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I didn't think anyone would find me when I got lost in my head.

#are you there #they came back

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- o. leary

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i have always been too much for someone or not enough. i’m either too loud or not loud enough. i am a walking contradiction. a full glass or an empty one. there is no balance in me. tell me, what made you leave? my devastating fire or my lack of heat?

- l.r // i am never half empty

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I am living in hell from one day to the next. But there is nothing I can do to escape. I don't know where I would go if I did. I feel utterly powerless, and that feeling is my prision. I entered of my own free will, I locked the door, and I threw away the key.

Haruki Murakami

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Are you okay?

I’m depressed.

#depressed #not okay #living life

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“Never love anyone who treats you like an ordinary.” - Oscar Wilde

Well, Mr. Wilde... How can you love someone when you can’t even remember what it’s like to love?

#oscar wilde #alone #poetry #sad #depressed #feelings #first love #love #not important #no one cares about feelings #not noticed #no love #no one cares about me #fake a smile #broken hearted #broken #background

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I just want to be okay

#alone #depressed #feelings #not important #sad #abandoned

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“My heart is an unmade bed; it might look messy, but I swear it’s a safe place to rest.”

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Depression hurts when you don’t know what to do in a room of people you love

#alone #depressed #feelings #not important #poetry #sad #abandoned #youth #third wheel #writing #not there #thought #stay with me #i suck #personal #not noticed #not needed #no one cares about me

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“Mental pain is less dramatic than physical pain, but it is more common and also more hard to bear. The frequent attempt to conceal mental pain increases the burden: it is easier to say My tooth is aching than to say My heart is broken.”

— C. S. Lewis

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What matters most is how well you walk through the fire.

Charles Bukowski

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Me: Why don’t you love me?

Them: Because I still love her

#alone #depressed #bisexual #feelings #first love #love #not important #no love #abandoned #forgotten #im sorry #in his arms #broken hearted #heart broken #crying #depression #escape #forget #single gay #helpless #heart

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