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Azriel | Imagine

Imagine a rainy Friday evening, coming home from an exausting day at work. You collapse onto the bed when Azriel steps into the room, fresh out of the shower, having already expected you. His eyes are ablaze with lust, glowing in the dim room. He is a hungry male, anticipation about finally getting what he has been yearning for all day.

He joins you in bed, tells you how beautiful you look, softly kisses your lips, your jaw, your neck, lower and lower while humming this song to you.

I'm starvin', darlin'

Let me put my lips to something

Let me wrap my teeth around the world

Start carvin', darlin'

I wanna smell the dinner cooking

I wanna feel the edges start to burn

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Stop normalizing the grind and start normalizing whatever this is

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new mother-daughter bonding activities just dropped: psychoanalyzing your father

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Just a reminder that the people you look to for information and advice on religious practices, witchcraft, and other aspects of the spiritual are primarily sharing from a place of personal experience as well as their own values and ethics. This means that not everything one person shares or emphasizes will be relevant to you or vibe with you. That doesn’t automatically make them or you wrong. It just means that aspects of their teachings isn’t for you and you’re welcome to ignore it. Take what works for you and leave behind what doesn’t. Also learn from and engage with multiple people so you are exposed to different perspectives and possibilities. 

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the bravery of a girl who has to decide what is for dinner and then cook it and then wash dishes every day forever and ever.

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as above (insane in the head) so below (insane in the pussy)

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You came when I needed to be saved

You brushed my eyes with rosè

And complimented me in sweet ways

You cupped my face and stared into my gaze

Told me we will be ok

Galaxies collide

Meeting again is remembrance

I drawled opening up

Fears escaped from the lips that kiss your face

You cracked walls around my icy exterior

My heart pains

I need to be defrosted in trusting embrace

Crushed between choices

My brain aches

You’re a vortex of experiences embraced

So much experience—so new in loving me

No energy to deal with my locked gates

Shudder with a chill of seeming less than

Your eyes darken

No, I’m not the same

You don’t know me and you want me

I don’t know you and I want you

Are you searching for a love to call home

Love can’t be mediocre

Entangled hearts, messy minds is soul bind

Soft kissing stealing bits of waves

Your lips soft in graze

Your tongue crashing waves burst through me

My tongue needs to taste, to steal

I need to explore your insides

To run my tongue across the gums

That hold your pearly whites in place

See the thing is I have baggage

And I’ve learned what I need

The lessons only complicate

What could be love is

Never enough and always too much

Holding you, holding me

Confuses my brain

Eyes telling more then we’ll say

You are my prison and my escape

I think too much

Sharing it all should be a mistake

Have you tried really loving

Is it always obsession with an idea of someone

The what if

The unknown

Do you see it’s a mistake

Post acting with haste

I know that my words ruin

Words

Destroy

Everything good

One wrong phrase and I’m in dismay

I put my foot in my mouth

Regret settling in my lava core

Couldn’t kept my mouth shut

You say I’m sweet

You haven’t heard what goes on in my mind

Your soul is perfect to me

And still I ask for action

Flowers

Loyalty

Gifts

Coffee

Dates

Maybe that’s wrong if that’s not you

And unfortunately I won’t accept other than

Drowning in my own trauma

I don’t want to cause you any

You say you don’t want to hurt me

You already have

You want to make me happy

Listen with intent of learning

Can I tell you about my passions

And will you love them through me

Because one sided convo is what you’ve had

I won’t stay entertained with that

I yearn for healthy, wholesome

A nurtured growing love

Do I make you happy

Sometimes

Do you miss the version of me you created in your head

Before I tore it to shreds

You only stay if you’re happy

I stay until the bitter end

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Miguel Carbonell Selva (1854-1896) - Death of Sappho, 1881

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This is a shout-out to any and all disabled people who aren’t able to be independent because of their disability.

You are still just as valuable and worthy as everyone else. It isn’t shameful to need help.

