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Death

by Chinita

It's so sudden, I can't understand

You will never know life's end

Stay calm, I hope you're in sound

Everything was slow, I can't comprehend

I wish I knew soon is here

I wish I can say what I feel so dear

I feel bad, I feel numb

I can't even raise my thumb

Sleeping all day and night

Thinking what could've been

I need time to wrap myself right

I don't know how to let go it may seem

Death may be the end

I wish no more pain but happiness

I shed a cry, my heart won't mend

Goodbye for I will surely miss

#poetry #poem #life #death #sudden death #sadness #depression

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Tumblr ripoff sites using our blogs and info

I open tumblr after a while just to warn ya’ll about something i JUST found out minutes ago it might be common knowledge by now to everyone but I don’t lose anything staying safe and spreading this info

about 3 tumblr ripoff sites are taking the ENTIRETY of our blogs and posting them in their own sites, in real time. This includes text posts, art/images, videos and reblogs as well as offering statistics that as far as i know, should be private to the blog owner.

I myself stumbled upon tumgir where I found not only my main account, but my art account I hadn’t used in years (To note: The 3 sites are Tumgir , Tumblar and Tumbex)

You can look at my entire blog through this site, and anyone else’s 

I tried doing research but most of what I can find is only other tumblr users who have stumbled upon this. here’s their own posts

https://blockoframen.tumblr.com/post/188736225103/it-was-recently-brought-to-my-attention-that-there  From Nov 1st 2019

https://kodaso.tumblr.com/post/623025521415094272/our-work-is-once-again-being-re-posted-without-our From July 8th 2020

https://babycharmander.tumblr.com/post/616582450520408064/artists-of-tumblr-your-artwork-is-being-stolen From two months ago (Checked on the post themselves dates might be wrong) (also if youre the op of any of those posts and wish to be removed from this post do not be afraid to tell me)

From some of these posts we can gather that they have a lot of our info and also, it’s nearly impossible to contact them as the emails on apparently all 3 websites are fake. Only way to delete stuff from these websites is to literally delete our tumblr accounts. I am unsure on how to proceed with this situation myself and where else to look but I can at least spread this information. if you yourself got other important info to share please do! 

content creators are at risk, people who use this site to vent/cope are at risk, YOU are at risk.

PLEASE reblog and let others know!!!

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Our Memory

By Chinita

Far away we connected online

Started a few years back in time

Sweet moments on chat and call

Made me wonder if you are my all

As day and night passes by

We talked about anything, time fly

I made sure no brownout, no disconnections

Just happy to be with you, no reservations

I like you, I really do

But I think it's not the same for you

My mind wanders and thought

Cutting off this crazy truth

You're from a faraway land

In which I cannot go and stand

Each day and night I prayed for light

Ended up we're not fated, no fight

Happy to know you though it's short

Still wishing for happiness so forth

I wanted to scream it all out

But I just sleep until I forgot our memory about

#poem #poetry #vday entry #scream #heartbroken #long distance #ldr #online dating #not fated

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I Stopped Asking

by Chinita

Not sure when it began

But I just stopped asking

Really tired of things, not fun

Absorbing all lies and shitting

I guess there's always an end

Maybe I need to bend

Should I stay consistent?

Should I go far to another continent?

I am now scared to question

Wanting to stop the pain

Asking, "what did I gain?"

Always guessing without decision

I just stop asking

I just stop thinking

I re-assessed everything

I think the best choice is stopping

#poem #poetry #stopped #pause in life #numb #numbness #lost in life #life journey #stopped asking

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Distraction

by Chinita

I cannot focus

I cannot understand

Why am I being hooked?

Something not worthy to look

Calm down and think

Do not procrastinate

What is it you need to do?

Let's do it without further ado

What am I looking?

Am I not having?

Pleasure for sure

But is my future secure?

#poem #poetry #distraction #procrastination

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A Little Note

by Chinita

Few years back I wrote a note

About the feelings I fought

No idea how it went

I knew it was sent

Receiver was pleased

I didn't expect a reply

Hoping he was not shy

With the little note I sneaked

#poem #poetry #little note #feelings #crush

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Unappreciated

by Chinita

There are times they thought

"What useless thing you bought?"

