imlongsleeve

[imlongsleeve]

ya!!! ugh this makes me bawl my eyes out! I can't believe I am crying with pure jealousy! HUHUHUHUUHU. why can't I have someone like him? LIKE HIM? why can't I have LOVE????WHY MUST I BE A TWENTY FIVE Y/O LONELY ASS DEPRIVED OF EMOTIONAL ATTACHMENTS AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHG AND IT'S ONGOING, I HAVE TO WAIT FOR EPS HUHU HOW Miserable (that's why I always opt to watch horror stuff why did i click!!! *I'm not regretting it tho I'm in PAIN. HUHUHU)

#a sign of affection

[imlongsleeve]

✨My name is Taylor and I was born in 1989 ✨

http://taylor.lnk.to/1989TaylorsVersion

[imlongsleeve]

It's 11:30 in the morning and I'd rather cocoon myself and cry but I'm at work holding it altogether, acting like a tough 25 should be. I dare not say anything to anyone. I just try to outlive these storms til they pass or I pass.

-A.L

[imlongsleeve]

“I want to calm down, to rest, to outlive this nonsense.”

— Anne Sexton, from a letter to Dennis Farrell written c. June 1962

[imlongsleeve]

“Tell me darling, would you still love me If I told you about the monsters I need to sing to sleep every night? If you understood the way I need to tiptoe across my own mind so I can fall asleep before daylight? if you knew where the nightmares came from, if you saw my scarred soul, would being with me terrify you? If you knew the full extent of the damage they have done to me, would you stay, would you still want to?”

— Nikita Gill, Questions I Am Too Broken to Ask

[imlongsleeve]

I am so tired.

[imlongsleeve]

i miss writing poetry like it's the easiest thing to do

i miss vomiting words that are as pretty as you

i miss rhyming the sunset, and the ocean to your autumn and blue

I miss falling in the crevices of love

and begging God to make him look my way too.

-A. L

#prose poem #text post #poem #poetry #new poets society #poems on tumblr #poesia #poets corner #poets on tumblr #spilled poetry #my post

[imlongsleeve]

“I learned not to trust people; I learned not to believe what they say but to watch what they do. I learned to suspect that everyone is capable of living a lie. I came to believe that other people - even when you think you know them well - are ultimately unknowable.”

— Lynn Barber

[imlongsleeve]

to be able to attend to taylor's concert... hays. such a dream. I need to work!

[imlongsleeve]

In my Eras era. 💅

[imlongsleeve]

maybe I'm just bored

but I hate that I'm eating my words

like a desert

[imlongsleeve]

she dominoed all the way down so fast and continuance

i've never hugged someone dying in the best shape

'til her.

-A. L

#poets on tumblr #poetry #poets corner #new poets society #poems on tumblr #spilled poetry #words #poem

[imlongsleeve]

drawing shots from films i love #2 - swiss army man (2016)

[imlongsleeve]

“She’ll be coming ‘round the mountain when she comes, comes, comes, comes, comes, comes, comes, comes, comes!”

Daniel Radcliffe in Miracle Workers season 3 episode 4 (2021) dir. Andrew DeYoung

[imlongsleeve]

Kill Your Darlings (2013 film)

[imlongsleeve]

they tell me to speak

but what if I have nothing to say?

is my silence so rude

you wanted me to break it?

-A. L

#poets on tumblr #poetry #poets corner #new poets society #words #spilled poetry #poems on tumblr #poem

[imlongsleeve]

i can't write a decent thing.