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Hex Breaking and Protection

When someone is putting a hex on you or cursing you they are actively manifesting negative energies/entities and sending them your way to cause emotional or physical harm. These are just a few ideas of mine to help get rid of those negative energies and protect yourself from more. If you are unsure if you have been hexed, cursed, or if you just are getting bad vibes, here are some indicators there is some negative energy:

1. You feel fatigued even though you've taken good care of your body today and don't have an illness.

2. You feel off emotionally or mentally and you know its not from medication or illness.

3. You just feel kinda icky and can't explain why.

You can always ask your pendulum or cards if you've been cursed or hexed or if a negative energy has chosen to mess with you.

Hex/Curse Removal:

I find the most effective way to get rid of negative energies that make you feel physically ill is to do an egg cleansing. You take an egg, fill it with a healing intention, and rub it counter clockwise on your body from your head to your toes. Get a clear cup, fill it with water, and crack your egg into it. You can look up how to interpret the yolk in the water to better understand what's going on but when you're done just flush it all down the toilet.

A purification bath or shower can help wash away negative energies, especially if you use lavender soap, oil, or dried lavender. Other herbs you can include in your bath are:

Rosemary

Thyme

Basil

Fennel

Hyssop

Peppermint

Rose

And Valerian Root

Another idea is to give the negative energy and offering and simply say "I free you from having to cause me harm and I wish you a good day."

Protection:

Wearing hagstones and hanging them around your house can protect you.

Cleansing a space with sound, your own energy or smoke.

Hanging bells around your house like on your altar, above your bed, and above doors.

A protection charm i came up with for my cats that can be changed according to your own intent:

You will need:

• Three white oak acorns (can be swapped out for a jar, or other large nuts with big shells)

• White string

• Glue

To ward off intruders:

• Chilli pepper flakes

• Salt

• Rosemary

• Catus

For pet protection:

• Red clover

• Rosemary

• Fennel

Take the tops of the acorns, cut the tops off of the acorns with a serrated knife. Take out the nut inside making it hollow.

Place all your ingredients inside, charging with your intention and then glue the acorn shell to the acorn cap securing all your ingredients inside.

When dry, draw a protective symbol on each acorn and tie white string onto the tops and make it into a little ornament to hang by your front door.

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🥚🔮 EGG CLEANSING🔮🥚

✨What is egg cleansing?✨

Spiritual egg cleansing is an effective ritual that gets rid of negative energy from the body and the environment. Whenever you feel like there is bad energy surrounding you, just do an egg cleansing to know what is wrong. A special magic procedure to eliminate negative energies, clean your aura and open all doors quickly - it is really easy to do!

✨Why would I do one?✨

The use of an egg for spiritual cleansing has been rooted in many ancient cultures and cultures today. It is regarded as a symbol of growth and life. The egg is thought to absorb stuck and negative energy. It’s a special energetic tool and container that takes on life and energy when used like a spiritual vacuum. It removes whatever isn’t necessary or vital to you.

✨What you will need:✨

1 egg (room temperature)

1 white candle

1 glass of water (room temperature)

Salt

✨How to perform an egg cleanse✨

Light the candle

Run the egg all over your body from head to feet saying any prayer of your choice, Imagining all the negativity being absorbed into the egg

Break the egg into the water leave it for 5 minutes and get ready to read the results (DO NOT LOOK OVER THE TOP OF THE GLASS AS YOU CAN ABSORB WHAT WAS JUST REMOVED)

When finished add salt to neutralize any negative energy and flush it down toilet

✨🔮Tips🔮✨

DO NOT LOOK OVER THE TOP OF THE GLASS AS YOU CAN ABSORB WHAT WAS JUST REMOVED

The best time to do an egg cleansing is on a Sunday or a Monday. This will help you to start the week with lots of strength. You can also do it at the beginning of a month or a new year.

The cleansing can be performed at any time of the day.

You can do the cleansing at any lunar phase, but the best time to do it is when the moon is waning.

You can do the cleansing in any room you want but ensure that the room has a window to remove any negative energy.

Ensure that you have all the ingredients necessary before doing a cleansing.

