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It’s not only missing them...

It’s missing their pets,

It’s missing theirs kiss,

It’s missing being part of the family

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I found you.

But you lost me...

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I chose you, day in and day out...

You just didn’t choose me back.

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Even on my dreams I imagine myself going to sleep and creating perfect images of you... I recreate memories of when you were still here, when you still loved me, knowing you’re gone.

Even on my dreams I dream of you, knowing that I will never have you again.

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And what do i do now with all the plans I had for us?

I can’t just go and use them on someone else...

They were meant for you.

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Why would you apologize and then do it again?

Why would you come back and let me have faith in it again?

You had me believing that maybe we could make it. Maybe we were going to be okay...

Why would you treat me like you always did and tell me you love me just to leave again?

But I won’t search for you again...

Not this time

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You broke me

I’d still like to know why

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I got tired of being a secondary opinion for someone that I always made a priority.

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Some days are good,

Some days are bad,

Some days I just get by...

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I tried so hard for us to work, when I should’ve just let her go...

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I replay the last hours next to her and see it all clearly. How she hugged me goodbye. How she chocked on her I love you. How she gave me back everything I left on her place.

How she faked her smile as I left.

I see all the signs and still can’t comprehend why couldn’t she just tell me.

Instead of breaking me.

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I hold back my tears because I don’t know if It’s even true.

I wonder what was the thing that made her change everything?

Or if I’m just torturing my head and heart with things that aren’t even happening.

But how could she...

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Wondering how could you sleep next to me and kiss me in the morning telling me everything’s alright and then ghost me like if we hadn’t spent the last three months on eachother’s arms.  I will never understand how easy it is for you to lock me out. 

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I see what you’re doing...

I know, cause I’ve done it...

You’re letting me down gently.

You try to soften the blow with slowly taking away the things that once meant something.

Finding ways to establish the distance so the connection will fade.

It won’t seem like it was something you intended. It will look like it just happened, nobody’s fault.

It will be easier to say that things aren’t working out & we just drifted apart, Than having to tell me that you don’t want me anymore.

This way, you won’t have to see that all my insecurities were right, that people always leave, I always see them leave.

You’ll feel that you’re taking care of my feelings, so I don’t suffer as much. But I see the game, I know the strategy.

I know this will be a slow and painful goodbye as I see you fade & even though I know what’s happening, I’ll let it go on slowly, hoping you’ll change your mind, or just to have you in my life just a bit longer.

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Take me back to middle school

When I thought I had it all figured out

Back when I presumed to know the pain behind every song I heard.

The time where I didn’t have to think about how I’ve wasted my time.

Or wouldn’t have to realize that I’m stuck and I have no idea where to go.

Or face the fact that I’m as lonely as I could ever be.

I’m running with the little determination I have left yet I get nowhere near to an opportunity.

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She had to leave so I could understand that I was toxic for her.

I wanted her to grow, but I allowed her to continue to fall in love me while I knew we weren’t meant to be.

I wanted all but good things for her but kept myself close to her heart, telling myself that she knew.

That I told her we weren’t meant for eachother, and she was fine with it. But even if she never said it, I knew she wasn’t okay with it. I let the lie sit in our front door waiting for her to pack her bags and confront it.

She had to leave, so I could see the damage I did to her.

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You left when I wanted you to stay, and stayed when I wanted you to leave...

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