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they really xnjajdjsjdk !! it’s the bond that brought us together we should appreciate it <3333

FILTHY ROCKSTAR | JJK |

summary: if getting dragged to a concert by your best friend wasn't enough to ruin your night, maybe add a tall, lean and tattooed rockstar to the mix, that’ll be the icing on top of an overloaded cake.

pairing: rockstar!jungkook x f!reader

genre: porn with a semi-plot?, alt/pop rock band au, i’d say s2l except it’s not even lovers, so s2sb? (sex buddies…)

⏤ rating: mature (18+) ⏤ word count: 12k

warnings! cursing (lots), annoying oc!bsf, slight sexual tension at first encounter, mild self-humiliation, banter (somewhat), he’s good with his words and that’s what makes you stumble right into his arms, explicit smut; big dick jk, unprotected sex dw he has a great pull pout game (also stay safe!!), some grinding, finger fucking + sucking, mild spit kink maybe not mild lol i’ve been intrigued by spit lately, a little dirty talk, one derogatory word used; slut, slight praising, hickeys/bruising kink?, jk with his tattoo sleeve, belly bulging, cum eating, orgasm denial!, jungkook thinks everything about you is so pretty, really long descriptions of sex for no reason !!

authors note/: this was my first smut i’ve ever written for this site :0 lowkey felt like I just poured every thought I had over rockstar!jk into it and made it into whatever this is. sowoozoo jk has been driving me insane

important: english isn’t my first language and that’s why this took almost 2 weeks to be released😭 i’m so sorry

Maybe you should've ran as far away as possible before she even got the chance to ask you the question.

"Okay, what about this?" Nari points enthusiastically. She's holding a dark biker jacket eagerly firm in her hands. "Why do you need a biker jacket for a concert?" you scoff, while resuming your search for an outfit good enough to fit your best friend. In her eyes it has to be a top notch outfit or else you aren't leaving the mall.

And no, you literally can not go home because the bitch snatched and hid your phone somewhere.

"That is not purple," you laugh, seemingly eyeing how the jacket looks on the girl. That cannot be purple, it's way too dark to be purple. Maybe a deep indigo? Definitely not purple.

"Doesn't matter, how does it look?" she does another spin, brushing her hands across the leathery material of the lapels. She looks good, honestly. The jacket hugs her nicely in a way that it still shows her rather curvy body.

But why in hell would she buy a leather jacket to go to a concert? She doesn't even wear jackets in general. "It looks good, yeah." you assure her, nodding your head in approval.

To be fair, you're quite skeptical about this. She hasn't told you who's concert she's going to, or where it's going to be taking place. She hasn't even told you where she got her ticket from, so yeah, it sounds a little shady in your opinion.

"Great! This would go so well with that white short sleeve shirt I bought a month ago," she exclaims while rummaging through some other clothes on the rack.

"Which short sleeve shirt?" you ask, not remembering her buying one recently. "The white one with the zipper, you don't remember?" Nari says, "the cropped white one with a zipper, grandma." Oddly enough, she seems to have a clear representation, while you struggle to even recall her buying a shirt last month.

Wait, cropped?

"Who are you aiming to seduce at this concert?" you eye her amusingly. You can already imagine whatever she has planned and it's legitimately not the best idea. She obviously isn't going to a concert to listen to the music, she's aiming to get laid.

"What happened to; 'I'm done fucking around, I’m just focusing on myself now'?" you question, mocking the stupid vow she made earlier into the year "Please, that was like ages ago, I haven't gotten laid in months. I need to get this dry streak to an end already." she responds, voice sounding distant since she's walking around the endless racks of clothes, in search of a pair of pants. You’ve just been following her this entire time.

"You should too," her head pops out from behind a cube shelf, and she's pointing a finger at you. You snicker, "I don't wanna get laid." even after saying that truthfully, your eyes flicker to the floor, face heating up a little by the mere thought of sleeping with someone in little to over half a year.

"It's not about wanting to get laid, __. It's about you kinda needing to because you've been extra grumpy these past few weeks and we can all tell that you need some good dick in your life." she waves her finger in the air, while rambling about. You roll your eyes, walking away from the girl in hopes to get her to shut up. But she trails behind you, bumping into people until you get to the other side of the room, at the checkout.

"Anyways, that doesn't matter, you're still coming with," she adds, shrugging off the jacket and throwing it with the other stuff she picked onto the counter.

"Wait, what?" you grasp at her bicep, forcefully turning her around to look back at you. "What?" she muffles, eyes wide in shock at how strong your grip on her arm is. "What do you mean I'm still coming with?" You let go of her arm and crossed your own in front of you.

Last time you checked, there was no invite to a concert you got from Nari, so what is she even talking about? "You're going with me, duh. I got two wristbands." She slides out her phone from her back pocket, and opens the case, revealing two pieces of paper wristbands, which you assume should be the entry code to the concert.

"You never told me that!" you whisper-yell, making sure not to be too loud in a shopping store. "__, what did you think I meant when I said 'I bought tickets for a concert'?" she looks at you, expression plain and neutral, but her words sound scornful. "I thought you meant you bought a tickets for yourself, not for both of us," you try to defend yourself, but honestly it does sound a little stupid saying it out loud now.

"Yeah, two tickets?"

"You didn't tell me you bought two tickets." you argue back.

"Whatever, you're going with me." she picks up the shopping bag and heads out the store, you trailing angrily behind her. "No I'm not, I don't even like concerts, and you know that." you state, trying to keep up with her fast pace. "I know, but I need someone to accompany me tonight," she pouts. "And you didn't decline my offer a few days ago." She hugs your arm and swings it back and forth.

"That's because there was no offer to decline, dumbass!" you retort, rolling your eyes and shrugging her off. "I have stuff to do girl, not all of us are free every night.” Nari whines, "but you can't let me go by myself, I need you to go with me!" she opens the car door once you unlock it and heads in.

"You're the only person with a car that can drive me there, and I was kinda thinking maybe you can pick me back up, so instead of wasting your time dropping and picking me back, just go with me." she says, her hands rub together in a praying manner.

"Fine! God, you're so stupid, how do you plan on going somewhere but don't have a ride," you mumble more to yourself than her, but it's obvious she still heard, because she crosses her arms and pouts, but thankfully stays quiet.

The rest of the day you spent contemplating wether or not you should just ditch Nari and not show up, because quite honestly, you really don't want to go this stupid showcase. Live events have never been your thing, you prefer to have your eardrums intact. But Nari's making it so difficult because if you don't drive her there, she's gonna try and find another ride, and who knows what that girl can do when she's by herself. She's that desperate.

So you've wasted the last hour delving in your closet for something good enough to fit the occasion, even though you still don't know who's concert you're going to, since Nari never gave you the name. Hopefully she'll expose the artist on your way there, because being left clueless has been driving you insane.

You're only tagging along to watch over her, to be her babysitter. The thought of going to concerts still troubles you. you enjoy your personal bubble a little too much to have people breaking into it from all corners. Once you arrive there you're dragging Nari to a spot where there are less people so you can breathe.

You settle for an AC/DC shirt you somehow had hidden all the way back into the furthest corner of your closet—despite not being an AC/DC fan at all (haven't even listened to their music except the mainstream ones), you stole this shirt from Nari a while ago because the print was pretty cool, and the way she cut and sewed it to look better spiked your interest. So you couldn't help yourself.

You paired it with some leather pants, a pair of chunky black boots that you barely wear and a red and black plaid flannel. That's the best you can come up with for an unfair proposition to a concert.

Before even finishing getting ready you get a message from Nari asking you where you are, followed by a missed FaceTime call. She can barely let you get ready and leave the apartment in peace, you can't imagine how it's going to be once you're in the car together on your way to the event.

You really hope she's not going to be too excited about this, or you're going to have to leave her on the streets. But knowing Nari, the girl would probably just call a taxi to take her there. She's so determined and sometimes that scares you.

Once you make it to her house you shoot her a text saying you're waiting outside, to which she replies back 'thank fucking god' and dashes her way outside, climbing into your car in mere seconds.

"If I knew you were gonna take so long, I might as well have driven myself there." she sighed, running her hand through her hair. You scoff, "with what car?" you ask, jokingly so, but still a genuine question. "Ha ha, fuck you, I was gonna take yours." she shrugs her shoulders, sitting back and looking through the window.

"Mine? You thought I was gonna let you borrow my car? Girl, that’s hilarious." you shake your head and poke your tongue in your cheek. "Shut up, headass, you’re driving us aren’t you?" she rolls her eyes.

You side-eye her while simultaneously keeping your eyes on the road. She just watches as the pretty lights flash by in the darkening night. The sun went down about half an hour ago, but the lit sky is still there, not too dark yet not too bright, just the perfect balance of darkness and daylight mixing into each other gradually.

"So do I have the privilege to know who we’re seeing now, or am I gonna have to start naming every artist you’ve listened to this year?" you speak about five minutes into the ride. The thought has been on your mind all day, and your curiosity is just getting the best of you to the point where you actually debated within yourself for a little while if you should try and name every one of her favorite artists.

"Yeah, you should try that," Nari answers dryly, not looking up from the window. "Bitch don't make me kick you out, you've been hiding this from me for two days." you snap back. You deserve to at least know who's music you're going to be listening to after having been dragged into a mess you didn't want to be in in the first place.

“You don't know them, I told you that." Nari softly mutters, not wanting to give away the big surprise. Is it even a surprise to be honest? If you truly don't know them she can just introduce you right now, instead of letting you walk into a concert without any knowledge whatsoever about what music they make.

"Fine, is it only one artist?" you ask. She never mentioned anything about there being more artists at this event, so maybe it's a tour concert from one of those pop singers she listen, that she bought tickets for. "They're a band, actually..." she murmurs, finally looking back at you while she searches for your reaction.

"Band? Like an instrument playing band?" you gape at her, eyes wide with shock. Since when does she listen to bands? She's never talked about listening to them. Nari nods, a small smile displayed on her lips as she looks down. Is she ashamed?

"Wait, what genre are they?" It seems almost impossible to hear that she actually listens to any bands. Nari's music choice has never been the best. "Uh..rock?" she states, although it comes out sounding more like a question than a statement.

You almost choke on cold spit and your eyes bulge out of their sockets upon that sentence. Rock band? We're going to a rock concert? Where on earth did she even find this band? She listens to rock now? You're not judging, no shame in listening to rock, but Nari really hasn't told you about improving her music style and it’s just surprising.

"Since when do you listen to rock?" You go in between snapping your eyes from her and back to the road, genuinely shocked and waiting for answers. "It's not really rock, it's more like a um pop alternative rock that could fall into the rock category because it sounds somewhat like it." she explains.

You sigh, "Nari, alternative rock, is still rock, it's just two genres in one." you clarify, satisfied yet still a little shocked that she chose to go to a rock concert. "I know that," Nari mumbles, and you can almost tell she's pouting just by the way she sounds. "Well, what's their name?" you hope maybe this time it'll subconsciously slip off her tongue.

"You'll see when we get there." she whips her full head of chestnut brown hair you way, smiling so brightly that you can only see the creases of her eyes. You scoff, resting your head on your arm that's propped up on the window. It was worth a shot, you think. She really isn't letting go though, so if you genuinely don't like this band it's really her fault. You're pinning the blame on her.

You still don't understand why she chose to go to a concert of all places to seek a hookup, the club would've been just fine. Actually, the club would've been a million times easier than this. Most people at packed clubs seek a partner to go home with anyway, she could've just picked the best looking one there.

"Is it going to be crowded?" you ask, still a little worried about the amount of oxygen you can breathe in tight places. "Relax, it's not an actual concert. It's like a private event, only like a hundred lucky people won wristbands." she ensures. God, you can't explain the relief that washes over you upon hearing that.

"Are they a known band?" You settle on asking discreet questions, hoping you can get to know them a small bit before getting there. "Hm, I guess so? They have a good amount of streams on their stuff." she says, scrolling through her phone on an app which you assume is probably Spotify, because then she's showing the screen to you.

A list of some of their most popular songs, and you can say that most of them are pretty well known. They have good numbers.

You hum, making Nari turn her phone back and switch it off. She goes back to watching the outside view from the window, quickly flashing by because you're speeding on the road since the destination is still pretty far away. Why is it so damn far away? Almost a 45 minute drive and you're already tired. You're not used to driving for so long.

But you get there.

And when you do, Nari's tenfold more excited (read: annoying) than she was 45 minutes before. She's almost hopping with the way she skips down the parking lot, to the big muscular men you can only assume are securities waiting for the people. You jog up to her in time as she registers your names and shows them the wristband she has on, and you shove back the sleeve of your flannel to show them yours.

When you finally enter the scene, you realize Nari was actually right. The venue isn't as big as you thought, and there are only a few groups of people already, although you believe there are more waiting to get in or arriving. The stage is illuminated with a purple light streak cascading down on it, it looks pretty. How there's a drum set and a keyboard at the back simply waiting to be played on, it almost looks like it's only for show—a display.

You can hear a song playing in the background, faint but there. You mentally praise them for not shattering your eardrums from the moment you walk in, although the group of fans at the front of the stage is doing a damn near good job at it already.