🔮Some basic interpretations🔮

If the water smells bad or you can see blood, this is a work of evil operating signal.

If there are small spots of blood in the water, this is a sign of bad luck and a damage caused by a strong witchcraft work, especially if the water is cloudy.

If the water becomes cloudy without odor and blood, this is a sign of loss of the soul or energy, provided there is no blood present.

If the egg yolk has the shape of a face, this is a sign of an enemy. A slender face indicates a male enemy, a round face indicates a female enemy.

If the yolk takes the form of an eye, this is a sign of the evil eye.

If there are small bubbles in the water, this is a sign that the negative energy was absorbed by guardian spirits.

🔮MORE IN DEPTH INTERPRETATIONS🔮

When you break the egg and the yolk comes out with bubbles surrounding it or shooting upwards, it is a sign that the negative energy around you is too much, meaning you are very tired. This could be the reason why you have not had the strength to do anything. There are people who even feel dizzy or get headaches.

When you see a figure that looks like an animal or a person in the yolk, you should be concerned. If it is a person, the interpretation of this image is that he or she is envious of you. If it is an animal or object, you must recall if you have dreamt of it or if it is a problem in your life at the moment.

When you break the egg and you see pointy images in the shape of needles or nails, this means that there are people who have cast black magic spells on you, meaning they do not want you to succeed.

If you break the egg and a coat covers the yolk, it means that someone is always disturbing you and provoking you to make you angry.

When you see red or black spots on the yolk after breaking the egg, you should be attentive to the warnings. It is a sign with the interpretation that you have a disease in your body.

When the yolk is cloudy, black, or grey, this is a bad sign meaning there is an evil eye sent your way through magic spells.

If you see spikes facing downwards in the egg yolk, it is a symbol with the interpretation that you have a lot of anger that you have not let go.

If you see figures curled in the egg yolk, this is a bad sign warning you that you could fall ill and you need to go for a checkup immediately.

When you break a normal egg, the yolk always goes down. However, if the yolk remains in the middle or goes up, it is a bad sign meaning that someone is sending evil your way by casting magic spells.

When you see eyes in the egg yolk, this means that someone is jealous of you and is watching you. That is why you have been feeling discomfort and your path has been blocked.

If you see geometric figures in the yolk, they have different meanings. Triangles are interpretations of the lies you have been telling and your guilt. Squares tell you that you need to move forward and forget the past.

White halos surrounding the yolk mean that you make decisions too quickly and you need to slow down to get back in line.

If the egg yolk is hot, looks cooked, and the white appears extremely white, this is a sign that there is negative energy surrounding you. It means black magic spells have been cast on you. You should do another egg cleansing ritual to remove them.

Clouds or swirling figures in the egg yolk mean you have emotional problems that are affecting your relationships with other people.

If the egg yolk has many threads going up, it means gossip is disturbing your life and there are people who want to see you sad. You should do another egg cleansing to clear your path

Silhouettes in the egg yolk are signs you need to watch out for. It means that the spirits surrounding you want to give you a message.

Cobweb shapes in the yolk mean that many people are jealous of you and want you to fail in something you want, like a business, a project, or a promotion

When you break an egg and see flowers in the yolk, this is a good sign. It means that negative energies are going away and good times are coming your way.

If the water in the egg yolk has blood or an odour, this is a sign that there are evil spirits around you and you need a cleansing ritual.

If you break the egg and see an eye in the yolk, it is a sign of the evil eye watching you. You should get rid of it through a spiritual cleansing.

When you find that the water is clear after breaking an egg, it means that nothing bad is happening and there are no evil spirits around you.

If you see the shape of a person in the egg yolk, this is a sign that you have an enemy. A slim face means that the enemy is male and a round face means it is a woman.

If the egg yolk has a symbol of a bird like a vulture, owl, or crow, this means that a magic spell has been cast on you and you need to do another cleansing to be free from it.

The color of the white part of the egg is also important when it comes to meanings and interpretations. If you break the egg and the white appears murky or dark, it means that you are scared and you need to have more confidence

When you break an egg and you find many bubbles surrounding the yolk, it means that there are good spirits watching out for you.

