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life was always just meant to be a costume party, but i attended with my real face

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“i’ll always have a soft spot for you, despite everything.”

“if it’s any consolation, i feel the same.”

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been in the hospital for three weeks now. had to have emergency back surgery and then had to have a second surgery bc i developed a staph infection in the physical therapy facility. i’m tired of hurting all the time. when is this going to end?

i want to go home to my spouse and our daughter. i want to be able to do things again. i want to not be in pain all the time. i just want this to be over.

#personal #jxnkheadd #surgery #back surgery

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Up The Wolves by The Mountain Goats // Minotauro by Jordi Garriga Mora

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still sober for anyone that cares

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come with me and you will know pleasure. you will also know pain, but that is the price of pleasure.

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oof, i remember you.

“she’s just a ghost but i can’t stop myself from loving her.”

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Hey I hope wherever you are that you’re still sober and thriving and I hope you never ever give up on your sobriety ✌🏻🖤

i am! thank you so much ♥️

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we didn’t work out bc i was too broken. you did your best, but in the end i know it exhausted you.

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what a shame, could have been with me instead of what’s her fucking name

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he really do be the best ♥️

#personal #jxnkheadd #drugs #girls who smoke weed #marijuana #eli

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You’re lucky enough to be a parent and you sit on here, do drugs, and complain that you can’t afford anything and that no one will help. Maybe if you didn’t blow all your money on drugs you’d be able to be a decent parent for your daughter. Always a victim huh? She deserves better. Dead ass. Grow the fuck up.

i love when people think i’m a bad mother but i support her by myself and work a full time job… and i’m now clean from drugs. find something else to hate on me about since that’s no longer relevant. also i’ve never put drugs before her. i didn’t have money bc her father took all of the money i had saved up. don’t assume. makes an ass out of you and me.

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sss

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destroy the idea that i will ever calm down

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