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Reblog this and put your birthday in the tags so your followers know

#may 19 #comin' up

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Does anyone have the actual fictober prompt list for 2020?

#fictober #fictober 2020 #kpop #fictober20

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jbjsflower · 4 years

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Everything wrong with kpop industry

Yes, I’m aware that this tumblr acc is dedicated to fanfiction but this is a very serious issue so I feel like I have to address this here.

TW// SUICIDE, SELF HARMING.

I guess y’all know what’s coming. First of all, I want to clarify that I’m 200% on Mina’s side, however I won’t tolerate harmful comments towards Shin Jimin (harmful as in telling her to go k*ll herself or similar stuff).

Kwon Mina, ex-member of the girl group AOA, suffered from bullying for 10+ years. Her bully was another member of her own group, Shin Jimin. This information was published by Mina in her own instagram account (@ kvwowv) along with a picture of (already healed) scars on her wrists. In the following posts she talked about how the agency didn’t do anything to handle the bullying situation and how she ended up leaving because she couldn’t stand it anymore. Mina even talked about how Shin Jimin mistreated her during one of her hardest moments, her father’s death. On the other side, Jimin was treated like royalty when her own father got sick and finally passed away, being able to take a rest from the group’s activities, a consideration that Mina didn’t receive back in the day.

The company (FNC ENTERTAINMENT) didn’t handle the situation well, and even though the rest of AOA (including Jimin) visited her and apologised, Mina said that it wasn’t an honest apology. She only needed Jimin to acknowledge the harm she had done to her and apologise for making her feel miserable all this time, which she didn’t do. Jimin only said that she didn’t remember any of those things and excused herself. Mina was super upset about that and uploaded a post to her instagram account, once again exposing the whole situation.

Even though Mina’s the victim here, and despite all the love and support she has received from her fans via Instagram, many haters (and/or Jimin supporters) tagged her and left hateful comments towards her, saying things such as she shouldn’t talk about those issues since they were “personal” or complaining about the very explicit photos of her scars and cuts that she had uploaded.

A few days ago, she posted again, talking about how FNC is planning on waiting until this issue is forgotten to bring Jimin back and continue with AOA’s activities. Of course, Mina was mad about the fact that nobody had taken her exposure seriously and talked about how unfair it was that Jimin could sleep well while she had insomnia and needed to take sleeping pills in order to sleep a few hours.

Today, Mina shared a VERY EXPLICIT post, of her sliced wrists, saying that she hopes Jimin and FNC staff and PD are happy and living well, and asking them not to come to her funeral because it would be disgusting. I’m personally very concerned about this post and hope and pray for Mina to be alright.

This needs to stop, Korea needs to take mental health seriously because IT IS A SERIOUS MATTER. Mina is begging for help and nobody’s helping her. She keeps getting taken to hospital to heal her cuts but no one’s taking her to a psychologist to heal her soul’s pain. Mental health is as important (maybe even more) as physical health.

If you have the time, please leave some supportive messages at @ kvwowv on instagram and pray for her to be alright.

#mina #kwonmina #kwon mina #aoa #shin jimin #jimin #aoa mina #aoa jimin #kpop

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jbjsflower · 4 years

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Lucid Dreaming Chapter 2 - It’s not a dream

Pairing: BTS Yoongi X Jimin

Genre: angst, soft, soulmate!AU, lucid dream!AU

Warnings: mentions of mental disorders, possible mentions of suicide

Requested: no

A/N: Chapter 2 is here! Hope you guys enjoy it~ head to my masterlist to see more content!

Previous Chapter

Chapter 2 - It's not a dream

I collapse on the floor, sweating. The music stops and I look at myself in the mirror, sweating and trying to recover my breath, my chest feeling heavy. My hair looks messy and so do my clothes. I smile, still staring at my reflection. Then everything goes black.

-Jungkook ah, wake up. - I hear my brother's voice from outside my bedroom. I don't want to get up but he enters the room and opens the blinds. I try to cover my face with the blankets. -Do you need help to get on the chair? - Reality suddenly hits me...

-No... - I reply.

