inbedby1am
inbedby1am
In Bed By 1am
Hopefully will, lgbt, she/her, 20, Too stupid to afford warhammer in the year of our lord 2021, I like pink :)
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inbedby1am · 3 minutes ago
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He really hates it.
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inbedby1am · 54 minutes ago
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There’s just something that obliterates me with the way Caitlyn loves Vi.
It’s so clear to see that in spite of all the great things she had growing up, she doesn’t trust just anyone, hell, she barely trusts even her superiors, even Grayson who is possibly the most morally ‘good’ character in the show, in spite of the circumstances and the world they all live in. All her life she’s been strung along by her parents, influenced in one way or another, she can’t trust anyone but herself, not with her life or her choices, she’s always ready to be disregarded in her opinion, whether by her position, her background, her status, those will always be seen first than her as a person, no matter how much she seeks to escape her family and her surname, she can’t.
Unless she sacrifices it all, and she does, risks it and goes rogue. Against her parents’ wish, Marcus, Jayce and pretty much everyone.
And then along comes Vi. She sought her for information, she doesn’t trust her at first, but soon learns Vi has even more trust issues than her. So she brings up that ‘‘for this to work, we have to trust each other.’’
She makes the goddamn first move, always, it’s painfully real because if you want someone to trust you and you have these qualms, these problems, you’re hit with the realization that you have to trust them, too.
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From the very first moment, she shows her that she cares, and hopes Vi can trust her back. In return, though it takes a while, Vi not only trusts her back, she does so much more. She challenges Caitlyn, all her knowledge, forces her to get out of her comfort zone (quite literally, with all the city jumping), is blunt to her in all ways, from flirting, to genuine compliments but not praise (‘‘You’re a good shot.’’ ‘‘I’m an excellent shot.’’)
Vi also shows her some incredibly ugly truths of how people live in The Lanes, the sickly homeless, the prostitution, the men and women just trying to make a living, the corruption and disdain of the most powerful, and more so, the life that got ripped out of her hands; her sister, her family, her home at The Last Drop.
Vi gave Caitlyn a reason to fight, a TRUE reason within her field, it wasn’t for a sense of pride or to be self-made anymore, she fought for Vi and for The Lanes and the Undercity, she’d never paid attention much or thought just how bad that reality was; when she witnessed it by herself, with no fancy uniform, no guard, nothing, Caitlyn understood her compassion must reach further than she had lived and seen if she hoped to make a difference in the world.
More than that, Vi only treated Caitlyn as anyone else, an average person, unimpressed by her job, her riches, not one comment done about it when they sneak into her home about it when she realizes the mansion is of her belonging. Vi gave Caitlyn everything she longed for, an equalship built on honesty and impartial treatment + behavior. 
At least, until all their attempts were seemingly for nothing:
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‘‘Go back to that big, shiny house and just, forget me, okay?’’
At this point, Vi is so sure that nothing can change, that there will always be that division of the politically correct though ammoral way of Topside, and the violently functional way of the Undercity that she’s known all her life. She sees Caitlyn is still willing to try HER way, though, and as much as she’d like to believe it could work, all she’s ever known is that it can’t, it won’t, not in her world. Hope is not a luxury Vi can afford anymore, so she’ll go with what she knows and believes will work regardless of what happens to her.
Thus, she shuns Caitlyn. Because people like Caitlyn, people she earnestly loves and cares about are always taken away, they die, they get killed, they suffer under terrible circumstances, they switch sides and she has to fight them, one way or another, she loses them, so why chase after a happiness she feels too unworthy of, one she could never have?
But that’s not how Caitlyn sees it, even less how she sees Vi.
To her, Vi is the only one she can trust in this mission, the one she wants to stick by, ‘cause no matter how bad things got, the danger, the uncertainty, the failure to be listened to, Vi stood by her. They stood by each other, she– who had been isolated from any kind of relationship –opened up to Caitlyn, everything she gave was reciprocated.
