝗷𝗮𝗺𝗶𝗲 𝘅 𝗰𝗹𝗮𝗶𝗿𝗲 • every moment, every second • 𝟱𝟰/∞
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Anakin Skywalker Headcanon
A/N: This gif is already fueling my mind of Anakain rescue scenarios
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First of all I have so many different scenarios in my head, but I'll stick to one at the moment.
The scenario I have now takes place as the reader being a senate and Anakin is assigned to watch over her.
(The two of them share a love-hate relationship, even though both of them are in love)
Anakin's been assigned to watch over her the week before and after her senate ball, and on the night of the ball he let's his feelings slips.
He tells Y/N how he feels, she feels the same and then there about to kiss but gets interrupted by someone telling them its time to go.
While leaving, Y/N and Anakin get separated when she loses the papers to her speech. Droids soonly take her away and Anakin loses sight for her.
Anakin looks all around for Y/N and suddenly feels his emotions start to spike. Realizing that he's suddenly in love, Anakin starts fighting the droids (where the gif comes in) and wont stop until he finds you.
When he finally finds you (half unconscious) in one of the conference room, he begins to pick you up and carry you away from all the destruction.
Shielding you in his robe, Anakin walks away from the rooms ignoring the talks of Obi Wan in his head telling him that being in love went against all the Jedi Laws.
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Oh my God 🥺😍😍😍😍😍😍😍
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Robert Pattinson as Bruce Wayne in THE BATMAN (2022)
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In honor of valentines day coming up
Grocery Store Fanatics ♡
Anakin Skywalker x reader
Summary: Obi Wan's missions always seemed to take unexpected turns, but after him leading both you and Anakin to a grocery store things take a turn for the worst.
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Grocery stores during the holidays were always my favorite. The way that for each time of year the store was always decorated perfectly, making you feel like you were walking into a movie. Valentines day was just around the corner and the whole entire store was decorated with red, pink, gold hearts and cupids. Pink and white streamers hung from the ceiling with pieces of glitter that would shine each move. It truly looked like cupid's workshop at first glance.
Anakin ruined the whole "Valentine's day spirit" as soon as we walked through the door. The first mistake he claimed that the store made was hanging the flying cupid far to low from the ceiling, which of course he walked into. If only he knew his height was the promblem.
"Couldnt they put this any lower." Anakain pushes the flying cupid away from him (which only brings the figure closer) as Obi Wan and I watched it swing and attach onto the other decorations.
Obi Wan seemed to be disappointed by Anakins doings and sighed leaning into the heart display. "Be mindful Ankain, we in such a happy place during this holiday season." "I wouldn't exactly call it a holiday Obi Wan." Obi Wan shakes his head at the Ankian words "Its *cough* master to you". Rolling his eyes Ankain picks up the candy gumball display watching all the glitter gumballs go around the display. While being fascinated with the toy, Anakin turns the machine upside down only for all the gumballs to spill out on the floor.
Laughing by myself I watch as Anakin squirmed around to try and pick up all the gumballs."You know for someone who hates the holiday you sure seem to love those heart gumballs Ani." Obi Wan shushed me before any "hurtful" words could come out. "Remember Jedis were here on a misson."
For the most point I was highly confused. Out of all of the missions Obi Wan had taken us one, I stared to question why this so called misson us in a grocery store. "Not to be rude Master, but why are we in a grocery store?"
Obi Wan blushed and before (he thought) Anakin, and I could see he cleared his voice. "Seee uhh, we are here on this misson today because......Y/N I infer you are aware on how to bake a cake correct?"
Questionably I turn to Obi Wan and nodded by head. "Yes master of course I do." "Well wonderful because todays exercise is for you to teach Anakin all about the world of baking. By doing this the both of you too will learn power of teamwork and how to work under pressure and time."
Turning towards Anakin we both started to stare at Obi Wan confused. We had been on countless of missions and taught our own class of younger Jedis together. Even though Ankain and I have our fair shares of ups and downs we were way past the whole "team bonding exercise."
Ankian huffs and starts to run his fingers through his hair. "Master I just dont understand why-" "Enough Ankain, now you and Y/N go and find the ingredients for cake while I find the frosting." With those words Obi Wan left Ankain and I in silence still wondering what exactly was the point of today.