It's been some months since the car accident happened. I can't help but hate that chair, and what my life has become now. I saw my hopes for the future fade in front of my eyes, making everything blurry. My dream was always to become a great dancer, so I joined a dance school since I was very young and did my best to improve day after day, practicing as much as my body allowed me to. These thoughts cross my head while I carefully get out of my bed, using my arms, and sit on the chair. I get out of the room, not caring about how messy it looks, and head to my brother's. I look at him from the door and see him sitting by the piano. He doesn't notice I'm there, and I just stare at the now unusual scene, waiting for him to finally play some notes. But that moment never arrives.

-Are you going to play it? - I ask, getting him out of his thoughts. He gets up and avoids my question, asking me what I want for lunch, so I just ignore the whole situation and ask for pizza. I just want to eat as quickly as possible so I can get back to my online games.

I head to the living room, where the dining table is, and wait for my brother to call to the pizza place. A few minutes later he comes back, with his wallet in hand, and sits in the chair in front of me.

-What's wrong with you? - I ask Yoongi. He's been distracted and acting weird today, so I wonder if he had a fight with one of his friends or maybe something happened to him at work. He sighs looking at the table, not wanting to lift his head.

-I dreamt of a guy... - he starts speaking.

-Oh no, don't tell me those things hyung! I don't want to know about those things, okay? - I grimace in disgust. He lifts his head, eyes wide open, and starts laughing loudly.

-What are you even talking about? You dirty minded child...- he flicks my forehead and I hiss in pain. - I didn't raise you like that! It wasn't that kind of dream, it was... sweet - he smiled.

-Wait what? Are you in love or something? Where did you meet that guy? - I had so many questions in my head all of a sudden. It's been a long time since I last saw my brother smile like that because of someone, and it made me really curious.

-What? No! I don't know him... at least I don't think so. I don't know, he just appeared in my dream, but he felt too real to be part of my imagination.

-So it was just part of the dream? You never saw him in real life?

-Not that I remember... I'm sure I wouldn't forget that smile if I saw it.

-That's weird. - I start thinking about it... what if he's actually a real person and they had a shared dream? - Hyung, what do you remember from that dream?

-Everything... I haven't forgot a single detail.

-Okay, let me grab a notebook and tell me everything you remember about him.

We had lunch together while Yoongi described his dream in detail and I listened carefully. I noted the important things down and tried to convince him that it was just a dream and everything was okay. But I lied to him. I'm almost 100% sure it wasn't just a dream. I lock myself in my room, in front of the PC, and search Park Jimin on the internet. A lot of SNS profiles appear and I start checking them one by one. I'm about to lose hope when I bump into a blog. I click some of the posts and it seems to be someone's "online diary". I keep scrolling and find a picture of a guy, sitting on a staircase. Could it be him? The description seems to fit, but his hair is pink and he isn't smiling, so I'm not completely sure. I can't tell my brother to check if it's him either, it would be suspicious. I quickly scroll back to the text posts and start reading one of them. It says something about being hospitalized again, he also talks about taking pills and feeling nothing at all. This is his most recent post. I look at the date, August of 2020. It's almost been two years... he doesn't have any SNS profile linked to the blog and I couldn't find any other traces of him on the internet. This is weird. The sound of a new text message gets me out of my thoughts. I check my phone, it's Jin hyung.

"Are you awake? Wanna play?" - I reply quickly since he's online.

"I'm logging in, wait for you at the village."

~Chapter 3 soon~

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Am I annoying? Yes

Do I give a fuck? Also yes I really am sorry about me all the time

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jbjsflower · 4 years

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Lucid Dreaming - Chapters

All chapters of my Yoonmin fanfic

Chapter 0

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

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Lucid Dreaming Chapter 1 - Park Jimin

Pairing: BTS Yoongi X Jimin

Genre: angst, soft, soulmate!AU, lucid dream!AU

Warnings: mentions of mental disorders, possible mentions of suicide

Requested: no

A/N: Chapter 1 going up! Hope you enjoy the story, I��ll upload chapter 2 next week~ please let me know if you liked it <3

Chapter 1 - Park Jimin

I opened my eyes to find myself in a place I didn't know. It looked like a train station. There were large windows all over the place, making it very bright. I looked around to find out that I was alone. Well, almost. I could spot a person sitting on one of the benches, not far away from me. It was a young guy with bright orange hair. He had his back to me, looking through the window right in front of him. I walk towards him, with the intention of asking why were we alone in here. I gently touched his shoulder, and he turned around, looking at me with his warm brown eyes. His facial features were stunning, and I found myself getting lost in those deep eyes. Suddenly he smiled at me.