You turn to Nari just in time as you see her pout, crossing her arms like a child as she sulks. "They already took up the front space, how am I gonna get them to notice me now?" she cries out, glaring at the kids at front, hoping they can make way for two more. "Whatever, let's get something to drink," she gives up, walking out of the room, and you trail after her like the babysitter—best friend you are.

"Why do you need them to notice you that bad?" you question, not getting why she seems so desperate for their attention. Wasn't she coming here to find a hookup? "Well how else am I gonna get one of them between my legs tonight?" she answers, loud enough to have the trio of girls that's walking right past you gasp in utter disbelief, or is it disgust? Whichever it is you couldn't tell because they scurry away fast enough with small whispers circulating between them. They look significantly young.

"Wait, you're planning on sleeping with one of them?" You stop in your tracks once you get to the bar. "God—Nari, is that why you did all this? Seriously?" You couldn't believe it. She wants to sleep with one of the band members. You'd understand if it was just a normal fan at this place, but she opted to go for the bigger prize instead. Of course she did, that's what Nari always does.

"What? There’s the problem; I get good dick and a good concert, it's a win win," she shrugs, and you're almost about to blow her head off before she continues talking, "plus, if anything you too can get good dick and a good concert." she winks at you before reverting her attention to the bartender who's asking what she wants to drink.

Your face scrunches up in disgust, and you clear out the thoughts of possibly sleeping with one of these band guys the second they infiltrate your mind. You don't even know them for fuck's sake, and Nari doesn't either. How is she so shameless about this? How is she so sure one of them would be willing to sleep with her? Or you?

Fuck, what if they think you're weirdos for putting yourselves up for sex.

"What makes you think I'd want to sleep with any of them?!" you whisper-yell, causing Nari to whip around and stare at you. Thankfully the bartender walked away before you could embarrass yourself like that. "I mean, they're very fucking hot, but you wouldn't know would you?" she giggles, resting her head on her palm. "Relax, if you don't wanna fuck any of them, then just enjoy their music, I swear they're really good."

"Yeah, I could've agreed with you if you gave me a little background check before we got here." you roll your eyes, scanning the area to see if there is anyone else that could be close enough to overhear your conversation. "Should I go to the bathroom now so I don't have to later?" she suggests, but doesn't even give you the chance to answer as she backs away from the counter and looks up at you, "wait for the drinks, I'll be right back." she states, shooting you finger guns before walking away in search of a bathroom.

She didn't even tell you what she ordered.

Five minutes passed and still no sign of Nari. You’ve already gotten the drinks she ordered and finished yours, leaving hers to coolly remain on the counter. You’ve been staring at it since it was slid there, ice thawing and dissipating into the water leisurely with the time that’s ticking by.

You don’t realize the man that eased his way to the counter at all. Not until he’s standing a few feet away from you and whistling, gaining yours and the bartender's attention. You turn your head to the side, eyes boring into the side of his head. He’s wearing a bucket hat wide enough to cover his hair, and a pair of shades, tinted black.

Why is he wearing sunglasses when the room itself is already dark enough?

Your eyes skim down to the rest of his outfit, mostly consisting of black articles. He looks like he dressed to impress too, just like Nari. Are rock fans always this dedicated? You furrow your eyebrows at the thought of him wearing sunglasses inside again, it makes him look a little funny.

You visibly stiffen your movements when you see him tugging his head back, impassively staring back at you with his lips pursed, and you quickly look back at the guy fixing up the drink he ordered. But you start to feel an immense sense of discomfort when you realize that he’s not letting up his gaze on your figure, so your eyes return to his, in hopes of getting him to stop looking at you.

Damn, the dude is not letting up.

You stare at each other for what feels like minutes—both silent but judging. Then you can hear a faint scoff coming from him as he turns back to his previous position. You don’t know what comes over you but your eyebrows furrow in annoyance, and you feel the need to call him out on whatever he just did, because it left something unsettling inside you and you don’t like it.

“What’s so funny.” you angrily blurt out, but only because of the pent up anger that has been boiling inside you for almost six hours already. He flashes you a glance before taking a sip of his drink (or whatever the hell type of shit they stirred up for him). You wait, quite impatient but still curious.

“You don’t know me, do you?” he finally starts speaking, and his lips curve upwards into a sneer. His voice sounds quite nice. Just the right combination of deep rich and honey that has you shuddering once he begins. “Was a little surprised, that’s all.” he adds, shrugging his shoulders and taking another swig.

“Am I supposed to know who you are?” you ask, turning your body to face him. He definitely has all your attention now. You can’t see his reaction very clearly, the dark shades still hide his eyes well enough to rid you of that. But the noticeable smirk that stays on his lips gives you enough reason to believe your question didn’t take him aback like you thought it would.

“I’d prefer it if you don’t.” he objects, sighing in the process. You stare at him blandly, wondering if he’s being serious or not. “Then what’s your problem?” you fuse out, choosing to ignore the way he cranes his neck to crack it, because although it looks extremely attractive, you cannot help but be irritated. Definitely blaming this on Nari afterwards.

“What’s your name?” he inquires. He looks particularly uninterested. “__,” you say before you can process what he just asked. He nods and reverts his eyes back to the front.

Truthfully, he really didn’t need to get your name—he wasn’t even supposed to meet you back here, you weren’t even supposed to see him—but since you so obviously haven’t recognized him, he figured maybe he could just stay for awhile. You aren’t going to tell anyone anyway, you don’t even know who he is. He’s not going to be overweening and call you out on your mistake, although he felt a gush of sadness wash over him when you said you don’t know him, it hurt his pride just a little bit. He basically lost his chance in using his one true specialty on flirting with a pretty girl.

“What’s yours?” you ask. You don’t actually care about getting his name, but it only seems right to ask him for his after he asked you, so you do. But he backs away from the counter, turning to the side to face you, and he smiles, a seemingly appealing smile that has you blinking back in confusion.

“Don’t worry about that, yeah?” He raises his eyebrows in question, “enjoy the show,” he adds before turning around, and walking through a section of the big room that’s restricted for non-employees. That and the two tall intimidating looking men that walk behind him like personal bodyguards tells you that.

“Thanks?” you whisper, thinking about what he said before disappearing into the dark hallway like some sort of phantom trying to blend in with the shadows. Why didn’t he tell you his name? That’s kind of rude from him, asking you for yours yet refusing to give his. You don’t ponder on it for too long though, because you can hear the squeals of a certain someone while they rush into the room.

She’s panting when she finally stops next to you, chest heaving as if she just ran a mile to get here. “You won’t guess what just happened to me,” she exclaims, bouncing on her toes as she holds your hands for balance. “I met one of them!” she shrieks repeatedly, not giving you a chance to ask as she shakes your shoulders in excitement. “Nari! Calm down, fuck. Who did you meet?” you attempt to stop her over excited jumping, and she takes a moment to down the drink that’s been sitting there for almost ten minutes in one go.

“I met one—”she pants, breathing heavily, “one of the band members,” she says in between big gulps of air. Your eyes widen in shock, “wait, are you serious?” You're not sure if you believe what she just said. How did she just meet one of them? Aren’t they supposed to be preparing to perform? “I’m dead serious! We bumped into each other while he was leaving the bathrooms, and we just started having a conversation and—long story short, he said he’s excited to see me in the crowd in a few!” she squeals.

What the fuck.

“Speaking of which, in a few is literally less than 15 minutes, so let’s go push people out of our way so I can get to see the love of my life.” She doesn’t give you time to answer back as she grabs your hand, pulling you into the small venue again and pushing past people to find a good spot.

While waiting for the performance to begin, you find yourself glancing every two minutes at your phone screen, calculating how long it’ll take for the clock to hit the right time, and each time you switch on the phone, the minutes seem to go by slower.

You aren’t really too eager for it to begin either, you’re hoping in the few minutes that are left something drastic happens that can cancel the entire event so you can leave and head home. Or you can just walk out right now, but that isn’t really an option when you have an excited puppy as a friend. It still bewilders you how she even found them, and got tickets (which not to mention were literally bidded on by thousands yet she managed to win not only one but two) for an exclusive performance.

Or maybe what you don't understand is the fact that she listens to rock now. Last time you checked she still listens to Taylor Swift's old music, and calls them hits. So her listening to an entirely new genre of music had you perplexed the first time hearing it. But seeing her jumping on her toes eagerly just for a band is honestly endearing—she makes it look endearing, in her own little way.

All at once the remaining lights that once illuminated the rest of the room switch off and the faint music that you could once hear is not audible anymore, but you can hear people left and right shouting in your ear, and Nari beside you muttering a little 'oh shit' before joining them. You stay quiet, trying your best not to seem like the odd one in the sea of fans waiting for the long-awaited band to finally make an appearance.

You see the stage getting lit up with brighter shades of purple, while a group of what you guess guys make their way on it, all walking in a line. You can't see them very clearly but they do look seemingly tall. The one standing in the centre says something in the mic, although you can't hear anything and it comes out almost muffled with all the screams and yells that's blocking your hearing. You still try your best to solely focus on the voice speaking through the speakers.

He's introducing them.

You wait a few seconds for the screams to die down, muttering a thankful grace to yourself and focus in on the man talking. He talks about how happy they are to be able to hold a small show for their fans, and everything else you don't really care about, so you ignore the lengthy speech he's giving and avert your eyes on the other men standing beside him.

They all have approximately different heights, not one being the same as the other. They're all dressed in different outfits too. Some dressed in all black while others sport a more lively colored attire.

Despite their faces being somewhat obscured from your line of sight, you still get a well-enough view of their beauty from far away. They're definitely not what you were expecting, some are built while others weren't but that doesn't mean they're any less gorgeous. They're all handsome, maybe a little too much.

You're beginning to understand why Nari picked them.

Speaking of Nari, it's been quite awhile since you've heard her speak. Normally, she gives comments on every little thing, and with the way you've already found yourself mentally praising them without even knowing them properly, you guessed she would be ten times worse. She's oddly quiet though.

Before you can glance at what Nari seems to be doing, there's a loud cheer erupting in the room which startles you. You revert your attention to the stage, wondering why it's suddenly so loud again. The man has given the mic to another one of the band members, and he introduces himself before passing it down to the last one. The cheers seem to get significantly louder with each guy. The last one to get the mic speaks audibly into it, which has the crowd roaring with his unexpectedly nice voice.

But something else catches your attention rather than that godforsaken sexy voice that he has. It's the outfit he's wearing. It looks so familiar, you've seen it before. It's looks way too similar to the guy you-

Holy shit.

Holy fucking shit.

That's the outfit the guy you talked to in the bar had worn, same exact clothes, just now he isn't wearing the black hat and shades he had on before. They're the same person? That's the same guy from before? You realize how he has the same broad shoulders, possibly the same height and overall looks identically to the guy you talked to before. Couldn't be...

Fuck, this so bad, it's terrible.

You feel embarrassed about what you did. It must've made you look stupid to blatantly say you don't know him when you're literally at his concert. God, why didn't he tell you? Could've at least saved you the embarrassment you have to face now that you know he's a part of the band.

Now you understand why he was apparently so surprised you don’t know who he was. It makes perfect sense. And this also explains the terrible choice of disguise he wore, yet still managed to pass with, because you obviously couldn’t see him. He knew you didn't know who he was, and he chose to not tell you and let you find out on your own.

That asshole.

He chose to make you embarrass yourself in front of him and he just stood there looking so proud of himself (which was possibly a little attractive) while you looked stupidly confused. He never gave you his name just so you’ll get it later when he introduces himself. And god, it’s such a brilliant idea but why did he have to do it to you?

It makes you want to crawl into a fucking hole and die. Just end everything right here. This is the most you can take as an adult.

After the introduction they pick it up with a few of their songs from their most recent album. You find yourself enjoying some while others you remain non-responsive. They have some good songs, but you can’t concentrate too much on them, because the only thing that keeps running through your mind is that damn encounter you had a while back with him.

Jungkook.

You don’t know why, but his name is the only one that stayed locked inside your memory after hearing him introduce himself. Actually, his name is the only thing that you’ve been thinking about since you’ve learned it. Not only your (painfully embarrassing) interaction with him, but just him in general. How he looked—how striking his features were even though you barely got a good look at his face. It didn’t matter, it was still enough to have you inwardly drooling as he spoke.

He looked good, too good. And it has you hoping you can catch another close (and personal) glimpse at him. Maybe strike another conversation with him, just so you can ogle at how pretty he looks when he smiles. Maybe if you explain your situation he’d understand and laugh it off? He didn’t seem like the type to be too full of himself.

Yet he did make you feel like an absolute fool. But that wasn’t entirely his fault—it’s technically yours for not knowing he’s in the band. No actually, it’s Nari’s for not telling you their name in the first place.

She just keeps finding ways to fuck up your night.

Having enough of the music blasting, paired with the screaming of fans singing in unison— although off-key and even the wrong lyrics— you push your way out of the crowd and take a deep breath once you finally get your personal proximity back. The horde of people practically fighting for their lives to get into the front line drained you more than actually listening to the music.

The set of big double doors looks exceptionally vacant now that everyone’s cramped up on each other. But a place where you don’t have to hear deafening noises would be much more appreciated. So you quickly slip out the room and make your way down the hall, before once again finding yourself in the now empty bar.

The bartender that used to be there is nowhere to be seen, leaving only you standing in the quiet and lifeless room. Though you’re not complaining—the less people the better, in your opinion. But then again, how are you going to entertain yourself now that you left the actual source of entertainment? Because Nari is not here, and she’s certainly not going to leave the performance just to come keep you company.

