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What floor do you live on now?

Just curious how high the drop is

#old promises

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When the parties over

Friends

Was that what we were?

I can not fathom how you could care about another person and allow them to hurt in the way you did to me

You kept me closer

You kept me convenient

You didn’t let me let you go

Quiet was all I heard in the end. And quiet was all I needed

I like it like that

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You can overthink it until you die and it still won’t change it.

The worst you do spinning your tires is get more stuck.

Own what you said and move on confidently

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Finale

There is something so still and sad

About being done

When I’ll never know the reason

Undeserving to you of an explanation

Unforgiving to you of the pain you allowed

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What does your regret taste like?

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“The hardest thing is to accept that someone you care about is treating you badly. Maybe not on purpose, and maybe not all the time, but you have a self worth and a value and if you pretend that you don’t know what it is, so will everyone else.”

— (via i-wrotethisforme)

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I deserve better from you

So I’ll be better for me

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How interesting that I can be a threat to a women who has never seen a snowflake on my face

To bar her partner from work and responsibility because I may innocently be there

What a puzzle

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You were never mine

- a motif

#spilt thoughts #spilt words #poems on tumblr #journal

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Are we done yet?

I don’t want to keep hanging on

Every time I’m almost gone you pull me in for more

Love me or lose me

I can’t keep up with this emotional game

Back and forth

Ignored and wanted

The contradictions keep me up at night

I’m motion sick from this stop and start

Keep me at an arms length and pull me back

Let me go or let me in

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10/3/22

I am loved

I am needed

I am wanted

I am accepted

I am valued

#manifesation

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It’s like that abba song

Slipping through my fingers all the time

I can’t catch you

I have no say in it

It’s not love if I am making you stay

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What do I fear?

That I might lose you?

No, that I do not fear, for if someday we part ways I know I will never lose you. Memories of what we have lived together are forever entrentched in my soul. I know I will never lose you; it is a certainty in me. What I truly fear is that I might fade in you. I fear that you will forget my name and the color of my soul. That the memories of what we were will dwindle away to nothingness, denied by pain, or overwhelmed by new loves that sprouted after we parted ways. I fear that all the tender gifts my soul bequeathed you might have their colors fade, that time will dull the heights of pasion we reached, and diminish the memory of the feelings we felt, and that it will dress in mundanity, something that was so heavenly.

I fear nothing, but oblivion in your soul.

e.v.e.

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