-My name is Park Jimin.- he said with a wide smile on his face. - Who are you?

Was this really a dream? He kept looking at me since I couldn't speak at all, still shocked because of his question. I had never dreamt of a person that I didn't know in real life... I felt taken aback.

-Min Yoongi... - I answered doubtfully. He smiled again, then he firmly held my hand. It felt strange... I wasn't much into physical affection, but it felt good. His skin was soft, and his hand ridiculously small compared to mine. It made me smile unconsciously. - Why are we alone in this place?

-I don't know... I just suddenly appeared here. - he replied. He looked quite confused as well, and I could only wonder how could my brain create such a perfect image out of nothing. - Why don't you sit with me? We can look at the sky together since there's not much to do anyway...

I decided to sit by his side and stare at the windows as well. We stood there for a long time, speechless. It had been quite a long time since I last stopped to just look at the sky, and I asked myself why, because I suddenly found it really entertaining. Suddenly, Jimin spoke again.

-I haven't stared at the sky for a long time... it is breathtakingly beautiful... And it also matches your hair color.- he giggled. I couldn't help but smile, as I turned my head to look at him. He was so concentrated on looking at the bright sky, I could see sparkles in his eyes. Were they tears? Anyway, he was so precious, ethereal. He suddenly looked at me.- I have to leave now... it's been a pleasure to meet you, Min Yoongi. Let's see each other again soon!

I nodded as a reply, even though I don't think I'll be able to see him again. I stood up and waved at him as I watched him leaving.

I wake up in my bed, thinking about the weird dream I just had. His image is still clear in my head, I feel like I could see his smile if I close my eyes again. I look at the clock in my bedside table and it's only 8 a.m. I get up to pick a glass of water and get a shower. It's pretty early but I feel like I can't sleep anymore, so I decide to go out and have breakfast. I make sure to buy a donut for my brother, but when I get back home, I notice he isn't even awake yet, so I decide to enter his room and wake him up.

-Jungkook ah, wake up.- I say opening the door. I look at him, tossing and turning in his bed and growling as a response, so I walk in his room and open the blinds, letting the sunlight in. He covers his face with the blankets.- Do you need help to get on the chair?

-No...- he says from under the blanket.

I walk out of the room and enter mine. I stare at my piano from the door, wondering how long it has been since I last played it. Suddenly, I find myself sitting in front of it, staring at the keys, contemplating its beauty... but also scared. I slowly lift my hands, placing them on the cold keys, caressing them while I try to find the courage to play again.

-Are you going to play it? - I hear Jungkook talking to me from outside the door. I quickly take my hands off the piano and stand up.

-You finally got up. What do you want for lunch? - I say, trying to avoid his question.

-Can we order some pizza? - he asks looking at me, with those bright eyes. I sigh.

-Okay fine, I'll go order pizza...

Chapter 2

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Lucid Dreaming - Chapter 0

Pairing: BTS Yoongi X Jimin (mainly)

Genre: angst, soft, lucid dream!AU, soulmate!AU

Warnings: mentions of mental disorders, possible mention of suicide

Requested: no but who cares

A/N: okay so this is a story that I started writing 2 YEARS AGO (yeah 20 y/o me was a bit angsty y’all) and I kinda abandoned it because I felt like it wasn’t good enough BUT I decided to read it again, after two years, and ngl I kinda liked it? So yeah I’ll be publishing the chapters that I had already written (after editing them, of course) and I’ll continue writing and hopefully finish the story. Hope y’all enjoy reading this as much as I enjoyed writing it back then!

In such an unkind world, the only way out is dreaming. Dreaming of a better life, of beautiful places, of... beautiful people?

After living a misserable life, the only thing left is to dream of a better one, but... how can you tell if it’s just a dream?

Chapter 1

#yoonmin #bts #bangtan #yoongi #jimin #namjoon #jungkook #seokjin #hoseok #taehyung #suga #rm #jk #jin #jhope #v #army #soulmate #au #fanfic #fanfiction #writing #scenario #imagine #writer #reader

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Lucid Dreaming - BTS Yoongi x Jimin Teaser

This is a teaser that I made for a fanfic I started writing 2 years ago and I have finally decided to continue writing. Hope you guys like it <3

First chapter will be up next week ~

#yoonmin #bts #bangtan #army #yoongi #jimin #namjoon #seokjin #hoseok #taehyung #jungkook #v #jhope #suga #jin #rm #jk #yoongi x jimin #fanfic #fanfiction #teaser #writing #writer #imagine #scenario #au

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this is lucas…

this is yukhei…

…but this. this is the real deal. that’s xuxi.