You stay there for what seems like forever in the quiet room. The big shelf full of bottles of alcohol that you’ve actually contemplated on counting to save time being your only companionship. You’ve scrolled mindlessly through your phone a few times already, to the point where you memorized which folders are placed where and what their contents are.

You wonder what would’ve happened if you were to reject Nari’s (not so much of an) offer to join her in coming to this shitty place. You wouldn't have known this band existed, not to mention they have actual good music that you might find yourself listening to in the future. You would also not have met Jungkook. If you could call that an actual meeting? Technically you haven’t directly met him yet. He spoke a few words then walked away without even leaving his name, despite you still having learned it later on.

It wasn’t the greatest of first encounters, but it was still something.

You would like to speak to him again, a proper conversation this time. Not some bad excuse of an embarrassing interaction with a cute guy, at least this time you do know his name. And despite knowing absolutely nothing about him other than that, you’re confident enough you can at least hold a conversation with him.

You haven’t been really paying attention to anything around you, the last time you looked around the room, there was an empty bottle of something sitting on the table, and the faint noise of the music playing from a couple doors down. You’ve tried your best to zone it out, but it’s like a ringing in your ear that’s very hard to get rid of.

You don't even notice the way your eyelids begin to droop shut over with traces of tiredness.

“Care to explain why I find you sitting outside of the venue by yourself for the second time tonight?” the sudden voice startles you back into reality. Loud and clear and still as attractive as before. You don’t have to raise your head up to even glance at who it is to know. You can feel his presence very clearly now that he’s spoken up. Yet you still do, the urge of wanting to see him again has been eating at you for the past hour already.

He just stands there, all sweaty and weary but he still looks so good. You take a second to rake your eyes down his body, head to toe just to admire how nice he looks clad in black. You wonder if he can tell how good he looks right now. He probably can. No he definitely can. There’s no way he just walks around not knowing it.

“It’s not nice to stare,” he tediously states, his eyes boring into yours after you finally finish checking him out. His hand—the one with all the pretty tattoos comes up to your chin, gently caressing it for not more than two seconds. He sighs and turns away, walking to the other side of the bar-counter and leaning on top.

“Answer my question.” he urges you, a head nod in your direction following to enhance his insistence. You don’t know why that one sentence affects you so much, but it does. Especially right after the chin caressing... What is he doing? You avert your eyes from his, finding it inexplicably difficult now to keep contact. “I want to be alone,” you answer dryly, still not looking at him. It isn’t a lie but it’s not exactly the truth.

“Why? Is the music not hitting for you?” he asks, mostly sarcastic but also a little genuine and concerned. “You know most people would be very happy if they got to win a wristband to a limited show,” he adds, calmly running his fingers over the edge of the table. You glance at him, sending a glare in hopes to get him to shut up. Frankly, now that you’re actually in the situation, you don’t even want to talk about how bad your day has been.

“It’s not everyday you see someone who doesn’t know who we even are at our show, so it’s just a little intriguing,” he claims assuredly, his voice not wavering from the sudden monotonous tone it dropped to. “I’m glad actually.” A chuckle runs through the quiet silence, and you don’t even have to look up at him to know he’s smiling right now, you can oddly feel it. It makes a chill run up your spine.

“It was amusing to say the least,” he concludes. You can hear the clink of the glass as it hits the counter, followed by the sound of alcohol pouring out of a bottle. You raise your head to observe just as he gulps down the liquid like he’s been needing a refreshment for a while.

“Why are you even here?” you ask, evidently groggy from the sleep you’ve been wanting to catch but keep getting deprived of. You’re already so tired and his presence really isn’t helping considering he’s just here to mock you. “To keep you company,”

“You look like you need it.” He slides the once again filled cup toward you, motioning for you to drink it just like he did.

“I don’t need your company, I need my bed.” you rub your eyes as you speak, concurrently while moving the glass back. You’re not drinking alcohol when you literally need to drive you and Nari safely back. “Let me take you home then.” he proposes, a gentle gleam in his eyes as he hopes you accept his (strangely) friendly offer—that he’d definitely not give every stranger he meets, but just this once.

“Do you realize you have a literal show going on that you’re not even present to? You should probably get back.” as anticipated, you decline in confusion. You tip your head, gawking at him as if he just said the most stupid thing ever. And you actually feel like he did. Jungkook shrugs, “I told them I went to the bathroom.” he responds, rather composed for someone who should be busy running back to his guests.

You scoff. “No one takes that long in the bathroom.” Getting up from the stool you borrowed, you sigh as another problem comes back to mind, the one that got you into this. “Besides, I can’t leave anyway, I'm here with a friend.” you say, groaning afterwards at the thought of staying here another hour or so just to wait for her.

“Your friend? You mean the one who hasn’t bothered checking up on you since you left?” he chuckles, shaking his head, “yeah, what a great friend you have,” he remarks. For some reason it pisses you off, maybe because it’s generally true. He’s technically not wrong, but you don't want him to be right.

“I know she’s not the best but no need to insult her. I did promise her I’d keep an eye on her.” you defensively explain to him. He needs to know that you can’t just leave her here with no ride back home. She’s practically by herself surrounded by strangers right now, you should be back there making sure she’s okay, instead you’re here with this asshole with a poor excuse to get into your pants that has done nothing but bother you since you’ve met him.

“Alright, then you don’t have to go home.” he proposes. “Just stay here.” he tells you, and you swear you can’t seem to keep up with him. Can he make up his mind? “I mean,” he continues, making his way back to the front of the bar, “we both know that’s not what I meant when I said let me take you home,” Jungkook saunters towards you and slides in between your legs by slowly parting them open.

You don’t know what comes over you—maybe it’s the shock, or maybe the sudden urge to have him against you, but you don’t do anything to preclude it, watching as he successfully cages you in with his muscular arms. You have to avoid his gaze and stare at his tattooed skin as he leans down. He seems so brawny up close and personal, so big and muscular. You have to stop yourself from getting any ideas by looking down at your lap, you can already feel the heat rising to your ears.

Jungkook chuckles, searching your eyes as you try to not make eye contact. “Hey, look at me,” he murmurs, lifting your chin up with his finger, “you wanna stay here, or do you want me to take you home?” he asks. If anyone would have been eavesdropping into your conversation, the question wouldn’t have had a suggestive innuendo in the slightest. But you do understand what he implied when he asked you it.

You bite your lower lip in thought, not missing the way Jungkook quickly glances down at them before blinking, reverting his eyes back onto yours. You ponder on it for what seems like ages, not knowing what to go for. There’s no one back here, anyway, who’s going to see you? You don’t want to go back to Nari. What’s the point if you’ve already missed half the performances.

“Do we have to go?” you mumble, scared to make too much noise. Jungkook shakes his head momentarily, leaning in closer, so close your noses are brushing. But he halts midway, and patiently waits for your answer. Your jaw locks involuntarily as you peer at his lips, pink and lush, and you wonder how nice it would be to feel them on yours.

Maybe you shouldn’t be doing this, kissing a stranger. It has got to exceed some sort of stranger danger limit, possibly has gone beyond it even. But he’s so close, just right there, in your reach and one tug forwards will send you flying into his embrace. It feels so nice, being within close range of him, being able to smell the perfume he used even though most of its scent has washed away. Being able to access his contact without even having to reach for it.

Maybe it wouldn’t be bad to succumb to whatever trance has you in, he already has you trapped inside, might as well make the best of it. You slowly lean in, still considering on flaking before things get any worse, but the sly smirk that his lips curve into tells you more than anything that there’s no way you’re getting out of this now.

Once you feel his perfectly well kept lips on yours, you melt onto them without even meaning to. The slow pace he chooses to go with only makes the blood in your system surge faster, making your body tense up, wanting more. For someone who you swear you’ve caught checking you out multiple times, he’s sure taking his time with things. Not that you complain, but you’d rather not have anyone see you making out in a practically public bar.

That’s until you feel his arms snake around your back, resting on your ass and pulling you closer to him, you gasp in the process, a meek little sound escaping your throat and Jungkook pushes himself forward, desperately grinding his crotch into you. Anything to have you making that pretty sound again. The strong grip he has on your ass makes it easier for you to inch closer to him. Close enough that his shallow thrusts make a noticeable impact on your body.

The hairs on your skin elevate into a painful reminder that it’s cold in the room and his body heat in contrast does little to prevail it. The useless flannel is not even doing its job anymore. So you part your lips from his in order to remove the fabric clinging to your body. Jungkook takes a moment to leer at your pretty form in his hold, you already look like you’re ready to keel over and he‘s barely done anything yet. He chuckles at the thought of seeing you completely fucked out if this is merely the beginning.

The silky skin of your neck becomes hot as Jungkook attaches his mouth to it, fervently sucking and lapping at it to create blemishes. Pretty bruises that he gets to revel in once he’s done with you. You muffle a whine as you hide your face in the crease of his neck, it’s all you can do as he continuously rocks into you while kissing your neck. But the flashy movement of something in the corner of your eye startles you and you shove him away as you see a girl pass by.

You pant breathlessly as you look at Jungkook, he seems to be dismayed with what you just happened. “What’s wrong? Are you okay?” he asks, remaining at his spot further away from you, giving you space since he thinks he’s done something wrong. “Um–no! No, just–maybe we shouldn’t be doing this here,” you stutter anxiously, biting your lip as you look around for anyone who might be observing. Jungkook seems to understand what you’re trying to say and nods, grabbing your hand and the shirt you’ve thrown to the ground in a hurry.

You don’t know where he takes you but you follow him, reluctantly glancing back to see if anyone has seen you. It doesn’t take you long to reach a more secluded place, which you’re grateful for because you just want him to touch you, that’s the only thing you can think about now, and the thought of it has you squeezing your legs together in order to not feel the wetness pulling between them.

You don’t care enough to thoroughly inspect the room, you don’t really know where he’s shoved you into, but there’s no one here to interrupt you and that’s all that matters, and Jungkook apparently thinks so too because the moment he shuts the door he pins you to it and nips at your bottom lip, going straight back to kissing. Only this time it’s far more heated than fervent, teeth clashing and tongue sucking like it’s the last time you’ll ever get to taste each other. You can taste the alcohol that still remains on his tongue, compelling you into a stupor created by just his lips. Right before Jungkook parts away from you, he makes sure to swirl his tongue around yours, letting a string of saliva connect both of your lips as he pulls away.

Normally you’d think it’s fucking gross, spit has never really been one of your turn ons—but the way Jungkook makes it look as if it’s the hottest thing ever has you reeling and you knees almost buckling. “Jump,” he insists, patting the back of your thighs to get you to comply. You’re not thinking clearly, which is the only reason why you obey and leap right into his arms. His hands settle on your ass again and squeeze, making you mewl into his mouth and he grunts in pleasure because you finally made that sound again. The one he’s been longing for ever since he first heard it. He can’t get enough, he doesn’t think he ever will.

Upon reaching the nearest table he sets you down, wasting no time ripping the clothes off your upper-halves, he takes a moment to admire your figure. The slight curve to your waist and hips has him almost drooling, he can’t wait to be able to hold onto them so tightly his grip leaves bruises there too. “Tell me what you want,” he mutters, and you have to momentarily stop breathing to sink in what he just asked from you. You don’t respond, feeling sheepish about the request. Why are you all of a sudden so reticent? Maybe it’s because admitting your thoughts out loud will leave you abashed if he isn’t into them. Or maybe because admitting them out loud is just going to leave you embarrassed when he hears the amount of things you’d like for him to do with you.

But fuck, if he wants you to then you’ll do it, anything just so you can feel his hands on you.

Jungkook stops his movements as he doesn’t hear a response from you, “if you don’t tell me what you want I can’t help you, darling,” he states, his fingers gently caressing your cheek. You whine at the contact, the pad of his thumb tracing circles on the flesh of your hot skin, heated because of how Jungkook peers down at you to answer. “Just—fuck me please,” you plead, a coil igniting inside you at the mere thought, and you wedge your legs together again as he smiles at you, “is that all you want?” he asks. He knows that’s not all, of course he knows, but he wants to hear you say it, wants you to tell him everything you want him to do.

You shake your head furiously, glancing down at his hand, the one with all the tattoos, “your fingers—” you stammer, too bashful to say the entire thing, but Jungkook understands, not needing you to say anything else because even though he loves the way you stumble with your sentences, he wants to be inside you, he’s been wanting to since the moment this all began, and god if he doesn’t get to do it soon he might just actually go crazy. “Want my fingers inside you, hm? Not ready to take my cock just yet?” he asks, so quiet, hushed to the point where the deepness of his voice drops an octave lower and influences how goddamn sexy it sounds.

You don’t say anything, opting to just shake your head silently as he traces his fingers on the inside of your thighs. Jungkook relishes in the soft contact your skin has, so pretty and supple and he wants to get on his own knees and mark every inch of the skin just to later admire how it looks. You’re thankful the clothes you chose to wear were easy to get off, the leather pants not being as tight and stuck to your skin as you thought, made it very easy for Jungkook to slide them off. The lacy underwear you oh so conveniently decided to wear (definitely not after Nari called you out on being grumpy and deprived of sex) gets tugged to the side and you feel a gush of pleasure wash over you when you sense Jungkook’s hand near your dripping core.

