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the way you were laying tugged my hair, but i'd never make you move

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September 22nd:

Today she told me that, she'd like to rent a suit, and I could have a pretty dress. She'd look pretty in a suit. I said she can pull anything off, androgynous, masculine, feminine. I remember the feeling of the unfiltered thoughts, accidentally saying too much, months ago, that's why I hold back and hope she doesn't start to think poorly of me. I never meant to

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i have been so lazy today im grieving lost time

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prova a prendermi >:-)

#aesthetic #my photos #credit #japan #japanese film #film #obscure #edit #school #back to school #liminal spaces #liminalcore #webcore #school girl #running #cute #photography #oddcore #weirdcore #traumacore #tag you're it #italia #italian #fotografia #scuola #dissociation

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art school: day 2

scuola d'arte: giorno 2

#art school #artists on tumblr #artwork #soft pastels #young artist #italia #italy #arte italiana #studente d'arte #aesthetic #pretty #artistic #aestheitcs #conté #art studio #paint

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Today my social worker got concerned and brought up going to the hospital. I dont want to go cuz everyone tells me they get horribly traumatized there. I probably will be staying with my nonna next week:/

#im not doing well #psych ward #bpd #im ok tho #sorry

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(I made this, its my old blog,, uhhhh i dont know if i should delete the blog tho HAHA)

i made this :p

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#vent

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(c" ತ,_ತ)

when the sun sets is when i collapse

not literally

but

it’s when my heart drops to my feet

and my mind blanks

and i can’t speak or feel anything

again no

i feel everything

at the same time

and that’s why it’s nothing

so

the sun setting is the reason i keep forgetting to address what’s so comfortable about being painfully alone

the same nights i stare up

with tears about to stream down my face

if i squint too hard

at the stars

the stars that.

seem to kiss and dance harder, together

they bounce off of each other and giggle and mock me

as if

they’re rubbing it in my face

and that makes me

uneasy

i will never feel alright

not as long as

everything’s wrong

#poetry #escapril #vent poetry #spilled poem #spilled poetry #vent blog #vent #escapril2021 #kaleidescopecries #sweet #i need to start writing again

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#overwhelmed #executive dysfunction

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I try my best to be here for whoever needs it:> !! Take care everyone, always

It's okay if you're overwhelmed.

It's okay if you're overloaded.

It's okay if you're burnt out.

#mentalheathawareness #bpd #mental heath support #positivity #sensory overload #neurodiversity

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#liminal #liminal spaces #words #words words words #webcore #aestethic #oddcore #liminalcore

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duly noted♡

DATE IDEA LIST ⬇️⬇️⬇️

#liminal spaces #liminal #date #traumacore #dissociation #love #backrooms #cute

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‎23 ‎August ‎2019, ‏‎13:58:36

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