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Out of context quote my 12 year old neighbour said:

"God is Coraline's mom"

#out of context #kids are stupid

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Fair enough

yep this very true. 

(im 26) 

you do you own test here

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At this point i know my paras better than i know myself

Sure favorite color, taste in music, hobbies, personality, what animal do they preffer... but myself? What was my name again?

#maladaptive daydreaming

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I had an AWESOME DREAM

So i had to write it down somewhere!

-Well, in my dream i meet this vampire, tall and skinny (like really skinny, literally skin and bones) that looked similar to the old depictions of vampires with a really sickly pale skin and those face features.

Well, he needed my help because to regenerate or something and I went like "so you will suck my blood..?" And then he said "Oh no! That is a missconception, other things can do!" (And he had a tone like he was really eccentric and just extra) and then gave me something something to put in my mouth that will reunite the required, also went to the kitchen and started preparing something on a pot (i think with spices or such, for me it just looked like tea).

Anyways, at some moment i accidentally gulped the thing i had on my mouth and was a bit worried, he told me i would be just fine.

My tongue fell out to pieces and he vaguely sewed it up with some stitches.

"You will be just fine~!" Anyways, at some point seems like i remembered him (probably had this dream before but i don't actually remember that) and we talked, i don't remember exactly on which language was my dream but probably on spanish and he reallly just.. "Mi señorita".

...

That is translated as saying "my lady"

Anyways, he talked as if from an old book he were, and even rhymed every now and then.

Since i remembered that it wasn't the first time i saw him and helped him I totally trusted that i would indeed be just fine after, even if my body fell apart cause I would be complete and without a scratch the next day

And that happened cause i just woke up, at 9 pm, slept all afternoon it seems.

I been sleeping like 4 hour every night the last week so i was probably really tired

This was a full around 7 hours i slept.

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Is not that I'm lying, is just that I'm not saying the truth!!

#me #sorry #half of what i say is not necessarely true #i just #True me is too boring #so I just tell #lies

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I couldn't help myself...

#mordetwi #mordetwi airplanes #i could really use a wish right now wish right now wish right now #can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars

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11 years old me really heard about lavender town creepypasta and listened to that everyday on loop

I mean...

#creepypasta #lavender town syndrome #i want to die #but not because of that

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My 16 birthday was yesterday and i was enjoying it happily with my family 'till i remembered that para-me at my age had it so bad, and her birthdays were just so lonely... my paracosms are a lot of hurt-comfort

Happy birthday to me! Happy birthday to me!~🎶

;u;

I mean, it's interesting how i turned so different from how i daydreamed i could have been

#maladaptive daydreaming #paras #birthday #i feel sad now #madd #actually madd

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Sometimes i forget i am not a white straight man on his early 30's

#no context #i am neither #why?

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I had a dreamt where this robodude was complaining about installing things on him without permission was rude while superstitious foundation played in the background.

Cool

#dreams #robots #scp i guess

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... i will leave this here and go away cause i have never ever drew an orc before

I can not draw orcs but but

You know that scene in Incredibles??

Where bob drives in that car?? (The tiny car)

(Found the picture)

I want a picture like that but with an orc

Just a grumpy orc driving his tiny car

#okay bye

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Sometimes i believe i had trauma

Sometimes i think i am just being dramatic about everything cause i am a stupid little bitch

...

Second mood right now btw

#trauma #imposter syndrome #amogus #i feel like i am faking faking lmao #i am an imposter imposter

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I JUT HAD THE MOST AWESOME DREAM

Started with me getting married, i wanted to scape my house so i didn't really had consent from my family side but neither did she, and who i was getting married to was... the most fucking awesome girl in history, her name was Montoya and everytime we said her name cool music starts playing and Montoya was written in Toyota's font.

So we left after getting married and had a date or something, there were a lot of places, mostly of food and we had security guards following us cause she was rich and famous of course, she took me and we left the guards behind and entered an apartment that was hers we talked and i liked her a lot.

All her family was succesful too cause she was from a billonaire family and Corolla was her last name.

The news were surprised that we were getting married and mostly cause i am a minor and that was bad, and she was like 20 and planned on travelling to a country where that was legal, so we went on a private jet to Israel, and she even saved a little girl cause she was cool.

So she showed me plots she was making for an animated movie about us, with beautiful drawings on it and the plots were really romantic, even if they were unreal, she told me that even if so that was to show to the media so their opinnions about us get favorable.

Like she was... way too perfect for me what T-T?

#dreams

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I feel like we all just have a para we can just reffer as "that asshole" or "that bitch" cause they just are.

Or maybe maybe it's just me :)

#madd #actually madd #maladaptive daydreaming

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Water in spanish can be referred as either male or female

So that means...

BEHOLD! THE ULTIMATE GENDERFLUID¡¡

El agua?? La agua?? Si

#genderfluid #water #drink water #what is gender?

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My whole personality is because of trauma

#i just realized #i am traumatized

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