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Chapter 77: My Knees (Finale)

A/n: it is the end of an era. But a new era beginning. I would love if y’all would comment your favorite part of SMIY🥺 I have really loved and was shocked by how many people loved this story. Thank you so much and I hope you might enjoy some of my other stuff❤️. Staytiny look forward to my next smau coming VERY soon. 🐶🐿️❤️thank you guys for reading smiy 🥺

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Pairing: Jeong Yunho × Reader

Genre: Series, Fluff, Angst, Comedy, Idol au, Secret Relationship

Updates: Completed.

Warnings: Cursing, Privacy Invasion, Dieting, Overworking, 18+ Themes (eventually), Intense threats, Mention of suicide, Mention of violence

Summary: Privacy. Normalcy. Love. Y/n was ready to give all of that up when she became an idol. She was more than happy with the absence of those qualities in her life until a certain six foot mountain of sunshine and chaos was cast opposite her in her first drama. Confronted with the fact that she no longer knows what she wants; Y/n must decide if he's truly worth giving up the life she's dreamed of... and how much damage she'll let happen before she makes a decision.

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Chapter 76: 💛

A/n: ong guys I’m so sorry I disappeared especially right before the series was coming to a close. Dw there’s still a lil wrap up left! But I’m so sorry I ghosted. Enjoy my loves!!

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SMIY Tag List: @sanccharine @txt-yaomi @lyramundana @pink-hwaberry @butterfliesinthenightsky @billboard-singer @exololyunho @atinytinaa @honeyhotteoks @hijeongguk @aloverga @aestheticsluut @hwaightme @honey-lemon-goose @alyssajavenss @minkyuncutie @yunho-1999 @lonewolfjinji @mrowwww @bxffietheblxxdy @soupbinlily @hwakay329 @pariissleepy @luvthatleader-nim @h-nji

Pairing: Jeong Yunho × Reader

Genre: Series, Fluff, Angst, Comedy, Idol au, Secret Relationship

Updates: Wednesday 8 PM CDT (Hopefully)

Warnings: Cursing, Privacy Invasion, Dieting, Overworking, 18+ Themes (eventually), Intense threats, Mention of suicide, Mention of violence

Summary: Privacy. Normalcy. Love. Y/n was ready to give all of that up when she became an idol. She was more than happy with the absence of those qualities in her life until a certain six foot mountain of sunshine and chaos was cast opposite her in her first drama. Confronted with the fact that she no longer knows what she wants; Y/n must decide if he's truly worth giving up the life she's dreamed of... and how much damage she'll let happen before she makes a decision.

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Chapter 75: Special Kind of Joy

A/n: guys I hate to break it to you and I’m sorry my upload schedule is non existent at this point and I promise to be better about that next series lol which is already in the works. But anyway only like….3 ish more chapters left guys

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Pairing: Jeong Yunho × Reader

Genre: Series, Fluff, Angst, Comedy, Idol au, Secret Relationship

Updates: Wednesday 8 PM CDT (Hopefully)

Warnings: Cursing, Privacy Invasion, Dieting, Overworking, 18+ Themes (eventually), Intense threats, Mention of suicide, Mention of violence

Summary: Privacy. Normalcy. Love. Y/n was ready to give all of that up when she became an idol. She was more than happy with the absence of those qualities in her life until a certain six foot mountain of sunshine and chaos was cast opposite her in her first drama. Confronted with the fact that she no longer knows what she wants; Y/n must decide if he's truly worth giving up the life she's dreamed of... and how much damage she'll let happen before she makes a decision.

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Chapter 74: Xanax

A/n: omg I’m so sorry for the irregular updates but the past couple weeks have been WEIRD. Also I wrote half this chapter when I was high last night so sorry if it’s weird lol. Tag List is Open<3

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SMIY Tag List: @sanccharine @txt-yaomi @lyramundana @pink-hwaberry @butterfliesinthenightsky @billboard-singer @exololyunho @atinytinaa @honeyhotteoks @hijeongguk @aloverga @aestheticsluut @hwaightme @honey-lemon-goose @alyssajavenss @minkyuncutie @yunho-1999 @lonewolfjinji @mrowwww @bxffietheblxxdy @soupbinlily @hwakay329 @pariissleepy @luvthatleader-nim @h-nji