With Obi Wans words Anakin and I were left alone leaving us to walk in the dairy section. "Do you think Obi Wan would notice if we made the cake from scratch or if we just used the box?" After waiting quite some time on Anakin for the awnser, I finally looked at him and found Anakin staring at the shiny decorations (I knew he liked them). Tapping Anakin out of his thoughts he finally looked at me, and gave an awnser. "Honestly he's going to be mad either way, but I vote the box version."
After finally agreeing on something Anakin and I start to move away from the dairy ailse and into dessert. Suddenly I star to turn around and push Anakin and I behind the cupid cutout. "Uhhh Y/N, not that I dont love being in tiny spaces with you, but what are we doing behind cupid. Because if you wanted my heart all you had to do was ask."
Smacking Anakin out of whatever thoughts he was feeling, I began to peak out from behind cupid. "Oh, I just thought someone was following us that's all." Anakin nods his head and begins to walk out from behind cupid waiting until I had done the same. "Come on Y/N take my hand." Rolling my eyes I begin to take Anakins hand but not before looking 360 once again.
I had to admit I was still skeptical walking into the cake isle. The once cute festive decorations were now creeping me out. Making our way into the cake isle Anakin and I begin to stand infront of all the flavors. I could tell Anakin was taken back seeing all the diffrent options to chose from.
"Are there really this many flavors?" Taking a step back I begin to look over all the flavors again. "Yep basically, what flavor do you think Obi Wan wants?" Anakin starts humming to himself. "You know I peg him to be a vanilla guy, but I feel strawberry suits him." Nodding I start to agree with Anakin but not before the lightbulb went off inside my head.
"Wait Ani, what happens if the reason why Obi wan wants us to make a cake together is because he doesn't know how." Nodding his head Anakin speaks "Yes Y/N I thought we established that already." Rolling my eyes for the fifth time "No Anakin, what if the reason why Obi Wan is making us do this isnt because of his desire for desserts, but his love for someone elese!" "You really think Obi Wan fell in love?" " Yes Anakin love is possible, even for Obi Wan" I mutter.
Anakin gasps "Talk about lies, hes the biggest one, hes using us! To be fair it is only 2 days before Valentines." Nodding my head in agreement I watch as Anakin picks up the heart shaped cake tin.
Forgetting I haven't turned around in awhile I start to see a figure far away in the toliet paper isle. "Oh god, speaking of of love." I mutter. Bringing Anakin closer to the cake wall I start to whisper to him
"Uhhhh Anakin" I say whisping tugging on his sleeve. "Y/N why are you-" realizing what was going on he lowers his voice, "are you alright?". Thinking of what to say I look back at him "Remember when I told you about that ex boyfriend I had, well if you were me hypothetically how would you react if he was here right now?"
Anakin starts to lower his head making his face look filled with confusion. "You mean the one that cheated on you." Nodding I slowly creep out around from Anakin and pointed at Peter. Anakins face drops
Anakin face drops and he begins to laugh, "That's him, come on I could so beat him up, he doesnt have these Jedi moves. Plus your taste in men is becoming very questionable at this point." Smacking Ankain I start to see Brandon noticing us.
"Come on Anakin please dont do anything he already sees us maybe he won't come this way!" "Please Y/N, he just looked at you of course he's coming this way." "Well Anakin if it wasnt for your loud mouth-". Peaking around Anakins body I soon saw Peter coming closer. "Oh God hes coming this way. ANAKIN HES COMING THIS WAY! What are we gonna do?" "Y/N relax just follow my lead okay, focus on the cakes."
I couldnt even pay attention to Ankain words because just the thought of Brandon made me want to hyperventilate. Ankain put his arm around my waist and whispered in my ear. "Just relax he wont even come by us."
Looking at his hand on my waist my eyes widen. After all this time of having feeling for Anakin all it took was one ex boyfriend for him to come close to me.
Anakin kept talking, despite knowing that I was in fact still freaking out. I couldn't understand how he keep his cool and talk about cake flavors while my ex was right behind us. I tried to savor the moment of Anakins hug knowing it wouldnt last long, but then once again like everything my ex went and ruined it. I thought things were going fine until I heard a voice I haven't heard in years. "Y/N is that you?"