Jungkook places open–mouth kisses on your shoulder blade, stopping occasionally to suck on the soft flesh. He’s honestly not very sure how much longer he can keep it up. He moves aside some hair that’s been keeping your neck hidden from him, in an attempt to leave a few more marks on your neck, and you try to ignore the agonizingly slow swirls of his finger running up and down your folds. It feels so good, his hand on your soaked pussy feels so warm, but fucking hell if he doesn’t stop teasing and just fuck you already, you’re going to have to do it yourself.

Jungkook pulls his hand away from where you need it most and skims it up, lightly touching your searing flesh, not missing the chance to grab your breast and massage it gently, before earning him a stifled whine. He hums in satisfaction and continues his way up, before settling on throat. He wraps his hand lightly around your windpipe, and you take a deep breath expecting him to press, but he doesn’t. He draws you in closer by your neck, pressing a quick kiss to your lips before his hand suddenly tugs your jaw open, his thumb inching closer and closer to your mouth. Jungkook places his thumb on your bottom lip, tracing the skin slightly before pushing his way past it, placing his thumb right on your tongue.

“You want my fingers inside you, but you’re not willing to work for it.“ he grumbles, shaking his head as he peers down at you. You avoid his gaze by staring at his arm, fresh tattoos inked on his skin and they’re undeniably beautiful. “such a selfish fucking pussy,” he mutters, his other hand trailing down your torso and waist, before giving a light slap to your cunt. You jolt back, moaning around his thumb at the sudden action. Jungkook takes his thumb out, replacing it with two other fingers as you struggle to breathe calmly. “Suck on them, do something useful,” he taunts you, his other hand going back to rubbing slow circles against your clit. You whimper and give his fingers a brief suck, coating them in the saliva you’ve been secreting. You look up at him and his eyebrows shoot up, as if to ask you when you’re going to start doing what he says.

You swirl your tongue around his calloused fingers, coating and soaking them in your spit until it starts eventually slavering down your throat and his hand. You contract around nothing as his other hand presses on your clit, and he pulls his fingers out of your mouth before trailing it back down to your pussy.

You keen loudly once he finally decides to insert a digit in, the slide being effortless as per the slick that has been ceaselessly pouring out of you. Jungkook watches as you arch your back subconsciously in an attempt to grind down on his hand, and he scoffs at your ungrateful behavior. “Is one not enough for you? You need more?” he teases, sliding in another finger as he pumps them in and out of you with a normal pace. The strain in his pants makes it unbearable for him to work with, but he’ll do it for you. Maybe he shouldn’t have chosen to wear jeans for this, but hell, he didn’t know he’ll be stuck with a girl who gets him going more than he could possibly think.

Your moans subsequently get louder with each pump of his fingers, the curving motion that he’s doing makes it harder to resist the need to cum. The way you gradually start clenching down on his fingers gives Jungkook the assumption that you’re near your orgasm, and he stops kissing across your collarbone and cleavage as he withdraws his hand from your wet cunt. You emit a low whine with the loss of contact, how dare he remove his fingers right when you’re about to cum? With one hand Jungkook ghosts his hand around the back of your bra, unhooking the clasp and removing it from your body, while he places the two fingers he just fucked you with in his mouth, lapping up the sweet arousal you’ve produced just for him.

You take a moment to collect your breath, glancing down to the almost prominent bulge he’s been obviously fighting for a while now. A snicker leaves your mouth and Jungkook has to stop himself from turning you around and making you cum on his tongue a few times. And honestly, he’d love to see your pretty lips wrapped around his cock, but he needs to be inside you right now. If it wasn’t for his torturously hard and leaking dick in his pants he’s been so painfully aware of (even you took notice of it for fuck’s sake), he would’ve done it. He would’ve loved to have you gagging on his cock, but if he doesn’t do something about it in the next thirty seconds, he’s worried it might actually explode.

He tugs at your dainty underwear, gesturing you to remove it as he focuses on removing the rest of his clothes. Once he’s done shoving the pair of uncomfortable jeans halfway down his legs, Jungkook takes you by your thighs, lifting you up and setting you back down into the table. You shouldn’t be worrying about how cold the surface feels against your bare ass, not when he’s there, nude and pretty much the exact picture you’ve been imagining for the last—two hours now?

He’s so buff, broad shoulders that could probably be used for carrying heavy loads almost tower above you in size. The sleeve tattoos you’ve been waiting to be uncovered finally revealed and, oh they’re so pretty, running up his arm and bicep, ending just a little above his shoulder. You want to take the time to dote on them, praising every splash of ink dotted onto his skin. But Jungkook wraps your legs around his waist, and pulls you closer, aligning himself with your entrance, you lean back, reclining on the table as he pulls you by your hips to be as close to him as possible.

“Fuck—” you mutter, a quiet moan escaping your lips when he drags the tip of his cock down your slit, coating himself with your arousal before sliding in almost gradually to the point you can feel every muscle stretch around him. He’s so big, fills you up so well, not an inch of you isn't satisfied with the way he fits inside you just perfectly. Jungkook grunts when he feels you clamp tightly around him, making it difficult for him to inch further into you. So he pulls out—unfortunately so, he already misses your deliciously addicting walls around him—and shoves himself back in with an intensity that has you becoming woozy as he thrusts into you.

Moans spill out of your mouth without you wanting them to, and you have to bite down on your wrist to prevent them from getting any louder as Jungkook leans down, catching one of your breasts in his mouth and sucking, sucking and licking until the bud of your nipple is fully perked and the skin around it swollen. He retracts, glorifying your form beneath him, so pretty and fucked out, so sensuous and fragile and he doesn’t know if he can keep it up much longer with how you’re whispering and uttering lecherous mewls. Your hips move on their own accord, sinking down in time with his, making his tip hit different spots in you that have you begging for release.

“Shit—you feel so good,” he grumbles, relentlessly drilling into you with a faster pace. “You’re doing so good, fuck—being so good for me,” his moans sound so sultry in your ears, euphonious sounds echoing in your head like bells, and the words slipping past his lips too, perfect chants and praises you’d like to relish in forever. You whine perpetually at the thought of having him praise you like this endlessly without reason. You want to say something back, maybe about how good he’s making you feel, or how perfectly his cock fits inside you, but you can’t—can’t even begin to think about forming coherent phrases. Maybe if he wasn’t sucking on your tits like his fucking life depended on it while inconsistently thrusting into you, you could’ve formulate a sentence, but instead you just moan, keen in response and Jungkook is more than delighted to be able to hear those pretty whines.

Just as you feel the thread keeping you together snap, Jungkook draws out, and you groan at the delay you have to face yet again. But that’s quickly replaced with a whiny gasp when he flips you over, your stomach now laying flat on the surface of the table, and Jungkook traces his thumb up and down your cleft, glazing his fingers in the mess you’ve made. He lets a small splotch of spit drip down to the crevice of your ass, and he uses his thumb to rub it down your slit, briefly sinking it inside your cunt and pumping in and out, watching as the excessive amount of slick that coats your pussy dribbles down your thigh.

The view he’s been gifted with is enough to have him almost coming, but he replaces his thumb with his cock, and dives himself deep inside you, hitting every spot within you perpendicularly. So gorgeous you look, so pretty you sound, so nice you feel and god, he can’t take it. His hand sneakily makes its way down to your stomach, and he lifts your hips just slightly, placing his bag hand on your lower abdomen. In one fast movement Jungkook sheathes himself all the way inside you, his cock brushing against your sweet spot repeatedly and his hand pressing down firmly on your abdomen. You can feel the way he continuously batters your lower stomach, and you sigh, and you know he can feel how your belly protrudes against his hand. A muffled cry leaves your mouth as Jungkook pistons his cock inside you, brimming you with his girth while he leans down, smothering kisses across your back and nape.

He leans into your ear, nibbling slightly on your lobe before sighing, “so pretty, such a pretty slut just for me, right?” he coos, his heart palpitating and you can feel it against your head. You nod in agreement, you head moving up and down intensely as you opt to slam your ass back against his hips to bury him deeper within you. His thrusts seem to slow down, sloppily ramming into you as he feels himself nearing his climax. “Fuck, I’m gonna cum,” He didn’t think he’d be coming so soon, but he should’ve known better if it was your pussy he was so generously given to gratify. He takes a few seconds to thrust into you before pulling out, maneuvering himself so the thick spurts of cum land on your back instead.

Jungkook doesn’t fail to notice the way you’re both a moaning mess, and he relishes in the sounds you make, wiping the excess come that remain on his tip before so kindly pushing himself back in, and he instantly notes the way you clench around him, seemingly close to your orgasm as well. He makes a few slow drags, watching as the substance that paints your pussy surges out of you and coats his cock. “Mmh, keep—keep doing that,” you stammer, the first sentence you’ve said since he started fucking you. Jungkook complies, his eyes rolling to the back of his as he pulls out just to push back in. “Fuck—so big, fills me up so good,” you purr, your chest undulating heavily as you try to keep your mind at bay.

“Cream on my cock, baby, I know you can.” he coerces. He thinks it’s about time he lets you come anyways, you’ve been so good for him, so docile beneath him, it’s the least he can do. You give a meek little nod, whining as you feel the coil that’s been pleading to burst finally let loose, and you convulse around him, shuddering and wailing and your legs shake. “Such a good girl,” he praises, caressing the curve of your waist as he waits for you to regain your composure. “So perfect for me, yeah?” he coos, subsequently pulling out and smiling as he hears the small whine emit from your throat. Jungkook stuffs two of his fingers inside your dripping cunt, gaping at the way you spasm around them and the come-covered slick that gushes in and out of you as he fucks you.

He decides to spare you from another orgasm and pulls his fingers out, not paying any mind to your dragged out moan as he laps up the substance from his digits. “You taste so fucking good, __.” he grumbles, and you have to grit your eyes tightly in order to not witness the scene, you’re so close to asking him to fuck you again. But you know if you let that happen, there’s no way you’d be able to walk out of this room, even less so driving 45 minutes back home.

Jungkook flips you around, making you sit straight up. The coldness of the table mixed with the wetness between your thighs makes you arch your back, wanting to escape the feeling. Jungkook pulls you towards him, catching your lips in a heated kiss, you can taste yourself on his tongue and it just makes you dart yours further into his mouth. His hands run soothingly across spine, traveling to your hips and waist, and your fingers tug on his hair in return, making him groan in the kiss. Jungkook pulls away, moving the stray hairs that stick messily to your forehead and backs up, pulling his pants back on and disappearing into another room.

You take the moment to gather your thoughts, catching your breath and sighing. You did not expect whatever the hell just happened, but you’re not complaining, you terribly needed it. Jungkook was just the first person willing to give it to you, so you took your chances, and yeah it was possibly the best sex you’ve ever had, but you don’t know if you want it to happen again. Something inside you tells you there’s no way this would be the last time you see each other though, and that frightens you. How easy it was to sleep together despite the obvious tension you had at the first meeting.

It was a one time thing.

Jungkook comes strolling his way towards you, a towel in one hand and two water bottles in the other. You silently praise him for grabbing a bottle of water on his way back, the dryness in your suddenly becoming palpable. “Here, drink this,” he urges, handing you a bottle, and he doesn't need to tell you twice. You reach out and snatch the bottle, quickly removing the cap and gulping down the water to quench your thirst. Jungkook scorns at you, watching as you attempt to squeeze your legs together to prevent fluid from seeping down.

He separates your legs with his hand, intruding in your personal space again. This time though, he’s sure you won’t be surprised by his actions, and he uses the towel to clean the mess between them. You sigh, a satisfying feeling washes over you when you don’t feel so sticky anymore. “Thank you,” you quietly say, not wanting to invade the peaceful silence and make it awkward. “For what?” he asks, still concentrated on thoroughly cleaning you up before backing away, in search of your clothes.

“For the–um, water,” you sheepishly respond, and you want to slap yourself for becoming so shy again in his presence. Jungkook hums, his eyebrows shoot up in response, “only for the water?” he taunts, a small smile decorating his lips as you feel your cheeks heat up. You give him a bashful nod in return, opting to not give him any more attention to not make you a mousy little bitch in front of him. You slip off the edge of the table and bend down to grab your undergarments, ignoring the slight soreness in between your thighs and the way they still faintly quiver.

Jungkook makes it easier for you by tossing you the rest of your clothes, and he grabs his own shirt and tugs it on. He searches for his phone before quickly cheing the time, “we should hurry, they’re fast walkers.” he jests, and you roll your eyes as you bite back the need to laugh.

The two of you quickly leave the room after making yourselves look somewhat presentable, and you sneak past the way you came from before Jungkook gets pulled back. You watch as he gets dragged by your best guess is one of his friends, but you don’t miss the smug smile he sends you before turning back.

In the corner of your eye you catch Nari leaving the room in search of you, and you try your best not to stagger as you try to catch up with her. “Where the hell were you?” she probes, a concerned and irritated expression visible on her face, and you give her a blank stare before continuing to walk. “I’ll explain tomorrow,” you lie, there’s not a chance you’ll be explaining anything to her, even if she’s your friend. “I just wanna sleep.”

