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The only thing worth existing for is my cats and even those lil wimps scurry away if I drop or nudge something while going to pet them. Pisses me off.

#cute #cute animals #relatable #catsofinstagram #cats #catlover

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Hey can someone let me know whether or not this is a healthy looking axolotl? I'm wondering if it seems ok or if it needs help. It's not my axolotl, I just see it around where I work sometimes.

#axololt #axolotl #axolotyl #exotic #exotic animals #animals #cute animals #cute

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I really wish we could have an adult version of Steven Universe. Where it's liie after he leaves Beach City and the realities of how cruel the world and other people really are smack him in the face. I'd like to know how he handles it without total control of his diamond powers.

Imagine Steven sees a person hitchhiking, so he picks them up, but then they stop at a gas station. Steven runs in to use the bathroom and leaves a stranger in his car, thinking he can trust them because he's never been robbed before. Then the hitchhiker steals his car by hot wiring it. Steven comes out of the bathroom, and realizes what happened. Then he turns pink, slows time to catch up with the guy, and in slow mo (because he's nice) just removes the hitchiker and his stuff from the car and places them back on the side of the road. Steven gets in and keeps driving without missing a beat, time goes back to normal, and the guy realizes he's suddenly stopped sitting on the ground by the road and starts freaking out. Steven is pissed but doesn't hurt him and learns his lesson the hard way.

I'd like to see stuff like this.

#rose quarts su #su pearl #su #steven universe #amedot #lapidot #su steven #steven future #steven universe future #steven bomb

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Lately I haven't been wanting to put in the work that it's going to take to continue accomplishing my goals and I think I finally figured out why. The last five years I've struggled so much it felt like I was constantly scaling a mountain. Climbing vertically, constantly, slipping sometimes, and other times finding a small ledge to rest on for a moment. Every ledge was never strong enough to hold me for long, so even when I caught a break I still couldn't relax. Everyday I hoped I'd reach the top where the ground would level out. Eventually I pulled myself up to that point, only to look out and see a slightly inclined hill just beyond the edge of the cliff I had ascended. I've made it to where I wanted to be all that time I was climbing, but after all that work I can't even think about walking up that hill. I just want to catch my breath. Just rest here for a while where the ground won't fall out from under me. I can finally be comfortable, yet my work isn't done, and I'm not ready to continue on.

#trauma #ptsd #ptsd vent #relatable #homeless #struggle #the struggle is real #the struggle of my life

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Every once in a while I think about how I've wronged others and how nothing I could ever do would be redeemable in their eyes because they've already made up their mind about who they think I am.

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The QR code pictured is a link to my cat's life saving surgery fundraiser. The vet's are charging us an arm and a leg to save her. More details in the link. Any donations are highly appreciated! 😺😻😽

#cats pics #cats #catsofinstagram #cats of tumblr #catlover #relatable #surgery #emergency

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Sometimes you wonder where your pants went off …

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I just realized that Pearl loved Rose like a gay lover who wanted to be with her but Rose wasn't into Pearl because Pink Diamond's best friend was Pink Pearl and it's super weird for Rose because her replacement best friend wants to get in her pants.

#steven universe future #pink steven #steven universe #su

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katara: aang would never murder someone! no avatar would!

aang: i’m sure i’m innocent, please let me clear my name

sokka: i have determined kyoshi has an alibi!

kyoshi: 

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This praying mantis standing its ground 

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Sunset walk 

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OK SO HOW COME

I am getting a ton of ads on youtube for Trumps birthday when I DONT GIVE A FUCK and theres a goddamn PANDEMIC going on where nobody even gives a shit if theres a fucking national or international holiday?! WTF.

#youtube #president trump #president #is this a joke #wtf #everything is fucked

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Been quarantined since 1941

A sign in the window of the fake pharmacy: “Dear customers, because of a lack of deliveries certain articles are out of stock”, is an example of life imitating art imitating life.

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Would someone be my friend? TL;DR

This isn’t easy to admit but I’m at a point where I feel so much emotional pain that I don’t know what else to do or where to go for help. I have a counselor at my college that I’m talking to who is trying to get me in touch with a real therapist but I need more than that. I’ve lost all my meaningful relationships in my life. I’ve isolated myself because of my trauma and now I don’t know how to make friends again or how to get my old friends back in my life. I question if they’d even care or want to have me back in their life. Everyone has so much going on all the time, especially me. It doesn’t seem like there’s any room for friendship anymore. I don’t trust anyone anymore, but that doesn’t mean I don’t want to. I wish someone could show me that I can trust them. I want to be able to vent and have someone who knows me well enough to know how to listen and cheer me up without trying to solve my problem as most of my problems don’t have solutions. I want to learn how to reciprocate that as well since I seem to have forgotten how. I only know I’ve forgotten how because I have a partner that I try to talk to but I feel like we’re growing apart because neither of us can seem to console one another. It feels like there is a void inside my soul that is begging to be filled. Maybe I need more people in my life who understand what its like to go through similar things. I guess that’s why I’m typing this, to try to find someone to talk to and hope that’ll help.   

#ptsd #ptsd vent #mental help #mentally ill #mental instability #depressed #depression #depressing thoughts #self deprecation #loner life #self love #love #anxiety #anxious #steven universe #support #anything helps #i can't help myself #writing help #someone help #Positivevibes #GoodVibes #bad day