I almost thought he couldnt see me seeing as the contrast between Anakin and I were so vague. Anakin completely towered above me and between his combat boots and cape, I almost thought I was invisible. Standing huddled into Anakin side I thought I could hide into his cape, but I guess in all reality Ankains cape wasnt as large as I thought because Peter still saw us neverless.
Finally embracing myself I turned to my left to find Peter. Dressed in his mechanic gear, it was almost like he sunk to my height. The once great height difference I thought we had during our relationship was nothing between what Anakin and I shared.
Taking a deep breath I turned to look at him.. "Peter, it's so nice to see you. How are you?" Anakin turns around from his stance and "accidentally" almost drops the heart cake pan on Peter's feet.
Talking 3 steps back Peter looks at Anakin now almost fully realizing he was there. "I'm good it's just today is Ameila and I's 3 year anniversary so I thought I pick some things up."
Of course he was just picking things up now, he always forgot eveything. I wanted to say so many things to him but the only thing I could do was nod. Here I was finally standing in front of the guy that had cheated on me with my best friend on Valentine's day and all I could do was nod. I could think of 100 things to say and imagine all the items that were possible to throw at him but I felt frozen.
Finally thinking of the words I began to speak "Oh well it's nice that you two are still together. Its refreshing to see that my personal friendships brought you a relationship. I guess cheating does make a relationship better." I could feel Anakins glare while I spoke. I knew that he wanted to say something to Peter, but I asked him not. All Anakin did was glare at Peter, when I went to look up at him his whole face was tense. Anakins mouth was closed, jaw was tense, and the grip around me only increased.
Peter laughed after I spoke (like a lying cheater he is) and brought his attention over to Anakin. "So Y/N I see you finally have yourself a relationship on Valentines day, who's the lucky guy?" Suprised that he had the nerve to ask, Anakin was already ahead of me."The lucky guy is her boyfriend, and you would of been lucky if you hadnt been a complete asshole. Now if youd excuse us were going to spend our Valentines day together." With those words Anakin pushed us down the aisle towards the beginning of the cake flavors.
"Anakin you didnt have to do that." I say to Anakin. "You didnt deserve to be treated that way Sunshine." Anakin huffs and looked to see if Peter was still behind us, but lucky for us he was nowhere to be seen.
(Sunshine, now that was a nickname I havent heard it years. Anakin first came up with the nickname when we were young jedis. Ani, and I would always sneak out of Jedi school early (and run away from Obi wan) and escape to the meadow field way behind the building. Anakin and I would lay in the field for hours talking, laughing, and sometimes even practicing our jedi skills. Yoda was the only one who allowed us to do so saying the field provided us peace and comfort and was a great spot to practice our meditation. (If he only knew we never once meditated there).
One day while the two of us were laying in the field around the early months of spring. Anakin had made me run to the field first and promise that I would'nt look back at him. Surprisingly I listened to his words, and when I turned around there stood Anakin. Smiley 15 year old Anakin holding more sunflowers then I could count, saying that every time we ran in the field they remind him of me. The bright yellow color and the sun that would rain down on us reminded him of sunshine, and from that day on the nickname stood. But though the past boyfriends and becoming older Anakin started using the nickname less.)
Rubbing Anakians arm I began to sigh, Anakin begins to wrap hid arm around my shoulder and pick up the vanialla cake box. "You know I still stand with my word. Obi Wan I'd definitely a vanilla guy." Smiling Anakin looks my way. I began to look over the cake flavors for what felt like the billionth time when suddenly a thought came to mind. I couldnt bring myself to look at Anakin anymore, because eventually I knew the tears I had in my eyes would fall. I suddenly picked up the most appealing cake starwberry.
"Obi Wan deserves a strawberry cake, vanilla reserved for cheaters." Anakin glints at me with curiosity in his eye waiting until I continued.
"I had made Peter a vanilla cake on valentine's day, but of course that was before he cheated on my with my bestfriend." Rolling my eyes I picked up the strawberry cake box. " I think he'd like strawberry plus it has the valentines day, it matches the theme, right Ani?"
