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kisekinodweebs · 3 years
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It's good to see you back 😊
thank you <3 
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kisekinodweebs · 3 years
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LONG TIME NO SEE!!! - RESET THIS WEEKEND!!!
Hellohello! 
Admin Nassichi/Nanachii (god idk my own admin name anymore x-x) after two billion years (jk after what? 5 years?...semi-hiatus who??)
ANYWAYS i have been itching to write again..but this time for haikyuu and knb. 
WHY YOU ASK - ive been noticing theres been activity on this scenarios blog + i finally caught back up to haikyuu after two billion years.
Just a small heads up - i most likely will be changing this into a haikyuu+knb blog sometime this weekend and reopen requests ^-^. This is because the haikyuu blog i previously ran (https://o-haikyuuties.tumblr.com/) was done with a friend who i am no longer associated with. Memories are great and because it was something I wrote with her I have decided to leave it as is to respect the happy times we had there :> [also doesnt feel right for me to start posting there alone/solo]
Thank you for the support all these years I wasn’t active and I hope you guys still love our sports boys!!
TL;DR life hit me - had university hit me in the face (left a toxic friendship and relationship) + got into esports/games + graduated, worked for a year -> caught up to all my favorite animes -> now at school for my masters. 
Will be restarting the scenario blog and opening the inbox for requests this weekend.
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kisekinodweebs · 6 years
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(not a request, just a message) I love angst, and I really love the angst you wrote. Kudos to you~
(literally this blog has been dead for so long because i had so much work in uni and i started playing overwatch + other games ;; - ;; )
thank you so much ;; o ;; im glad my writing resonated with you!!!!
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kisekinodweebs · 7 years
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Omg...thank you ;;^;; even though uni is super crazy and i cant take a 2 sec break to breathe i really do appreciate you and the other readers who give my blog a look ;;;
KnB Scenario Blogs~
Here are some of the knb scenario blogs I follow. Maybe I’ll add more later on idk I’m just using this as reference and I’ll add other knb related blogs not writing blogs but like gifs or art accounts. No particular order just scenario blogs first then i put a line where all the other knb stuff are I bolded the blogs I recommend for the scenarios
Scenarios
@sportanimefantasies @a-ka-shi @knbhqlovinstuff @knb-shorts-and-sweets
@knb-trash-imagine @knb-author @thehentaitheatre @snapped-chopstick
@kuroxyoshi @basketbaes-imagines @thescenarioswhichhinawrites
@knbimaginethis @basketdorkimagine @anotherknbimagines
@baka-no–sedai @kisekinoscenarios @ourneverendingpossibilities
@kuroko-no-problem-imagines @kurokonobasukebakas
@haikyuuknbaescenarios @knb-side-dorks @kurokodrabbles
@mizukixtsukiyomi @kurokonoscenarios @imagine-sports-trash
@kisekinodreams @kisekinodweebs @kurokonovalentines @knb-writing
@imagines-with-knb @teikovermybody @imaginesnobasuke
@fandomscenarios @wildandfreeoftheworld @kurokonofantasii
@much-sports-anime-imagines @kurokonbscenarios @basketballbakas
@eternal-basket @sakurashortstack @sportsanimeintensifies
@knb-inspirations @kurokonofantasies @sexy-sports-baes 
@kisekinodrabbles @darkanddirtyknb @supernovawriting
@fluffy-knb-scenarios @kisekimagines @kurokonobasukeimagines
@swim-free-ball-hard-imagines @kuroko-no-nsfw @knb-hq-scenarios
@questionable-knb @xo-xo-xox @tooacademy @knb-drabbles
@kirisakidaichihigh @kurokonoheadcanons @knb-imagines
@knb-scenarios @imagine-knb @amoralyn @kisekiimagines
@kisexyfantasies @knbimagineit @hanamiyanobasket
 Other Knb Blogs
@lunchtimerushin @gaolog @snnona @sokr-b @paintandfury @s-haa
@ask-everyonexkuroko @angenl00 @asa8xxx @knb-gom @akmysn
@aomine-daiki-appreciation @akashi-tetsuki  @kurorolucilfer
@blukage (There the same person as thehentaitheatre)
@ryousakurais @gaolog2 @nuadu1 @haryue @szkmkmk @knbsexiness
@puffifish @krbstokka @wemosus @haruuuka @safeforworksexyanimeguys
@kurokonobasuke @fuckyeahkurokonobasket @furuhana-remade
@alwaysanimeboys @yrrrrrr @airsthiner @kowfang @k-n-ballin @kiiyoshi
@thebasketballidiots @askkiridai @kurokonobasket @littlereddo
@fyeahsportsanime @jirouchan @knbmangacaps @furihatakoki 
@kurokonotext @nagual1977 @skyfly17 @lolygothica
@banillashake-blog-blog-blog @rurarara @chibitetsu @jcminwell
@kryoutaday @takeabiteofapple @mosaku-k @cheesecakeri
@coffeetasty @n1ncs @diaemyung @kiseki-no-sedai-team @nanodayum
@violinic @akashikuroko @kurokuns @kakugan @ilovekurokonobasket
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kisekinodweebs · 8 years
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» ABOUT ME: KUROBASU EDITION
KUROBASU EDITION
by IMUNIJI
BOLD ALL THINGS THAT APPLY TO YOU
INSTRUCTIONS:
Copy paste this whole post onto a new post and then proceed to bold as tumblr no longer allows you to edit the original post
We would really appreciate it if you could tag your answer post to #imuniji so we can see how this post is doing!
