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Summer’s in the air and baby, heaven’s in your eyes I’m your national anthem. National Anthem - Lana Del Rey

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One of my New Year’s resolutions is to open up more and not keep my feelings bottled up inside me.

However, every time I open up to someone the outcome is never good. I either feel dumb after or get a response back that in no way helps me.

I feel like nobody truly understands me or can help me.

I try to journal but that doesn’t help either, after I get all my feelings out on the paper I quickly realize my situation is still the same and nothing is better. This makes me feel discouraged and upset all over again.

I don’t know why I’m saying this here but I just had to get it out. And again, I don’t feel better now.

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Anna Nicole Smith, 1993

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jamilla strand for dipesta .

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i will no longer be embarrassed i will no longer be a victim of insecurity i will no longer plague my mind with worries i exist i am allowed to exist i am allowed to take up space i will not let others dictate my experience i will live i will live i will live

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SHOWGIRLS (1995) dir. Paul Verhoeven