Anakin looked down at me and sighed. "Hmm, you know I agree with Strawberry and like you said it does make the perfect valentines cake." Still staring at the cake box, Anakin takes a step closer leans down to my ear and whispers "You know I just saw Peter leave, now would be the perfect time to show off my Jedi skills."
Laughing I push Anakine shoulders, "Oh and what would that be young Skywalker?" Stepping back Anakin opens his robe pointing to his lightsaber. "You know just the basics."
Shaking my head I begin to wrap my arm around Ankain. "He doesnt deserve it Ani, but don't worry his time will come." Leaving the drama filled isle Anakin grabs a case of icing while we leave. "Well since Obi Wan is no where to be found, I think we'll need this right Y/N?" Grabbing another case of the shelf I look forward at Anakin. "Yes that's perfect."
After leaving the grocery store that day Obi Wan was no where to be seen. It's almost like he used the force to become extinct. The rest of the day continued with Anakin and I baking. For the first time I showed Anakin how to bake a cake, make the perfect icing, and at the end bring it all together. Anakin was amazed with how you could take a box and transform it into food, even with trying to explain it to him various times.
Anakin and Y/N were tempted to eat the cake together and decided to just give it to Obi Wan instead. The two dropped the cake off at his apartment, and soonly left before it was dark. Anakin dropped Y/N off at her apartment,(but not without a hug) and the night was over. Y/N was confused with Anakins affectionate tactics that day, and wondered how they grew apart so much. She misses the relationship and the boy that used to call her Sunshine. I guess all it took was one trip to the grocery store for Y/N to realize how she felt. It wasnt that Y/N missed Anakin they spent merely every day together. It just finally took her this long to notice she was still in love with Anakin Skywalker, all it took was for him to call her sunshine again.
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Jailhouse Rock
Dean Winchester x reader
Summary: After the on and off disappearances of prison inmates, the boys decide that the best way to solve their newest case is to admit themselves into the prison. With the help from Y/N acting as their lawyer, everything seems to be going there way (besides from the fact that she misses & worries for Dean).
A/N: Written around the Supernatural eposide 2x19 "Folsom Prison Blues"
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Sitting in conference visiting room, I waited for Dean to enter the room to discuss our master "plan". I still couldn't believe that the boys were doing this. This had to be the stupidest plan we've ever came up with.
The only reason I wasn't acting as a former criminal along with Sam and Dean was so that I could play the lawyer. Even with bringing the idea up that I could play the part along with the boys, they brought it down immediately. Sam thought about it for a moment, while Dean just continued to scold me talking about how he couldnt protect me in prison.
That's how I ended up where I was right now. A small, dark cramped rooom surrounded by endless lines of glass separating the line between prisoners and the outside world. With old telephones lines and the walls that probably held more cases of mold to count, I still couldnt get over how the boys pulled of the prison part. Deacon helped us along the way giving the boys a background story, and playing his real job as a harsh prison guard to both of them.
Even my "laywer" part was an easy set up. With a little conving from my sister (who owns a laywer firm), and a promise that we would spend Christmas with her next year, I was already a laywer set in stone.
Hearing the condescending beeps come from the prison walls, Dean Winchester was seen emerging from the steel doors wearing a bright orange jumpsuit. With handcuffs tied on his wrist and a smirk on his face, I watched as the oldest Winchester searched around until coming closer to where I was sitting near the end of the wall.
Surprisingly there wasn't many visitors in today to see their loved ones. Just a few people here and there, making the ambience perfect for talking about haunted spirits.
Soonly Dean came near, sitting down directly across from my seat infront of the glass divider. Leaning back against his chair Dean Winchester made eye contact with the nearest guard pointing to the cuffs on his hands. With a ancient looking key, the guard took the handcuffs from Dean with a warning look.
Rolling his eyes, Dean turned back around in his seat pulling the metal chair closer to the glass. Picking up the hand phone Dean's smirk widens leaning his arms closer to the opening beneath the glass. "Well would ya look at you sunshine."
"Actually its Ms. L/N, to you Winchester." Moving the hair from behind my shoulder to the front, I placed the folder from inside my bag onto the table.
"Oh excuse me." Dean stopped for a moment observing me from the top of my head all the way down to my blazer. For a moment it made me nervous the way Dean was looking at, Dean Winchester has never once looked at me with those kinda eyes. "I see your playing the part well. You got your hair done?"