You can tag others to do it if you want but anyone can do this even without being tagged
GENERAL
I am in highschool
I am/was on a school sports team
I used to play/play basketball competitively
KAGAMI
I am a good cook
I work/have worked as a cook
I know how to surf (on waves)
I can walk on my hands
I once wanted to/ want to become a firefighter
I am/was a firefighter
I like tigers
I am scared of ghosts
I am scared of dogs
I am very loud
I have a huge appetite
Burgers are one of my favorite foods
People often call me simple-minded
I am not good at speaking formally
I’ve attended school in two different countries
Rather than winning, the best part about sports I find is competing against strong opponents
KUROKO
I am good at reading people
I am very blunt
I have little presence
I startle someone often
I know how to do some magic tricks
I have a pet dog
I want to/have wanted to become a teacher
I have really bad bed hair when I wake up
I like reading novels
I am the shortest in my friend group
I have low stamina
I have/had perfect attendance while in school
I don’t like to drink soda
My grades are averaga iif not higher
I speak up when I see someone doing something wrong (as in harmful)
I wear a wristband while playing sports
KISE
I have done some modelling
I like doing karaoke
I call all my friends by nicknames
I can differentiate between brands of mineral water by taste alone
I have wanted to/ want to become a pilot
I have at least 2 older siblings
All my older siblings are sisters
I like onion gratin soup
I have (a) piercing(s) on only one ear
I hate earthworms
My best subject is English
I get bored of hobbies I pick up easily
I enjoy having rivals to make me improve
I have a rival who I also get along very well with
I usually learn new things quickly
KASAMATSU
I can play guitar
I am good at motivating people
I am considered a very serious person
I buy CDs
I tend to be both hard on myself and others (More on myself)
My best subject is maths
I greatly value team spirit
Respecting the hierarchy between juniors and seniors is very important to me
MIDORIMA
I have at least one collection
I believe in some kind of fortune telling
I believe in horoscopes
I am a cancer (the astrological sign)
I believe in luck
I can play the piano
My favourite type of music is classical
I don’t like cats
I have long eyelashes
My best subject is Chemistry or Biology
People say I am tsundere
I am not used to asking people for help
I greatly value hard work
I am very protective of at least one of my siblings
I have wanted to/want to become a doctor
I have had green hair at least once in my life
TAKAO
I am the mood-maker
I am good at getting along with almost any type of person
I am known to laugh a lot
I can do a back flip
Trading cards is one of my hobbies
I am not good at being quiet
I adapt easily to others
I enjoy teasing my friends
I am good at spatial visualization
I like kimchi 
I am good with children
I am very easy going
I like to sing
I always look at the bright side of things
AOMINE
I hate not giving my all at things I love
I hate playing against opponents who don’t try
I frequently take naps
I like animals
I talk to animals
I am scared of bees
I like banana milk
I am the ace on my sports team
I have a friend I grew up with
I like collecting shoes
I am good at catching bugs
I am bad at spelling
I have wanted to/ want to become a police officer
I keep a diary
I am terrible at teaching others
MOMOI
I have a friend that I always look after
I’m good at analyzing things
My best subject is history
I hate frogs
I love cherries
I can tie a knot in a cherry stem with my tongue
I like shopping
I like collecting bath products
I can’t eat spicy things
I am a terrible cook
I am still friends with someone I once used to date
I usually trust my intuition
MURASAKIBARA
I love eating sweets
I like trying out new sweets flavours
I have more than 3 siblings
I am the tallest in my friend group
I am not particularly hard working
I have wanted to/want to become a pastry chef
I have worked in a bakery/patisserie
I hate eating vegetables
I hate crows
My best subject is physics [LOL...UNTIL UNI HIT WHERE DID MY 88% AVG GO?]