Nari frowns, but doesn’t ask anything else, she can tell that you’re exhausted by the way you speak. “Okay,” she starts, “you know, I didn’t get to sleep with him,” she states, and you stiffen upon hearing her, the memory of you and Jungkook still fresh on your. “But at least I got his number. That’s a positive,” she continues, and you had to stifle a laugh because she failed to do what she came here to, but at least she enjoyed the concert. “Yeah, you’ll get there, don't worry.” you reassure her.

You want to scream at that alarm.

It’s been blaring for two minutes now, and it’s causing you a headache. You want to turn over and switch off your phone, but the soreness in your muscles are very prominent this early in the morning. So you groan and scour your entire bed for that damn phone. And when you finally find it, you want to chuck it across the room for giving you so much so early. And you would’ve if it wasn’t for the obscene amount of messages you’ve received overnight.

But one catches your eye. A number you don’t have registered in your phone. And you’re suddenly anxious to read them, not knowing why an unknown number would be texting you so late at night. But you sigh and press on the notification, making it enlarge on your screen so you could get a better look.

+ 82 463 7279: So when can I come by for my second round? - J.K

end notes: i have no clue who’s number it is that i used for this but it’s definitely not jungkook’s.

anyways, i left the ending ambiguous so it looks like it isn’t the last time they’ll see each other, i also implied it into the story as well.

edit: apparently this didn’t queue and i added the wrong time? 😭 i had to schedule it again so i’m an hour late. i’m so sorry !! i hope you enjoyed it though <3

#jords #thank u for reading 😢😢

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★ Only You | JJK (M) | Part ONE

I am high on some Jungkook drug, I am so sorry y'all. Next content coming up is SKZ related tho. Stay in tune! And yes, there will be a second part to this ahhh

★ Pairing: Jungkook x Reader

★ Genre: Romance, Smut, Angst, Fluff, etc

★ Summary: Jungkook is absolutely everything your father detests about the kind of guys you should be dating. But it's too bad... because he's your boyfriend, and you happen to love him very much.

★ Part ONE: In present day where you have to be discreet about your relationship with Jungkook, you recount your first impression of him and the past events that lead you to where you guys are today.

★ Word Count: 11.7k (oop)

★ Warning: 18+ Content. mature scenes and settings. Pregnancy scare, Y/N is kind of a simp for Jungkook, Toxic family, Smut scenes, Unprotected Sex, Jealous Jungkook. A lot of switching between present and past tense (for things happening now and things that already happened). a lot of grammar mistakes prob. cursing, swearing, etc. Backstory focused, not a lot of smut scenes.

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You were holding onto the headboard as Jungkook fuck you senseless against it, hammering into you like you have sinned him.

"Shit, babe..." Jungkook moans, his hitch of breath hit the touch of your skin and you feel yourself walking on cloud nine as he speeds up his pace, his hand tugging on your hair just so he can sink himself deeper inside you.

You feel yourself getting closer, your stomach twirling and your knees giving out. Ding, you turn to your phone that you have placed on top of Jungkook's headboard and you see your screen light up with a text message from Yeri.

"Date's done." - 💜 Yerim 💜

He continues riding out your hips causing you to clutch onto the headboard harder.

"Yeri?" Jungkook mutters, earning a small yeah from you.

He lets out a grunt as he finishes inside you, evoking your walls to tighten around his at the commotion.

You were so full and dripping in liquid that eventually they start trailing down your legs and onto the mattress.

"Ahh, fuck..." He curses and continues pounding into you some more before eventually pulling out, rubbing his cock around the bare skin of your ass and allowing you to catch your breath.

You take your hold off the headboard and shift your body facing Jungkook, searching his eyes, "I wish I could stay with you for the night."

Jungkook puts on a modest smile, both his hands brushing past the top of your head, "Go back, Princess. I don't want to get you in trouble." His hands travel distances before landing on your face and cupping them, pulling you in for a deep, sloppy kiss; Jungkook style.

You guys scatter around the room for clothes, putting on any you find along the way. Jungkook is more concentrated on your behalf than his own because he is still only in his sweatpants and underwear. He helps zip up your dress from behind, which does wonder to both you and him as he gets to see an awesome view of your curve and ass while doing so, and you love the sensation of his touch all over you.

Jungkook pushes strokes into your hair, trying his best to untangle them and you find his efforts adorable. One last final fix up with Jungkook literally spraying your whole existence with the perfume you'd always wear, you were ready to be sent on your way.

He initially only bought it because you kept raving about how much you love the scent, but he ended up really liking it as well. He thinks it compliments you and your personality perfectly. But it does seem to come in handy when it comes to these types of situations you guys were usually in, and you guys were in them a lot... the bottle is nearly empty.

"Same time same place tomorrow?" You ask him with beams in your eyes.

"I'll be waiting." He pats your head, placing a kiss on your forehead.

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You were trying to close the door as discreetly as possible, but you should've known that wouldn't have work either way. Your family is literally the worst when it comes to mingling in your personal business.

"Hey Sweetie, how'd the date go?" Your mom walks out in her night gown crossing her arms. Jihye follows behind looking as unfazed as she always been.

Now here's where you put the skills you have learned in acting class to use. Wide smile, a good posture, and confidence. You can't get caught lying up in this bitch as long as you believe in yourself and your abilities.

"He was nice. Today was good." Okay, not the best answer you could've given, but vague enough to avoid any further questionings. You don't want to keep talking about this guy that you actually never even went on a date with, and as far you're concern, this guy isn't passing the vibe check according to Yeri.

"I'm glad you guys are getting along. It'll make things so much easier for us and their family." A smile plants on her face, walking toward you and placing a kiss on your cheek, "Good night, dear. Don't be late for class tomorrow."

You and Jihye watch her disappear off into the shadow before switching glares to each other.

"Ridiculous." Jihye scoffs.

Jihye is your younger sister, younger by 2 years. You guys have a rather complicated dynamic. Like you wouldn't mind giving her your kidney, but you're not getting her water type of relationship.

"What." You bend down to take off your heels.

"You look like you just finished filming a gangbang scene for Pornhub."

Gangbang? No. Just Jungkook. Although you wouldn't mind getting fuck by more than one Jungkook, but only if it's him. You guys really tried your best, but yeah, you look like a hot ass mess right now. The only thing clouding your mom from this judgment is that in her head, you're her little angel and a total sweetheart. Right. There's no way you'd lie to her. There's no way you'd send Yeri in your place instead while you go fuck your boyfriend at his apartment. There's no way.

You mean... you're not the least bit surprised. When Jungkook fucks, he fuck like the rent is due tomorrow and he makes sure to leave no crumbs behind. Oh you love him, so much.

You place the heel strap over your fingers, continuing to undo the second pair, "You know why." As if this is the norms, and it is the norms.

Jihye has become desensitized to it all. She hears all, she sees all. From you kicking her out of the living room while your parents were out because you told her you and Jungkook are going to fuck, to waking up in the middle of the night to moans and skins slapping through the wall next to hers, and even walking midway into your room when Jungkook was climbing through the window.

She'll snitch you out in a heartbeat for stealing her leftovers or hiding her things, but she'll keep it a secret that you were basically deceiving your parents. It's a sibling thing, you could say.

"Pfft! And they want me to be more like you. Puh-lease!" She rolls her eyes.

Being the oldest, you are always expected more than stellar results. Your parents are harder, stricter on you because they see you as a reflection of themselves, their efforts, and their abilities to mold someone to follow in their footsteps. The concept of earning a grade lower than A is almost foreign to you because you were always taught that anything lower is unacceptable.

It didn't help that you were born into a family of doctors, or as others would rather say: with a golden spoon. Not like you ask for it. Sure, it's nice to live in a big beautiful house and not having to worry about where you're getting your next meal from, and many may disagree and call you ungrateful, but you'd rather be born into a mediocre family while working part-time if that'd get your family to stop meddling in your life. You can't disappoint anyone if no one's expecting, but expectations are all your parents have.

Yeah yeah, comparison sucks, and you can understand where Jihye's coming from. But hey, it's not your fault you're the gifted child. You mean, at least you saved her from all the trauma of being the oldest one. She should be thankful you took one for the team. And if this Jungkook thing works out somehow in the end, she might be able to date a drug dealer or a circus worker of her choice in the near future, who knows.

"Whatever. I'm going to sleep." You push past her and begin making ways up the stairs to your room. Jihye radiating her annoying younger sibling energy, follows behind like she always does.

"You know you're going to get caught one day, right?" She voices while still mimicking your steps.

"We'll see when that day comes." You are hopeful your little hoax will last for just a bit longer.

"Can I have your room when you get kick out? Yours is way bigger than mine, plus your closet is massive."

This girl. But for real, if everything comes to light, you're pretty sure you'll already be disowned by now. You might just end up becoming bestie with SungAh, the very nice homeless lady you meet occasionally near campus. Maybe she can show you around.

"No one's getting kick out. Everything is going to be okay." No, everything isn't going to be okay. You know you are lying to yourself. But you didn't feel like having this conversation with Jihye right now. It is eleven 'o clock, your makeup has completely given up, your feet are all sore from the heels, and Jungkook just busts a big fat nut inside you. You just want a cold shower and a good night's sleep.

You stop at your door, turning around to face Jihye. No, she isn't coming in with you. You don't need her shouting all these things you know already know into your ears.

"Right. Well, I'm just here to remind you to use protection. You don't want your baby bump giving it away before you have the chance to tell mom and dad, do you?"

Okay, this girl is pissing you off.

"I'm not pregnant!" You retort.

"Yet..." She lets trail off her lips.

You mean, you're sure not pregnant. Nothing about your period is irregular. You always take your pills, and every now and then you'll use condoms when Jungkook has one laying around. But you are 100% you're not pregnant. But you can already imagine the shit show it'll be if you are. Not a very pleasant visual. You might as well get acquainted with Satan by then if that's the case since that's where your dad will be sending you.

"Good night idiot." You unlock the door and slam it in her face before she has a chance to speak.

Well thanks a lot, Jihye. Now you feel paranoid because it's not completely out of the loop. You guys do have sex often and considering how much you let him finishes inside you, this is worthy of concern.

It's already bad enough that your parents are probably going to throw you out of the house soon, you don't need to be a young mother as well to add a cherry to the topping of this shitty cake. Not that you would mind carrying Jungkook's child. You love that man to your heart and soul -- heck, you'd take a bullet for him. But not now. Not this young.

You plop down onto your pink mattress with sparkling sheets, staring at the hanging chandelier above you. You never notice how detailed it was -- how bright it was. What if it just falls and hits you in the face right now? Nah. Your parents are boujee as fuck. They wouldn't settle for anything they weren't confident in. If the chandelier breaks your face, your parents will probably break whoever invented it.

Ding, you receive another text message from Yeri.

Ayyy bestie, you still alive? - 💜 Yerim 💜

Somehow. Think he's burnt out from work, probably asleep. Only saw Mom and Jihye. Jihye was being annoying as always. - Y/N

Haha. Only because she cares about you. I mean, she doesn't want her only sister out on the street now does she. And gosh, your dad is so annoying. You're already 21 years old. Such a manchild! - 💜 Yerim 💜

Think the worst he'll do is force me to cut all contact with Jungkook and prob send one of his creepy ass worker to stalk me 24/7 again. And right? Such a pain in the ass." - Y/N

You mean like how he already is doing right now? Well... minus the stalking which has stopped but surely he has something up his sleeve the next time if he catches you. He REALLY REALLY do not like Jungkook. Like goddamn. - 💜 Yerim 💜

I just don't get it. Like how could he not? Jungkook is so perfect in every way 🥺🥺 I refuse to believe we share the same genetics. - Y/N

Right. Not like Jungkook didn't tell him straight to his face that he banged his daughter. - 💜 Yerim 💜

OkayYY?? And he punched Jungkook!!!! 😠😠 - Y/N

Well.... - 💜 Yerim 💜

Oh yeah, did you forget to mention your dad's first encounter with Jungkook? Worst. Day. Of. Your. Life. You didn't know what had gotten into you that afternoon, but you were feeling a little self-righteous that day perhaps.

You'd managed to convince them to let you major in Business Administration before. Because fuck all that doctor bullshit. You hate blood. You hate dealing with people. You really could care less about why the immune system is attacking its own tissues, or what causes a shortage in the red or white blood cells. Okay maybe those things are important, but you're just not a medical person.

You thought this was going to be your big next revolutionary movement. Spoiler alert: It wasn't. He was against it from the moment he saw Jungkook. Tattoos all over his arms, piercings everywhere, black clothing. It was a straight and utter rejection with a lot of nasty glares from both sides. Jungkook got fed up at one point and started going on a rant about how much of a bitch your dad was being... to his face, and honestly, fuck yeah! Jungkook was absolutely right.

Of course, your dad responded to his remark with his fist across Jungkook's face. He took the hit like a champ, and in his defense, yes the old man was pissing him off and driving him to the edge, but he was in love with his daughter. Jungkook had a background in Taekwondo and his muscles were built like hardened bricks. Not to mention he easily towered over your dad by a few inches. Jungkook could've one swipe that if he wanted to, but out of respect for birthing you into this world for him, he took the loss.

The next sequence of events consisted of your dad accusing Jungkook of a bunch of things, such as seducing you. Which sounded ridiculous in retrospect because you were the one doing the seducing most of the time. Even you initiated sex more than him.