"Yep, I've had a lot of free time now without you and Sammy, even convinced Bobby to let me get a manicure." Looking as if he had been betrayed all his life, Dean was shocked not believing the words that I had said. Lifting my freshly painted nails against the glass, I twirled with the diamond ring pressed against my ring finger.
Leaning his body closer against the window to inspect the newly ring on my finger, I began to retreact my hand placing it back onto the phone. "Hows Sam?"
The guard yelled for 5 minutes, but Dean waved his hand up in a careless way. I was surprised that the guard didn't get up and smack him, but taking a quick peak I was suprises to find Deacon guarding the door.
"Hes good but arent you gonna ask about me." Smiling with his ever so classic smirk, I began to roll my eyes and sliding the black folder I had over to him.
Taking the folder from the opening between the glass, Dean and I's hands began to touch for just a moment. For a minute I didnt want to let go, keeping our pinky fingers intertwined. It wasnt until I realized the situation that we had brought upon ourselves that I let go.
Looking over the folder Dean began to nod his head, looking over all the information Bobby and I had researched. Taking the pen I had wedged between the folder, Dean begins to write down a name.
Turning the piece of paper to face my way, Dean points to the name he wrote down on the paper. Looking around to his surroundings Dean slides further off the chair, so that he could whisper closer to where I was. "Glockner, formley known as nurse Glockner. My roommate told me bout her, back when she worked at the prison. A real piece of work I heard, now shes out about her haunting the prison."
Deacon walks by hitting his metal stick along the prison walls. He starts to yell about how there were 3 minutes giving Dean and I a warning look.
Grabbing the piece of paper Dean previously had wrote on, I began to fold the paper with the folder placing it into my bag.
Sliding the bag onto my shoulde, I faced my eyesight back up to look at Dean. Playing with the cord on his phone, Dean's eyes continued to bore into mine. With a nervous habit, I started to twist the ring on my finger. Noticing what I had started to do, Dean picks his fingers up pointing to the ring. Shaking his head in a questioning look Dean behind to speak through the phone again. "So when were you going to tell me about your special someone?"
Smiling across the glass I sought to think of a special someone. "Well I think you already know him."
With a grin on his face, I started to realize how much I loved to see his smile. Even while being contained in prison he still put on a good laugh. Watching the other people around start to get up, I realzied my time with Dean would come to an end. Even though we would see one another again in a mere 8 hours I still sought my emotions that would miss him.
Seeing as my time would soon come to an end, I reached my hand through the glass to touch Dean's for a quick moment. Dropping the crappy prison phone, Dean drops his other hand dropping it onto mine. Sliding my hand out from unbeanth Dean's I begin to put my hands on top of his playing a game with who would be on top.
From the corner of my eye Dean and I could both see Deacon distracting the other prison guards giving the two of us a moment. Sliding both hands out from under mine, Dean pulls my hands closer to his side of the glass leaning his face closer to them. Leaving two kisses on each, I began to pull away leaving with a smile. "I'll see you on the other side Winchester."
With a quick step up and wink I started to walk away missing the presence of my favorite Winchetser. Turning around for a moment to take a last glance, there was Dean leaning back in his chair taking a very thoughrough lingering stare as I walked away. Even behind a prison glass that boy would never lose his charm.
Walking out of the conference room, I began to receive my personal belongings that I had to drop off before entering the room. Picking up the ever so infamous car keys, I began to twirl them around my fingers knowing that Dean would sure likely kill me if I ever hurt his baby, but hey one joy ride doesnt count.
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Having a secret relationship with the Prince ♡
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"You have bewitched me, body, and soul, and I love, love, love you."
-Pride & Prejudice
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Jamie Fraiser curly's hair has me WEAK 🥰
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Trust Issues
Austin Butler x reader
A/N: Loosley based of the Weekends song "Trust Issues"
Summary: Austin & Y/N have been best friends since birth, & after the breakup of her on and off again ex boyfriend, Austin wants to show her how much shes worth, but doesnt get the chance.
