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enough healing i need to kill

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I’ve been waiting

I’ve been waiting for this moment all my life

But it’s not quite right

#this is genuinely one of the best songs eva #me in 7th grade w it on repeat #LOST & LOADEDDDDD

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#me listening to this every day 40 times a day

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6 months ago none of my clothes fit my body they were literally falling off of me & now the clothes, shorts especially, that i've owned for literally years are too small. love that for me.

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#me @ 1 am #also me in general :)

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Beautiful words, spread it to others who may need it!

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i need to start making more of an effort to leave my house (bedroom). ive had no reason to work bc all the money i make is online & i can afford to have groceries delivered to my fucking front door now. i literally used to deliver groceries, it wasn't that terrible honestly, but it just feels surreal sometimes. i also can't believe people wouldn't tip at all they're going to hell fr. i stopped smoking so my motivation to sit in my car at the lake is gone too, at least until the nice weather is back. sobriety & getting on my hands & knees every night to pray to god has taught me so much & literally changed every part of my life but a bitch needs to touch some grass. maybe in more ways than 1

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tshirt that says: I CARE WHAT GHOSTS THINK OF ME

#& they care what i think as well

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gucci fw16

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#me at 8 am #💃🏽🗣

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source

#awh

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Here’s a throwback from the Crazy Sexy Cool  trio, TLC. 

#🥰

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the best thing i ever did for myself was forgetting this worlds annoying obsession w forgiveness. people know the pain they are inflicting on you while they're doing it. forgiveness can only happen if there's a real apology that's followed by changed behavior due to accountability. abusive people go through life way too unconsciously to actually reflect so they can do so. that's a miserable life to live but you treat people the way you feel about yourself. then the life you create will always reiterate that. all the money, success, or drugs in the world can't hide people from who they actually are. i used to be shocked at how actually evil people could be to me but now it makes sense. like damn y'all be treating yourself the same way & that cannot be fun & i cannot imagine. couldnt be me! i love being angry. i love knowing i have shit to be angry about. anger used to be too painful to acknowledge until i realized i was carrying a heavy burden that wasn't my responsibility or my truth. we're entitled to our anger. not enough people know that. but bitch couldnt be me!

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imagine if all people you hate turned into angry lizards