Well, Jungkook wasn't having any of it, "So what if your daughter has sex? She's a grown woman, she surely can decide for herself. I wouldn't do anything she's uncomfortable with in the first place anyways." You knew he was trying to work your dad up by implying he wouldn't have fucked you if you didn't agree to it, and you didn't know why you thought it was the sexiest thing ever. Luckily, Jungkook didn't suffer further injuries because Yeri had been trying to call Yoongi and Namjoon ever since the soap opera worthy scene went down.

Yoongi and Namjoon hauled him out the door as you stared into his doe eyes, then that was that. Locked in your room, no devices, no company, but especially no more dick from Jungkook -- at least for a little while. Your dad even sent one of his shady guards to follow you around campus to make sure you weren't pulling any of your tricks.

Little did he know, you started jotting down the guard's pattern of behavior so you got accustomed to where he would usually be whenever he's lurking, so you'd work your way around. Jungkook never stopped bothering you either, and you didn't want him to stop.

Even if that was just meeting eyes in the hallway or passing by one another, you guys never missed the chance to look at the other like you want to devour them whole, and Jungkook never hesitated to grab your ass when the opportunity arised. The feeling of his grip around your sensitive skin made you miss his cock inside you. So much. So that's what you guys did.

You guys would literally fuck anywhere, any time. Even if Jungkook's next class was within 5 to 10 minutes, even if there's a possibility someone could hear what's going on, you gave no fuck. You'd drag Jungkook to the girl's restroom, the boy's restroom -- heck, the closest empty classroom or if you guys were feeling a bit rebellious, you'd both ditch class and take it to your car, ride him until you're covered in his pretty little cum and go on your way to be daddy's little good girl again.

Yeri gave you her spare phone and you'd use it to keep up with Jungkook. Most of the time you guys were conversing about events throughout the day, half of it is Jungkook complaining about his bandmates, and the other small percentage, he'd ask for nudes to help him 'feel better'. No dick picks though. You told him no. This was Yeri's phone and you didn't want her stumbling upon snooping on ya man's dick. She can keep all your nudes though. No one has ever seen you naked more than Yeri. Not even Jungkook.

Eventually, it dialed down. After Mr. Creep AKA your dad's minion realized -- or so he thought, that all you'd been doing was going to classes, hung out with Yeri, and then back home, he was officially declared bored. Thank goodness. Your dad got off your ass, you got your phone and freedom back and Jungkook was dead to him. You still couldn't believe he let you off the hook that easily, but you weren't complaining.

That was a little over 6 months ago. Your parents firmly believe you are over Jungkook, but that is far from the truth. You have been duking them for a while and you don't know when exactly you're going to stop. Perhaps you should just let fate run its course, but you have a feeling it is not in your favor.

It didn't take too long before you started cruising around campus with Jungkook again. Everybody knew who your father was. He helped in funding some of the events at your University and was a spokesperson several times. Professors and most students were well aware you came from a good background, so they didn't know why you were always latching yourself onto someone like Jungkook.

~ 2 years ago ~

At first, you thought he was a bad boy too, or so he looked. He just always came off like he'd rather be anywhere but where he's currently at. Always so quiet, you would never see him engage in conversations with anyone. Professor would say the lecture's over, and he was out immediately. Your first impression of him was this dude is cocky, he thinks he's all that. Girls dig it though. He was quite popular with the ladies in your class and admittedly, Jungkook was very good-looking. He never paid any attention to the swoons and awes he'd get though. He just never seemed to care -- about anything.

Your curiosity about him only grew more each day when you both took the same general education course for Math during your second year. Sometimes your gaze would naturally avert toward his deep brown eyes when he's so focused on the lecture. His thin lips, he had some beautifully shaped lips that curved just at the right spot. He was like a deer caught in headlights whenever he's so indulged, you found it adorable.

Contrary to his style, he was really handsome in a boyish way, just exactly your type. And you love that he had an edgy side as well. You both can be emo together, you didn't mind. You were totally into the fact that he was like a little loner so stuck in his own world. He does his own thing and he does it so well. It's hot.

"Y/n?" You were knocked out of fantasy world when Jungkook landed a nudge to your elbow.

"Huh?" Your eyes widened at the sudden contact.

Reality struck you once again when you came back to at least fifty eyes on you and to the dismay of your professor tapping his foot impatiently.

You had dozed off and you were not proud of it. You blame Jungkook for being as distracting as he is.

"What does X equal?" Your professor pointed to equation on the board, but how the fuck would you know. You were daydreaming about Jungkook, not solving for goddamn X.

"Four." Jungkook said under his breath.

You hesitated for a moment before repeating what he just said.

"Correct." Your professor moved on and went to pick on other students. That was a close one.

This wasn't like you at all, you were usually a good student you promise.

You turned to Jungkook and mouthed a small 'thank you' for saving your ass.

Class was over after some time and before you could even get a chance to properly thank him, he had already dashed out the door. You took your heels off for the extra speed and chased after him, lightly tapping him on his shoulder.

"Hey, I just want to say thank you for saving me back there." You sent him your most angelic smile. Ahhhh... he was even cuter face to face.

Jungkook returned your smile, "Oh it's nothing. I just saw that you were too preoccupied staring at me, I thought I'd help out."

His comment made you grew a shade of pink on your cheeks. Fuck, he knew you were totally checking him out. Jungkook found the situation amusing because he'd never thought you out of all people would find the slight interest in him.

After all, your family is rich as hell and you could probably up and pay for his whole tuition right now if you wanted to. You always came off spoiled and like you were too good for everyone, at least that's what you've given him so far. But you were already starting to prove yourself with each little interaction.

"I-I was lost in my thoughts..." The first excuse that popped in your head rolled off your tongue like candy. It was as bullshit as it sounded.

Jungkook only chuckled at your attempt to save yourself, "Oh by the way, I noticed you didn't write anything down on your notes. If you want, you can come by my dorm later. I can let you copy mine."

Oh lord, was this really happening? Jungkook inviting you over to his dorm? You and him, alone? Fuck yeah!

"Yes! I can come by later! When are you free?" Oop, you needed to calm your tits. Can't be getting a little too excited now.

"Hmm... I have practice at 2 and won't be home until 5. So maybe then? My dorm's on the third floor, room 302."

"Great! I'll see you then!" You flashed him a pretty smile and went on your way, satisfied and high in love.

Jungkook on the other hand, wasn't quite sure where he was going with his offer. He usually doesn't give any attention he'd get a second thought, but you were goggling at him like he was the most amazing thing to walk this earth, and he thought you were cute so he eventually let his words slipped before his brain could approve anything.

When you got there, you were so sure and ready to spend some quality time alone with Jungkook. Maybe after getting to know him better, you could decide for yourself if he's worthy of your dignity for you to be acting like a 15 year old teenager again who just had their first crush.

You had completely forgotten your University had this thing where you had to share a dorm with a roommate. And Jungkook happened to go to the same University (duh!), so imagine your shock when you showed up at his door, greeted by an unfamiliar face and to the revelation that there'd be a third party.

Not that you minded. Taehyung was nice and all, if that was even his name. You also found out he's in a band with Jungkook and one of his closest friend, so that's nice. Did you forgot to say he was also very gorgeous, well... he was very gorgeous! He was one of the most aesthetic thing you've laid your eyes upon, but you preferred a rather emo and boyish person with the love for tattoos and piercings -- someone like Jungkook.

And if you weren't in love before, you definitely were now. His personality was even more attractive than that beautiful face of his, and you think that statement itself spoke a lot about how awesome of a human being Jungkook was, inside and out.

You didn't know how he was so patient with you, going over the problems again and again until you'd get it. And even when you already did, you'd sometimes pretend you didn't just so you could lose yourself in his godly expressions. The way his puppy eyes would meet yours whenever he'd look up to see if you had gotten anything he had just said into that head of yours. He was so cute, if anything, him being here wasn't making Math any easier.

You felt like you had one of the greatest day ever, and one that was put to a very good use. You got to speak to Jungkook, you got to know more about him, and you met his friend who's a total sweetheart, and a cutie as a bonus. Pretty boys with nice personalities was your biggest weakness, but Taehyung was more like someone you could see yourself becoming close friends with.

Some important things you had learned: Jungkook works part-time at a nearby Tattoo shop -- you mean, you should had known. He was always doodling in class every chance he'd get. He had great eyes for arts! Leonardo da Vinci who. He and Taehyung were in a band with about five other unnamed individuals and they'd usually perform at music festivals or school events. And well, it was no shocker you knew none of these things because you were always too busy going shopping right after classes, hanging at Yeri's, or studying. But Jungkook definitely held your interest and there's always a first time for everything.

And ever since that day, Jeon Jungkook had officially stolen your heart and never gave it back. And if he ever does, you hope it's not in broken pieces.

You'd make efforts for small talks, usually, you'd asked how his day was, or if it was a Monday, how his weekend was. He'd tell you how drunk he got while he was over at his bandmate's dorm or the craziest customer he's ever had to deal with at his part-time job. You could listen to him talk forever, even when he was going off on rants about toxic players attacking him in a game you had absolutely no idea about. Maybe it's the way he resembles a bunny, his small kissable lips, and those huge lovable eyes. He had such a baby face but his face could probably make a baby out of you.

Typically, when you're this nice to a guy, they'd be asking you to pull down your panties by now. You hate that you had to keep reminding them you weren't trying to have sex and were only acting with basic human decency. Then, of course, they'd get mad as hell because apparently, you were leading them on. Uhm no. You only said thank you and that you appreciate their help. Nothing about that screamed I want to fuck you, but whatever help them sleep at night.

But Jungkook? Yeah, you definitely wanted to fuck him, and you meant it with your whole chest. If he were to ask you to strip, you'd do it in a heartbeat.

Although he was extra attentive to you, you weren't all that special nor the only one who had the hots for him, sadly. You could name at the top of your head, at least three other girls in the class who'd side-eye him like they want to swallow him whole. Especially Yujin. Gosh, you hated that two-faced fox with a passion.

You and Jungkook would be in the middle of a discussion about which solution would work best and she'd pop her nosy ass in out of nowhere to join. Like okay bitch, nobody asked. It didn't make it any better that she was one of the top students and if she wasn't trying to steal your man that wasn't really your man, you'd say the bitch was actually drop-dead gorgeous with a body to die for.

Jungkook is totally into her. How could he not be? You mean, you're 100% sure you're into dicks, but yeah, you had seen the way she'd make head turns whenever she'd pass by. This girl was basically a guy magnet. You had never seen Jungkook talk to anyone before, but he conversed with this girl like they knew each other in their past life or some shit. You hated how much they had in common and how perfect they looked together. Disgusting.

Often, you'd just watch both of them chat their time away solving a problem because you were too busy cursing Yujin inside your head to really care. You also noticed how she'd act like she didn't know or forgot the steps just to get Jungkook to explain it to her. Pfft. You did it way cuter.

On the days you were feeling extra mad at Jungkook or jealous for giving Yujin more attention, you'd be more touchy with him on purpose, your skirts would be shorter and you'd wear a shirt revealing enough just to shove your cleavage in his face. You'd gone mad and you were well aware. Like being possessed by a love demon, you didn't know what the fuck has gotten into you.

Jungkook like expected paid no mind to any of your attempts. Ugh! This was what you love and hate about him. Yes, you love that he's respectful and unbothered, but how do you tell him he's yours and you want him inside of you? You guys were married in your head whether he liked it or not.

Dresses and skirts weren't really your thing, but you wore it for Jungkook, and all for what? For him to break out in laughter at a joke Yujin made? You never even made him genuinely laugh like that before. Only when you had something stuck in your teeth or when you'd hit your head on your desk trying to stand up, does he crack one out.

Gosh, you were pathetic doing all of this for one guy. Even your 13-year-old boy crazy self would smack you silly. But it's whatever. You were willing to let this one slide because the third exam was in a week, and you knew what that meant: Study time with Jungkook, alone! One of your favorite thing in the world, next to him falling asleep on you whenever he'd get too tired to keep up. It was your most favored view.

Studying was something you hated to do, you mean... who the fuck would like studying, but Jungkook's presence managed to turn it into something entertaining. You get to spend time with your favorite person in the world and at the same time, shove all these information up your brain for the exam and then forget them after.

You knew you can sound careless or as if school was the last thing you cared about, but truth was, you never had to try too hard because these things just came naturally to you. You guess all those nights you'd stayed up during high school and cramming for advanced classes paid off. You just liked to watch and listen to Jungkook go at it. You thought tutor Jungkook was the cutest thing.

After the lecture ended and Jungkook started packing his things, you waited patiently for the perfect moment to strike up a conversation, well of course... after Yujin got her turn. She was saying something to Jungkook although it was inaudible from your side, but her sly smile was enough for you to conclude that she deserves a slap across her face. But you won't do that. Because today you were going to get to be with Jungkook and you wanted to be on your best behavior.

She waved him goodbye and disappeared into the hallways. As she should. Now it's your turn. You got to have him all to yourself now. No more annoying rats trying to get in between you guys... at least for the time being.

"Meet you at 5?" You sounded like a child high on sugar rush.

Jungkook shot up at you as he slid his bag over his shoulder. "Pardon?"

"I can come over to your dorm at 5 so we can go over the exam materials together. You know... like we always do." You flashed him the pretty smile that you only do for him.