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I simply couldnt take it anymore, it had been the 3rd time in 4 months that he called "quits", because he didnt see us working out anymore. You would think that after the 2nd time I would become wise, but I was too in love to notice. I didnt want to believe that the only guy I loved was too much of a jerk to notice.
I should of listened to Austin, more then I gave on. The simple yes and no's wasnt cutting it at this point. Even though he's my best friend I didnt want to believe him, because when your in love eveything seems blind. But deep down I knew that the only problem there was, was me. I needed to get over the guy that broke my heart too many times to count.
In one way I would assume thats how I ended up at Austin's penthouse. With all the breakups and heartaches Austin always seemed to fix it all, even with his own troubles hes always seemed to fix mine. So heartbroken and teary eyed I waited until the elevator opened to reveal Austin's apartment.
Standing in the archway door almost waiting for the elevator door to open, Austin stood holding two arms full of different flavor ice creams and blankets. For a moment I was stuck in the elevator waiting for my own two feet to move, but for a moment there was nothing. The closing door reminded me of my own presences and from there I emerged into Austin's home.
Dressed in grey sweatpants and favorite black sweatshirt, Austin placed the items in his hands onto the table besides him and stared at me from the hallway door. I was ready to let all my worries go and leave my troubles at home, but I knew that there was an underlying promblem. "Dont say it Austin."
Huffing Austin comes closer taking my jacket off moving it to the kitchen chair. Fixing the jacket over the chair almost caressing it (a nervous habit of his) Austin starts to reply. "Oh you mean how he left you for god knows how many times this month, I just don't get it Y/N."
"What happend to the sympathy over the phone Austin?" Raising my voice the slightest I remarked in a sarcatisic tone. In one way I couldn't disagree with him, I did get back together with a guy who broke my heart way too many time, but a little sympathy would be nice. I knew Austin was my best friend but I wanted comfort now more then conflict. Besides he was the one who told me to come over to his apartment, I wouldn't of came if I knew there was going to be arguments.
Letting go of the chair, Austin begins to pace in his tracks until he looks at me in an almost parental tone, "You don't see it do you?" Austin and his analogies, for a moment I wish he would just be upfront instead of trying to make me think of what I was doing wrong.
"He's using you Y/N." Rolling my eyes I knew he pulled it too far. Moving my way into the living room (not wanting to get too angry over the subject), I began to fix the curtains tangled up at the end of the rod. "No he's not Austin, he just has no one else."
Throwing his fingers through his hair, Austin throws his head back following me into the living room. Taking some of the cloth out of my hands, Austin begins to take over the tangled mess of curtains dropping them on the floor, embracing my hands instead. "Listen to me Y/N your too good to him, get out of his trap before he pulls you too far in."
Dropping his hands, my heart started to hurt ever more. I didnt want to push Austin away because of my manipulative ex boyfriend, but I didnt know what to do. The main reason I got back together with my ex was because Austin was dating a "new" girl. In all honesty something inside me loved my ex, but the feelings I held for Austin are stronger. But watching the guy you love be a relationship with someone else , hurts more then a shitty boyfriend who lies most of the time.
Looking at the hands that I dropped (the true ones I loved) I began to walk to the couch. The couch provided so much comfort from hurt and reminded me of the good times Austin and I spent during the winter days.
Hearing a sigh come from the window view, Austin begins to make his way over to the side of the couch, sitting next to my spot. "Its just that-" Watching his face fall before he can say the words, Austin gathers my hands in his and stares at them for a moment before saying a word. "Nervermind Y/N im sorry it's my fault I'll drop it. You know I'm your best friend, and I can't keep seeing you getting hurt like this. I'm sorry I got worked up, but I cant keep on seeing you break yourself over some scumb who doesnt deserve your time."
Rubbing my sock clad feet against the rug out a nervous habit too afraid to make any other moves. I tried to avoid Austin's blue eyes, and the way he was staring at me. "I know he treats me like crap Austin, but I'm scared."
Austin's face distorts and immediately gets tense thinking the worse out of the situation. Unlike the harsh parental tone that had previously arised, this time his voice was soft and calming. "Why are you scared? If its because of him I'll have no problem putting him in his place."
