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All my life, I've endeavored to serve both my house and the realm. And somehow none of it matters.

#my queen #my baby #alicent hightower #season 2 #house of the dragon #hotd #house hightower

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#must reblog #I trust you Doctor #happy new year! #doctor who #ten #10 #david tennant #rose #billie piper #dw

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Ewan Mitchell at CCXP 2023 ❤️

Loud noise warning! The video quality goes to shit when I post but I'll keep trying!

I stopped filming cause they came down and I wanted a picture with them, unfortunately they didn't come all the way over but I got to see them even closer!

Ewan seems really sweet and attentive, in both panels he hugged the hosts hello and goodbye and gave us the warmest smile, he seems gentle and gives this kind and lovely energy

His outfit was stunning, pictures don't do it justice, he looked absolutely incredible

That. Fucking. Walk.

When he came out I immediately remembered his audition story cause that swag, that slow walk, is fucking magnetic. And hot as fuck. I too would cast him as Aemond immediately.

His voice is beautiful. Different than what I expected, his Aemond/Osferth voice is very low and gentle, and in other productions the accent really has my head spinning, but his voice is strong but smooth at the same time I can't explain it

He does pout a lot and it's the cutest thing ever, many times I looked over at him and he was just pouting

He didn't stop looking at the audience, there wasn't a second when he wasn't speaking that he wasn't looking around, winking and smiling at people, pointing at cosplays and fan art, it was really sweet, he seemed to be wanting to take it all in as much as he could, he was looking around smiling all the time

He was engaging with fans quite a lot, he got easily distracted from the interview cause was interacting with the people near him, he was all smiles

His face when Steve said he's team black was hilarious and I can say I'm one of the few that screamed for team green 💚

"ewa-" "green" bro he had no chill he was so proud

Loved his answers about Aemond and his story, he looked passionate about the character and you could feel that he loves Aemond and understands him and cares for him

Steve is a sweetheart and such a cool guy, he's really funny and kept pointing at fans and smiling at everyone he gives such good vibes, when he came down you can see in my pictures how close he got to those fans to take a good picture with them it was really sweet

They both were having a great time, that was obvious, and seemed really happy with the fan reception they got (we Brazilians don't play we will love you hard there's a reason everyone loves us) and all you xenophobic motherfuckers that were saying we would make him uncomfortable can suck my dick

If Ewan continues to do press I hope he gets all the love he got from us in other places and that more fans get to meet him, he really is lovely and gentle and deserves all the love we can give him

I hope they come back next year! And with more people from the cast, a girl can dream!

#ewan mitchell #steve toussaint #ccxp #comic con experience #house of the dragon #hotd #season 2 #s2 #aemond targaryen #corlys velaryon

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I'm seeing Ewan today. In front of me. I'll see him and hear his voice and I can't believe this is happening, I never thought my brazilian ass would see this man in real life!

I can't believe this, I'm still in shock, he is actually leaving his house and going to an event to promote this fucking show.

Oh we'll treat him so well we brazilians don't play I know he'll be well treated and feel so loved I'm so happy his first fan experience will be with us!! He deserves the world and we'll give it to him!

I wanted to work on an Alys cosplay but gave up cause I have no money for it, that would have been amazing for the panel!

Anyway, let's go Ewan nation, I'm so fucking exciteeeeeeed!!!

#i cant believe this is happening #im so happy #lets gooooo #ewan mitchell #ccxp #comic con #aemond targaryen #house of the dragon #hotd #season 2 #s2

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Hello beautiful people!

For anyone out there not in the UK that wants to watch Boiling Point here is a link for episode 1 and episode 2. This is the same channel so I'm assuming they'll post all of them eventually.

Enjoy! The movie was great and I'm loving the show so far, it's beautifully done!

#taz skylar #boiling point #billy #episode 1 #episode 2 #link #online #tv show #series #1x01 #1x02 #ep

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LANFEAR | The Wheel of Time - 2.06

#Natasha O'Keeffe #aka my wife #selene #lanfear #wheel of time #wot

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#The Apology Dance gives me such queer joy

#this season was pure fanfiction and I lo ed every second of it #yes even the ending #love me some angst #good omens #season 2 #s2 #crowley #aziraphale #david tennant #michael sheen

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— “Fleabag” (2x04), by Phoebe Waller-Bridge

#this one killed me #omg #pain #just pain #the last of us #fleabag #joel #ellie #pedro pascal #bella ramsey

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I loved episode 6 for so many reasons (Pedro your Emmy nomination is secured!) but two things really caught my attention while watching the episode and seeing people reacting to it (on YouTube, twitter, here...)

The amount of male reactors that didn't know what a menstrual cup was, and even thought it was some sort of birth control, shouldn't have been surprising to me but damn y'all really don't know anything do you?

One video I watched they were saying Maria was trying to control Ellie, by giving her birth control and cutting her hair against her will. They did not think Maria was being genuinely helpful at all.

Now let me tell you, as a woman, I would have helped another woman with everything she needs immediately. We have a shower, let me get you a nice soap. Need period products? I got you. I have scissors do you need a haircut? Let me get you clean underwear, do you need a bra? Here have a hair tie.

When Ellie found the tampons in ep 4 that made me so happy, then this happens and this display of not only women's solidarity towards each other but this awareness of our daily issues actually warms my heart.