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2% girl 98% anxiety

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Okay so I found a 100 prompt list and I'm gonna leave it here. Y'know how it works, you send me a prompt (or multiple ones) + an idol and I'll write whatever situation comes to mind (you can specify if you want fluff, angst or whatever). Let's do this!

1. “Do you want me to leave?”

2. “I swear it won’t happen again.”

3. “I’m not jealous.”

4. “You can’t keep doing this.”

5. “I’m going to take care of you, okay?”

6. “You can’t die. Please don’t die.”

7. “You did what?!”

8. “Were you ever going to tell me?”

9. “Don’t ask me that.”

10. “I might have had a few shots.”

11. “What’s with the box?”

12. “Say it!”

13. “I could kiss you right now!”

14. “Are you done with that?”

15. “Are you still awake…?”

16. “Excuse you?”

17. “This is all your fault!”

18. “I shouldn’t be in love with you.”

19. “I could kill you right now!”

20. “Just admit I’m right.”

21. “That doesn’t even make sense.”

22. “That’s irrational.”

23. “Just pretend to be my date.”

24. “Are you really going to leave without asking me the question you’ve been dying to ask me?”

25. “When you love someone, you don’t just stop. Ever. Even when people roll their eyes or call you crazy… even then. Especially then!”

26. “I think I’ve been holding myself from falling in love with you all over again.”

27. “I’m not going to apologise for this. Not anymore.”

28. “That’s almost exactly the opposite of what I meant.”

29. “It must be hard with your sense of direction, never being able to find your way to a decent pickup line.”

30. “Can I sit here? The other tables are full.”

31. “You weren’t supposed to laugh!”

32. “This is, by far, the dumbest thing you’ve ever done.”

33. “I’m not going to stop poking you until you give me some attention.”

34. “These stars are nothing compared to the ones I’ve seen in your eyes.”

35. “Before I do this, I need you to know that I have always loved you.”

36. “Did I say that out loud?”

37. “Do you think they could have loved me?”

38. “Everyone keeps telling me you’re the bad guy.”

39. “How long have you been standing there?”

40. “Have I ever lied to you?”

41. “Have you lost your fucking mind?”

42. “His ego is so visible; I can almost watch it grow.”

43. “I am not losing you again!”

44. “I don’t know why I’m crying.”

45. “I had a nightmare about you and I just wanted to make sure you’re okay.”

46. “I just need to be alone right now.”

47. “When I picture myself happy… It’s with you.”

48. “I made a mistake.”

49. “I may be an idiot, but I’m your idiot.”

50. “I need you to forgive me.”

51. “I see the way you look at me when you think I’m not looking.”

52. “I think I’m in love with you and that scares me half to death.”

53. “I’m flirting with you.”

54. “I’m not good enough for you.”

55. “I fell in love with my best friend.”

56. “I’m sorry, what? I keep getting lost in your eyes.”

57. “I’m up to the challenge.”

58. “I’ve been in love with you my entire life. Ever since the day I first met you.”

59. “I’m yours.”

60. “If I didn’t know any better, I’d say you were trying to seduce me.”

61. “If you go anywhere near them, you’ll have to deal with me!”

62. “It’s okay to cry…”

63. “What do you mean? It’s exciting!”

64. “Talk to me.”

65. “Look at me—just breathe, okay?”

66. “Look, I don’t have much time, but I wanted to say I love you.”

67. “Oh my god! You’re in love with them!”

68. “Well, this is where I live.”

69. “We finish it the same way we started—together.”

70. “What are you afraid of?”

71. “You are the single best thing that has ever happened to me.”

72. “You deserve so much better.”

73. “You don’t have to stay.”

74. “You don’t know you the way I do.”

75. “You fainted, straight into my arms. You know, if you wanted my attention, you didn’t have to go to such extremes.”

76. “You need to wake up because I can’t do this without you.”

77. “You shouldn’t have even been there!”

78. “You weren’t supposed to hear that.”

79. “You’re safe now. I’ve got you.”