Laughing I leaned closer laying my head on his shoulder, finally thinking I was getting my feeling out I maintained eye connect. "No Austin, it's just that... I dont know how I feel? If I leave him what happend if I'll never find love again, what happens if no one ever loves me like that again?"
Watching his face become somewhat angry again he began to sigh. "I know how it feels to be scared like that, but let me tell you something. I'm sorry if you think that's what love feels like because you are so much more then that. That guy is nothing but a cheater, and should be paying for what he's done. And as far as not loving again, I think your far from it."
"Any guy would be lucky to have you and I know your not able to see it, but your so worth it. Your smile practically lights up any room your in, and your empathy is worth more then any dollar bill he might of spend on the side." Seeing Austin face change, he moves his posture to more in front of me then to the side. "I shouldnt even be telling you this right now- but" before the words could get out Austin's phone starts to ring.
While both eyes move to the phone vibrating on the table, Austin goes to turn the phone to mute. "Its okay Aus, awnser it."
Shaking his head in a no way, Austin begins to pick the phone to end the call, but awnsers it before he knows. Realizing that it was his girlfriend Austin gets up off the couch and begins to move his way into the kitchen.
Being the noisy person I am, I began to move to the end of the couch for a better ear. "Kaia I told you I'm sorry I can't do it." Hearing him pause, Austin peaks his head into the living room knowing he had company. Leaning my body against the couch as if I wasnt listening he continues.
"I'm busy right now I'll call you back." Ending the phone call rather quick on someone who seems to be your "girlfriend" seemed to be harsh. According to the tabloids, its was the lastes gossip, but who could believe it.
In all honesty I didnt even know if the two were truly dating. This had been the first time in a month Austin and I had seen each other in person. Between isolating myself at home because of my "ex", and work we haven't seen each another in a while. Although we talked on the phone either through text or phone call Austins "girlfriend" never really came up.
Walking out of the kitchen Austin apologizes for the sudden call. Deciding if I should even bring up the new girlfriend talk I decide on shutting it down. I didn't need to have my heart broken more by the supposed girlfriend talk.
Moving to my original spot on the couch, Austin sits next to me dropping his phone far away from him on the table. Looking around the room, I turned my attention back to him. Acting as I forgot the words Austin had said before, since I was curious to what he had to say. "So what'd you say again?"
Now turning his attention my way Austin begins to deny his words. "Oh nothing, it was nothing." Not believing a word he was saying I start to laugh, "Oh no you said something, you gotta finish it now."
Moving his eye sight to the Christmas tree begind me Austin continue. "Well I uh, wanted to ask your opinion on the tree, I didnt want to go with an artificial this year, so I got a real one."
Turning my head to the Christmas tree behind me I smiled. Knowing that's definitely not what he wanted to talk about I rolled my eyes. "Well it turned out pretty, you know real ones are always better smelling wise and all." Both humming in agreement the room was filled with silence. "You know it is way after Christmas right, its January now."
"Yes, Y/N I know. Dont blame me I want my decorations up as long as possible." Watching the gold lights twinkle off the window reflection I watched as Austin leaned deeper into the couch. "Okay Santie Clause."
Pushing my shoulder so that I would fall onto the other side of the couch, I realized that the atmosphere was brighter then before. The talks of horrible ex boyfriends were in the midst, and suddenly it had became all about Austin and I, but hey I was complaining.
Peering over my body to see if I was okay, Austin grabs my hand pulling me up off the couch. Pulling me into his shoulder (a lot closer then usally), I started to enjoy the ambience of Austin's late Christmas decorations.
Grabbing the tv remote from the table, Austin flips through movies stopping on a random one. Re6alaizng that I wasnt paying attention, Austin takes tickles my side for a moment getting my attention. Seeing that "The Grinch" was the movie he chose, I couldnt help but laugh. Austin was still stuck in Christmas mode.
"Fine", Nodding my head for confirmation, Austin presses the start button and the music starts to play.
"See I knew I loved you for something, sometimes you make good decisions." Pushing his body off of mine, for the lowkey backhanded comment. I got off the couch grabbing the blankets from the edge of the sofa.
Sitting back down next to Austin, he begins to wrap an arm around the back of the couch opening the blanket I brought, so that it was big enough to share. Just when he was about to lean his head on top of mine, once again his phone began to ring. Burrying his head in the crock of my neck (making me want to squeal inside), Austin groans not wanting to get up.
