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moxie nose bonk :]]

#id prefer if u didn't reblog sorry thanks #serotonin stash :])

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moxie nose bonk :]

#id prefer if u didn't reblog thanks sorry

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roses are red 

violets are blue 

i don't know how to start conversations :/

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roses are red 

or maybe thats green 

help girl im colourblind :/

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psych2go...?

#this was definitely not an accident #mcyt #dream smp #dreamnotfound #dnf #tubbo #tommyinnit #tommy

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i miss verbally talking to people :/ 

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might fuck around and upload your new boyfriend cover-

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#theres so much yelling #i don't want to be hear #im alone again and its all happening and i can't do this #its too loud #evwrything is suddenly so loud and theres so many people talking and yelling and theres stomping amd scaeimg and its too kuch #i dont like this i dont want o be bhere #anxiety tw #anxiety attack tw

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#anxiety tw #anxiety attack tw #someone please talk to me #i don't want to be alone #im sorry

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can i be adopted please 😔

#i would like new parents #anyone wanna be my tumblr parental unit please #:/ #im not an orphan tho im just disowning my parents lol

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why 

#i keep watching it but i need to stop #i keep watching it but it reminds me of trauma but i like the story and the characters but it makes me think about things that happened #why #why do i do this #anxiety tw #anxiety attack tw #negativity tw

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cat :) 

#snsjndhdnsjsnsjnxjd i love them thooooooooooooooooooooooooo #smsksndjsjsnjd

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my mum bought like cranberry juice stuff and i had some for breakfast and my sibling walked in and asked if it was wine because it was in a glass i shook my head no (im still a minor so i can't drink wine anyway but it dead ass looked like it) and then they asked me if it was blood and i feel like a GOD

#:) #i may or may not have scared them and said yes

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i just realized my initials are jeb sjksjdidjejdjdjjdjsndjdndjn

#im a rainbow sheep motherfuckers fuck yeah

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why would you ever kiss me im not even half as prettyyy you gave them your sweater even tho its long distance but you like them better i wish i were heather 

#yep big sad hours #at least they are super happy about being with them tho #thats the only thing that matters as long as they are happy :/ #god im a freak

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just found out the person i actually sorta kinda maybe kinda really liked just got a boyfriend 

#shaunsjsnsjsndjdndjdndjsnhsndhdhd #why #please notice me [person] #please #i like you- #jsksmsksndjsnsjndjdndjsnsdjdjdjjshddhsjjsjddjjdjdjdjdjdmsjdjc #welp #:/ #:' ) #WOoOooOooo

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i miss themmmmmmm i just want to talk to them but im worried they hate me and i just want to talk to them because they're my friend and we haven't talked since halloween and people keep asking about us and what if they hate me because they think im ignoring them but conversations never last long so whats the point :/ im probably a bad friend for not talking to them much so i understand why they probably wouldn't like me but i just want them :////

#vent tw #rant tw #why am i like why do i have to be like this #why cant i just be normal