This story is so heavy that I could never set this weight on anyone I love

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immaculatechaote-pain·5 days agoText

When I’m starving, the void in my chest fills up and I feel a little more whole than I did before. I’m not as concerned with how skinny I can look, but I’m more so in love with the feeling of whithering away and becoming weightless. Something about that is so comforting to me. A wonderful idea of my existence fading away or becoming so small that maybe the monsters won’t notice me anymore.

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immaculatechaote-pain·13 days agoText

I try to treat others the way I wish I had been treated while growing up. I treat myself the way my parents treated me. Unforgiving, never enough, underserving. I can forgive and do forgive anyone for anything but never can I forgive myself.

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immaculatechaote-pain·14 days agoPhoto

pleoros:

Jee Won Park - Untitled, 2016 

“I love playing with lights to make the subjects look dreamy but still real.”

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immaculatechaote-pain·14 days agoText

I love who I am when I’m high. I’m an achiever, motivated, the best listener, full of optimistic advice and genuine deep caring. I become a better version of my natural self.

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immaculatechaote-pain·19 days agoText

Drugs on drugs on drugs, I’m doing my best to slow down my habits though

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immaculatechaote-pain·a month agoText

I feel like I’m bothering everyone right now by existing

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immaculatechaote-pain·a month agoText

Every day I will spend high because I miss you and I wish that I could undo you ever meeting me. I will love you from the day I meet you. I have ruined your life . I will love you while we fight. I will love you while you are in prison. I will love you even long after you learn to hate me.

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immaculatechaote-pain·a month agoText

I’m just really good at fucking up everything. I don’t even directly try too that’s the crazy part

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immaculatechaote-pain·a month agoText

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i feel like i was forced to grow up so fast but now im just stagnant. everyone else can move on and im still stuck.

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immaculatechaote-pain·2 months agoVideo

Look at them frolic , I love farm animals . One day I will have a cow

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immaculatechaote-pain·2 months agoText

It’s finally that time of the year again where Texas tries to kill me with humidity and heat. I’m trying not to complain anymore in preparation for fasting but I’m really not thrilled for the chronic fatigue and body pains from this agonizing weather.

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