I can easily be bribed with free food
I am good at sports even though I am not particularly enthusiastic about them
HIMURO
I can juggle
I have/had an emo style haircut
I love eating pickles
I like watching drama TV shows
I like watching American drama TV shows
I like playing billiards
I work/have worked as a bartender
I have a friend who i consider my sibling
I wear/once wore matching accessories with a friend
I have someone i consider a mentor
I’ve gotten into a physical fight before
I get asked out a lot (as in for dating) 
I was once a member of a street gang
AKASHI
I am a good leader
I am confident in my abilities
I can slamdunk
I have gone horseback riding
I have/once had a horse
I have/once had a white horse
I am good at chess
I love tofu soup
I don’t like eating seaweed [unless one of my friends nudges it towards me in lectures ;; ill only eat them with her because we crack up at how loud the crunching sound] 
I am one of the shortest among my friend group
I am/have been on the student council
I was a straight A student
I have a butler
I have been in a limousine
MAYUZUMI
I’d rather spend most of my free time by myself
I am not good at talking to people
I don’t particularly strive to stand out
I am very sarcastic
I am good with computers
I like getting off at different train stations
I complain a lot about tasks I’m given, but still get them done
I get compared to someone else a lot and it irritates me
I don’t pretend to like people that I dislike
I am not good at encouraging or comforting people
I mostly read light novels or comic books
NIJIMURA
I am a former delinquent
I personally know someone who is/was a member of a street gang
Looking after others is one of my specialties
I have at least 2 younger siblings
I get easily distracted by beautiful people
I have learnt some form of martial arts
I know karate
I am hot-headed
I love eating fried rice
I like playing table tennis
I have bleached my hair at least once
I can easily accept being surpassed by other people
I know how to use an electric switchboard
I often take detours when on my way to somewhere
I have stolen something at least once
Tagging @megwara @princess-of-haru
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kisekinodweebs · 8 years
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» 11 QUESTIONS
-is a sinner bc my jaw ache has increased by tenfold so here i am writhing in pain-
Tagged by the lovely @knbaes-n-bakas ~~
1. What’s your go-to accessory/article of clothing?
Mmm probably jeans, I always wear jeans just to have pockets when I go to school because I end up rushing from class to class that instead of throwing my pencils into my bag i put them in those instead.
2. What’s your favorite beverage that isn’t so popular among others?
IT SOUNDS BETTER IN CANTONESE SO DONT CRINGE T - T chrysanthemum juice!!! idk i just like it and all i can remember is how all my friends would trade with me for it and give me their drinks as kids which led them to spit it out inevitably  
3. List three things you love about yourself (and no you can’t say “there isn’t anything”).
...///sweats/// uh?  1. my honesty 2. ?? 3.?? idk actually lmao
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4. What anime character do you think reflects your personality? In what way?
this is such a hard one ;;;; probably just because im watching april lies right now -Kaori! I get distracted too easily and I always push my friends out of their boundaries to get them to do stuff that’ll i think in the end benefit them 
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5. Got a favorite mythical creature? What is it?
Dragons! Idk i just really like dragons they seem so gentle yet fierce ^^
6. Do you wear glasses/contact lenses that a prescribe?
Glasses!!
7. What’s your favorite non-animated movie?
Cop Out. I am trash for comedy
8. Is your hair dyed something other than your natural color? If so, what is it? If not, would you dye your hair and what color would it be?
Yes~ It was initially a dark red but now it faded to what my friends say orange like??? Not the pumpkin orange but it a dark fiery one?  Im conflicted on what colour i want to do next though, pastel pink? Lavender? Maybe both but that’ll scare my mom probably 
9. What’s your favorite season of the year?
Fall, barely any allergies, no heat, cool weather and the leaves look nice
10. What is something you did that you feel very accomplished after doing?
mmm aside from anything school probably being able to become friends with a certain roll who im going to cosplay hq with ^^
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11. What was your first concert? If you haven’t attended one, will you be attending one or want to attend one? Who?
Eric Nam’s fanmeet ;;; bUT IM GOING TO SEE MY ULT GROUP FRIDAY AHH YESS VIXX T - T PLS JAW BE NICE TO ME SO I CAN SMILE WHEN I SEE MY KINGS ;;;
tagging @megwara @princess-of-haru ;;;; i barely socialize here OTL..