I've always wondered what it would be like to be a woman in an apocalyptic world. We need these things. We don't just want them, we need them. I have cramps that are so bad sometimes I think I'm gonna pass out, even if I take meds, but I have never, not even once, watched a scene with a woman even acknowleding her period. unless if for some bulshit pregnancy arc but don't get me started

The second thing was that a lot of people (not just men in this case) thought that Joel was having a heart attack, when it was so clear he was experiencing something like a panic attack/anxiety/PTSD episode.

The lack of awareness on mental health is so clear. Maybe it's because I deal with anxiety and know what it feels like, but I understood immediately what was happening in those scenes.

We are so used to not talking about it. It should be so obvious to everyone but it wasn't. Because we don't even discuss this in real life.

I love that the show doesn't shy away from such important things that somehow for us are taboo. Mental health, women's health, these are things we don't really see in shows like this and I love that they are not hiding from it.

Ellie is a girl, she has periods. She also has a lot of trauma to unpack. Joel is not a robot, he's been through so much of course there's trauma there, of course he'll have PTSD and anxiety and have panic attacks on the possibility of caring for someone so much again and failing to protect them.

Anyway, I'd love to talk about everything I've been loving about this show but this post is too long already. I'm loving how they are adapting this story, they are doing a fantastic job, and the things they are changing/adding are only making the story better, and I can't wait for what's coming next.

#im surprised every time i see periods being acknowledged at all tbh #AND PEDRO THE EMMY IS YOURS BABY #the last of us #tlou #hbo #episode 6 #ep 6 #1x06 #pedro pascal #joel miller #bella ramsey #ellie

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“almost every woman i have ever met has a secret belief that she is just on the edge of madness, that there is some deep, crazy part within her, that she must be on guard constantly against ‘losing control’ — of her temper, of her appetite, of her sexuality, of her feelings, of her ambition, of her secret fantasies, of her mind.“ 

notes for a magazine, elana dykewomon (sinister wisdom #36)

#my baby #alicent hightower #hotd #house of the dragon #olivia cooke

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Recently I’ve been obssessed with Alys (and her relationship with Aemond of course) and I had a few ideas of fancast for her. I have a lot of others in mind but they are younger and I wanted to make a list of actresses over 40. And even tho I don’t think they’ll cast someone over 40 not even over 30 if I’m being honest a girl can dream.

Here are some of my favorites, I have watched all of these actresses and guarantee if you look for their work you won’t regret it, they are absolutely incredible! I’ll leave in the tags/comments what to watch for each.

I can’t wait to see her in season 2!! Let me know who else you guys have in mind!

Kasia Smutniak

Elodie Yung

Ruth Negga

Alyssa Sutherland

Kate Siegel

They all would look great with him

#alys rivers #fancast #house of the dragon #alys x aemond #kasia smutniak #domina #livia drusilla #elodie yung #elektra #daredevil #defenders #series #tv show #hotd #season 2 #s2 #fan cast #ruth negga #for ruth i gotta say #preacher #it's what i first saw her in #but her movies are great too! #alyssa sutherland #vikings #aslaug #queen aslaug #kate siegel #the haunting of hill house #the haunting of bly manor #midnight mass

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I’ve seen a lot of people talking about how the half of Viserys’s face that’s rotting facing the greens and the half that’s fine facing the blacks is symbolizing their badness and goodness but I’d argue differently. The rotting side faces the greens because they are the ones that deal with Viserys at his worst. Alicent is raped by him. Aemond is mutilated and denied justices. They are the ones caring for him as he rots away and they see the worst of him. The blacks get his best side. Rhaenyra gets a loving permissive father. Luceros and Jacaerys don’t get punished for what they do. He protects them against rumors of bastardry. They visit him when they want his help but have not been there for his sickness.

The two sides of Viserys’s face are about the two sides of himself and which each cohort sees.

#I love this post so much #house of the dragon #hotd #episode 8 #viserys #alicent #aemond #rhaenyra #the greens

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Hello ☺️

Does anyone have the post about the dinner scene discussing how Viserys sat at the centre and the greens had the ugly side and the blacks the good side, but it's not about how good or bad they are as people but about how the greens (especially Alicent) stayed at his side and saw him at his worst with his disease and the blacks didn't see any of it, so the greens have the ugly but real side of him, and the blacks the good and nice side?

I read it a long time ago and want to reblog it but I can't find it, it was so well written!

#house of the dragon #hotd #the greens #alicent hightower #aemond #aegon #otto #episode 8 #dinner scene #viserys #ep 8 #heleana targaryen

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the day we see Aemond speaking High Valyrian and riding Vhagar for the first time I will simply combust, a Targaryen fire will be ignited inside me and a worthy moan will be heard from miles away

look at my beautiful war criminal psychopath

Aemond: says Dracarys for the first time

Me:

#I mean Ewan's Aemond obviously #look at him #he is so pretty #and that eyepatch #and the psychotic eyes #hmm #that's my shit right there #prince aemond #aemond one eye #aemond targaryen #aemond the kinslayer #ewan mitchell #house of the dragon #hotd #got #hbo

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#priorities

#I love them!!! #layla al faouly #mark spector #steven grant #moon knight #marvel #mcu #oscar isaac #may calamawy

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THE WAY STEVEN’S LOOKING AT HER OMG :’)

#same #my babies!!! #steven grant #layla el faouly #steven x layla #moon knight #marvel #mcu #oscar isaac #may calamawy

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Steven: getting his ass kicked by an invisible creature in the middle of the street looking drunk as fuck

me: HE NEEDS SOME MILK

#I couldn't stop saying HE NEEDS SOME MILK #poor steven #moon knight #episode 2 #ep 2 #1x02 #steven grant #marc spector #marvel #mcu #oscar isaac