Pairing: Jeong Yunho × Reader

Genre: Series, Fluff, Angst, Comedy, Idol au, Secret Relationship

Updates: Wednesday 8 PM CDT (Hopefully)

Warnings: Cursing, Privacy Invasion, Dieting, Overworking, 18+ Themes (eventually), Intense threats, Mention of suicide, Mention of violence

Summary: Privacy. Normalcy. Love. Y/n was ready to give all of that up when she became an idol. She was more than happy with the absence of those qualities in her life until a certain six foot mountain of sunshine and chaos was cast opposite her in her first drama. Confronted with the fact that she no longer knows what she wants; Y/n must decide if he's truly worth giving up the life she's dreamed of... and how much damage she'll let happen before she makes a decision.

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Chapter 73: Dipshit

A/n: omg I’m so sorry updates are random lately I promise imma try and get better about posting on my upload date 😭 Tag List is Open<3

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Pairing: Jeong Yunho × Reader

Genre: Series, Fluff, Angst, Comedy, Idol au, Secret Relationship

Updates: Wednesday 8 PM CDT (Hopefully)

Warnings: Cursing, Privacy Invasion, Dieting, Overworking, 18+ Themes (eventually), Intense threats, Mention of suicide, Mention of violence

Warnings: Cursing, Privacy Invasion, Dieting, Overworking, 18+ Themes (eventually), Intense threats, Mention of suicide, Mention of violence

Summary: Privacy. Normalcy. Love. Y/n was ready to give all of that up when she became an idol. She was more than happy with the absence of those qualities in her life until a certain six foot mountain of sunshine and chaos was cast opposite her in her first drama. Confronted with the fact that she no longer knows what she wants; Y/n must decide if he's truly worth giving up the life she's dreamed of... and how much damage she'll let happen before she makes a decision.

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Chapter 72: Meme War

A/n: omg I’m so sorry for not updating last week but as some of you may have seen last week I had a weird chain of events that lead to amazing things that completely distracted me for the next TWO DAYS🥴 anyway Tag List is Open<3

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SMIY Tag List: @sanccharine @txt-yaomi @lyramundana @pink-hwaberry @butterfliesinthenightsky @billboard-singer @exololyunho @atinytinaa @honeyhotteoks @hijeongguk @aloverga @aestheticsluut @hwaightme @honey-lemon-goose @alyssajavenss @minkyuncutie @yunho-1999 @lonewolfjinji @mrowwww @bxffietheblxxdy @soupbinlily @hwakay329 @pariissleepy @luvthatleader-nim @h-nji

Pairing: Jeong Yunho × Reader

Genre: Series, Fluff, Angst, Comedy, Idol au, Secret Relationship

Updates: Wednesday 8 PM CDT (Hopefully)

Warnings: Cursing, Privacy Invasion, Dieting, Overworking, 18+ Themes (eventually), Intense threats, Mention of suicide, Mention of violence

Summary: Privacy. Normalcy. Love. Y/n was ready to give all of that up when she became an idol. She was more than happy with the absence of those qualities in her life until a certain six foot mountain of sunshine and chaos was cast opposite her in her first drama. Confronted with the fact that she no longer knows what she wants; Y/n must decide if he's truly worth giving up the life she's dreamed of... and how much damage she'll let happen before she makes a decision.

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Chapter 71: Choo Choo

A/n: thought I’d give y’all a lil treat also omg I started rereading SMIY it’s been 2 1/2 days and I’m only on chapter 52 how do y’all binge this bitch so fast?????? Hehehe Tag List is Open<3

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Pairing: Jeong Yunho × Reader

Genre: Series, Fluff, Angst, Comedy, Idol au, Secret Relationship

Updates: Wednesday 8 PM CDT (Hopefully)

Warnings: Cursing, Privacy Invasion, Dieting, Overworking, 18+ Themes (eventually), Intense threats, Mention of suicide, Mention of violence

Summary: Privacy. Normalcy. Love. Y/n was ready to give all of that up when she became an idol. She was more than happy with the absence of those qualities in her life until a certain six foot mountain of sunshine and chaos was cast opposite her in her first drama. Confronted with the fact that she no longer knows what she wants; Y/n must decide if he's truly worth giving up the life she's dreamed of... and how much damage she'll let happen before she makes a decision.