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kisekinodweebs · 8 years
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Two needles were used to put medicine in my jaw and i am still in pain and hungry. Pls send help in the form of the GoM
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kisekinodweebs · 8 years
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HEADS UP!!!!
I am now officially off for the next four months!!! Woo i have survived the first ywar of university and it was amazing and hellish but still aight. But :))))) the stress got to me in which i started clenching my jaw in my sleep and popped it out (woops) so now im stuck on really strong pains meds that make me sleepy all the time. SOOOO because of that i wont be updating until later this coming week ;;^;; THANK YOU FOR YOUR PATIENCE GUYS IT MEANS A LOT TO ME ;;;;;;;
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kisekinodweebs · 8 years
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Good luck on your exam!
Thank you!!! ;;^;;
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kisekinodweebs · 8 years
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THAT PROMPT POST WAS NOT SUPPOSE TO BE POSTED TBH...
It was a draft that i forgot to time to a later date, however, I’ll take requests and write them after tuesday since I feel bad for getting some prompts and getting ready to say no
and i cant say no
woops 
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kisekinodweebs · 8 years
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OPEN UNTIL MARCH 8TH 2016 10:00 PM EST
Prompts for embarrassed characters
Give us a character and any of these and we will make them suffer
1: someone walking in on them singing and dancing around to an embarrassing song
2: tripping in front of their crush
3: smacking into a mailbox while walking because they zoned out (not gonna lie, mod bird has done this several times in life)
4: got tangled in their pets leash and crashed to the ground in front of their crush
5: someone walking in on them passionately making out
6: someone walking in on them staring wistfully at the social media profile of their crush
7: spilling their drink all over themselves
8: Accidentally got smacked in the face with an object, massive bloody nose 9: any others you can think of
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kisekinodweebs · 8 years
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[CHAPTER 8] EXTRA GAME TRANSLATER
-reading this after my midterm today buuuuut- here you guys go if you dont’ have a link for it yet c:
http://bit.ly/KnBExtraGame8FinalChapter
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kisekinodweebs · 8 years
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[EXTRA GAME CHAPTER 8] JUST Eng translation
So if any of you just want to read the english trans for the chapter with NO pictures, with it, heres the link-its apparently a huge spoiler so (lol im not reading it) but i do know some people like reading the translation before the actual words are placed into the manga, enjoy to those who want to read it!
http://bit.ly/1LvYS1Z
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kisekinodweebs · 8 years
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PLEASE DONT TAKE DOWN YOUR BEAUTIFUL PICTURE ITS SO PRETTY WOW KISE WOULD LOVE YOU MORE THAN HE ALREADY DOES
wHAT WHAT WHAT?? NANI??????N ANi?????
NO KISE PLS RUN IM YOUR LITTLE WALLFLOWER FAN IN THE BG + GOTTA HIDE THE FACE SO HE DOESNT GET SCARED OVER IT e n e
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kisekinodweebs · 8 years
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omg can i see it i bet it makes you look even prettier and cuter too!!! not that you werent before but i bet it looks super nice
//sweats// uhhh when was i ever cute o - o just a heads up im taking this down later ;; n ;; bc low self esteem doesnt let me stare at myself too long before i go on a whirlwind of ‘nanacchi u need to fix thisthsithsithsigasgas’
but i really like my hair ;; u ;; and i think im going to dye it lavender?? or something after this colour fades away 
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kisekinodweebs · 8 years
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senpai i follow you on twitter and i was wondering what do you mean by re-dye? did you already dye your hair before
woah that was fast LOL i just posted that tweet too & still am conveniently on my pc taking my break from studying T - T (y do i have 2 midterms, labs, 2 quizzes and 100+ readings??? y uni y u gotta do me like this)
but yes I did dye my hair in january before I started my 2nd semester c: its technically??? an ombre??? i think idk i just dyed it 
[NOTE] no posts under this week of horror ends and until i finish my labs for the following week ;; n ;; 
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kisekinodweebs · 8 years
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[Package]
Word Count: 1,819 Genre: Angst Pairing: Akashi X Reader!Girlfriend Summary: Akashi receives a package a day after a call. NOTE: This was a request that was sent in a while back in my box. It’s not a freelance piece and you’ll understand why i didn’t do the usual q+ans post.
