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intergalactickidd · 10 months
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Star and Marco
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intergalactickidd · 10 months
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show, don't tell:
anticipation - bouncing legs - darting eyes - breathing deeply - useless / mindless tasks - eyes on the clock - checking and re-checking
frustration - grumbling - heavy footsteps - hot flush - narrowed eyes - pointing fingers - pacing / stomping
sadness - eyes filling up with tears - blinking quickly - hiccuped breaths - face turned away - red / burning cheeks - short sentences with gulps
happiness - smiling / cheeks hurting - animated - chest hurts from laughing - rapid movements - eye contact - quick speaking
boredom - complaining - sighing - grumbling - pacing - leg bouncing - picking at nails
fear - quick heartbeat - shaking / clammy hands - pinching self - tuck away - closing eyes - clenched hands
disappointment - no eye contact - hard swallow - clenched hands - tears, occasionally - mhm-hmm
tiredness - spacing out - eyes closing - nodding head absently - long sighs - no eye contact - grim smile
confidence - prolonged eye contact - appreciates instead of apologizing - active listening - shoulders back - micro reactions
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intergalactickidd · 1 year
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Day 4 of not being fed. I’m feeling extremely normal and not at all like I’m starving to death. This is fine. This is a normal way to feel about a fictional story you’ve been fixated on for more than two years. Very normal. Very functional and ordinary.
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intergalactickidd · 1 year
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i've been in a long term relationship for most of my adult life but i'm pretty sure that waiting for an rp post after 3 days is the same as waiting for someone to call me after a date
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intergalactickidd · 1 year
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being this thirsty for rp cant be healthy
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intergalactickidd · 1 year
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I am getting a respectable 1-2 posts a day but also I am an ADDICT and I need a post immediately after I post or I will die sorry that’s just how it is
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intergalactickidd · 1 year
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My role play partner is busy this weekend and I am being completely normal about it and definitely not obsessively looking at my phone twice an hour to see if they posted
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intergalactickidd · 1 year
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My role play partner is busy this weekend and I am being completely normal about it and definitely not obsessively looking at my phone twice an hour to see if they posted
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intergalactickidd · 4 years
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Some words to use when writing things:
winking
clenching
pulsing
fluttering
contracting
twitching
sucking
quivering
pulsating
throbbing
beating
thumping
thudding
pounding
humming
palpitate
vibrate
grinding
crushing
hammering
lashing
knocking
driving
thrusting
pushing
force
injecting
filling
dilate
stretching
lingering
expanding
bouncing
reaming
elongate
enlarge
unfolding
yielding
sternly
firmly
tightly 
harshly
thoroughly
consistently
precision
accuracy
carefully
demanding
strictly
restriction
meticulously
scrupulously
rigorously
rim
edge
lip
circle
band
encircling
enclosing
surrounding
piercing
curl
lock
twist
coil
spiral
whorl
dip
wet
soak
madly
wildly
noisily
rowdily
rambunctiously
decadent
degenerate
immoral
indulgent
accept
take
invite
nook
indentation
niche
depression
indent
depress
delay
tossing
writhing
flailing
squirming
rolling
wriggling
wiggling
thrashing
struggling
grappling
striving
straining
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intergalactickidd · 4 years
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i really only post here when i’m upset, so i guess it’s okay that it’s been almost two months since my last post. the one before that was a long time ago... but these are rough times we are living in.
my problem today is with an old friend. he’s DMing our DnD sesh tomorrow, but he has this really cool habbit of doing everything to the max, and then getting angry that we don’t want to put in as much work as him. 
He’s the DM, which means he has to do more work than us, that’s the job. The problem comes from him turning around, pointing at us, and telling us that we’re not doing enough. We never do as much for him as he does for us. He guilt trips us into playing his games because he’s such a matyr and we should feel bad for not being as dedicated to this game as he is.
like... dude... it’s supposed to be... get this... fun. Why are you making me feel bad because you put time into a hobby you claim to enjoy? That’s the thought that keeps going around in my head over and over again. Please, relax. This is a hobby. Nobody wants to put this much work in because nobody wants to WORK at a HOBBY. I WORK at WORK and I PLAY with my HOBBIES. 
Dave won’t be able to play tomorrow, and it’s going to be a shit show. He was initially really excited, but these last few days have hit him hard. He’s in a very deep depression and he hasn’t had the energy to do what our DM asked of him. The fallout is going to be fucking awfuuullll.
Literally every time we play, we fight. Literally every time. For years I thought I was bad at DnD. I thought that it was me, that I was just not very good at playing with others. But since then I’ve had other FANTASTIC DMs with HILARIOUS games that were super light and super easy. Why is it that everytime I play with this guy, i creates such havoc in my heart? I feel like my blood is made of bees.
You shouldn’t go into a hangout with friends thinking, “i can’t wait until this is over.”
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intergalactickidd · 4 years
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Today is a bad day. This is probably the worst I’ve felt since going into isolation. 
I’m feeling very overwhelmed. My partner is having a lot of drama with his friends and it’s spiraling out of control. i fear he may lose the show he’s been working on. He threatened to quit his job again which triggers my anxiety so badly that it ruins my entire day (and he says it a lot.)
I was trying to offer advice and interpret the conversation he was having, but he was so upset and so aggressive that not completely taking his side was seen as not supporting him. I’m so used to trying to see both sides (especially when I care for both parties) that even trying to empathize with his friend was out of the question.
I want to cry over this. Normally when he has disagreements with his friends they can talk about it and it can blow over, but with this distance between everyone it’s difficult to really communicate properly. Especially when people stonewall eachother or make things extremely personal. It makes it seem like people have been harbouring feelings or feeling resentful and that kind of thing builds up and rots you from the inside. 
Everybody wants to feel heard but nobody’s listening.
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intergalactickidd · 4 years
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Does anyone actually have rp partners for years or am I just kidding myself
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intergalactickidd · 4 years
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I have one rp partner that I adore so much but I'm worried life will get in the way and our babes won't ever end up together 😩
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intergalactickidd · 5 years
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there are people in my past that I still care for deeply, but we’re not as close as we used to be. I think to myself, why? Oh, I know why. Because I was fucking awful to them. Why would anyone from my past still want to be my friend? I have been terrible to people, and I don’t blame them for leaving.
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intergalactickidd · 5 years
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pick pick pick
pick pick pick
it doesn’t 
feel
better
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intergalactickidd · 5 years
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i dont feel good
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intergalactickidd · 5 years
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"you’re a good worker”
“you’re really good at what you do”
“you work really hard”
i wish that sounded as good as 
“you’re a good friend”
“you’re a good daughter”
“you’re fun to be around.”
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