jvttcrew

jvttcrew

tinker scatfield

i’ve definitely read more books than you

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jvttcrew·a year agoText

feat. matthew mcconaughey

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jvttcrew·a year agoText

check out the vampire weekend sample

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jvttcrew·2 years agoVideo

nirvana: re-plugged

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jvttcrew·3 years agoText

imp:

salvador dali that wild son of a gun he loved Bendy clocks

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jvttcrew·3 years agoAnswer
What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to  her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all  busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

but you killed everyone else around you too. 

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jvttcrew·3 years agoAnswer
Do you/when do you see yourself getting married?

it’d be ideal to get married one day but that’s definitely not something I’m gonna be rushing in to so I’ve got no clue when

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jvttcrew·3 years agoAnswer
Where do you wanna live after college?

no idea

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jvttcrew·3 years agoAnswer
Do you play the piano?

not nearly as well as I used to

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jvttcrew·3 years agoAnswer
So, have you seen Fantastic Beasts yet?

yes, it was outstanding

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jvttcrew·3 years agoAnswer
hey are you from ny or visited before? do you go to school in ny? you're good looking. i adore how you're preppy but have the whole street style going on too. glasses look nice ok you too. ok sorry for being creepy, i'd kill to be friends with you

haha I appreciate it, never actually been to New York some how

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jvttcrew·3 years agoAnswer
I need a few books to read over winter break, any suggestions?

I would say invisible man by ralph ellison is a very relevant read right now for a general cultural awareness, but also maybe it’s kind of a funny story by ned vizzini or even the importance of being earnest which is an unreal play

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jvttcrew·3 years agoAnswer
Are you a Harry Potter fan?

oh yes very much so

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jvttcrew·3 years agoAnswer
Do you have a dream job?

working on shoe design with nike or jordan

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jvttcrew·4 years agoAnswer
Any special ladies in your life....?

definitely my mom

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jvttcrew·4 years agoAnswer
Hey wanna cuddle?

probably

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jvttcrew·4 years agoAnswer
Who is the love of your life

rachel mcadams

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jvttcrew·4 years agoAnswer
how do you spend your free time in college? what are your favorite things to do?

spend most of my time working on my freestyle rap skills

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