Since he started to take over his father’s business, Akashi had lost all his free time to it. He spent his mornings reading invoices; lunches checking his emails; and dinners alone in the dark, where only a sliver of light reached his spectacles as he massaged the bridge of his nose. The only thing that kept him from screaming at his frustration was his frequent lashes at those beneath him and the messages he got from you.
Akashi never felt as thankful as he did each day when he got a text message or a voice mail from you. You made him keep his sanity as he worked for days without rest; kept him grounded. There was never a day where he thought you were annoying, because to him you were his beloved, and nothing would ever change that.
Looking away from his screen for a second, he felt himself captivated by the picture he kept near another pile of folders. Holding the picture frame in his hand, he brushed the glass lovingly. There you were standing near him; a picture of the two of you from university. Your hair fixed in the usual hairstyle; your lips slightly open; eyes surprised. He chuckled quietly—Akashi had taken his hand away from your waist and let his fingers find yours before intertwining them.
You weren’t the type to show your affections outside, but being the man he is, he took advantage of it. He loved the way you looked when he took you by surprise. Loved the deer like characteristic of it and how your cheeks would turn into a pastel pink; the redness that would form right after you realized what happened.
He counted to himself quietly; realizing something. The warmth he felt receded as he was hit with the realization that he had not seen that for nearly four months. Four. Months.
Akashi felt his grasp around the frame loosen for a second. It hit his table, wobbling a bit before standing still.
Akashi had let you be alone for four months. He left you only memories of him and fading pictures of him in your life. As of right now, what was left of him in your life?
Before he could even pick up the phone to call you, he heard the familiar vibrate of his phone. Usually keeping it on silent, it only moved when he had mail. Typing in the passcode quickly, he turned on his phone, and tapped to his logs; dialing his voice mail to hear what was left for him.
‘Morning Seijuro!’ He smiled automatically. ‘I hope you had breakfast today, you didn’t forget again right?’ Murmuring a small no to himself, he listened on. ‘Seijuro I know you’re probably beating yourself over not seeing me for the past few months, but I did tell you it was fine. But…’
He heard you pause for a second as you took a shallow breath. That was quite odd. Akashi furrowed his eyebrows. ‘…Sorry I just got distracted, nothing that needs worrying.’
Did that meant he did need to worry? ‘As I was saying, can we go on a date this Thursday?’
What an odd day he thought and when he heard you say the very words himself, he chuckled.
‘I didn’t want to bother you, but I really…really…miss you. I don’t want to seem like I’m asking for much, but I can’t help it because I love you— ‘.  He narrowed his eyes as he heard loud noises suddenly appear in the background, cutting you off as you hung up. This didn’t sound like your home; it didn’t sound like anything recognizable from it.
Feeling himself move on his own, he stopped the voice mail and moved his hand around his phone quickly. Typing in your number and calling you. Why did you sound anxious? Why did those sounds seem familiar? Why was his heart pounding?
Hearing the call hit voice mail, he sighed loudly. Taking a quick look at the clock, he saw it was two. “Afternoon, Love. The date doesn’t bother me at all. There was no need to sound sad over such a little request that I myself would also have asked for. I’ll pick you up on Thursday at your home around six—about two days from now. See you soon.”
Gently placing the phone on his desk, Akashi couldn’t help but feel oddly nervous over your words. Something was wrong, but what was it? If something was up, you would tell him right? Shaking his head, he pressed a hand against his forehead. Perhaps this anxiety was over the thought of seeing you again after such a long time. Nervousness—yes it was because he was nervous he told himself.
Letting himself forget his sudden rush of emotions, he took a second glance at the phone again before getting back to work. Turning on his computer, he viewed the articles he needed to take care of; erasing the uneasiness he felt with the sense of relief that he was going to hold you once again.
But he wasn’t going to he soon realized.
His office was a mess as papers laid crumpled on the ground around him. All the invoices, the letters, the reports—meaningless in comparison to what was in the package he received. Akashi couldn’t breathe as he saw everything he ever gave you in a perfect array inside a cardboard box.
The dried roses he gave you on the first date had lost its essence; the sweetness that lingered before had faded. The ribbon he helped you wear laid still with the help of the weight of the promise ring he placed on your delicate hand a while ago. The photos you took together; neatly kept with a rubber band. Everything he had gifted you; everything that was sent to compensate for the smile he was given...it was all sent back.
Shakily reaching inside of it, he took out the small envelope inside. The scrawl of his name on the front; a little heart sticker holding it closed; he tore it open.
Unfolding the letter inside, he felt himself gulp. “Don’t tell me you’re leaving me for someone else _____....”
Dear Seijuro,
He read, his eyes slowly taking in your words.
