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If i could re-live my life again I would have chosen to go to that small art school by the beach in OC California just to know what it would have been like no joke

if i were fifteen i would do everything wrong again in a slightly different way

#i also would be a bit more of a smart ass and also date somone for a short amnt of time

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#inspo

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i feel like if you stabbed an angel the blood trail would look like this

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Clackless Keyboards that yearn to feel

The keyboards beneath her fingers are warm and worn with oil from her constant typing. She twirls the stray strands of hair from her bangs before she puts them back in place.

Another spring breeze hits the window filtered through metal nets, caressing her face.

A face that needs caressing. Dreaming. Cursed maybe.

As much as she wishes for things to work out in life as they do in her head, the memories fade back and return.

You're not loved. You're not loved.

Not like that. Not like that. Never the way you want.

Its the kind of feeling that makes people fist into duvets, comferters, and blankets to hide their face in a comfert that would never deny them.

And yet her fingers linger on the keys.

The letters spell out-

"To my- my- my- beloved? friend? The boy down the street, the person I always needed? The person I want right now?"

"No I know who this is for"

"Dear Chase Almasi.

This is Kylie Gutierrez. Do you remember me? I'm that pretentious artist that you met that one day where I spilled coffee on you. And that one girl that found you after you got rejected from that audition you were hoping for. The one who would go to that same coffee place when I later found out you were workong there.

Yeah its me

Sorry about that.

This letter

I just wanted to let you know that I fell in love with you by accident. And I will hold this document in my chest and hope that one day. I can delete it knowing you have never read it and I will one day delete it.

Concerened about myself,

Kylie Gutierrez"

With a click, the file was saved onto the laptop. She passed out on her bed to the thoughts of fear and hoplessness.

#kylie and chase #rambling writing #whats that tag #lines from a book i will never write #something like that

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🌸 Kawaii Shop 🌸

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Something like this would be so colossally helpful. I'm sick and tired of trying to research specific clothing from any given culture and being met with either racist stereotypical costumes worn by yt people or ai generated garbage nonsense, and trying to be hyper specific with searches yields fuck all. Like I generally just cannot trust the legitimacy of most search results at this point. It's extremely frustrating. If there are good resources for this then they're buried deep under all the other bullshit, and idk where to start looking.

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Yummy sweet weapons

#ice cream inspo #ice cream social

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#website

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#chase almasi #thumbelina #thumbelina au #notes app

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#some old drawings and things i wanted to get off of my notes app #notes app #mermaid au

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How is it I've never posted this before? I swear I thought I did.

#hw

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#hw

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#website

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bungeoppang cat and jindo choco taco :)))

#ice cream social #ice cream social inspo #inspo

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i love it when a piece of media is like: is there anything more painful than knowing your sibling? is there anything more tragic than knowing they are the only person who will ever share the same experience as you? they were the only constant in your life. they were there since birth and now, no matter how they betray you, you will still love them. you will always feel the need to protect them even if you can no longer bring yourself to talk to them. will anyone else be able to understand? will anybody be able to love you and hate you and fear you the same way a sibling loves you and hates you and fears you? no, probably not