ivelostyou

[ivelostyou]

I should never have trusted you again I’m so stupid

“It’s my fault for not believing you the first time you showed me who you really were.”

— tara love / this ‘love’ was blinding

[ivelostyou]

I’m better off alone

“With everyone who will come and leave, you’ll have learned that people themselves aren’t meant to stay or last. As heartbreaking as losing them will feel, you were whole without them and still will be when they leave.”

— tara love

[ivelostyou]

I’m all on my own now I’m better off I guess

“As I’ve grown older, I’ve learned to cut my circles closer. Closer and closer until I realize I’ve cut myself out.”

— tara love / it’s strange to have to tiptoe around your own thoughts

[ivelostyou]

I allready miss you been around

“I get so lost in your eyes, I can’t find my way out.”

— tara love / drowning in you

[ivelostyou]

I was stupid

“I was deeply in love with you that I broke myself for you.”

— Shattered Heart

[ivelostyou]

I’m scared I’ll never be the old me again because of it

“I lost me while making us.”

— tara love

[ivelostyou]

All my happy memories are tied to some kind of trauma how am I ment to carry on not been able to look at my son without seeing all the bad things that have happened or seeing him running around with who I thought was the ive of my life

“I wish I could separate my sadness from my happiness, or my love from my heartbreak, but how does one separate their heart from itself without tearing it apart?”

— tara love / you can’t choose between light and dark

[ivelostyou]

Every last one

[ivelostyou]

It’s why I need weed

[ivelostyou]

I miss you so much

“Sometimes if I close my eyes tightly enough, I can still hear your voice at the frays of my memory.”

— tara love / a long lost excerpt from us #1

[ivelostyou]

I’m scared I’ll wake up later and accept your apology you know just want to say to me I still love you I just wnat is to be how we used to be but I need to remember that’s never going to happen

You ripped my heart to shreds... but if you ask me back, I'm afraid I'll say yes.

:(

[ivelostyou]

You make me feel like I want to die everyday I just want the old you back but that persons gone forever now his never comming back

“Do you know how it feels to look for something you know will never come back? How it feels for your head to know, but your heart to need it so bad that your mind shreds itself apart and your heart threatens to tear an escape from the bars that line your chest?”

— tara love / i hope you don’t

[ivelostyou]

I was never enough for you I should have known that from the start but I was stupid

[ivelostyou]

You don’t care that I’ve left that the thing you have just gone straight back to doing your shit asif nothings happened like your life hasn’t even changed one bit

“I gave you everything I could and you sharpened them into knives to stab me with, so don’t go crying when I leave.”

— tara love / i gave you every chance

[ivelostyou]

You were my everything we had everything but u threw it all away for drugs

[ivelostyou]

Never again will I let someone in like I did with you

“The idea of loving someone so much that your life would shatter without their bindings terrifies me. Love has no contracts, no guarantees, no rules. There are no ways to stop myself from falling and no promise that you will stay in love. I fear one day you will wake up and realize that you are so much better without me and that terrifies me.”

— tara love / love is terrifying

[ivelostyou]

And even then the don’t learn

Sadly. The only way some people will learn to appreciate you is by losing you.