"Oh I--" Jungkook's face was filled with guilt, "--I already promised Yujin I'd go over to hers this afternoon. I didn't know you wanted to study together. I can make time for you tomorrow if you're still up for it, or you can come along--"

"--No, it's fine. I hope you have fun." You cut Jungkook off and immediately exited the classroom before he could say anything. Because it wasn't fine.

For the past two exams, even though it wasn't a lot, you guys were always together. He was always the one who initiated and suggested you come over, and now he's all "I DiDn't kNoW yOu WanTeD To sTuDy ToGeTher" whatever, headass. You were not going to be anybody's second choice and if he thought you were going to sit around and wait while he go and mess around with another chick, he can gladly go and shove that stick up his ass. Oh god, you felt like such a femcel.

You spent the rest of your afternoon ranting to Yeri over the phone about how disloyal Jungkook was being in the relationship that you had made up in your head. You really thought he was different, but you guess in the end, they really are all the same. Once a prettier, hotter girl come along, they'd just dip on you. Just like that. Men ain't shit. This is why you don't date.

While you were going through your camera roll, totally not deleting photos you had taken of Jungkook or photos you had saved from his social medias -- ahhh this one of him is really cute but still, fuck him -- you suddenly received a text notification from Taehyung.

So I heard exam is in a week. Seems like you're not coming tonight? Jungkook is out - Taehyung

No. He found himself a new study buddy. I've been replaced - Y/N

Bummer. I mean, I took the same class last semester and I've just gotten done with mid terms so I can go over some things with you if you'd like. Jungkook and the guys are all either studying or doing their own thing so I've got times - Taehyung

You thought about Taehyung's offer for a moment. You mean, it wasn't like you had anything better to do, and Yeri sounded like she was going to knock out any second from how you were literally boring her to death. And anything was better than to be stuck listening to Jihye's fake friend stories. God, you hated those. The girl would not stop talking.

Be at home broken hearted and alone that your boyfriend who's not really your boyfriend just ditched you, or go out and study with his cute friend? You chose the latter, duh! You still couldn't see Taehyung as anything more than a friend though -- you could never. You may be horrible at a lot of things, but if there's one thing you're good at, is loyalty. Jungkook may had cheated on you in fantasy land, but you would never do the same to him -- reality or fantasy.

Taehyung was very welcoming when you arrived. You always found it a breeze to bond with him because he was very friendly and easy going. You kept getting sidetracked because your mind would wonder off into the unknown. Your lips said no but your heart wouldn't cooperate. You had never felt this strongly for anyone else before, and the thought of Yujin being alone with Jungkook made you immensely jealous, you couldn't hide your scowl.

"You okay?" Taehyung spoke up after studying your body language for a while.

"Huh?" You almost didn't hear him.

"You look like you just went through a bad break up."

"It's nothing." You brushed off his comment and tried to divert the topic by flipping the pages of your textbook. "Where were we?"

A small smile appeared at the corner of Taehyung's lips. "Let me guess," He scooted away from the table and circled his arms behind his back for support as he stared at you directly, "Jungkook?"

You were frozen in your spot like you had been caught in the act, unable to produce a sound. But you were one stubborn individual and there was no way you were going to admit anything.

"N-no." You began doodling on your notebook, anything to hint that you were not interested in where this conversation was going.

Taehyung snickered, "You're very easy to read, you know that right, Y/n?"

You turned to him and gave him your deadliest glare, shooting daggers into his eyes. "Shut up." You cursed at him like a pouty child who didn't get their favorite toy at the store.

He only laughed and god was he annoying. You wanted to beat him up with the textbook until he's near death's door.

"If you like him, just tell him. Easy peasy lemon squeezy." He said it like it was the simplest thing in the world. Well thanks, Taehyung. That was very helpful.

"He already likes someone else. It's whatever." You tried acting nonchalant about it, but you actually wanted to shout that to Taehyung's face and bawl in ugly tears after. But self control ya know.

Taehyung furrowed his eyebrows, not exactly sure what you were talking about. "Well how are you so sure?"

"Because--"

"--Have you tried asking him?" He didn't even let you finish.

"Well... no. But I know."

"Then maybe you shouldn't be assuming things." Taehyung didn't mean to come off snarky, he was just stating the obvious.

"And I mean, aren't your family loaded with banks? Don't take this the wrong way, but I think you're very attractive. You could've chosen anyone else, why Jungkook? The dude's ripped but the closest he's gotten to any actions is his own hand. Just saying."

Your scowl intensified and if looks could kill, Taehyung would probably be three feet below ground level already. Like okay, you didn't need to know that but good for Jungkook. And maybe if he wasn't being so difficult, he'd get more than just his hand.

"Alright I'm sorry -- let's go back to studying." He snatched your textbook from you and continued where you guys left off.

But who were you kidding. He was absolutely right, and you despise that fact! You're not even Jungkook's girlfriend. Truth was, he was free to talk or flirt with whoever he wanted because you guys weren't even dating. But it still hurts okay. And if he liked you, he probably would had done something already. You wouldn't had been left hanging like this.

The next few minutes consisted of Taehyung struggling and failing to recount what he learned last semester -- not that you blame him, but come on dude. He suggested he'd go over some things with you and now he's here, not knowing where to start, so you just told him to pull equations from the book and quiz you on it. He got bored fast and was already pulling yawns and sleepy eyes. Jesus fucking Christ.

"Let me go grab a coffee." He stood up and walked over to the small counter.

You carried on with trying to solve the equation while Taehyung was messing with the coffee maker.

"Think this is right?" You held your paper up as he plopped back down next to you with a cup in his hand.

"Hmm..." He hummed as he took a sip, barely even making eye contact with your paper. "Looks right to me." Of course. Taehyung doesn't care by now, he's too washed out. Ugh.

If Jungkook was here, he'd know exactly where you made a mistake, and then he'd even show you how to solve it the correct way as he'd trace his palm over yours and you'd feed off his scent because he would be so close to you, you could practically feel his breath hit your cheek. But he was probably doing that to Yujin right now. The visual made you sick to your stomach. You hope she forgot to turn off her stove.

Taehyung tried to place the cup on the already crowded table. Key word: tried, because he completely missed the mark and the dark liquid spilled all over your shirt, staining it to the horror of your protest. You were lucky it wasn't too hot or the coffee would had ended you right then and there -- which actually didn't sound so bad. What worse thing could happen tonight.

"Gosh, Taehyung!" You scolded him.

He picked the cup back up and apologized to you both hands in the air. "I am so sorry, Y/n!"

Were you mad? Yes. But it was whatever. There was no need to make a big scene out of it. Shit happens.

"It's fine. Do you have anything I can change into for now? I can't go home like this."

Taehyung paused for a moment to think before a light bulb popped into his head, "You can borrow one of my shirt. Return it whenever you want, there's no rush."

You waited for him as he pushed through his hangers in the small closet. He located a baby blue sweater and handed it to you. Jungkook's closet was on the opposing side. You wondered what his looked like.

It had only been less than two hours since you guys started studying, and Taehyung was already set to knock the fuck out. Pathetic. You told him you wanted to review some more but he gave in to sleep and now look at the mess you had gotten yourself into; Stuck with his arms around you and his head on your shoulder.

You tried wiggling his hold off you but he was a tough one. The more you resisted, the tighter his grip got. For using you as a pillow and blanket, you were for sure not returning his sweater. That was coming out of his check.

So preoccupied with Taehyung's bullshit, you hadn't even noticed the boy in his black t-shirt and grey sweatpants by the door, standing tall overlooking the entire scene.

"Jungkook?" You looked up, surprised by his presence, causing you to loosen Taehyung's hold, only to be pulled right back with him snuggling you even more aggressively.

"Just a little bit more..." Taehyung groaned in his sleep deprived voice.

Jungkook was not very amused at the sight. In fact, he was furious. He had made it clear to Taehyung he was interested in you. He was just waiting for the right moment, and now that traitor was all up on you the second he goes missing in action.

He roughly yanked Taehyung off of you and swung him onto his bed, "Ayy man, get off of her!"

Taehyung whined loudly, rubbing the back of his head but eventually turned toward the wall and continued sleeping like nobody's business.

Jungkook switched his attention back to you, but the only thing he could focused on was the sweater you were wearing that looked a little too familiar, and knowing who it belonged to, he did not like it one bit. No matter how adorable you looked in it, he disapproved because it wasn't his.

You were dumbfounded, unsure of how to react or respond. Meeting Jungkook at this hour definitely wasn't part of your plan. You glanced over to the alarm clock on Taehyung's bedside table and it read 8:03 P.M.

"I-I'm going to go." You started packing your things as you shoved pens and highlighters into your bag and grabbed your textbook last.

You got up from the floor to face Jungkook at a new height, accidentally making eye contact and immediately breaking it.

"See you." You bitterly bid him and made ways to the door.

"So you have a thing for Taehyung now?" His sudden remark caused you to stop in your track.

"What?" You squinted your eyes, facing him again.

"Cuddling him up close and wearing his shirt. Was this why you blew me off earlier?" Jungkook sounded pressed as hell, and he was. You had never seen him like this before. Sure, he had gotten upset over bad customers or friends canceling plans, but never like this.

"Excuse me? I blew you off? You're the one who threw me in the dust for Yujin." You couldn't believe what you were hearing. Was he was really trying to pass this as your fault.

"I asked you if you wanted to come along--"

"--And you wouldn't have, if I didn't ask you first. Why would I want to string along like some unwanted parasite and ruin your guys special time."

Jungkook took a deep breath, "You're not unwanted. And I came back early so I could study with you if you still wanted to. But I didn't expect to find you in the arms of my best friend dressed in his shirt."

You both might as well start screaming in each other's face at this point. The tension grew nasty quick and you felt the heat building up inside of you about ready to burst.

"He spilled coffee on me and was only letting me borrow his shirt. And you out of anyone should know better that your friend has the attention span of a literal goldfish. I couldn't keep him awake for the life of me. So chill out, I'm not trying to fuck your friend."

Jungkook's once annoyed facial expression stiffened into a calmer, more relaxing manner as he took a step toward you, trying to close in the gap. The closer he got, the further you tried distancing yourself until your back eventually met the wall, stuck with Jungkook hovering over you. The only thing preventing you from bumping into his chest was the textbook clutched onto your hand.

"Good. Because I'll be very disappointed if you were interested in him after all the shit you pulled on me in class." You guys were literally so close, his breath was hitting the inch of your skin. Seeing Jungkook in this view was only something that would appear in your wet dream, but now it was a reality and you didn't know how to further proceed.

You guess all those cleavage and panty flashes you'd occasionally give him didn't go unnoticed after all. But then why'd he never confronted you?

Jungkook smirked at your confusion, knowing exactly what you were thinking as he placed both his palms against the wall, trapping you in between his hold.

"Think I didn't know, Princess? Truth is, I like you too and it was painful trying to hold back the urge to just not fuck you right then and there, but I didn't want things going too fast or else you'd think I was some desperate virgin trying to get in your panties. But after seeing you with Taehyung today, it made me realize I do not like the sight of you with anyone else, I just might have to have you for myself a little sooner, don't ya think?"

You had so many questions and emotions swirling inside your head from happiness, to being puzzled, from what the fuck Jungkook, to being utterly pissed off, all at once.

He leaned in for a kiss but before he could make proper contact with your lips, you pushed him back to disrupt the action, although not enough to move the giant mountain that was Jungkook off his position.

"Then why'd you mess around with Yujin, fucker." Don't get you wrong, you were high above the clouds by now about the fact that Jungkook returned your feelings, but if that's how he show he's interested in you... then well, he sure had a weird way of going at it.

"Because she wouldn't stop bothering me, I don't know. I'm not good at this kind of thing. She just kept asking me and I couldn't bring myself to say no. I still only like you though. I'd rather stare at the wall for hours with you over fucking her if she gave me the chance." He also seemed to have an odd way of expressing his love for you.

You poked his forehead slightly with your index finger. "Idiot. Also what do you mean you don't want to seem desperate. What screams "I want you to fuck me" more than my tits and ass in your face." You faced the other way to sulk, conflicted between wanting him inside of you and being astonished at how clueless he could be.

"Well I'm here right now?" Jungkook whispered into your ear as his fingers moved along your thighs but he was quickly turned off by the sound of Taehyung mumbling in his sleep.

"UghHhh..." The sleeping boy shuffled in his bed, drools hanging over his mouth but he was still in a deep state of unconsciousness.

Never in a million years would you have thought to reject Jungkook's advance to have sex, but doing the dirty in front of his friend as a first time would be very fucked up, so you were fast to remove Jungkook's hands off of you.

"Maybe next time..." You stared into his eyes apologetically. You really wanted to fuck him and you might as well devour him raw if Taehyung wasn't here, but was this really the best time to lose your virginity? You're a slut for Jungkook and always rambled about how you'd fuck him in the snap of a finger, but the actual concept of having sex would probably drive your parents into madness that you didn't save yourself for marriage. Sometimes you just needed to step back and separate horny you from reality and look at the bigger picture.

Jungkook was of course disappointed, and it didn't help that you had already made him so hard, his boner was practically brushed against the side of your thighs. The feeling of his clothed dick touching you made you nervous and curious how it would feel inside of you.