If you find big balloons in the water, it is a sign of a cage. It means that you are trapped in a situation and you will not get out of it quickly. It could be someone has trapped you in that situation or you are trapped because of wrong things you have done. You need to do many cleansings to get out of such a situation.

If you happen to break the egg during a cleansing, it is a sign that evil spirits are trying to stop you from cleansing yourself. You need to do the cleansing again to get rid of the evil spirits.

Please don’t ever hesitate to reach out if you have any questions or concerns! My inbox and asks are ALWAYS open💕

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Mossy Stream

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Paint me an absence, a silhouette of rain 

 When others take shelter, I take on shape 

This invisible life in negative space 

Shortens the fall that water must make

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I don’t care

that’s what hurts the most

The hollow in my chest

The aching in my brain

Like I am looking for the thoughts,

For the sadness,

but it’s not there anymore

I look for a reason to cry and none come to mind

I turn off the light in my room with a headphone in

I stare off and the noise around me blurs into the background

And for a moment I’m floating

While I’m still gone it was more real then ever,

I concluded I’m so trapped in my body

The depth of my desperation for just a single thought to spark my emotion,

like I’m gasping for oxygen in space

Now when I think of him it’s just a movie I’ve gone to bed watching nightly

I’ve become too accustomed to that somber movie

No longer sad,

It’s old, overplayed and bleak

and that’s what hurts the most

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She exists as someone different in everyone’s mind,

And will continue to even when—

She forever has to be,

Authentically her.

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@happyheidi Heidi's journey through the fairy land.

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Anger

She used to be my strength

My only feeling stirring about, in the numbness.

In the hardened shell I’ve cast around myself as protection.

The only feeling I’d let myself feel in the hollow shack I’d been living in..

She could shield me so—

I didn’t have to be vulnerable.

To anger at the dropping of a pen.

Everyone’s feet were blistered from walking on the eggshells that follow wherever I’d lead.

I knew I wasn’t happy… but at least I was something?

Girl, how you’ve grown to know yourself, to love yourself.

In those first ever months my life wasn’t a constant battle with people I care about…

I felt free, finally.

I cultivate harmony in my life and yet my sharp tongue prevents me from getting close to people; no, it’s so they won’t get close to me.

It’s not because I’m bad, I am actually quite kind.

But because I’m like a fucking porcelain doll; I crack easily and all it would take is one drop—shattered or a drop and my shards draw blood.

Now she’s come for me, she disrupts my peace.

With a target on my abdomen, she shoots her arrow with precision, piercing.

Creating a black hole that sucks my heart into my ass.

For months I’ve been relaxing, and she has been hibernating.

I have been hiding her, well might I add.

Only for her to claw her way to my forefront when I finally care about someone.

She came for me, and although I didn’t fully give into her call I felt it again.

The power in the rage.

I haven’t been letting myself feel anything for anyone and yet I felt her, like a lightning bolts’ electrical current shaking the soft insides I’ve sorted inside the hardened shell over the past months.

My face, stone cold.

My lips, a thin down turned line.

My heart POUNDING.

My soul. Yearning to be free.

A one woman show. Preservation.

I don’t want to care about anyone so much that one thing can determine a whole mood for an entire day.

So babe, I know you’re out there. Unless you’re someone that will never EVER make my fury wake, make me cry.

I love my peace, my harmony.

I love how far I’ve come and the life I have built for myself thus far.

There’s pieces of myself I never got to explore while I was always with a companion, a friend 24/7 — CODEPENDENCY.

I’ve always relied on others to bring me the joy and love that I want,

When really I bring those to myself in my every day life now. I do not require SOME-ONE, other then ME.

I would however love to be surrounded by loving, caring, nurturing, fun people that also have found their happiness inside themselves and are excited to be happy beside me— experimenting, experiencing and loving wholly.

That dream ^ is where she will stay at bay..

Trust in the vision, on what is in your heart whilst it is in your chest.

And so mote it be sweet child,

The Endless Universe♾

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