"I dont want tooo get ittt." Vocalizing his words like a child, I peered over to the edge of the table seeing Austin's managers name pop up. Debating on if I should tell him or not, I started to rub Austins hair. "Its your manager."
Groaning even more then before, Austin gets up fully stretching over to the table grabbing his phone. Awnsering the contact, Austin leans back on the side of the couch bumping his feet on mine.
"Hello?" With a groany voice, all I could hear over the phone was yelling. Austin's manager was seemingly yelling at him for something and the only words I could get out of it was Kaia.
Hearing Austin sighs, he begins to press play on the movie, and once again he begins to get up only this time moving behind the couch. Making a talking motions, Austin motions that he'll be a moment and to watch the movie.
Pretending as if the Grinch was my favorite movie of all time, I started to eavesdrop one again on his conversation. "I've told you Austin, you need to get rid of that girl shes no good for your image. Just leave her for a few months, replace her with Kaia. The paparazzi see her way to often we need to cleanse your image with Kaia."
Coughing as if he thought I couldnt hear his conversation, Austin walks into the kitchen talking back to his manager in a harsher tone. At this point it all made sense, I was the girl that was "breaking" Austin's image, that's why he never brought up Kaia with me. I was the girl who was ruining my best friend image.
Hearing Austin almost yell from the kitchen I felt frightened thinking if I could I be the girl he was talking about. "Ive told you before and I'll tell you agian I love her, I've always been in love with her! It's not going to change! ! Shes in my life, not yours. You can't control who I'm with or not. I have no interest being with Kaia, if it's going to ruin my own personal relationships!"
The bright Christmas ambience that filled the room previously now was getting darker. Hearing that Austin was hanging up the phone, I felt confused. Was I really the girl he was talking about? I couldnt be?
Marching his way back into the living room, Austin shuts his phone off leaving it on the kitchen table. Feeling his prescene come behind the couch, I began to sit up. I didn't think I could take it anymore. The fact that I possibly was the girl Austin was talking about was too much, and the underlying crush I had for him only amplified leaving me to feel overwhelmed.
"Hey, sorry about that again. I really gotta shut my phone off." Hearing Austin let out a nervous laugh, I stood up folding the blanket back on the couch.
With eyes filled with confusions Austin tilts his head. "Where you going."
"You know what I'm gonna go home." Grabbing my jacket from off the dinning room chair, Austin eyes begin to amplify. "You ok? What happend I thought we were fine?"
"Were" pointing between the two of us "fine, better then okay. I just feel sick all of sudden." Watching as Austin followed my movement, he suddenly stops me before I could walk to the elevator door. Seeing as his face came to a realization he blocked me from pressing the button.
"Listen Y/N, if it's about what you heard then-" stopping for a moment Austin looks at me before muttering f it. "Its true okay, I've been in love you all this time. I didn't want to scare you off and know I'm doing it. Please Y/N, can we just talk, I'll explain everything."
Feeling as if the room was 10 times heavier then before I tried to squeeze myself through Austins arm trying to tap the elevator button. "I dont know Austin, can we do this another time. I just dont know."
Realizing that I pushed the button, Austin stands away from me. Watching as each number started to get brighter coming closer to his floor, Austin placed a hand on my arm. "Come on Y/N, dont do this to me. Dont shut me out. I'm not like eveyone else Y/N I'm your best friend. I have you forever, and always dont do this to me."
Seeing the tears gather in his eyes, the elevator door suddenly opens. Watching as Austin's face seems to drop, I looked between my two options. I wanted nothing more then to run into Austin's arms, but the feelings I had deeper in my heart to told me I wasn't good enough. That I should run far away and never tell a soul.
With my heart in two places, I turned my back walking into the elevator. Trying not to make eye contact as I pressed the closed button, Austin whispers my name. "Please Y/N dont do this."
Wanting to stop the elevator to confess my feeling to him at once, the doors close, and my eyesight with filled with nothing more then silver. Austins apartment was no longer to be seen, and as the elevator lights flickeres brighter and brighter reaching every floor. My mind was only reminded of the mistake I made. The mistake of letting my best friend go.
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