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Chapter 70: Boca Boca

A/n: so um thank you to one of my dear readers for making me aware of this. Apparently today is the 1 year anniversary of SMIY and I’m still not fucking finished with it….wow….anyway….happy anniversary guys. Series is coming slowly to an end soon and I’m so glad you guys have stuck with me all this way🥹 I love you guys and hope you guys will stick around after❤️ Tag List is Open <3

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SMIY Tag List: @sanccharine @txt-yaomi @lyramundana @pink-hwaberry @butterfliesinthenightsky @billboard-singer @exololyunho @atinytinaa @honeyhotteoks @hijeongguk @aloverga @aestheticsluut @hwaightme @layzfeelit @honey-lemon-goose @alyssajavenss @minkyuncutie @yunho-1999 @lonewolfjinji @mrowwww @bxffietheblxxdy @soupbinlily @hwakay329 @pariissleepy

Pairing: Jeong Yunho × Reader

Genre: Series, Fluff, Angst, Comedy, Idol au, Secret Relationship

Updates: Wednesday 8 PM CDT (Hopefully)

Warnings: Cursing, Privacy Invasion, Dieting, Overworking, 18+ Themes (eventually), Intense threats, Mention of suicide, Mention of violence

Summary: Privacy. Normalcy. Love. Y/n was ready to give all of that up when she became an idol. She was more than happy with the absence of those qualities in her life until a certain six foot mountain of sunshine and chaos was cast opposite her in her first drama. Confronted with the fact that she no longer knows what she wants; Y/n must decide if he's truly worth giving up the life she's dreamed of... and how much damage she'll let happen before she makes a decision.

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Chapter 69: Unbiased But Not Really

A/n: I FEEL SO BAD FOR NOT UPDATINF SO HERES ANOTHER CHAPTER!!!!! The next update will be on the new schedule which is next Wednesday 8pm CDT! Tag List is Open<3

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Pairing: Jeong Yunho × Reader

WC: 1.3k

Genre: Series, Fluff, Angst, Comedy, Idol au, Secret Relationship

Updates: Wednesday 8 PM CDT (Hopefully)

Warnings: Cursing, Privacy Invasion, Dieting, Overworking, 18+ Themes (eventually), Intense threats, Mention of suicide, Mention of violence

Summary: Privacy. Normalcy. Love. Y/n was ready to give all of that up when she became an idol. She was more than happy with the absence of those qualities in her life until a certain six foot mountain of sunshine and chaos was cast opposite her in her first drama. Confronted with the fact that she no longer knows what she wants; Y/n must decide if he's truly worth giving up the life she's dreamed of... and how much damage she'll let happen before she makes a decision.

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Your foot tapped anxiously on the sidewalk. Thousands of different ways to have the upcoming conversation were overlapping and passing through your mind. A sharp pain was beginning to form between your eyes.

You pinched the bridge of your nose hoping that the pain would simply rub away from your eyes. As you opened your eyes you saw a tall figure walking down the tree-shaded sidewalk. His hands were stuffed into his jean pockets and his head was turning behind him every couple of steps, clearly hoping no one was following him.

As the man drew closer you saw his breath catch in his throat as your eyes met. A soft gentle breeze blew across the park, pushing your hair against your cheek. The tall man stopped a couple feet from you, keen on keeping his distance. "You came...." Yunho nodded, looking down at his feet. "I honestly didn't think you would come. Especially to help me."

"Well, the real reason I came back was....you know, well...to see you." It broke your heart to see the pained expression on his face. Yunho could barely meet your eyes, only glancing at you every few seconds. "I'm a selfish man." He laughed at his own words. Quiet and under his breath.

You took a small step closer, careful not to scare him away. "I like you selfish."

Again he laughed, not meeting your eyes; looking everywhere except for you. "Y/n, you can't say things like that."

"Why not?" The swings on the playground behind you squeaked in the wind. Both of you turned at the sound, anxious that you were not the only ones in the park.

Yunho scoffed, running a hand through his hair. "I'm trying to be your friend here because I don't think you're ready for me to be anything else." You hadn't noticed before at the awards, but his hair had gotten longer, shaggier. Almost hanging around his neck and forehead. "So- why do you need my advice?"

"Will you promise you won't hate me after I tell you?"