And yet, it wasn’t enough to make Vi stay.
Not enough to make her see past Caitlyn’s upbringing, luck in life, wealth, everything she didn’t wanna be seen for.
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It hurts her deeply, it hurts her so much she can’t help but crumble as she showers, the only place where she has privacy, where she’s more alone than ever, why she wasn’t enough for Vi. Why, perhaps for the first time in her life, she lost the one person that showed her in spite of differences, she could find someone who understands her, and she did.
She did, she found her in Vi, she found that person, someone to care for and to be cared by, someone to love and that loved her back.
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inbedby1am · an hour ago
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Back from hiatus just to post Piltover’s gayest ‘best friends’ 
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inbedby1am · an hour ago
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꒰ ᐟᐟ ´ ˘ ` ᐟᐟ ꒱
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inbedby1am · 9 hours ago
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Medic: Words can’t describe how cute you are.
Spy: Aw, that’s nice.
Medic: Numbers can though.
Medic: 3/10.
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inbedby1am · 9 hours ago
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pyo
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small talk during chess, possibly dropping hints
( first part is just a redraw of this lol)
edit added a quickly scribbled part 2 because its monday, its time to be self indulgent
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inbedby1am · 9 hours ago
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I think both Scout and Sniper are guys with zero self-awareness, but I think this manifests in different ways. Scout is, for the most part, a relatively normal guy (at least by comparison) who thinks he’s really cool and edgy and unique. Scout’ll tell you a completely run-of-the-mill story in a tone that implies you’re supposed to be shocked and congratulate him on how cool and badass he is, maybe reprimand him a little for being such a risk-taker. Sniper, on the other hand, thinks he’s the most normal guy on the planet. He has no idea that his behavior could be perceived as abnormal in any way. Sniper will tell you the most fucking insane story you’ve ever heard in your life and when you look at him funny he’ll ask “what?” in complete utter seriousness
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inbedby1am · 9 hours ago
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the gang’s all here!🌟
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inbedby1am · 9 hours ago
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inbedby1am · 9 hours ago
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You guys aren’t ready to except that Scout would listen to Eminem if he could.
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inbedby1am · 9 hours ago
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*shakes head and sighs affectionately*
Oh, Solly ...
Thank you, @engietrans ! This has made me laugh a lot.
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inbedby1am · 9 hours ago
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<When their lover carrying their pocket doll>
(heavy, spy, pyro, engineer, medic)
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Heavy
Heavy will laugh out really loud at the small doll you have. You're so small to him, and now he looks smaller than you! And, it look so cute with you.
He'll say he wants the pocket version of you too. If you say you don't have it now, then he will lift you up as if he's waited and hold you in his arms all day.
Spy
... Are you mad? Spy will be got a little scared, thinking about what he did yesterday in mind. Actually it looks like a voodoo doll for curse, and why do you even carry a needle with it? From then on, he will secretly watch you all day.
But if you hug the doll dearly, he will smile and hug you from behind. And he'll sneakily take the doll and put it away in a place where you can't find.
Pyro
Pyro will run right away, pick up that doll roughly. With jealousy, they'll burn it. How dare you take your pocket?
It won't matter that the doll symbolized them or having some meanings. They don't like something gets more attention than them. And actually they almost always with you, why would you need something like that?
After that, they'll keep holding your hand.
Engineer
Engie will feel a little embarrassed. While saying some jokes like your pocket friend looks so cool!, but his face will be really red. With a slightly shy smile.
Then the next day, he'll make your pocket sized doll and carrying it. And it looks like you're having a pair dolls. Later, he might remodel the dolls with something like an automatic attack function.
Medic
As soon as Medic sees that, he'll run to you and hug you tightly. He will laugh so happily, saying you looks so cute! And without letting you go, he will tease you a little bit.
Like, you love me this much that you want to carry me anywhere in your pocket? And in really high mood, that day he will really be your pocket medic.
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inbedby1am · 9 hours ago
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They are the moment and they know it
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