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im having such a hard time. im comfortable being alone but now im second guessing everything. would i like living here more if i had people to talk to? idk. i miss home. i miss my dogs. i miss waking up in my own bed. i miss my old life.

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i hope that one day ill reread these posts and have no idea what the context was because i’ve healed from whatever bullshit was happening in my life

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uhm anyways i regret my actions but ya know it is what it be now 😩🥲

somebody needs to tell me to stand up cuz i hate to be simping over a man i know i will never be able to commit to 

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somebody needs to tell me to stand up cuz i hate to be simping over a man i know i will never be able to commit to 

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lets normalize giving dmv employees the same energy back cuz i just had the worst experience there and i almost cried this lady literally told me to open my eyes word for word when i was taking my picture like bffr

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trust is hard to build, easy to break.

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whats it like knowing you have ppl to rely on

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it really sucks scrolling down and reading some of the other stuff ive posted and realizing that nothings changed.

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i wanna be happy again.

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4th day in a row going to work and i have to spend like 2 hrs with ppl i dont even like and then the next person that comes in i dont even like as well. this is gonna be hell. honestly.

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hey take this quiz about which greek god/goddess you relate to most!

#aphrodite

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im not happy. i havent been in a while.

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so apparently my managers been talking shit about me and all i do is exist 👁👄👁 like im literally a wallflower at work but hes just found ways to blame me for stuff i dont even do???? and hes such a hypocrite?? im upset about it so now im just gonna be passive aggressive and do everything by the book so he has nothing else to say fuck this grown ass man.

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idk how i feel nowadays. sometimes i feel like i have no feelings. i started talking to my old friends again but i feel like ive changed and they havent but i still talk to them because its comforting. im glad that i actually enjoy going to work cuz thats where i spend most of my time and that my coworkers are all so great (except for one person) and we’re all so close. theyre all so nice and i really like them. i wish i had less social anxiety so that i could warm up to others instead of letting them think that i hate them and thats why i dont talk. i wish i could get my license without doing anything and have a car without doing anything. hhhhhhhhhh life sucks but is also mehh at the same time.