Yunho took a step forward, finally meeting your eyes. "After everything we've been through I still can't hate you. No matter how much I should. So, I think we're fine."

You took a deep breath, wringing your hands together. "Yuta wants to try dating...for real...this time..."

He stood in silence. He stared at you with an unreadable expression. Perhaps your voice had been drowned out by a breeze and he didn't hear. Yunho opened his mouth and then closed it again. Clearly, he had heard you and was deciding against whatever he was going to say.

So many things were running through his mind that you would never know. "I-....Why would you-....." It was obvious Yunho was too frustrated to get out a straight answer. "How can you possibly expect me to be unbiased here?"

"I'm not sure that I do..." You watched his brows furrow, something that always happened when Yunho got stressed. His hands came up to his face, attempting to rub away the apprehension. "Yunho, I don't know what to do."

"What do you mean you don't know what to do? You only have two choices!" He immediately regretted raising his voice, rubbing the back of his neck. "I'm sorry."

"No, you have every right to yell at me." Another breeze weaved between you and the trees, bringing with it sweet summer smells. "I'm literally the biggest asshole for even asking you, but you always know what to do....and I'm stuck."

“Do you like him?”

You sighed, pulling at the sleeves of your shirt. “No…yes…..I don’t know. I’m confused. I used to like him- back when I was a trainee.” Yunho’s lip snagged between his teeth and he couldn’t look anywhere but the sidewalk. “But, I can’t tell if I am just getting caught up in the acting or I actually am starting to like him.”

The two of you stood in silence. You could see that Yunho absolutely hated this conversation. "You were right. I would have just stopped talking to you over the phone. I'm really thinking about walking away right now."

"While I'm confused about how I feel about Yuta...I can't stop thinking about you." Yunho stared at you, searching your eyes for anything that would tell him you were lying. "I keep comparing how I feel with Yuta to how I felt with you."

"And?"

"I don't know....Everything with Yuta has been for show. It's not like a real kiss or...I wasn't really thinking about how it made me feel." Yunho took a step forward, looking down into your eyes. The breeze lifted and pushed his dark hair around his face. His eyes were still silently searching yours. Hesitantly his large hand, came to the back of your neck, thumb resting on your cheek.

Just the feeling of being touched by him was something you had almost forgotten. His hand rested so gently against your skin, cradling your cheek that you almost felt like crying. It was as if Yunho was afraid you might shatter in his hands.

"How do you feel?"

You let out a shaky breath, leaning into his touch. "Like...." All words were escaping you. It was as if all you could focus on was the feeling of his touch. He watched you struggle for a few moments, pushing down the lump forming in his throat.

The next thing you felt was his lips pressing softly against yours. The kiss was soft, and slow, leaving every part of your body electric and tingling. You let out a small gasp as you felt his other hand rest on your hip and slip just under the hem of your shirt, tenderly brushing over your warm skin. Yunho slowly pulled you into him, your chest brushing up against his own as his lips kept you almost melting in his embrace.

He pulled away just enough to see your face. Your eyes were still closed, reveling in the warmth that was pulsating through your entire being.

"How do you feel?" He asked softly, murmuring against your mouth.

"Honestly, like my knees are going to give out." Yunho's grip immediately tightened, fully wrapping around you. He couldn't help the proud smirk on his face. Slowly you opened your eyes, to be met with Yunho's soft brown ones. "So...um..."

"Come back to me."

Once again thoughts were rushing through your head. "Yunho..." He sighed, gently pushing himself away from you. "I love you."

"If you love me, why can't you just be with me?" His hands shoved themselves back in his pockets. "Am I really not enough for you? Because you're it for me. You're all I want."

You covered your face, pushing back your hair. "I love you, Yunho. Can I not love being an idol too?"

"You can! Of course, you can! But you seem to think that you can't have both; at least not with me." Yunho reached out for your hands again. "Y/n, I love you. You are more important than this life to me. If it's what you want I'd give it up. I'd walk away in a heartbeat."

"No- that's not what I want. I know you love it just as much as I do." Your thumb brushed over the top of his hand. "Can we talk more about this? This is a conversation that doesn't involve just us."

Yunho nodded, pushing a piece of hair behind your ear. "Yeah. We can talk more tomorrow. Then we can decide what we want to do." For a moment the two of you just looked at each other. "Will you text me that you got home safe?" You shook your head, looking down at your shoes.