If you’re reading this, I must’ve screwed up right? Haha, I didn’t mean to, I swear! I wanted to say something that I didn’t have the courage to say a few months back. Something I didn’t get a chance to even bring up. You see I was diagnosed with Ischemic Heart disease—Coronary Artery Disease to be more I guess specific.  My blood vessels narrowed suddenly during the end of our final year in university, but it was suppose to be fixable.  It wasn’t. It seemed that something like mine were far too complicated for any doctor to fix. So there it began my little downfall you can call it. But you were there for me without even knowing it and I felt even more anger towards myself. I was grateful that you loved me, but I hated that I was making you love me, the me who was healthy. I hated that I couldn’t find the courage in myself to tell you to stop loving me, because that would ease your pain. But, being the selfish person I am, I let you love me. I took advantage of your love when really I was fixing you into the spot of feeling the most pain; probably even more pain than what I’m feeling right now. But I guess not all great things can last right? Some part of me was glad you got caught up in your work to not notice because then I would see you less and then I could feel at ease that that was my punishment for being too greedy.  So I endured it, the time lost from being with you got traded it for time spent in the hospital. The memories I had with you let me feel the bit of strength I kept losing. The voice mails I was able to send made me rest assure that I was helping you a bit even if I didn’t. Seijuro…thank you for letting me love you and for letting me feel the warmth I was losing. Thank you for giving me something worth fighting for even if I wasn’t able to see your gaze again. Thank you for letting me be selfish for once.
His eyes blurred as he couldn’t read on. Akashi tried to make sense of everything as he desperately clung to your letter. Blindly, he ran his hand along each word and felt each deep scrawl in the lined paper. What were you doing when you were writing this? Were you in pain? Were you alone?
Akashi grew cold. Were you alone? He asked himself again. He felt all the air leave his lungs as he tried to stop himself from falling.
He let you be alone. He let you take the guilt. He let you suffer. Alone—all alone. Why were you thanking him when he was the selfish one for prioritizing his work over the love of his life? Why were you saying you were the selfish one?
“I’m the selfish one you idiot.” He whispered as he looked at the pile of photos. “I’M THE SELFISH ONE!”
Letting go of the letter, Akashi grabbed his head and held it hard. He ran his nails painfully down his scalp as tears fell down. It dampened his carpet; made it turn into a deeper shade of red.
It hit him all so suddenly as he began to mourn you. The familiar noises from the voice mail before were only familiar because he remembered the ones he heard from his mother’s bedside years back. The pause was because of your difficulty breathing as your heart couldn’t properly move the carbon dioxide away from your lungs. The sudden request was because you wanted to see him one last time.
Akashi wailed loudly as he realized what he lost. He couldn’t control himself as his heart screamed at the fact that he would never see your smile again. Felt himself break as he realized he would never see you ever again. He tried to wipe the constant trail of tears that continued to fall from his eyes. How could he have been so blind?
Clutching his chest, he crouched over the letter; protecting it as if it was truly you. It hurt all over. His world had come crashing down in this standstill of time—all that he worked for; believed in; all of it was lost.
But there was one thing that was eating away the little composure he had left as Akashi heard a door open from behind him.
...
He didn’t say ‘I love you’ in the voice mail he left for you.
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Admin Nanacchi’s Note: So if you guys are reading this after this quite brutal angst that i totally did not mean to write, i just wanted to say thank you guys for giving me nearly 1.5k of followers ;; ~ ;;. I was afraid that since my semi-hiatus there would be a lack of love for my small little writing haven. (but yay for my short reading week. I don’t know why i feel so attached to this angst almost, but I do know a few things. 1) As much as i enjoy writing fluff and happiness I live to write something sad and idk why. This ask was randomly chosen and I got an idea instantly. 2) My friend whom I still love and care for passed away from this disease. I didn’t remember the name of it, but when I was searching for a ‘death sentencing disease’ it popped up and you don’t know how hard it was to write the letter after. A while back when this blog first started a friend had to post on my behalf to say i was not writing for a day because of a mishap. That mishap was that my friend’s tumblr had been q’d to send me and some other friends letters written by him. They were dated 3 years forward aka 3 years was last year in the summer when my friend knew we all grew up without him. 3 years where i finally reached his age and there’s not a day where I don’t read the letter over and over again.  And why is this usually optimistic fanfic writer telling people who possible don’t care about this? well i guess this touched me a lot and i dont want to lose the fading existence that is my friend. That’s all.
Thanks for reading.
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