80. “Teach me?”

81. “We’re in the middle of a thunderstorm and you want to stop and feel the rain?”

82. “Looks like we’ll be stuck here for a while.”

83. “Just once.”

84. “I can’t believe you talked me into this.”

85. “It’s not what it looks like.”

86. “I got you a present.”

87. “Hey! I was gonna eat that!”

88. “See, now, what that so bad?”.”

89. “You’re the best part of me.”

90. “I don’t want to think about what I’d be like without you.”

91. “Can I hold your hand?”

92. “Let’s move in together.”

93. “It’s a real shame nobody asked for your opinion.”

94. “What time is it?”

95. “Just wait a second.”

96. “Here, let me.”

97. “You’re so cute when you pout like that.”

98. “Hold me back!’

99. “I don’t care what they said, it doesn’t mean shit!”

100. “I adore you.”

#prompts #fanfic #fanfiction #kpop #bts #got7 #skz #stray kids #svt #seventeen #day6 #jbj #mamamoo #hyuna

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Always - Hyunjin x Reader

Pairing: SKZ Bad Boy!Hyunjin x Reader

Genre: soft

Warnings: none

Requested: Yes

A/N: Okay so this was requested by a lovely Hyunjin stan through dms so I hope u like it sweetie <3

Trouble was his middle name and everybody knew that. By the time, Hyunjin had already conquered the hearts of every living creature that sorrounded him, and the first semester was just starting. His long black hair had everyone sighing as he walked down the corridors. His simple white t-shirt tugged in his tight ripped jeans were more than enough to make his beauty shine on its own. He barely needed to dress up to impress, he was just naturally beautiful. He could have literally anyone, but clearly had no intention to do so since he rudely rejected every single person that had asked him out so far, making more than one of them cry for days at the embarrasing situation. Everyone wondered why would he reject so tactless all of those pretty girls, but only one person knew the answer to that question. - You should give it a chance.- Y/N reiterated. - It won't go well... - Hyunjin replied. - But how do you know if you never try?- she asked. - I have indeed tried, don't you remember? And I got so hurt that I'd rather die alone.- he explained, running his hand through his black locks. - You won't die alone, don't be so melodramatic.- Y/N added with a shigh. Y/N and Hyunjin had been best friends since they were basically babies, and they knew absolutely everything about each other... except for their feelings towards each other. They had both been mutually liking each other since their second year of high school, soon after Hyunjin's first and only relationship came to a terrible end. His now ex-girlfriend turned out to be playing with his feelings and cheating on him for almost a whole year without him knowing and had been using him to gain popularity in high school. He knew his feelings for Y/N but didn't want to admit them, he was too afraid of getting hurt again and also didn't want to lose his best friend. Y/N on the other side just thought he'd never like her back and prefered to keep her feelings to herself. But even though they tried to hide it, everyone had noticed that they had a very close relationship. Maybe a little too close to be just friends. They slept together a bunch of times, went out for "dates" that they called "just hanging out", gave each other presents for Valentines day, had matching silver rings... As said before, a little too close to be just friends. Y/N was the only person to whom Hyunjin could never lie, he could never hide a thing from her... That's why, during one of the parties they joined, the situation got a bit complicated. - Hyunjin truth or dare?- a girl asked with a smile. - Truth.- Hyunjin answered. - Okay um... have you ever had feelings for Y/N? The room got quiet and the only thing that could be heard was Hyunjin's heartbeat. He looked at Y/N, who was equally anxious about the question and his upcoming answer. - Yes. I have...- Hyunjin said. Everyone gasped at his answer, including Y/N, whose eyes were wide open. They looked at each other, ignoring the rest of the people around them. - When have you...- she started talking. - Always.- he interrupted.- I have always liked you. - Me too.- she whispered with a nervous smile. - You... like me?- Hyunjin asked in shock. - I guess we were both too busy managing our own feelings to notice that, huh? - Yeah I guess... - Why don't we get out of here, go to my place and watch some movies together? - Like, hanging out?- Hyunjin asked, pretending not to know what Y/N was trying to do. - No, like a date. An actual date. Hyunjin smiled at her words. His strong and rude image finally broke in front of everyone, showing his true loving self, and it was all because of Y/N. He hugged her tight, making everyone cheer them and applaud, but for Hyunjin, it was just the two of them. It had always been just the two of them.