iwant2bepretty

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It was April and she was the saddest thing under the sun.

Khush Bakht via wordedarchive

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like i feel like this rn

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i need to lose weight BADLY. i am the biggest ive ever been & it’s bad. my boyfriend couldn’t even have sex w me today. on Valentine’s Day. I’m so ugly and fat this is seriously so pathetic. And all I want to do rn is go eat:((( omfg I hate myself I hate my life I am so upset I just want to crawl in a hole and die

#body dismorphia #my body #body image #please help #low cal ana #ana trigger #ed bllog

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Being a bitch doesn’t help u lose weight btw

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Slayyyy I’m back to my ED. Why does it take so long to see results while fasting. Its been a week with basically no eating. (Days I did eat, I really controlled myself and didn’t binge) I can’t see any results, obviously. I know I won’t for a while but it just sucks. I am not weighing myself because I don’t want to know how much I weigh!! I haven’t weighed in over a year. I’m guessing somewhere around 130-140 (I’m 5’2) so if I’m wrong and it’s a lot more than that, I would seriously commit or at least want to. I like living in this unknown stage. Also my stretch marks are getting worse but if I’m skinny with stretch marks I don’t care so it’s fine. I just can’t be fat with stretch marks. Anyways see y’all later.

(These words are for my self deprecation LITERALLY. I only hate my body so if this applies to you, I promise I’d love your bod. I have body dysmorphia so pls don’t let me hurt you)<333

#body dismorphia #my body #natural body #fit check #curvy body #body image #low cal ana #anarecia #tw ed thoughts

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Fighting this Ed one day at a time!!! Purrrrr. I have eaten good and worked out for only 4 days in a row and I feel amazing. Who knew only a few days of good habits can make you feel more confident and more clear headed. I will be continuing this Journey!!! Day 4!!!

#body dismorphia #my body #natural body #curvy body #body image #recovering

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ur early 20s are about being obsessed with kindness and mary oliver and seasonal fruits and recreating comfort foods you ate as a child and learning how to love and crying because you have no choice but to live the life before you and finding god on the bus back from the grocery store

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me: *passes a stranger who couldn’t possibly care less about my appearance*

me: omg does he think I’m fat

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Girls don’t want boys girls want zero calorie alcohol.

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“At a certain point, I just have to try not too think to much about certain things, or else they’ll break my heart.”

— Jonathan Franzen

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Bul!m!a tips please! I live with my oblivious boyfriend so I don’t really need tips on how to hide it. How often should I purge for it to be effective? Do I need to purge after I eat or can I just do it at night? Idk if I’ll be able to after I eat because I work. Thanks!

#body dismorphia #my body #natural body #please help #body image #anareksya #bullimic #bulimima #bulimist #bulimba

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Me rn

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r e b l o g (i f)

food consumes every thought

you feel heavy and just. so fucking disgusting.

you want to feel the hunger

gaining weight is one of your biggest fears

you want to be that friend who’s perfect

you just want it all to melt off right now.

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I wish I was skinny I AM GOING TO BE SKINNY.

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me rn. Hey followers!

me coming back to ana tumblr after two months of recovery like-🚶