Gently, Yunho pressed a kiss to your forehead. "I love you, Yunho."

"I love you too. Go on." He let go of your hands, and gently pushed you down the sidewalk. "Go home. We'll talk tomorrow." You turned around to see Yunho watching you walk away. Somehow as you walked home you felt both more confused and more at peace than you were before.

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Chapter 68: The Universe is a Masochist

A/n: IM SO SORRY GUYS also update schedule change is below! New job will make it harder to update on Saturdays so I’m hoping a new schedule will make it better for y’all and me! Tag List is Open<3

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SMIY Tag List: @sanccharine @txt-yaomi @lyramundana @pink-hwaberry @butterfliesinthenightsky @billboard-singer @exololyunho @atinytinaa @honeyhotteoks @hijeongguk @aloverga @aestheticsluut @hwaightme @layzfeelit @honey-lemon-goose @alyssajavenss @minkyuncutie @yunho-1999 @lonewolfjinji @mrowwww @bxffietheblxxdy @soupbinlily @hwakay329

Pairing: Jeong Yunho × Reader

Genre: Series, Fluff, Angst, Comedy, Idol au, Secret Relationship

Updates: Wednesday 8 PM CDT (Hopefully)

Warnings: Cursing, Privacy Invasion, Dieting, Overworking, 18+ Themes (eventually), Intense threats, Mention of suicide, Mention of violence

Summary: Privacy. Normalcy. Love. Y/n was ready to give all of that up when she became an idol. She was more than happy with the absence of those qualities in her life until a certain six foot mountain of sunshine and chaos was cast opposite her in her first drama. Confronted with the fact that she no longer knows what she wants; Y/n must decide if he's truly worth giving up the life she's dreamed of... and how much damage she'll let happen before she makes a decision.

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Chapter 67: Mister Monster

A/n: omg sorry the update is a little late I literally made it hiding in a corner at my 1st job today before heading to the second one hahaha. But I’m today was my last day at the 1st so🤪 Tag List is Open<3

Tag List: @ashisparanoid @mini-meanhoe @leggomylino @hanstagram @desertofdessert @hoes4hoseok @jeongqin @mrsunshine999 @jisungsjheekies @hannie-squirrel00 @cotccotc @yangs-jeongin @binniebutter @orangegyu @little-precious-baby @raethethey @sofie296 @love-letters-2-jisungie @bluejayboys @bunnyjaycheoluwu @mingiholic @doom-fics @justhere4kpop

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Pairing: Jeong Yunho × Reader

Genre: Series, Fluff, Angst, Comedy, Idol au, Secret Relationship

Updates: Saturday 9 AM CDT (Hopefully)

Warnings: Cursing, Privacy Invasion, Dieting, Overworking, 18+ Themes (eventually), Intense threats, Mention of suicide, Mention of violence

Summary: Privacy. Normalcy. Love. Y/n was ready to give all of that up when she became an idol. She was more than happy with the absence of those qualities in her life until a certain six foot mountain of sunshine and chaos was cast opposite her in her first drama. Confronted with the fact that she no longer knows what she wants; Y/n must decide if he's truly worth giving up the life she's dreamed of... and how much damage she'll let happen before she makes a decision.

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Chapter 66: Ice Cream

A/n: So my dad got engageddddd hhehehehe also doing my first full shift in the kitchen today at the new job so today and tomorrow so imma be exhausteddddd Tag List is Open<3

Tag List: @ashisparanoid @mini-meanhoe @leggomylino @hanstagram @desertofdessert @hoes4hoseok @jeongqin @mrsunshine999 @jisungsjheekies @hannie-squirrel00 @cotccotc @yangs-jeongin @binniebutter @orangegyu @little-precious-baby @raethethey @sofie296 @love-letters-2-jisungie @bluejayboys @bunnyjaycheoluwu @mingiholic @doom-fics @justhere4kpop

SMIY Tag List: @sanccharine @txt-yaomi @lyramundana @pink-hwaberry @butterfliesinthenightsky @billboard-singer @exololyunho @atinytinaa @honeyhotteoks @hijeongguk @aloverga @aestheticsluut @hwaightme @layzfeelit @honey-lemon-goose @alyssajavenss @minkyuncutie @yunho-1999 @lonewolfjinji @mrowwww @bxffietheblxxdy @soupbinlily

