It fuxkin sucks. I feel like I’m just gonna start hating you. And I don’t want to. But you make it so hard. What if I just pursued you because I fell in love with an idea of you- a version of you. But you aren’t that. And I can’t force you to grow at a faster rate and be something you’re not. It’s killing me. I’m sad and everything just feels like it’s gonna fall apart and I’m regretting everything.
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6 pounds so far. im starting to lose my face fat. collarbones are starting to look better. less fat on my tummy. slightly more toned legs. were getting there. were getting there. focus on getting there, not that youre not there yet.
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11:48 am.
Haven’t slept. Been tripping the past few days. Haven’t had food the past few days. My body feels week but I can’t sleep. I think my body needs food but eating after not eating for a while is always fucking disgusting. I don’t want anything inside of me. The only thing I want is nuggets (vegan ofc) but ew I need something natural but I don’t think I can gather the energy to make something & I can’t even think of going out and grabbing food. I’m just gonna lay here and hope I fall asleep. I would say or hope someone asks me to hangout so I can leave my misery but idk how I’ma get ready and I look so beat
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I got this waist trimmer sweat thing and im never taking it off its making me sweat so much
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Day 8
Booty:
15 squats (3x)
15 donkey kicks each leg (3x)
25 side leg lifts each leg
15 bridge ups? Idk the thing where you lie on your back and push your butt up (3x)
Extras:
Abs:
35 bicycle crunches (2x)
25 crunches w/ exercise ball (2x)
30 crunches (2x)
15 mountain climbers (3x)
Extras:
Arms:
Legs/Cardio:
I don’t know what this workout is but—
Lay on your back, hands placed under your hips to support your back. Bring your legs up and point toes at the ceiling. Spread them apart at the same time (one go left, one go right—not up or down (although that would work your abs)) then bring them back together. 30 lifts (3x)
In between those reps leave your legs in the air and do circles both counterclockwise and clockwise 15 circles each way (2x)
I also do cycling, hiking, walking and sad jogging. In the summer, I also swim a lot.
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I just want to be skinny. Why can’t I just wake up skinny. Why can’t I just wake up good at things.
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I FOLLOW FOUR HUNDRED SIXTY FUCKING NINE ANA TUMBLRS BUT MY DASH IS DEAD AS FUCK WHAT THE HELL IS THIS FUCKERY
(reblog if your an active tumblr acc as of may 2020)
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