He looked at you with sad eyes, "Please...? I'll make it quick." His desperate plead and rock hard dick wasn't making it any easier for you to uphold your good daughter image, and you felt the horny demon overtaking your soul again.

You peeked over Jungkook's shoulder to check on Taehyung and he was still sleeping as peacefully as ever without a single care in the world. You had never seen such a deep sleeper in your entire life before.

Ehhhh fuck it, your parents will just have to suck it up. You're going to have to disappoint them some time along the line, so why not get it over with. Being with Jungkook made you want to do so many things against your morals, but you had been chasing after him for so long, you didn't want to leave any regrets.

"Quick." Was all Jungkook needed to hear from you for him to start digging into your neck. You threw your textbook onto the floor and kicked it away while Jungkook undid the straps on your backpack and sent it flying the same direction.

You wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him closer and he indulged in your skin, leaving small kisses and bites trailing from one side to the other. You moaned at the sensation as you grabbed his hair. It didn't took long before his lips attacked yours and his hands were all over your body, exploring every little part.

You couldn't register how fast he was moving. One moment his hands were under your sweater playing with your tits and the next, he was groping your ass, and now he was trying to pull down his pant. You helped him tug at the other end of his sweatpants to the revelation of his growing cock slapping your thigh once it was out. And fuck was he big.

This wasn't some playdate where you guys had planned to fuck or had all the time in the world. Sure, you wanted to know how his pretty cock would feel when it's in your mouth, or how wet those long veiny fingers of his could make you, but the clock was ticking, and any moment now, you'd either be having the best time of your life or be running away in embarrassing after getting caught by Taehyung. So you guys needed to fuck, fast!

He wrapped one of your leg around his waist without even needing to ask and parted the crotch of your shorts to the wonderful view of your dripping vagina. Thankfully, you wore shorts with materials that were stretchy enough or else you couldn't imagine being butt naked in a room with two men.

"You are so fucking drenched." He was in awed. But as much as he enjoyed looking at it, he wanted to fuck it even more.

He didn't waste any time as he plunged his length inside you, pushing you harder against the wall because of how deep he was going.

"Ah! Fuck!" You winced at the pain his size gave you, but you were so fucking horny you didn't even care if he ripped your pussy to shred at this point.

Never would you have guessed the quiet guy in your English class who you had initially thought was full of himself would be dicking you down a year later and be the one to take your virginity, but here you guys were, fucking in his dorm like wild animals. Life is funny.

You never had any sexual experiences but you were a bit of a freak yourself if you were to admit. All of the knowledge you'd carried so far where from all your years of watching porn and the help of your ring and middle fingers. Oh, what would you had done without them. Your parents would never accept just any guy, and for the most part of your life, you were busy chasing after A's and a good GPA to care about dicks. But when you got closer to a certain boy in his dark clothing, baggy style, and loose fashion sense complemented by his tattoos, piercings and rings worn on most fingers, it was like you knew he was the one. There was just something about Jungkook that triggered your sexual awakening.

You both were panting and in sweats as he continued pounding into you, his left hand supporting your leg around him so he could get a better angle and his other hand wouldn't leave your ass like glue.

"I-I'm going to cum." He breathed out, his pace getting sloppier.

"Hold on, not yet." You freed one of your hand from his shoulders and used it to swipe away the messy bang that has fell over his forehead. When you got to see his face even more clearly, he was so beautiful. Even from the dampness and wetness, it was Jungkook in all of his glory. He was so damn sexy.

Eventually, you felt the storm inside of you building up and you were getting close as well. Jungkook kept fucking you some more, and then threw your leg over his shoulder as he pushed into you even further. You might had died in the moment and came back from how his balls drove you up the edge that you came almost immediately. Your fluid draped across the skin of Jungkook's hardened cock.

It was only a few seconds after that he followed suit and sent his semen flying onto the sweater Taehyung had let you borrowed.

And no matter how hot Jungkook was or how fucked out you were at the moment, you still felt it was a courtesy to return it -- you were only joking about earlier. There was also no way you were going home smelling of sex. You couldn't imagine.

"Ah! This is Taehyung's sweater." You pouted, stretching the sweater so you could get a better look at where Jungkook had sprayed his little demons.

Jungkook only found your reaction endearing, "Welp... Looks like you'll be needing a new shirt. Let me help you out." He pulled toward the edge of the sweater and jerked it off of you, tossing it into the nearby basket.

You were left hanging in only your white bra and you could feel the air hitting the thick of your bare skin. Jungkook went quiet as he could only focus on your tits. He knew you had amazing tits from the V-neck shirts or low cut crop top you'd wear, but he never imagined it'd be this amazing. And although he got to feel them and they definitely were the softest thing he's ever laid his hands on, he never got to see them out in their full beauty.

"Can you flash me first?" His eyes never left your chest and he carried no absolute shame. Blame it on his hormones and the fact that the only tits he had ever seen was through the computer screen. But now he had the real thing in front of him. Not only that, he even got to touch them and you even let him fuck you. It felt unreal. You were unreal.

You clung onto the bottom of your bra and lifted them up, freeing your boobs for him like you're some sort of paid cam girl.

He was salivating like a dog that hasn't eaten in days. He had to force himself physically and mentally to stop ogling.

"I think I could go for round two." His face was dead serious, but you on the other hand, found it humorous.

"Oh dear... I'll send you some pictures tonight. Shirt please." You put your boobs back into hiding again, and he was very sad about it.

He walked over to his mini closet and hauled out a shirt. You remembered that specific one; you had seen him in it before. It was an oversized green T-shirt with a white skull print on the front.

You didn't even have to put much effort into getting the shirt on because Jungkook was a lot of help. Your arms were still raised in the air from his instructions.

"Much better." He inspected your body up and down after having completed your outfit.

"So..." You lightly tapped your foot.

"So...?" He imitated you.

You guys were just speaking in normal volume by now because you were strongly convinced Taehyung would be able to sleep through an earthquake at this rate.

"Are you going to properly ask me out, or am I just going to be your little fuck toy?" You cocked your head sideway.

"Well, what's a more proper way to ask you out then sticking my dick in you. I thought that already spoke for itself."

You decreased the distance between you guys and bumped your finger onto his chest, "I want to hear you say it." Your eyes burned with passion as it met his.

A smile curved at the corner of his lips, "Oh you are so bossy, I love it." He circled his arms around your waist, wrapping you around his warmth.

"Say it."

He chuckled, "Okay okay. Y/N... want to be fuck buddies?" His playful gesture made you frowned as he also earned a small slap to his chest.

You were the sexiest thing Jungkook had ever seen, but with your eyebrows arched and lips pouted, it does a different thing to his heart. The feeling was distinctive from the 'I want my dick inside you' kind. There was no lust but only love, the want, the need to care and look after you. Was it too early to say he was in love? Maybe. But he knew he wanted to be with you together for a very long time, and if possible, forever.

It wasn't the first time Jungkook had been hit on, and probably wouldn't be the last either. But it was the first time someone would go as far you did, just for him. He'd get girls trying to talk to him from time to time but in the end, none of them were ever serious about a relationship, or even getting to know him. All they cared about was bragging to their friends that they got to talk to the 'cute guy'. Everything was about how handsome he was, how good looking he was. Jungkook knew he's hot, but what about his favorite movie? The kind of sports he liked to play? What does he do during this free time? Nobody batted an eye at those.

And then he met you. Some random cute girl in his class with a high social status -- the worst kind. It didn't help that you were already showing signs you're into him, but also because he predicted you were going to be as shallow as the rest. But maybe it was your smile. Something about your smile that day told him to give it a chance. And then he found himself going through the tunnel deeper and deeper until it was pitched black, and he felt powerless. He had already fallen for you. But who was he to define what love was. He never experienced it.

Was it the way you'd listen to his stories like it was the most exciting thing in the world, even though he was just rambling on and on about beating the final boss in a video game he just bought. Or maybe how you'd go the extra mile to ask him questions about himself and you'd even remember every little details the next time you see him. But it was mostly the efforts you'd put into striking small conversations with him, or hang out with him every chance you'd get. Like, who was he going to tell at 2 A.M. in the morning about the really cute cat photo he found on Google? You were the only person he trusted to not ignore his texts.

When he was with Yujin, he found himself bored with her quickly. The girl was so full of herself and had an obvious hate boner for you, he had to excuse himself to the comfort of Yujin's big ass bathroom that was the size of his dorm. He sat there staring into space for almost 20 minutes, contemplating whether he should just return home and call you. He missed the way you'd solve the problems wrong on purpose just so you could get closer to him. He was plenty aware that you knew the whole concept better than he did -- He had seen your scores. But he still didn't mind repeating himself for the second or third time, as long as he got to see you happy. He also greatly missed waking up to the scent of peach, which was what your hair always smelled like.

He felt like such a coward that he was unable to reject Yujin's offer earlier. But he did eventually made some bullshit up and left.

So if that was love, then yes, he does indeed love you. Very much.

He took a deep breath this time, "Y/n, would you like to do the honor of going out with me?"

You had the widest smile plastered onto your face, "Yes!" You hugged him, your head on his chest and you could hear his heart beating fast.

Whatever was going through his mind, you just knew you felt the same exact way.

~ Present Day ~

Now you guys have come so far in the relationship. Sure, there are good days and bad days, ups and downs, but there isn't anything you guys cannot work through. If anything, you both mostly argued over scheduling conflict. Jungkook is always either busy studying or working on his next music project. And then his job eats up the rest of his time. Your parents were also incredibly tight with you and always had to know where you were. You used Yeri so much as an excuse, you probably burnt her out.

Many things has changed ever since you and Jungkook started dating. He moved out of the dorm at the beginning of the year as he was able to save up for his own apartment, about a five minutes walk from campus. And last you heard, Taehyung managed to convince Jimin to move in as a replacement.

Jimin was another one of Jungkook's friends and band mates. He is also a stunner himself. He introduced you to the rest of his friends and just wow. How does gorgeous people find each other? They are all very attractive with a heart of gold. You are thankful Jungkook has such people like that around him that he can depend on. You can put some of your worries to rest knowing he's surrounded by good peers.

Those guys are also stupidly mad talented. Just how did you not know of their existence earlier? If only you were a little more engaged in whatever happens outside of classes. These guys are the real deal when it comes to music and they make a good amount of money off of YouTube from their covers and songs. They are basically carrying your University's music program on their back alone. They are the hot topic around here every single day. You've gotten so used to girls trying to get Jungkook's number that you were basically numbed to the feeling.

Oh yeah -- you also discovered Jungkook can sing. Not can. He is freaking amazing! Is it possible to fall in love with a person over and over again? Because that is how Jungkook make you feel every single time you learn something new about him, or well... whenever you see him. Jungkook is perfection. Perfection is Jungkook.

But your parents will never see eye to eye with you on that, because Jungkook isn't some gentleman in a suit and a passion for the kind of fields your parents consider worthy of people your status, which you have no idea what the fuck that means. You think all of that is utter crap and your parents are clearly over their heads. You don't believe yourself to be better than anyone else, or that you're more deserving than the guy down the street just because you happened to be richer.

They're trying to get you together with one of your dad's close friend's son. He is rumored to be taking over as CEO for his father as the head of the family company, and he's finishing his Master's as we speak. Your mom likes to rave about how good-looking and handsome he is, and yeah you've seen pictures of him. He's cute or whatever but he's not Jungkook. Yeah, so what if he's going to be a CEO? Jungkook is a great tattoo artist and he has the cutest cat drawings ever! He can finish a degree but can he fuck you until you can't walk? Probably not. You'll have to pass.

Today was supposed to be your second date with him, although not really as you haven't actually gone at all. That was all Yeri. She's always joking about wanting a rich sugar daddy or somebody who will sweep her off her feet, so she was more than happy to pose in your place while you go have the time of your life at Jungkook's.

Apparently, he's a bit tacky though. "Conceited as hell, always talking about his accomplishments." were Yeri's exact words.

She pulled through only because she thought he was cute. Typical Yeri. But other than that, "Nothing exceptionally outstanding." Yeri's words, not yours.

Yeri, do you think there's a possibility I could be pregnant - Y/N

Anything is possible. How many times do y'all fuck in a week? - 💜 Yerim 💜

Idk. 4-5? depends. 2-3 times when he gets busy. I'm on pills though. - Y/N

Well... better to be safe than sorry. Go buy a pregnancy test - 💜 Yerim 💜

My parents are going to kill me if they find the test, or even the packaging - Y/N

Then tell your baby daddy to buy one for you tomorrow and test it during school hours. If he knocks you up, he should take responsibility - 💜 Yerim 💜

gurrllll Jungkook ain't like that - Y/N

Hmm. Jungkook's a good person and all, but if there's anything I've learned from all my time of dating, is that no matter how genuine someone is, that can all change very fast. I don't mean to scare you. It's just... Jungkook may love you very much, but raising a child is stressful. And no one wants to be tied down before their late 20s. On top of that, the clock is ticking and it's only a matter of time before your parents catches you. Do the test tomorrow and update me if you can. I just care about you and don't want to see you hurt because it's your first time in love - 💜 Yerim 💜

Yeri can be blunt, but she always does say or do what she thinks is best for you, and you'll always be grateful for that. No matter how right she might be though, a part of you still wishes she is wrong.

whoop! well that took forever! Whoever made it through that, hope you have a wonderful rest of your day!

- Lexi

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