Pairing: Jeong Yunho × Reader

Genre: Series, Fluff, Angst, Comedy, Idol au, Secret Relationship

Updates: Saturday 9 AM CDT (Hopefully)

Warnings: Cursing, Privacy Invasion, Dieting, Overworking, 18+ Themes (eventually), Intense threats, Mention of suicide, Mention of violence

Summary: Privacy. Normalcy. Love. Y/n was ready to give all of that up when she became an idol. She was more than happy with the absence of those qualities in her life until a certain six foot mountain of sunshine and chaos was cast opposite her in her first drama. Confronted with the fact that she no longer knows what she wants; Y/n must decide if he's truly worth giving up the life she's dreamed of... and how much damage she'll let happen before she makes a decision.

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Chapter 65: Yeosang’s Credit Card

A/n: IM SO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING BUT GREAT NEWS MY SECOND JOB HAS NOW TURNED INTO MY ONLY JOB !!! I put in my two weeks and I’m gonna be making way more with this promotion at the restaurant than I was at the shop😭 oh also my dads girlfriend is proposing to him on Monday 👀🫢 Tag List is Open<3

Tag List: @ashisparanoid @mini-meanhoe @leggomylino @hanstagram @desertofdessert @hoes4hoseok @jeonqqin @mrsunshine999 @jisungsjheekies @hannie-squirrel00 @cotccotc @yangs-jeongin @binniebutter @orangegyu @little-precious-baby @raethethey @sofie296 @love-letters-2-jisungie @bluejayboys  @bunnyjaycheoluwu @mingiholic @doom-fics @justhere4kpop

SMIY Tag List: @sanccharine @txt-yaomi ​ @lyramundana @pink-hwaberry @butterfliesinthenightsky @billboard-singer @exololyunho @atinytinaa @honeyhotteoks @hijeongguk @aloverga @aestheticsluut @hwaightme @layzfeelit @honey-lemon-goose @alyssajavenss @minkyuncutie @yunho-1999 @lonewolfjinji @mrowwww @bxffietheblxxdy @soupbinlily

Pairing: Jeong Yunho x Reader

Genre: Series, Fluff, Angst, Comedy, Idol au, Secret Relationship

Updates: Saturday 9 AM CDT (Hopefully)

Warnings: Cursing, Privacy Invasion, Dieting, Overworking, 18+Themes (eventually), Intense threats, Mention of suicide, Mention of violence

Summary: Privacy. Normalcy. Love. Y/n was ready to give all of that up when she became an idol. She was more than happy with the absence of those qualities in her life until a certain six foot mountain of sunshine and chaos was cast opposite her in her first drama. Confronted with the fact that she no longer knows what she wants; Y/n must decide if he’s truly worth giving up the life she’s dreamed of…and how much damage she’ll let happen before she makes a decision.

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Chapter 64: How Does This Make You Feel?

A/n: so I failed my final so everyone pray that I still pass the class please Tag List is Open<3

Tag List: @mini-meanhoe @leggomylino @hanstagram @desertofdessert @hoes4hoseok @jeonqqin @mrsunshine999 @jisungsjheekies @hannie-squirrel00 @cotccotc @yangs-jeongin @binniebutter @orangegyu @little-precious-baby @raethethey @sofie296 @love-letters-2-jisungie @bluejayboys  @jaycheolbinnieheeuwu @mingiholic @doom-fics @justhere4kpop

SMIY Tag List: @sanccharine @txt-yaomi ​ @lyramundana @pink-hwaberry @butterfliesinthenightsky @billboard-singer @exololyunho @atinytinaa @honeyhotteoks @hijeongguk @aloverga @aestheticsluut @hwaightme @layzfeelit @honey-lemon-goose @alyssajavenss @minkyuncutie @yunho-1999 @lonewolfjinji @mrowwww @bxffietheblxxdy

Pairing: Jeong Yunho x Reader

Genre: Series, Fluff, Angst, Comedy, Idol au, Secret Relationship

Updates: Saturday 9 AM CDT (Hopefully)

Warnings: Cursing, Privacy Invasion, Dieting, Overworking, 18+Themes (eventually), Intense threats, Mention of suicide, Mention of violence

