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BTS Begins ~ Bangtan School Years

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I’m fucking sick of trying to fall in love

#unrequited love #desperate #depression #lonely #love #spilled ink

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Okay ive decided that I'll fucking romanticize everything until im so full of love that ill be gagging on it

#love quotes #unrequited love #love #thoughts #lovely #self love #excerpt from a book i'll never write #poetry #you are loved #i love you #my love

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My trauma has come to haunt me again and its only one am.

#thoughts #depressive #depression #sad boi hours #sadness #why are we still here #why am i still awake #why am i like this

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IF YOU'RE READING THIS, YOU'RE GOING TO RECEIVE A SURPRISE BLESSING THIS WEEK

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ok so idk if i made the right decision but atleast i wont be miserable anymore

#idk man #idk whats going on #i hate the corporate world

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why do i need a job to survive

why cant i just float

#struggles #wtf am i doing #why did i even post this #why did no one tell me

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so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

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Thought of the day for you:

I have always been lovable, kissable, and adorable, and nobody can make me think otherwise

#oh i love #beauty #you are worthy #you are loved #you are valid #love #lovely #self love #only positive vibes #romance #did you know #thoughts #seriously #thought of the day #spring #you are beautiful #kiss me #love quotes #romantic quotes

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i don’t know who needs to hear this, but here it goes: you don’t have to repeatedly and harshly punish yourself for every little thing you think you do wrong. you don’t have to diminish or eliminate your worth and dignity in order to become a better person and acknowledge your mistakes. please forgive yourself, please keep going and please, be flawed! perfection is unattainable.

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Hey did you know I keep a google drive folder with linguistics and language books  that I try to update regularly 

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After everyone has paid for lunch, the rambunctious group walks out of the restaurant, and wait on the sidewalk. Yuta asks you to wait for a minute, and that he'll leave with you but the way he's talking to Doyoung animatedly about freaking dinosaurs, you know it'll be longer than a minute.

As you wait, Mark and Johnny approach you, and Mark says,

"Yo, Y/N right? Your style is pretty dope."

You laugh at his words, and say, "Ayyyyy, appreciate it man. I love your hair, suits you."

At your words, the boy actually seems to go a little shy, eyes wandering as one of his hands come up to play with his ear, letting out a chuckle.

Before the silence could get weird, you chime in and say,

"Do ya'll like Indian food?"

"Oh mannn, yes!! Do not even get me started. Everything is just perfect. The sweet, the sour, the spicy. God."

Laughing at Mark's exaggeration, Johnny chimes in, "Mhm yeah, and you know the dessert that we just had, I think that's my favourite."

Your eyes light up as you say, "For real? Woaaaah. Gulabjamun is my favourite too!"

Your words trail off into laughter and in your excitement you raise your hand for a high five, which Johnny returns, now laughing along with you. As the laughter dies down and both of you lower your hands, Johnny smiles an easy smile as his eyes don't leave yours.

The seemingly romantic moment is broken the moment someone else approaches your trio, and Johnny's hand leaves yours.

Jaehyun comes and stands beside you, and asks with his phone extended towards you, "Hey Y/N, can I get your number?"

Unsure of what to do, mind still preoccupied by Johnny, you smile, taking his phone from him and entering your digits.

Little do you know that Mark and Johnny are watching Jaehyun watch you like hawks.

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PART SIX 🍨

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PART TWO 🍨

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"Yuta, over here!"

Yuta turns to you, eyes searching yours. You just nod at him, giving him the 'go ahead'. Your eyes follow him as he turns and walks his friends, and only move to scan the rest of them when Yuta starts doing some weird handshake with the boy who called his name.

All of them are handsome, but your eyes recognise only two of them. One being the guy in the cardigan from this morning, and another being Jaehyun. Your eyes meet his and he smiles at you, hand going up to wave at you. You wave back at him, lips pulling up in a smile.

As Jaehyun gets up to walk to you, his posture the epitome of confidence, you notice the cardigan guy turning in his chair to look at the two of you. Jaehyun's voice makes your head turn to look at him, eyes taking your focus off of the cardigan guy.

"Hey Y/N! Fancy seeing you here." Jaehyun says, one of his hands tucked in his front pocket. You can't exactly deny that he's handsome, and the shy smile that he's giving you just makes it harder for you to accept this fact.

"Hi, and uh, yeah I came in for an interview." You curse yourself for the stutter, reminding yourself that he's just a boy.

His eyes light up at the sound of your voice, and he says, "Oh! That's pretty cool. They'd be idiots to not hire you. Also, I didn't know you were friends with Nakamoto. If I had then we'd know each sooner."

You laugh at his words.

Of course he's flirting with you. Or is he? Are you just being stupid? No, no way he's flirting with you. He's just being friendly, right?

As you're about to answer, someone else interrupts you.

"Hey, Y/N, right? You're here for the interview?"

You and Jaehyun turn to the guy, and you nod your head. He's wearing a white shirt, sleeves rolled up. You see no nametag on him, but you do see the way he's smiling at you.

"Great! I'm Dev but you can call me anytime."

The smile drops off your face at this, and Jaehyun exclaims, "What the fuck!"

Your head whips to Jaehyun, his eyes aimed at Dev, holding none of the warmth they held a second ago.

Looking at Jaehyun's expression, Dev puts his hands up, and says, "Chill dude, I'm not gonna hit on your girlfriend. I was just kidding. Come on, I'll take you to the manager."

Your eyes turn to Jaehyun as you hear him mutter "You better be."

As you go to follow Dev, the boy already disappearing through the corridor leading to the back, Jaehyun's hand on your elbow makes you turn around. Your eyebrows go up in question, and Jaehyun opens his mouth, and closes it again. He takes a deep breath, his hand dropping from your body, and he just whispers a 'goodluck' and walks back to his table.

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PART FOUR 🍨

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reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

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PART THREE 🍇

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good things will happen 🧿

things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