itsme-mrdeadman

[itsme-mrdeadman]

sometimes i forget that the things that have been done to me and the things i've experienced aren't normal and i can't talk about them. like as a kid i was told that it was normal, that this was love, that i was so special, and now seeing people who didn't have to experience it seem so weird to me

#csa vent #csa victim #trauma #actually traumatized

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Hello, my depressed A Little Life loving friends, a recording of the play with English subtitles I found for you all:

https://mega.nz/file/OG4SHSoC#f5QYM-CVQU8pQkOlt_DZouywzXCgltbuvKPd5WjFZeo

#a little life #jude st francis #willem ragnarsson #jb marion #malcolm irvine #een klein leven #hanya yanagihara #a little life play

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some vent art lol

tw for implied csa and self harm

#trauma #childhood trauma #csa survivor #csa victim #csa vent #self h@rm #triggering stuff #actually traumatized #mental illness #vent art #art #digital art

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forgot i made this but check out my playlist for a little life!

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3FD09iEmWTWqtdIKJZdQJz?si=72ef9d7e85a142bd

#a little life book #jude st. francis #definitely did not cry over him today #he's just so #willem ragnarsson #sad books

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HI BESTIES SO APPARENTLY THERE WAS A LIVE STREAM OF THE A LITTLE LIFE PLAY SO IF ANYONE HAS LIKE A RECORDING OR SOMETHING..... GFRHRIUGHIUER

#a little life play #a little life #jude st. francis #willem ragnarsson #a little life book

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DID ANYONE RECORDED THE A LITTLE LIFE PLAY ASKING FOR A FRIEND

#a little life #a little life play

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HOMOPHOBIC

i can’t remember who made this but i just found this in my photos and now i’m:((((

#a little life #neil perry #todd anderson #jude st. francis #dead poets society #anderperry

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vv quick & shitty wolfstar sketch

#wolfstar #harry potter marauders #marauders #remus lupin #sirius black #atyd #art #sketch #digital drawing #remus and sirius

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bruh i'm in godspell rn and i STILL don't understand what's going on other than that he dies

So we have "Musicals you can just listen to and understand what's going on" and "Musicals you need to read the summary of in order to Get It" but there's a third, distinct category that needs more recognition, which is "Musicals that you listened to and read the plot summary for and STILL don't have the faintest clue what's up." This category includes Cats and Godspell

#godspell #musicals #musical theater

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i obviously spend my time very well

#young royals #wilhelm yr #wilhelm x simon #simon yr #wilhelm young royals #simon young royals #young royals netflix #i spent like two hours on this #sorry for any mistakes lmao

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todd and jeffery have the exact same relationship as gordie and his brother from stand by me argue with the wall

#dps #dead poets society #dps fandom #todd anderson #jeffery anderson #stand by me #they’re best friends your honor #jeffery was the best brother his parents are just assholes

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i made another happy playlist:))) inspired by my favorite part in dps where neil runs away with todd and they get married and are happy forever 🥰🥰

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5nlgvawnnnnkmPbPPeEbPk?si=v8B7hRA4SgSsdCoKy2A8Gw&dl_branch=1

#anderperry #dead poets society #dps #dps fandom #neil perry #todd anderson #charlie dalton #gerard pitts #steven meeks #richard cameron #spotify

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go check out my dps playlist lol

#dead gays society #dps #todd anderson #anderperry #neil perry #charlie dalton #knox overstreet #stephen meeks #steven meeks #gerard pitts #richard cameron #its not sad at all #all the young dudes #Spotify #dead poets society

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the like 5 second clip of todd messing up cameron’s hair before neil’s play brings me so much serotonin istg

#anderperry #dead poets society #dps #dps fandom #neil perry #todd anderson #charlie dalton #gerard pitts #stephen meeks #dps boys

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-charlie watches it as a joke but is actually extremely attached to it

-meeks and cameron spend the whole time pointing out the errors and mEdIcAl InAcUrRaCiEs

-pitts is a die hard stan, he has merch and everything

-knox watched it for the romance, he’s cried in every episode where the guy is rejected (he probably says some shit abt “how hard it is to be male” and “females always reject me 😔” (yes he would say females))

-neil only watched it for the musical episodes, he frequently critiques the actors. (“that’s an interesting choice!” “that was soo flat”)

-todd only watched it bc the others were, and he pretends he hates it but it’s his favorite show

which one of the poets would watch greys anatomy? whether its a complete obsession or if they just watch it for fun

#i have never seen greys anatomy #but they’d all be huge fans #just trust me bro #dead poets society #dps #charlie dalton #stephen meeks #steven meeks #gerard pitts #knox overstreet #neil perry #richard cameron #todd anderson #anderperry #dead poets society hc

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if ur a dps or marauders fan i am begging u to watch young royals on netflix it’s gay and at boarding school and the chemistry is literally so good like pls

#dead poets society #anderperry #dps #dps fandom #neil perry #todd anderson #marauders memes #harry potter marauders #marauders era #atyd #all the young dudes #young royals

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gay culture is my depression playlist currently just being inside, a strange combination of david bowie songs, and mitski/phoebe bridgers

#gay #bo burnham inside #dead poets society #the marauders #yes i am tagging those why do you think i listen to what i do #gay music #mitski #fruity #sus