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Chapter 63: I’m Outside🖤

A/n: sry this was a lil late guys!!! Literally wrote this chapter between customers at work rn ahahahaha! Hope y’all still like the story!!! FOR FULL EFFECT LISTEN TO (P.S. by Audrey Mika) WHILE READINGTag List is Open<3

Tag List: @mini-meanhoe @leggomylino @hanstagram @desertofdessert @hoes4hoseok @jeonqqin @mrsunshine999 @jisungsjheekies @hannie-squirrel00 @cotccotc @yangs-jeongin @binniebutter @orangegyu @little-precious-baby @raethethey @sofie296 @love-letters-2-jisungie @bluejayboys  @jaycheolbinnieheeuwu @mingiholic @doom-fics @justhere4kpop

SMIY Tag List: @sanccharine @txt-yaomi ​ @lyramundana @pink-hwaberry @butterfliesinthenightsky @billboard-singer @exololyunho @atinytinaa @honeyhotteoks @hijeongguk @aloverga @aestheticsluut @hwaightme @layzfeelit @honey-lemon-goose @alyssajavenss @minkyuncutie @yunho-1999 @lonewolfjinji @mrowwww @bxffietheblxxdy

Pairing: Jeong Yunho x Reader

Genre: Series, Fluff, Angst, Comedy, Idol au, Secret Relationship

Updates: Saturday 9 AM CDT (Hopefully)

Warnings: Cursing, Privacy Invasion, Dieting, Overworking, 18+Themes (eventually), Intense threats, Mention of suicide, Mention of violence

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Chapter 62: Missed Calls

A/n: omg I’m sorry I was gonna post this a couple hours ago but then some stuff happened and I had to call my therapist and talk about it so ahah Tag List is Open<3

Tag List: @mini-meanhoe @leggomylino @hanstagram @desertofdessert @hoes4hoseok @jeonqqin @mrsunshine999 @jisungsjheekies @hannie-squirrel00 @cotccotc @yangs-jeongin @binniebutter @orangegyu @little-precious-baby @raethethey @sofie296 @love-letters-2-jisungie @bluejayboys  @jaycheolbinnieheeuwu @mingiholic @doom-fics @justhere4kpop

SMIY Tag List: @sanccharine @txt-yaomi ​ @lyramundana @pink-hwaberry @butterfliesinthenightsky @billboard-singer @exololyunho @atinytinaa @honeyhotteoks @hijeongguk @aloverga @aestheticsluut @hwaightme @layzfeelit @honey-lemon-goose @alyssajavenss @minkyuncutie @yunho-1999 @lonewolfjinji @mrowwww @bxffietheblxxdy

Pairing: Jeong Yunho x Reader

Genre: Series, Fluff, Angst, Comedy, Idol au, Secret Relationship

Warnings: Cursing, Privacy Invasion, Dieting, Overworking, 18+Themes (eventually), Intense threats, Mention of suicide, Mention of violence

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Chapter 61: Not Your Fandom

A/n: surpriseeeeeeeeee hehehehehehehe why study for finals when I can write more SMIY Tag List is Open<3

Tag List: @mini-meanhoe @leggomylino @hanstagram @desertofdessert @hoes4hoseok @jeonqqin @mrsunshine999 @jisungsjheekies @hannie-squirrel00 @cotccotc @yangs-jeongin @binniebutter @orangegyu @little-precious-baby @raethethey @sofie296 @love-letters-2-jisungie @bluejayboys  @jaycheolbinnieheeuwu @mingiholic @doom-fics @justhere4kpop

SMIY Tag List: @sanccharine @txt-yaomi ​ @lyramundana @pink-hwaberry @butterfliesinthenightsky @billboard-singer @exololyunho @atinytinaa @honeyhotteoks @hijeongguk @aloverga @aestheticsluut @hwaightme @layzfeelit @honey-lemon-goose @alyssajavenss @minkyuncutie @yunho-1999 @lonewolfjinji @mrowwww @bxffietheblxxdy

Pairing: Jeong Yunho x Reader

Genre: Series, Fluff, Angst, Comedy, Idol au, Secret Relationship

Updates: Saturday 9 AM CDT (Hopefully)

Warnings: Cursing, Privacy Invasion, Dieting, Overworking, 18+Themes (eventually), Intense threats, Mention of suicide, Mention of violence

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