i’ve only ever wanted to be the person i could never be
how is it that i want to be my paras so bad, when none of them is even happy
the worst thing is that there is nothing i can do to make my life be like my daydreams
Oh, you want us to ship characters with their love interests instead of their best friends? Then why do you put so much effort in developing characters’ friendships, but so little in their romantic relationships?
Is there anything worse than a great story with extremely disappointing ending?
absolutely nothing compares to the paranoia and anxiety and self-doubt that come with being caught daydreaming (like when you’re dreaming LOUDLY- arm movements, pacing, mouthing etc.) and people making fun of you and telling you to stop and it hurts and it is so scary because madd is something that can be so freakin personal and embarrasing
Do you guys ever come to the sudden realisation that all your daydreams and paras and plots just… aren’t real. Not only are they made up, but they aren’t a book, or a movie, or a tv show… You could die and all your worlds would die with you. Nobody would know that inside you lived a thousand people. Nobody would care.
That maladaptive daydreaming feel when you’re officially burnt out on one fandom and have not yet latched onto another and you’re just blankly floating along the currents of existence like plankton, real life is the background static that you can’t ignore, what even was the point of it all.