Never knew how hard it earned

Only say what they learned

Always stuck but never understand

Slowly moving to find my land

Only got little time to write

Months of trying not going right

You like what you are doing

Why are they forcing to stopping?

Let them be but never forget you

Don't let it in instead let it through

#poetry #poem #life #unappreciated #believe #thoughts

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Emptiness

By Chinita

Staring blankly

Everything blurry

Night vision

No passion

Glasses up

Poisoned by doubt

Fake tears

Swapped beers

Smoked cigar

Get in car

Heart broken

Body shaking

All gray

Rainy day

Doors closed

I am lost

#poetry #poem #lost in life #emptiness #sadness #sad thoughts

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Travel Memories

by Chinita

Looking at these photos from the past

Painted a big smile in my face

Brings back memories in a flash

Grateful to everyone I'm blessed

From road trips to flights to boat rides

Different faces, different experiences

Sometimes sea is smooth then rough

Road is clear then slowly with fog

A single photo with thousand of memories

Captured by phones, gopro, all well-known cameras

From adrenaline rush to awe with huge trees

Open tent then camp under the million stars

The journey is always different

Each picture tells a new story

Being drawn with the environment

Freedom to release the worry

#poem #poetry #travel #missing travel #happiness #life #memories #travel memories

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Vaccines

by Chinita

At first I was doubtful

Can't believe the process

Why do I have to be faithful?

To the fastest product I regress

But then I keep on thinking

The variants are spreading

I tried to understand

And weighed the pros at hand

All these news I hear

The more I'm eager to know

And today I can share

Vaccination helps us grow

World stopped for more than a year

Don't be frightened but open your ear

Educate yourself and let it in

Decide from what you believe in

#poetry #poem #vaccine #vaccinated #resbakuna #life #world health #health

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I Miss You

by Chinita

Do not contact him they said

Stop missing him, he is not worth it

Uncontrolled feelings when I lay in bed

Crying over something I cannot commit

One morning I've sent him an email

Saying simple but deep "I miss you"

He replied with a lockdown bail

Excited to meet my baby boo

Guys sometimes want to be missed

Tell your truths and let them know

I miss him every day that it show

Uncontained words, love kissed

Ego aside when your care is great

When I've sent the email I've already accepted

Whatever consequences I may get

Wanting him to know that I miss him before it's late

#poetry #poem #i miss you #missing #miss you #longing #love

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Overwhelmed

by Chinita

At first I was exuberant

With all those words you told me

Now that we are over, apart

Hearing them makes me flee

Just shut up in my mind

As if I was locked but door is open

Memories that you are kind

I cannot move forward since then

Hoping for a light that shines

A guide to free my soul

But still I am in the vines

Overwhelmed with sorrows, I houl

#poetry #poem #overwhelmed #emotions #sorrow #love #past love

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Dear Love

by Chinita

Dear love

Why are so so sad?

I am not mad

Do not let go

Please let me know

How to find you so soon?

Do I have to fly to the moon?

Do not hide anymore

I am excited while waiting mi amore

Dear love

Do not be afraid

Get out now in the shade

I am telling you

My love is true

I am not blind

We are intertwined

#poetry #poem #love #believe #dear lover

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Gone

By Chinita

We used to call each other at night

Simple things broke to a fight

We always work it out to not end the light

So we could always be in each others sight

Suddenly we chose to focus on career

Forgetting those little moments to share

Out of tiring day, we just shut our eyes

As if we have nothing to say and tell lies

We sat down and talk about things

We never back down and it's suffocating

Let the days pass by until we've decided

Ended things between us as if never happened

Gone are the days for you and me

Gone are those moments that we set free

Our memories live until it lasts

Everything now is in the past

#poetry #poem #gone days #love #move on #past love

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Easy

By Chinita

No idea why you did

It shows that you unfriend

Only cause is a nonsense plea

You think you are an enemy

Guess it is easy for you

Shitty words may flow

Still you have no rights to blame

Stay calm without shame

No worries it never bothered

But the only thing I want to be heard

Assess your emotions before you fight

It might backfire to you one night

Ending this easy quick note

With a shattered and unfair vote

Still I am telling you

Stop the drama and let it through

#poem #poetry #drama #unfriend #toxic