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guys don't forget that may 25th is the day spongebob and patrick go camping

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my name is luka

today i feel like a flightless bird soaring in the sky

sometimes i am a child

sometimes i am an old man

but always i am tired

i ask the world, "do you get tired of me?"

and the answer is

if a flightless bird gets tired of soaring in the sky

source

@el-huddpudd for your poetry tag 💜

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Applying for jobs is a hell designed specifically to torment autistic people. Here is a well-paying task which you know in your heart and soul if they just gave you a desk and left you alone and allowed you to do it you would sit there and be more focused and enthusiastic and excellent at it than anyone else in the building. However, before they allow you to perform the task, you must pass through 3-4 opaque social crucibles where you must wear uncomfortable clothes and make eye contact while everyone expects you to lie, but not too much (no one is ever clear exactly how much lying is expected, “over” honesty is however penalized). You are being judged almost entirely on how well you understand these very specific and unclear rules that no one has explained. None of this has anything to do with your ability to perform the desired task.

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to my "hometown"

i walk your streets and recognize every pharmacy i bought band-aids at. every corner i hastily tried to patch up my wounds. every streetlight i passed during cold, lonely nights. every bus station i waited at after a night out where i drank too much trying to make myself forget about the pain of existing.

one day i'm going to leave you and i'm never coming back. and maybe when i'm leaving, i'm leaving the pain behind.

#unsent letters

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to c, my unrequited love

so you can actually love. im glad for her uknow but i know that past me would be devastated if he found out that you are capable of caring for another person.

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#unsent messages

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I’m tired of being the person who cares so much it hurts while other person doesn’t. I’m sick of being the person who always makes the Pinterest boards and the playlists. I’m sick of being consumed by thoughts of people that don’t care or care if I live or die. I wish for once it would be the other way around.

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how to cope with your friends having friends besides you lol

#borderline

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#homophobia🥲

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got a set for a diy insect hotel!

Get any bug-themed Christmas gifts? I wanna see ‘em!

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NYT

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#cigarette

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sso fucling sdurmk imf omf

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lorazepam my dear, my sweetest friend

#lorazepam

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zoloft be like

#zoloft

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fun questions to get to know someone: 1. at which point did you start hating walter white?

#breaking bad #walter white

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"i'm fine," i think to myself after i've cried myself to sleep to rock n roll suicide by david bowie

#suicide #david bowie #rock n roll suicide